Chapter 179 Straight to the heart
The two walked out of the small courtyard and came to the health street, Luo Xiao suddenly stopped, looked at Wu Xiaojun with a stern expression and said, "Xiaojun, you are really good, I have always thought that you are an admirable humble gentleman, but I didn't expect to leave Mei Xiang behind me in a blink of an eye, let go of your relationship for so long, not to mention, even Mei Xiang has promised you that you can't live up to her infatuation and sincerity, and you don't even have the least sense of responsibility, what big things can you do in the future, it really disappoints me." ”
Luo Xiao's remarks made Wu Xiaojun confused, it was the second monk who was confused, and said that he was smiling just now, why did he suddenly seem to have changed as if he had changed a person, he was not the kind of person she said at all, it was all out of nothing, what did Zhu Chunyan say to her, so that she misunderstood herself so deeply, Wu Xiaojun didn't come up with a reason for a while, and comforted himself that he didn't do anything bad and was not afraid of the ghost calling the door, staring at Luo Xiao and saying with a smile, "What's wrong with you, Just now, I was gentle and open-minded, why did I suddenly become deep and cold, is there something I can't do with you? Makes you so angry. ”
"Don't pretend to be stupid in front of me, you know best what you think and do, but I sue you, you are sloppy and playing with life, you are blaspheming the relationship between you and Mei Xiang, and you are destroying your own personality, my sister looks down on you."
"Sister Xiao, the more you say that I am more confused and unintelligible, can you tell me what is going on? What did my sister-in-law tell you to make you so angry, and let me hear if it's worth your anger? ”
"I'm not a person who likes to go around in circles, so let's tell you clearly, why did your sister-in-law call me over, and why did she tell me that she was willing to be a concubine with me, isn't it obvious that you asked her to do it, and she is still pretending to be confused in front of me, and she doesn't get angry at you."
"Hey, I thought I had committed some heinous crime that was unforgivable, but I see. Originally, I didn't have any ideas, but after you reminded me like this, I really had some ideas, but seeing that you were as cold as ice, I was scared away, do you think I should have it? If I had, I would be ungrateful and irresponsible, and if my sister-in-law hadn't told you about it, I wouldn't have been able to take it back, but I would have offended her. I didn't pay attention to what to do, so I just ran away. Wu Xiaojun flickered around for a long time, turned around shyly and walked forward.
Luo Xiao was about to say what you said nonsense, but before he could open his mouth, he saw Wu Xiaojun leaving with a red face, so he had to shout, "Stop, why are you going?" ”
Wu Xiaojun turned his head and said with a smile on his face, "Go to Shengxiantai and ask Old Ancestor Li for an answer." ”
Luo Xiao chuckled, "You are such a big young man, and you still believe in praying to God and worshiping Buddha, I want to see how you seek the Fa." ”
"You mean you're willing to go with me, thank you so much, it's rare, it's rare."
"Okay, don't be poor, you started thanking you before I said whether I would go or not."
Wu Xiaojun saw Luo Xiao's smile, immediately stopped, and said with a smile, "I know that you are Guanyin Bodhisattva's heart and will not drive me away, but your cold anger just now really scared me enough." ”
"Your guts are so small, who are you, you are not afraid of heaven and earth, I can still scare you, joke. Don't joke with you, don't tease you, I haven't been to Shengsendai for a long time, so while it's still early, let's go and ask for a good mood. ”
"That's right, let's go, go to Shengsendai."
The two walked along the health street and chatted, which was quite comfortable. Luo Xiao asked curiously, "Xiaojun, I always don't know something, I always feel that you have a good impression of Yingzi, from the perspective of a girl, she is cold all day long, and she is alone, not the kind of girl who likes boys at all, I don't know what you think." ”
"It's against my heart to say that I don't have a good impression of Yingzi, but this good feeling doesn't come from her, but from you."
"What's wrong with me, what does it have to do with me that you have a crush on her."
"It's a big deal, do you want to hear it?"
"Of course I want to hear it."
"This is a secret that has always been buried in my heart, and it is a great regret. Two years ago, it would have been hard to talk about if I had to say it, but now I would be fine talking to you. In the second semester of the second semester of high school, there was a beautiful girl who was hazy and haunted me all day long, that feeling was particularly wonderful, just like not being able to eat meat and feeling that the meat was particularly fragrant and wanted to eat more, and the miss for her became stronger and stronger, quietly paying attention to her behind her back, thinking about her smile, thinking about her daily whereabouts, thinking about her every word and action, seeing the sorrow on her face, trying to figure out why, seeing her face full of spring breeze and secretly happy, several times I wanted to confess in front of me and express my chest, But for fear that she would scold herself for being neurotic and causing criticism from others, she never had the courage to say it, so she had to bury it in her heart, leaving infinite regrets. ”
"At that time, unlike now, boys and girls generally don't talk, I still remember a boy and girl going out to eat and talk on the street together, and they were seen by the same students, and soon the news spread throughout the school with lace. The environment is like that, unless it is a hooligan gangster and a prodigal girl whose parents can't control it, few people dare to take a step beyond the thunder pool. I want to know, who is that regret in your heart? ”
"Far away in the sky, close in front of you, of course it's you! It was because of this regret that Yingzi's appearance, out of love for Wu and Wu's heart, I had a special feeling and concern for her, and there was a series of coincidences and events that followed. I didn't know what love and love were before, anyway, it was the kind of care and longing that I couldn't let go, but now I understand that it is a secret love. ”
Wu Xiaojun said this, Luo Xiao was aware of it in high school and was not surprised. A few times I found that Wu Xiaojun looked at her wrongly, and he didn't dare to look at himself directly, and when he met on the road, he immediately lowered his head and blushed, and he always stood not far from him in group activities, but he just felt that he was a little weird and didn't care.
Luo Xiao smiled proudly, "I see that you used to be honest and silent, but I didn't expect that it was a pressure cooker to cook dumplings that were precocious, and there was a pair of fancy intestines, so many girls in the class, you didn't worry about me but looked for me, I really have no vision and taste." Time has passed, and although it is a little late for you to say it, there are no regrets anymore. ”
"I used to think that it was just a kind of initial budding of puberty, a fantasy of the Arabian Nights, but I didn't expect that by chance, the ghosts and ghosts connected me and you one after another, and today I can belatedly confess to you, and express my chest for many years, and there will be no regrets anymore, just like a serious illness at the beginning of a relaxed body, you won't laugh at me for being timid and not manly."
"I have received your true affection for me, but the world is as unpredictable as your love affair with Mei Xiang, we are already young people with reason and thinking, and we are no longer children who do not care about the world, and it is not easy to say anything about this, I can only silently pray and bless for you, and may your love and career road be more convenient and smooth."