The first Lu Shi Lu Chapter Night Cheng Long En 6
Qingluan stepped forward, but saw a touch of thick ink on a small jade inkstone, and the inkstone was also made of jade, simple and exquisite. A pair of dragons are carved on it, it is the double dragon playing with the pearls, and there are back to the cloud pattern flowers to match, only to feel lifelike, exquisite. The woman looked sideways slightly, and there was a row of fly-headed small letters on the side of the inkstone, which was engraved: I wish to win the heart of a person, and the white head is inseparable.
Seeing her looking at the inkstone so delicately, Yu Hao didn't feel that she stopped the pen and said, "You originally like the four treasures of the study?" ”
"The concubine just remembered the cloud in the poem, 'Nanshan is fluttering, and Xiaowang is rugged', and she is curious. Seeing that this word is extremely elegant, it must be a deep place of affection and can't help it. ”
"It's written by Ah Jin."
His tone was quiet, as if he were caught in a memory. Qingluan didn't speak, just watched him flip through the folds one after another, but never made another stroke. I heard from the palace people that every time he came back from the other garden, he would be irritable for a long time, and even the most favored concubine Chen would not dare to provoke him at that time. And when he saw Emperor Jin today, he must have been even more anxious in his heart.
"You've heard about me and her."
He lowered his eyes and replied, "Yes." ”
"You also think that everything is my fault?"
At this moment, she could even hear her own rapid breathing. How could she bear to answer such a confusing question. The man never looked up, but she knew that at this moment, he must be in great pain. Love is deep, and it is not hated to the extreme.
"The princess, she ...... Losing a child, after all, is something to be resentful. ”
"But what can I do!" Yu Hao suddenly threw his pen, and a table of messy official documents was also knocked to the ground by him, "That's the life of thousands of people with lofty ideals!" What's wrong with them, their wives and children are still at home looking through the autumn water, and their elderly parents are still washing their faces with tears all day long. At such a time of crisis, how can I abandon them and choose the prince, and how can I face the people in the world! ”
Qingluan condensed. It was not the first time she had seen the emperor so angry, but because of the imperial concubine, it could be seen that he was also miserable in his heart. He can't let go of those old things, those old people. Love, hate, resentment, and no end.
"But in the end, it was the emperor who failed to keep the princess's child. She is just a woman, she has nothing to rely on except the emperor, and now she is resentful or hateful, all because she is too affectionate to the emperor to restrain herself. ”
Yu Hao slowly raised his head, and the woman in front of him knew that she had lost her words, and she knelt upright in front of the desk. She was neither frightened nor frightened by her anger, nor unduly flattering herself. It's just so quiet, the eyes are full of candlelight, and it's quiet and quiet. Just like when she first saw her, she was obviously shocked by Tianyan, but she still had to be reckless.
The woman in front of her is undoubtedly unique.
"You get up. I shouldn't have lost my temper with you, I scared you. ”
Qingluan didn't get up as she said, but responded lightly: "Concubines are not afraid." ”
"Yes," the Son of Heaven was slightly stunned, and his gaze softened, "how can you be afraid." ”
"If the emperor doesn't dissipate this anger, I'm afraid that he won't have the heart to do anything in the court. It's better to say it like this. ”
"I don't want to, but no one has ever dared to say such a neat thing at this time." The king in front of him softened his anger, got up and walked to Qingluan and stretched out his palm.
The woman hesitated slightly, but finally held his palm steadily. Qingluan's hands are white and exquisite, as if the white jade is flawless, and there is a faint fragrance in the hair, which makes people want to smell and get drunk.
"Today, you have not resisted me."
She slowly raised her head, the distance between her and the man was only a few inches, she could see the hint of expectation in his eyes, she could see his slender eyelashes trembling slightly, and even feel the man's sudden tightening of breathing. It's just that all this, for her, is not enough to shake half of her heart.
Therefore, even if he also responded to the smile, Qingluan's heart was not half happy.
"Then the emperor, concubines are like this, are you happy?"
"I want to know why."
"It's not that the princess's sister said anything to the concubine, and it's not that there has been any change all of a sudden. The concubine is just afraid that she will be involved in the harem battle, and she will end up with bleak consequences like Concubine Xin. I'm more afraid of ......," she stood on tiptoe, one step closer to those amber eyes, "I'm afraid that what the emperor sees in his eyes is her shadow through the concubine after all." ”
The Son of Heaven's pupils dilated suddenly, and he wanted to catch the woman's hand, but Qingluan had already bowed down again: "Where the concubine is overdue, please forgive the emperor." ”
"The people in the palace are all planning for themselves, but it is especially rare to see someone like you. If I allow you to treat you sincerely, can you trust me? ”
"The concubine didn't dare to let ......"
"Answer me."
At that moment, she saw the helplessness in the man's eyes. He has no world, but he can't find anyone in the huge harem who can be trusted. Then, even in the face of a group of warblers and warblers who want to please him, he is too lonely.
"The concubine is willing to believe. But I don't know if the emperor can give the concubine some time. ”
She smiled suddenly, like the bright moon in the sky, and was intoxicated for a while. Red candle warm pavilion, in the hibiscus tent, she poured out her wisdom to win the night of ice release, and when she woke up in the middle of the night, Yuchen's face floated in the air like candlelight, she was still crying, and her heart seemed to be hollowed out.
In this way, Yuchen can also feel at ease. It's just that she doesn't know when she will eventually do things against her heart, and she will finally understand that feelings are just child's play.
She is still so young, and the road to go is endless.