"Wasn't the first time at my house?" His voice buzzed in his chest, the human body as a medium, Gu Ao's voice no longer sounded softly low, but had the loudness of a boy's unique voice, "You were still brushing your teeth at that time!" ”

"Ahh She exclaimed, it turned out that in his heart, she was a little embarrassed, when did she become so sensitive, and thought that he had been ...... before

He had her first kiss, and of course she wanted to have his first kiss too.

"I'm thinking too much." He rubbed her hair, and the familiar temperature of his palm came from the top of his head, and Wang Xixi felt very relieved.

Chinese's Chinese New Year's Eve is in the coldest winter when the three-nine-four-nine, people celebrate the legend of ancient times in the coldest time, to welcome the coming spring, after the monster of New Year's Eve is the Spring Festival, spring is a desirable word, it is like a wonderful hand from the ancient period, so that everything quietly revived overnight.

Therefore, we love the Spring Festival so much that we do not hesitate to call the most important day of the 365 days the Spring Festival, and celebrate it with joy and dance, all night long.

At twelve o'clock in the morning, there is no bell in the city, but the sound of firecrackers is like a sign that the new year has arrived.

Wang Xixi clutched the sleeve of the ancient proud windbreaker tightly, the deafening sound of firecrackers made her a little scared, she was afraid of not talking to her, afraid of all things that could make a loud sound, but on the other hand, she liked the smell of gunpowder smoke after the firecrackers, just like the inexplicable love of car exhaust.

A faint blue smoke enveloped them.

It's nice to be able to cross the zero with your favorite person.

Wang Xixi looked at Gu Ao's side face, his white face was reflected in the firelight of the firecrackers, slightly angular, slightly different from the young man with beautiful lines, when did it change.

She was a stranger to him.

At this moment, Gu Ao grabbed Wang Xixi's hand that was hanging in the cold air outside, put it in the pocket of his windbreaker, a smile bloomed on his face, and his peach blossom eyes narrowed into a curved arc.

With dry and warm palms and familiar eyes, Wang Xixi quickly left the instant strangeness behind.

I don't know if it was shocked by the sound of firecrackers that suddenly exploded together, or the temperature was the lowest in the early morning of winter, Li Jing shivered.

The fingers were cold and there was no trace of warmth, and the hands were tightly clenched and rubbed repeatedly, which made it feel a little painful.

She looked at Song Senran standing in the smoke of gunpowder, his white figure a little blurred.

It's annoying! Li Jing thought fiercely in her heart, it would be good if these things didn't exist, if she hadn't noticed him at the beginning, if she hadn't come to this school at that time, if she hadn't been born in this family......

It would be nice if there really were ifs in this world.

She remembered what her elementary school teacher used to say that there was no regret medicine in the world, and she often ignored this sentence at that time, and she often contradicted the teacher.

Li Jing showed a mocking smile, this smile was given to her past self.

Song Senran stood in the smoke of gunpowder, he thought that when he was very young, he chased after the car with Xixi to smell the car exhaust, she tied two long pigtails above her ears, her hair was yellow, and she became a little madman when the wind blew, and they laughed and chased.

Childhood memories are always happy and carefree.

Song Senran thought of these times that could never be returned, and suddenly felt a little sad, many things were buried in the torrent of time, we worked hard to find them like a needle in a haystack, but found that they had long been corroded, and only the memory was still immortal.

He turned around and saw Li Jing, her eyes were misty, and in a trance, she forgot that she was still behind.

Song Senran walked over a little unbearably, he looked at Li Jing who was sitting on the stone chair and rubbing his hands desperately, wanting to say something, some emotions were blocked in his chest, but he couldn't convert life into words.

"Happy New Year!" It was the only sentence he could think of that fit the current situation.

"Happy New Year!" She looked up at him, still without any emotion.

Song Senran couldn't understand what Li Jing was thinking.

"Sit down." Li Jing gave way to the side.

Song Senran was noncommittal.

Li Jing didn't pay attention to him, and said to herself: "For as long as I can remember, my parents have been arguing, either smashing cups or kicking tables. ”

"The marriage between the two of them was handled by my grandparents, and my grandparents single-handedly did not have much affection, and they have been quarreling and fighting since they got married."

"You ......" Song Senran wanted to comfort her, but he didn't know what to say.

"You don't have to comfort me, I'm used to it." Li Jing's tone was light, as if she was telling someone else's story, "Maybe people who study art are amorous, my dad later got along with one of his students, and then my mom was even more hysterical." ”

"But that female student seems to be very powerful, my mother went to my dad's school a few times, and the student still hasn't dropped out, my mother said that the student has a backer or something."

"Since the beginning of this year, she has quarreled with my dad more often, and it seems that the student is in our school? She also said that she didn't know whose child I was. ”

"Haha," she laughed, "doesn't she think I want to be their child?" ”

Li Jing laughed desperately, laughing so much that tears came out, and she refused to stop.

Song Senran didn't know when Lu Dao sat down next to her, he just listened quietly, watching Li Jing smile and burst into tears.

When Wang Xixi returned home, the Spring Festival Gala was almost over, this was the first time in 16 years that she had not watched the Spring Festival Gala in its entirety, and it seemed that she could only watch the replay.

Gu Ao sent her downstairs to the community, and watched her on the balcony and waved to him before leaving.

"Where did you go all night? How unsafe it is for a girl to be outside at night! Zheng Zhongqin was a little dissatisfied when he saw Wang Xixi rushing to the balcony as soon as he entered the door, shouldn't he give an explanation when he came back so late.

"I told my dad that I went out with my friends to watch the fireworks." Wang Xixi said humbly, she didn't dare to look directly into her mother's eyes.

"Which friend did you go out with?" Zheng Zhongqin chased after him.

"With Li Jing, you know the truth." Li Jing is sorry, she uses you as a shield every time. Wang Xixi said to Li Jing in his heart that Li Jing couldn't hear the apology at all.

Zheng Zhongqin looked at Lao Wang, who was watching TV, suspiciously, "Really? ”

Wang Xixi hurriedly threw a look at his father for help.

"yes, didn't I tell you?"

Wang Xixi breathed a sigh of relief.

"Yes, you told me?" Zheng Zhongqin said to himself, turned around and went into the bathroom.