The next day, Qi Buyang returned to work in the hospital, looking full of energy and ruddy, not at all like a person who had just recovered from his illness.

As soon as he sat down at the desk, nurse Xiao Su walked in, did not speak, did not say hello, and looked at him with a strange expression.

Qi Buyang smiled: "Xiao Su, what's the matter?" I haven't seen him for a few days, so I don't know each other. ”

"Doctor Qi." Nurse Xiao Su called softly, walked to the desk, and handed over an envelope, "This is what Director Lin asked me to hand over to you." ”

Qi Buyang was stunned.

Qi Buyang opened the envelope, inside the envelope is a postcard, the front of the postcard is a landscape painting, the picture is a bleak autumn forest, although the sunset in the sky obliquely shines on the entire autumn forest, the whole atmosphere still seems gloomy and sad, a barren grass path winds through the edge of the forest, disappears in the extreme eye, close to the end of the path, there are a few thick strokes of printed words: who can copy the state of temporary departure, write the eternal secret of the feelings.

When Qi Buyang saw this, a hint of foreboding crept into his heart, and he hurriedly turned to the back of the postcard, only to see Lin Jingxue writing a few words in a dignified and vigorous handwriting: "I regret all the things in my heart, just because I have not been able to dedicate myself to what I love, and then ...... It's hard to put into words, but it's gratifying, maybe eternal loss means eternal gain. Allow me to call you only by your name - no Yang, and I wish you happiness! ”

Lin Jingxue had never confided her heart to him, this was the first time, but just a few words made Qi Buyang feel infinite sadness.

Qi Buyang took the postcard and read this text over and over again, and the words on it kept whipping his nerves like a whip until he couldn't stand it anymore.

stood up suddenly, walked towards Lin Jingxue's office, pushed the door to leave, but the door was locked, not just a cover-up as usual, maybe she just hadn't come to work yet, Qi Buyang secretly comforted herself in her heart.

I asked a nurse where Director Lin had gone?

The nurse said Director Lin had resigned.

Qi Buyang's head was shocked, and he was like a pot of porridge in an instant, and he couldn't think about it.

Qi Buyang stood in place, stunned, did he really resign? Why the hell! He wanted to change his place of work and leave Lin Jingxue, but he never thought that Lin Jingxue was one step ahead, why did she suddenly resign, and why?

Qi Buyang hurriedly took out his mobile phone to dial Lin Jingxue's phone, and the phone that was never turned off was actually turned off.

Qi Buyang hurried towards the dean's office, wanting to ask for clarification.

Dean Jiang was distressed, and when he saw Qi Buyang walking in, he said loudly: "You came just in time, I was just trying to ask you clearly, what is the matter between you and Director Lin?" ”

Qi Buyang didn't answer Dean Jiang's question, but asked, "Dean, has Director Lin resigned?" ”

Dean Jiang said strangely: "Didn't she tell you?" ”

Qi Buyang smiled bitterly: "No." ”

Dean Jiang asked, "What happened between you?" Why did she suddenly resign and leave? ”

Qi Buyang said faintly: "I don't know. ”

Dean Jiang asked softly, "Have you broken up?" ”

Qi Buyang should not be, he has never started, how can he break up, and he turned around and left the dean's office without much explanation.

Dean Jiang shouted: "Xiao Qi, you must get her back for me, otherwise I will pick your skin." ”

If you want to go, he will go, shocking snow, why are you gone.

Qi Buyang drove out of the hospital, went straight to Lin Jingxue's house, and rang the doorbell, but no one came to open the door.

Qi Buyang kept pressing and shouted loudly: "Shocking snow." "I don't know why it's not called Director Lin, maybe it's not like it.

The door opened suddenly, but it was the opposite house, an old lady opened a door, and said unhappily through the iron door: "Early in the morning, the noise is dead, and my grandson has woken up." ”

Qi Buyang hurriedly said, "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry." He asked, "May I ask the owner of this family?" ”

The old lady was kind enough and responded, "It seems that I moved away yesterday afternoon." ”

"Moved away!"

Qi Buyang was stunned in place, the old lady stopped talking, closed the door, and the only thing that was quiet around was the cry of a child in the house.

Qi Buyang left immediately and drove to the manor in the suburbs, in fact, at this time, his mind was in a blank state, he didn't think too much, and there was only one thought that he could find Lin Jingxue.

Qi Buyang came to the Lin family manor in the suburbs, there was a security guard at the gate of the manor, this car and this person, the security guards knew it, and they didn't even stop it, so they let Qi Buyang in.

The open manor seemed a little quiet, and it was a nearly fifty-year-old mother who came out to receive Qi Buyang, Qi Buyang had seen her a few times, as if her name was Lu's mother.

Seeing Lu's mother, Qi Buyang asked directly, "Where is Jingxue, where did she go?" ”

"Doctor Qi, hasn't the eldest lady been working in the hospital?" Lu's mother didn't know anything about Lin Jingxue's disappearance, in fact, Lin Jingxue had been alone, and her whereabouts didn't have to be reported to her family, let alone her family's descendant, Lu Ma.

Qi Buyang asked a few more questions, and Lu's mother deserved to be due to Ai Ai.

Qi Buyang returned to the car, and suddenly saw himself in the rear mirror of the car, this fierce owl with a gloomy face, as if he wanted to eat people, remembering the expression of Mama Lu just now, most likely he was frightened by himself.

