Chapter 89: Bear
Yu Yue was in a complicated mood, and lowered her eyes and said: "Yes, the emperor has always missed that woman named Mei'er in his heart!" After you were feathered, he lived in pain and self-blame every day, and every night he had to enter the small courtyard above and sit next to your statue for the night. β
Mei'er's heart was shocked, and she sighed lowly: "Hexi, why bother? β
"Later, the emperor occasionally found that your lost soul had been wandering in the small courtyard, and his dead heart suddenly came to life, so he began a long collection, year after year, the emperor lived up to his wishes, and seventy years later, he finally put your soul back into his palm! Then, he put a body that has a little acquaintance with you into the vast sea, absorbing the aura in the sea, and forcing the shape to be no different from you, two years ago, he embedded your soul in that body, supplemented by true qi, so there is now this Yue Yue sitting in front of you. β
Mei'er kneaded her eyebrows hard, my soul was collected by the emperor, so what is the matter with the consciousness in my brain now? Could it be that the soul can also be divided into two?
"You're the woman who bears my soul?"
Yu Yue's face changed slightly, yes, I am this woman who borrowed the corpse to return to her soul, the emperor has always regarded me as you in the past, but I don't want to be exactly the same as you.
I'm not you, I'm a brand new woman, I don't want to be a shadow of you left in the emperor's heart! But I can only be your shadow for now, because the emperor just wants to treat me as you! The woman he wants is always you!
But I don't want to, Yu Yue's heart is gloomy, I also hope that in the years to come, I can completely replace the Mei'er in the emperor's heart with Yu Yue, but now that it's a dream, the real Mei'er is back, and my substitute can only turn into dust.
She laughed at herself, but she still bravely looked up at Mei'er opposite.
Mei'er was looking at her with clear and transparent eyes, the brilliance in those eyes was as warm as jade, and Yu Yue suddenly felt ashamed of the difference between cloud and mud, I am indeed not her, even if I practice hard every day in the future, I can't practice her natural charm!
That day, the emperor laughed with vicissitudes on his face and said: "What is fake is fake after all, and it can never become true!" β
Yu Yue lowered her head dejectedly, yes, Hexi is right, what is fake is fake after all, and it will never become true, but Hexi, my heart towards you is indeed true, a hundred times more true than the face you depicted!
"Yu Yue, you are the woman who inherited my soul in the Heavenly Domain?"
Mei'er asked again quietly.
Yu Yue's whole body was shocked, and she stammered: "Yes, two years ago, I woke up and saw the emperor sitting in front of the bed, he told me, my name is Mei'er, he is my husband, at that time I forgot a lot of the past and only remember the things in the Ice and Snow Mountain Villa before the age of sixteen, the emperor treated me very well, he patiently guided me to accept all the past, that is, I forgot the past." β
Mei Erqi said: "You only remember the events before the age of sixteen? After that, you didn't have a mark at all? β
Yu Yue gently bowed her head and said: "Yes, what happened before the age of sixteen, I remember very clearly, my uncle treated me very well, do you remember that my uncle once gave me a snow sword, but after I woke up, this sword has disappeared, you must know the whereabouts of this sword, don't you?" β
Mei'er felt sour, when the sword entered the Netherworld for the second time, it was accidentally forced into the Styx Sea by the two old men in sackcloth, and let go and fell into the Netherworld.
Listening to the words of the Emperor of Hades, the Styx Sea originated from ancient times, and the fire burning in it is eternal and can melt all things, and the ice and snow fall into the Styx, which must be turned into ashes in an instant.
That was the only thought my mother left me, hehe, and I was defeated.
She said with a blank expression: "That sword has been burned and melted by the fire of the Stygian Sea, and there will be no more such a sword in the future!" β
If the Emperor of Hades had come a little later at the moment I had fallen into the Styx, would I have become a wisp of green smoke on the Styx?
Mingchen, you rescued me from the Stygian Sea, at that time I thought that I would be wiped out, so I told you the sadness that had been suppressed in my heart for many years, what kind of feeling did you feel when you listened to it?
Whatever your state of mindβpity or loveβat the very moment when I am about to be destroyed, you decide to lead me into a mysterious, beautiful dream in which you bind your whole life to mine, you are so stupid, what am I worthy of you?
Fortunately, you are liberated today, otherwise wouldn't my sin be even greater?
Thousands of thoughts struck again, Mei'er snorted, Mingchen is the groom's official today, Mingchen has already become a father and emperor, I am very happy, I am really happy, she turned her head and quietly wiped away the tears welling up in her eyes.
