Han Yaoyu quickly ran out of the village, he ran along the stone road at the head of the village, wiping his tears as he ran, and secretly thought to himself, no one believes me, even my sister-in-law and Chen Zhi don't believe me, I don't have any relatives in this world, what fun is there in this world!

With this thought in his heart, he kept running, sweating profusely, and his body was no longer cold, but his legs were extremely sore, and he wanted to lie on the ground and sleep now, but he didn't want to rest at all, he just wanted to keep running.

Although his steps became heavy and slow, Han Yaoyu did not have the slightest intention of stopping, and gradually, his steps became more and more weight-bearing, as if he was no longer himself, becoming mechanical and stiff.

There was an old autumn coat inside the padded jacket that was completely soaked with sweat, his hair was wet, he felt dizzy, and he wanted to vomit, his speed gradually slowed down, from running to walking.

I don't know how long I walked, but when Han Yaoyu slowly regained his strength and came back to his senses, he found that he had subconsciously come to Huangshi Town!

A scorched black earth has been excavated by more than 20 excavators to remove the surface of the soil, the town is surrounded by construction guardrails, truckloads of bricks, yellow sand, cement have been transported, the construction team with hard hats are studying the drawings with the designer, Yellowstone Town has begun to rebuild.

Han Yaoyu's tears, which had already dried up, couldn't help but flow out again, he knelt on the ground in pain, and kowtowed heavily in the direction of his original home outside the construction guardrail.

"Mom, Dad! I'm sorry you let me live well, and I have to face it bravely no matter what happens in the future, but I really can't support it anymore! They don't believe my words, they don't believe that you were killed by monsters, everyone doesn't believe what I say, my sister-in-law and Chen Zhi don't believe it, I can't live anymore, I really don't have the courage to live, I want to be with you, okay! ”

Han Yaoyu burst into tears, ignoring the tears that rushed out wildly, and let the tears flow all over his face and slide down his cheeks onto the charred earth, seeping into the ground but indifferent.

After crying, Han Yaoyu wiped away his tears with his sleeve, his red and swollen eyes slowly revealed a determined look, and there was an endless despair in it, he was still kneeling on the ground, but his eyes kept shooting around, hoping to find something that could understand him, even if it was a sharp pebble, he could cut the major artery of his wrist, learn the suicide scene in the TV series, and slowly wait for death after bleeding.

Then, his eyes lit up, and he saw a piece of broken glass, which was charred and blackened and had lost its original texture, but it looked very sharp.

He hurriedly crawled over, carefully picked up the broken glass, looked at it carefully, and thought to himself, it seems that God has arranged his fate, and this piece of glass is the best evidence.

With broken glass in his hand, he began to slowly lower it down his throat, but he refused to delay.

It's not that he doesn't want to, it's that he doesn't dare.

A person who keeps saying that he wants to die, but chooses to retreat and be afraid in the face of death! He was guilty of his actions.

He gritted his teeth and pressed the glass blade against his throat, a piece of soft flesh in his throat sinking deep into it, a trace of blood flowing out.

He felt the pain, and his hands began to tremble, and after several attempts, he still couldn't try to stab himself in the throat.

I didn't expect that I was even more cowardly and cowardly than I imagined.

Han Yaoyu smiled self-deprecatingly, and simply changed his mind, since he didn't dare to choose to commit suicide quickly, then choose a slower way, he slowly took away the glass, turned to his wrist again, rolled up his sleeves, and let the skinny, thin and white arm of hemp stick be exposed, and the blood vessels inside were almost clear under the skin.

Han Yaoyu squeezed it with his fist, and his blood vessels became clearer.

He put the glass blade on the veins of his wrist, turned his head slightly, and didn't want to see the wolf bèi appearance that he had hurt himself, so he finally gritted his teeth and cut it fiercely.

The pain was only momentary, and there was nothing unusual at all, except that there was a warm liquid flowing from the wound. He turned his head slowly, throwing away the bloodied broken glass, looking at a deep wound on his wrist and the blood that flowed from it, the contrast between white and red made him laugh.

It turns out that death is not so terrible.

Sister-in-law, Chen Zhi, goodbye! Zhu Xihua, my crush, goodbye!

He closed his eyes, slowly lay down on the ground, spread his hands, and fell asleep tiredly.

However, although the suicide site chosen by Han Yaoyu was relatively remote and did not belong to the place where the construction team was working and passing, half an hour later, there were still sharp-eyed workers who saw him from a distance on the excavator that came out.

The worker hurriedly got off the excavator and ran to him quickly, and was startled when he saw that the young man's wrist was covered with blood, and it was flowing down his wrist, staining the ground red.

He tested Han Yaoyu's snort, and felt that it was very faint, as if it was in danger of his life at any time, and suddenly shouted: "Come on!" Come on! Someone is hurt here! ”

All the companions who heard the worker's shouts ran over.

