Chapter 5
Concubine Jin finally raised her eyes, and the Yu Yan in front of her was wearing a peony flower jacket with hibiscus color and silver threads, and she was covered with a fox skin with real red and gold dots. She combed her wishful high bun, and the golden flowers of the six-leaf palace flower were hidden in her hair. There is a trace of anger hidden between the eyebrows, and the willow eyebrows that are tall and in a bun look even more decent. At this time, how could Yu Yan still have the state of Chu Chu hidden behind him when he met Concubine Chen. Imperial Concubine Jin sighed gloomily, a person's life is really fickle and unpredictable.
"You're going to be a noble person right away, aren't you afraid of being overjoyed when you come to prison?"
"I've been to this palace even if it's an unbearable prison here." Yu Yan stroked the carefully embroidered peony dragon auspicious pattern on his body, and sneered, "Naturally, you too." ”
The woman's eyes changed color, and she looked up at Yu Yan and said, "He even told you this." ”
"Do you think that the emperor still has the heart to protect you today?" Yu Yan's expression changed suddenly, and he smiled, "Sinner Hu Lu, you have ill intentions and intend to restore the country, and you still don't know how to repent!" ”
"If I say I repent, will he spare me?" The woman smiled, but her voice suddenly became cold, "Besides, I don't need to repent of what I did wrong!" ”
She stood proudly in front of Yu Yan like this, her plain clothes fluttering in the wind, and her sparse posture was more like the shadow of a flower on the other side, so beautiful that she couldn't be seen. Although Hu Lu is no longer the imperial concubine, her cold and noble temperament is still a little intimidating. The breeze of March poured into the prison, and she was immersed in the sunshine, like a jade-colored crystal lotus, bright and holy, and graceful.
"You only know one thing, so you dare to come here and ask me for your guilt. Yuyan, if you hadn't suspected that he was still hiding something from you, you wouldn't have risked the wrath of the Holy Saint to come to me. The woman seemed to be able to see through people's hearts, and the words were so loud that Yu Yan couldn't refute them for a while.
"This palace is really suspicious, so I asked you to find out the truth."
"You have done me so much, why should I sue you?" Imperial Concubine Jin looked at her coldly, and a trace of contempt crossed her face silently, "You don't deserve to know." ”
Yu Yan sneered instead, "You will kill yourself if you do too much injustice, how can this palace ever harm you." What's more, you promised your ministers that they would not be unfavorable to me, wasn't it you who broke your promise first? ”
The woman's brows furrowed, and she pressed forward step by step. Although it was separated by a layer of iron fences, the killing intent around him still made people shudder. "You dare to mention Yuchen too? He is dedicated to you, and he does not hesitate to end up ruining his family. But because you can't give up your glory and riches, you have fallen into unkindness and unrighteousness. ”
"I didn't." Yu Yan also met her blazing gaze and stepped forward, "He already has a wife, it was him, he gave up the palace at the beginning." Even if Prince Jia regrets it in his heart, it is impossible for the palace to abandon Yiqiē and follow him again. From the moment he set up the princess, the palace only knew Prince Jia, not his son. ”
"Why do you think he wants to marry someone he doesn't love?" A glimmer of light suddenly appeared in the woman's inky eyes, as stoic as her, and there were even a few tears, "You think that the emperor knows nothing about your affairs, but you don't know that he has long been suspicious." The emperor tried Yuchen several times, but he didn't want to get rid of him all the time. You also know that when Yuchen returned from the army, he encountered a group of people chasing and killing, so he met Ji Huan by mistake. But do you know that those killers were sent by your proud husband? Yuchen is to protect you, so he pretended to love her and made him a side concubine to eliminate the emperor's doubts. She looked at Yu Yan's gradually pale face, but her voice became more and more absurd and sharp, "You already know how cold-blooded and ruthless the emperor is. The Qin family, the queen, Concubine Chen, you, and I are just abandoned sons in his hands. Well, don't you want to know what happened twenty-five years ago, I can sue you. ”
Yu Yan looked up and saw the sadness in her eyes, and knew that the truth she said must be bloody. The light shrouded over the woman's clothes, and a vague and distant light floated. It's like a dream being torn apart, and there is alienation everywhere. Yu Yan wanted to flee for a moment, she feared that Imperial Concubine Jin's words would destroy her faith so far. Yet, the footsteps did not move a single step. She just stood there with a cold face, waiting silently.