Yue's ethereal voice broke Mei'er's contemplation: "It's a pity, that's the only thing my mother left"
Mei Er Huo Di raised her head, when Yu Yue said the word mother, her tone was natural, and her face was full of regret at the moment, as if the person who lost the snow sword was herself.
This time it was Mei'er's turn to tremble, my mother is obviously my mother, why has she become someone else's mother now?
Yu Yue didn't seem to see the panicked look on Mei'er's face, and said to herself: "You also know that the Ice and Snow Mountain Villa has dissipated in the Heavenly Domain many years ago, because that year, I don't, it's you, right?" The wedding phoenix crown appeared, it led you to the Heavenly Palace, you and the emperor were officially married in the temple, you married the monarch of the heavenly domain, and became the master mother of the heavenly domain. β
Mei'er looked at Yu Yue silently, that was my past, but now it has also become Yu Yue's past, all my past qiΔ, no matter joy or sorrow, good or bad, honor and disgrace, are all borne by this woman named Yu Yue, who looks almost the same as me.
When I got married to the emperor, I didn't feel happy at all, but I was fiddled with by the three old men of the Heavenly Palace like a puppet, and at that time, the emperor must have been very depressed!
The legendary cave house flower candle will always exist in the legend, and I and the emperor will never have a chance.
That layer of brilliant brilliance, blocking the sight of me and the emperor, but also alienated each other's feelings, the best of our first slowly grinding into powder, that period of hazy love from the youth, there is a good beginning, a dull process, the end of the injury This is the story of me and the emperor? A lamental, sad missing story. It's over, it's over, in fact, that qiΔ has long passed, and at this moment in my heart, I have no love or resentment for the emperor and Xi.
Mei'er kneaded her eyebrows hard, her heart was beating so fast that even she couldn't control it, now she was completely sure that there was another self in the heavenly domain, and suddenly, she felt that it was redundant for her to stay in this ancient space.
"How is the emperor?"
A glimmer of light flashed in Yu Yue's eyes, and he said softly: "Emperor Zun is fine, after a hundred years of self-blame and self-distress, he finally figured it out, he is fine." β
"100 years, it's really a hundred years, I thought it was yesterday, hehe, it turned out that it's really been a hundred years."
She looked at Yu Yue, the woman who looked similar to herself had a faint sadness in her eyebrows.
"Why are your memories gone after the age of sixteen? You accepted the emperor only by remembering the age of sixteen? β
Yu Yue sat up straight, the corners of his mouth turned up, and said: "When I woke up, I saw him sitting next to me, he was perfect as a god, his eyes were full of anticipation and surprise, and he said to me - Mei'er, are you awake?" Don't be afraid, I'm your husband and Xi! From that moment on, I fell hopelessly in love with him. β
Mei'er looked at Yu Yue without saying a word, when she said the word emperor, her face was radiant, and her eyes were full of tenderness.
Yu Yue pointed her finger and laughed: "You ask me where are the memories after the age of sixteen?" I tell you that that memory was washed away by the emperor, because he didn't want me to remember someone. She looked at Mei'er meaningfully: "This person, I think you understand." Although the emperor is open-minded, there is some past, for him, it is an unspeakable humiliation, isn't it? β
Mei'er stroked her forehead with her hand, really? Hexi, have you still not been able to let go of the events of that day? Why, then, do you go to great lengths to create a shadow that is exactly like mine to torment yourself?
"Why bother? No matter which is right or wrong, it has long become a thing of the past, and his attachment to the past will only increase in vain. β
Yu Yue swallowed slowly: "The emperor has had a period of entanglement, he is a man, so he naturally has some heart knots, but now, after some twists and turns, he may have let go." β
Mei'er suddenly smiled and said: "The time you have spent with the emperor has been longer than the time I have spent with him, his temperament and preferences, you must have figured it out, as long as you are well-behaved on weekdays, let the emperor laugh more, I think three or five years later, those messy pasts will naturally disappear, you can rest assured." β
Yu Yue lowered her eyes and looked at the dark light circulating under her, and said timidly: "I dreamed back for no reason tonight, I don't know why, I felt something, so I walked to the satin painting, and stroked the little red window like the emperor, I didn't expect to push the window open, I walked into the ancient courtyard, and followed the guidance of my heart to this tunnel When I first saw you, I knew that you were back, the real Mei'er was back, I was shocked, and I was also very sad, the emperor said that you committed suicide with the Jinling sword a hundred years ago It turns out that you are still alive and have been staying in the netherworld, Do you want to go back to the Heavenly Palace tonight? The emperor has been thinking of you in his heart, and he will be happy if you appear in front of him. β