……

Han Yaoyu woke up and felt that he was sleeping on a soft and comfortable bed, and when he opened his eyes, he saw that there was a ceiling with energy-saving lamps hanging from it.

An emaciated young man was sitting on the edge of the bed reading a novel called "The Old Man and the Sea", and when he saw Han Yaoyu open his eyes, he couldn't help but smile and said, "You're awake." ”

Han Yaoyu looked at the white bandage on his wrist, which was particularly dazzling, and his brain was a little dizzy, and he couldn't help asking, "Where is this, who are you?" ”

"My name is Lin Yi. This is Qingfeng Village, not too far from Huangshi Town, a few workers on the construction site found you unconscious in the town, and originally wanted to send you to the county hospital, but I happened to pass by something, and explained to them that I was a Chinese medicine doctor, so I saved you. Lin Yi said with a smile.

In fact, it was quite a coincidence, originally he went to Huangshi Town with Bai Ming and Chu Shaofeng to retrieve the bodies of those heroic sacrificed team members, but he didn't expect to meet Han Yaoyu, who had lost too much blood and was in a coma.

"Why did you save me?" Han Yaoyu was a little angry and said, "I don't need you to save me." ”

Lin Yi couldn't help but laugh when he heard this: "So you're planning to commit suicide?" I'm only about seventeen or eighteen years old, no matter what the reason, if you choose to commit suicide at a young age, your parents will probably die of sadness if they know. ”

"My parents are blamed ......" Han Yaoyu immediately blurted out, but stopped abruptly halfway through, and smiled self-deprecatingly: "Forget it, none of you will believe it anyway." ”

Han Yaoyu was about to get out of bed after speaking, but not only was he dizzy, but he was also very hungry, and as soon as he got out of bed, he almost fell.

Although Lin Yi said half of what Han Yaoyu said, although it was strange, he didn't care. just said indifferently: "I don't know what you're talking about, but for people who don't cherish their lives at all, I think I saved you wrong, if you have the ability, you can leave now." ”

Hearing this, Han Yaoyu suddenly became angry in his heart, glared at Lin Yi fiercely, and then staggered to the outside of the house. As soon as he walked to the door, he was already out of breath, and after two more doors, he could not continue and fell to the ground.

Lin Yi walked out of the house unhurriedly, walked to Han Yaoyu's side, and didn't help him, saying: "It's easy to want to die, if you go out for three days without eating, you can definitely starve to death, and it is the most painful to die of slow torture, if you go to the wilderness, maybe you will be torn to pieces by wild dogs or jackals, spit out bones, eat your liver, heart, liver, flesh and blood, and will break your head with your claws and lick your brain marrow, so that you can completely disappear into this world, Maybe you can't even go to heaven or hell for your soul. ”

Hearing this, Han Yaoyu couldn't help but shudder. He really couldn't muster the courage to do it again, let alone be described by the young man in front of him who claimed to be a Chinese medicine doctor, and he didn't have the courage to do it.

"You think I wouldn't dare?" He sat on the ground and glared at Lin Yi fiercely.

Lin Yi smiled slightly: "I didn't say you wouldn't dare, but I described to you the pathos of people who starved to death." If you want to commit suicide, you can choose many ways. ”

Only then did Han Yaoyu retract his gaze and change his mind: "Is there anything to eat?" ”

Lin Yi laughed in his heart, in fact, he said that those words were all to stimulate the other party. Although the child in front of him was very ordinary, Lin Yi could feel the despair and pain in his heart, which was extremely inconsistent with the appearance of a big boy who should be full of passion and desire for life and the future.

Lin Yi knew that the other party must have experienced the most painful thing in his life before he made such a decision.

Lovelorn? It doesn't look like it.

Studying under too much pressure? There is no such possibility, no matter how much pressure you have, you can't have the courage to die.

Or is it a problem with his parents, what happened to his parents? Lin Yi was a little curious.

Seeing that the young man was looking at him with unfriendly eyes, Lin Yi said, "I want to eat, there is." But I'm your savior, and you don't even say 'thank you', and you ask others for help, and you don't even say a word of honorifics, so why should I help you? ”

Han Yaoyu was silent, his face was blue and red for a while, and he whispered after a while: "Thank you...... Saved me. Excuse me, do you have anything to eat? ”

Lin Yi smiled: "That's pretty much it. If you have the strength, stand up and follow me into the house. ”

Half an hour later, Han Yaoyu ate all three bowls of white rice and two stir-fried vegetables, and the bowls and plates were clean, not even a grain of rice or a drop of soup remained. Han Yaoyu felt that this was the most delicious meal he had ever eaten.

"Thank you." After eating, Han Yaoyu wiped his mouth with his sleeve and said sincerely.

Lin Yi smiled and asked, "Don't thank me, it's the owner of this room who cooks the food, and I'm just responsible for serving it to you." ”