"My younger brother, after being released from prison with me, was loyal to the Great Wei, became the imperial historian, and followed the then three dynasties veteran Sima Zhong, renamed Sima Duzhao, and worked hard for the Great Wei. I didn't ask the emperor to allow him to rise to prominence, but I didn't expect that instead of repaying him, he took Twilight's life. ”
"This palace has indeed heard of this," Yu Yan's expression eased slightly when she heard her talk about this, "Lord Sima was killed by the rebellious ministers and thieves, and he was also extremely heroic when he left, which really can't be blamed on the emperor." ”
Unexpectedly, when Imperial Concubine Jin heard this, she sneered, "If I sue you, that gang of bandits is sent by the emperor." At that time, there was a great chaos in the court, and King Kang and his ilk were all slandered, and that person did not hesitate to poison his back in order to calm the court disputes. It was my beloved husband who took away my only relative in the world, and I didn't know anything about it at that time. ”
Imperial Concubine Jin was calculated by the person next to her for nothing.
In the year of the war and chaos, it was clear that only she and Yuhao depended on each other. She is full of enthusiasm and wants to join forces with him to create a prosperous world. However, when I looked back, all I saw was a sharp dagger in the hand of the person I loved deeply, and from the sharp blade was the blood of my own brother, who had deceived this helpless woman so hard.
"Even so, at that time, the shape was critical, and sacrifice was inevitable......" Yu Yan was excusing him, but also excusing herself, and the Lang people she didn't want to spend many years with were hiding a femme fatale.
"Then it is understandable that he co-starred with the Qin family in a bitter meat play, harming the child in my womb, and setting up Qin Suyue as the queen?" The woman didn't laugh angrily, but there were tears in the corners of her eyes that escaped uncontrollably, "Other people's affairs, of course, you can cover up the past in just a few words." However, the emperor, if he was the only person to rely on and the only person to be convinced at that time, would you be so righteous and awe-inspiring? ”
It was as if something was stuck in my throat. The language mutters: "Your child ......"
"Of course, he will not let me give birth to a child with the blood of the law, nor will he make me his heir. More than me, he cherishes power and cherishes the hard-won throne more. "Imperial Concubine Jin leaned against the gray wall covered with ringworm, as if she had lost all her strength, "In the end, he is just using me. ”
These words must have been extremely difficult to come out of her mouth. As soon as she finished speaking, one hand suddenly covered her eyes, and the voice of sorrow could not be suppressed from leaking out of her throat. "But I'm not a saint, how can I not hate him."
Although over the years, Yu Yan has known a little about Yu Hao's ruthlessness, but now, she suddenly realized that she had never known him. In the past ten years, the nostalgia and regret he has shown are no longer known whether it is love or guilt, but what he has done is outrageous. Maybe Yu Hao no longer has too much affection for her now, but at that time, they were each other's only.
Even so—"You hate him, but you can't forget him." ”
Imperial Concubine Jin suddenly raised her head and looked at Yu Yan with gloomy eyes. At first, she thought she had misheard, and a sarcastic smile appeared on her face: "Why am I ......?"
"If it hadn't been, you wouldn't have come back." Yu Yan stood solemnly and looked up at the dim sky outside, "You could have pretended to please the emperor and make him lose his guard, but you didn't. Because from the very beginning, you don't intend to hide your intentions. You hate him and want to take revenge on him by all means, but in the end you can't do it. "The high windows let in a ray of slanting light, and the chill of early spring is like clear water. Yu Yan tightened the big pin on his body, and looked at the face of the person in front of him who turned pale and pale, but he didn't mean to stop. "On the one hand, you colluded with King Zhuang Xian, but on the other hand, you were full of loopholes, and you deliberately let me know about it. Because you have perfected me, you have perfected yourself. ”
Imperial Concubine Jin slowly turned her head away, smiling with tears in her eyes, but did not argue: "Whatever you think, it's just that I don't have to face him from now on." Yuyan, I only hope that you will not repeat the mistakes of the past in the future and end up worse than me. ”
Out of the prison, just as the twilight was heavy, a few jackdaws screamed and flew over the golden red sky overhead. There was a dark green sedan chair parked not far away, Su E stepped forward to help Yuyan's hand, and said in a low voice: "Fortunately, Niangniang came out, and the two people just passed, as if they were going to pick up sinners to meet the emperor." ”
Su E's hand pointed to another exit, presumably she deliberately instructed the people from the palace to make Yuyan's whereabouts leave no trace. She glanced back at the lonely prison under the inky sky, and finally lowered her eyes calmly.
At that time, Yu Yan firmly thought that he would not fall into such a field. When a dust falls, he will be a smiling person.