Qi Buyang spent a morning looking for Lin Jingxue, looking for all the places where Lin Jingxue could stay, but he didn't find Lin Jingxue, among which he didn't know Lin Jingxue very well, except for her house in Haibo Xiangting and the Lin family's manor, which were a little more reliable, other places were mostly looking for randomly.

Driving around the bustling city streets, I don't know where to go, my heart is empty and chaotic.

Unconsciously went back to Haibo Xiangting, stopped the car and went to Lin Jingxue's door without giving up, and rang the doorbell a few times, and then left with a dead heart.

There is a berm forest next to Haibo Xiangting, all of which are evergreen shrubs and trees, which are still full of vitality in the early winter sun, and Qi Buyang lies on the uniform fallen leaves, looking at the clouds in the sky in a daze.

It has never started, but it has been deeply loved, how bizarre and ridiculous this should be, but it is a fact, there is no process of sweet love, but the moment Lin Jingxue chose to leave, this suppressed emotion hidden in the depths of his heart surged like a flood, and even he felt that he should go home immediately, cruelly told Zhang Fangfang, he wanted to leave her, he wanted to pursue the love in his heart, but Qi Buyang knew that he couldn't do it, he was not this kind of person, Lin Jingxue made him feel distressed and uncomfortable, didn't Zhang Fangfang make him feel distressed and uncomfortable, He also loves Zhang Fangfang, but he loves Lin Jingxue a little more in his heart.

Suddenly, Qi Buyang was surprised that he was actually this kind of man, he was so attentive, he loved a woman, and he thought about loving another woman, he felt that he was very hateful and shameful, this incident made his integrity all his time become gone, and he became a shameless bastard.

Qi Buyang just lay down like this, thinking about it......

After thinking about it a lot, he suddenly remembered that a person might know where Lin Jingxue went, but he didn't have the urge to look for it, so what if he found it? Tell her that he has always loved her in his heart and let her stay? And all along, didn't he have already made up his mind to leave Lin Jingxue?

Qi Buyang walked to the Xiangjiang River, and it was this sad place again, but this Jiang Feng was not as cold and freezing as that night.

"Let the wind disperse." After saying this to himself, Qi Buyang's face showed a free and easy look, but he didn't know if he was relieved in his heart.

Qi Buyang returned to the hospital in the afternoon and threw himself into his work as if this had never happened.

It was past three o'clock, and Dean Jiang came to his office on purpose.

"Have you found Director Lin?"

Qi Buyang buried his head in the information, did not look up, and responded: "No." ”

It was a bit rude in front of the leaders, but Dean Jiang didn't mean to blame him at all.

Dean Jiang asked, "You didn't bother looking for it." What he means is that if you really have the heart, you can find it even to the ends of the earth, instead of just looking for a morning and then giving up.

Qi Buyang said lightly: "Dean Jiang, there are some things that you can't understand. ”

Dean Jiang chuckled, "I think I'm old, I don't understand the love and love of you young people, tell you the truth, I'm also a person from the past, quarrels, contradictions, conflicts, in the end, you will find that it is just trivial things, and it will be erased with a smile." ”

Seeing that Qi should not be raised, Dean Jiang said again; "Director Lin is an extraordinary woman with great charm and personality, she doesn't change for anyone, you can't find a second woman in the whole earth, but she made concessions for you, which should be wronged by herself."

Qi Buyang suddenly stood up and said to Dean Jiang: "Dean, if you have to find an answer from me, I will tell you now, I already have a girlfriend, and I love my girlfriend very much." ”

Dean Jiang was stunned when he heard this, only feeling that this was a dead knot that could not be untied, sighed softly, and turned around and left without saying anything, what else could he say, tell Qi Buyang to dump his current girlfriend and pursue Lin Jingxue? Suddenly, I felt that I had something to do, the affairs of young people, and what kind of interference did this old guy have.

Qi Buyang stayed up until half past five and went home from work, and as soon as he opened the door and left the house, Zhang Fangfang took his slippers and prepared to let him change them, and said gently: "Doctor, what do you want to eat at night?" ”

Qi Buyang reluctantly smiled, "Whatever." ”

Zhang Fangfang was very sensitive, and he was happy when he left the house earlier, but he looked a little emotional, and asked with concern: "What's wrong?" Isn't the work going well. ”

Qi Buyang didn't expect Zhang Fangfang to feel so keen, and he saw that he was not in a good mood so quickly, and said perfunctorily: "It's okay, I'm just a little tired." ”

Zhang Fangfang said: "If it's hard, then don't go to work." As soon as the words came out, he immediately realized that Dr. Qi was not such a man, and said with a smile: "When I didn't say it." ”

Qi Buyang smiled lightly, it seemed that Fangfang still knew a little bit about herself.

Zhang Fangfang said: "You like to be a doctor, I feel sorry for you too tired, or I will open a hospital, and you will be the president."

Qi Buyang smiled dumbly and gently stroked her cheek, "Baby, I'm hungry, can you cook me a hearty dinner?" ”

Zhang Fangfang was pleasantly surprised: "You call me baby." ”

Qi Buyang saw her flattered appearance, and couldn't help laughing, and his mood was suddenly much happier.

"Today is a special day that I will always remember." At this moment, she is like an ecstatic little girl, without the demeanor of a big president at all, and this special side is only shown in front of Dr. Qi.

Qi Buyang said secretly in his heart: "Today is not a special day for me, I only hope that Jingxue can be happy, and let me bear all the sorrows and thoughts silently." ”