Chapter 176: Sacrifice Day
Wang Xixi's brain has an instantaneous short circuit, let's talk? What to talk about?
"It's Gu Ao's business." Hu Meiyin whispered in her ear. "Let's find a place."
Wang Xixi seemed to have lost her soul, following behind Hu Meiyin. After a while, she said, "Thank you." ”
"Huh?" Hu Meiyin's face showed surprise. "What?"
"You saw Gu Ao's mother that day, so you didn't let me go, right?" Wang Xixi played calmly, "So thank you." ”
"It's nothing." Hu Meiyin's face was embarrassed, which was rare for her.
Wang Xixi followed her and sat down in a place, "What do you want to tell me?" ”
"He had to go abroad." Hu Meiyin looked at her, "You know his mother, he was raised by himself, so he can't help but share it for her." ”
"I know it." Wang Xixi lowered his eyes, "It is precisely because I know that I am powerless to change that I am even more sad." ”
Is there anything more cruel in this world than having to?
Hu Meiyin put her hand on Wang Xixi's shoulder, "Xixi, do you know the way, I was jealous of you from the first time I saw you." ”
Wang Xixi raised his head, unable to believe his ears, "Jealous of me? "It's supposed to be me who is jealous, you are so beautiful and have such a personality.
"Gu Ao, why do you like me?" Hu Meiyin asked her rhetorically.
yes, this question has been bothering her for a while.
"Because you are a warm girl, you always have dimples when you laugh, as if you accidentally broke into the Anthropocene realm, you don't have the indifference and reality that everyone has." Hu Meiyin looked at her, "If I have been with you for a long time, I will also be infected by you into a warm person, like an antibody against the plague of indifference." ”
"I ......" Wang Xixi didn't know what to say, but she was a little happy in her heart, and the person she had been jealous of actually said that she was jealous of herself.
"You are very real, you can cry and laugh, you are very simple, and you can always arouse the desire of those around you to protect." Hu Meiyin smiled, her slender eyes narrowed into a slit, "Look, I can't help but protect you." ”
Wang Xixi couldn't help laughing.
"Sissy, I know it's going to be cruel, but I have to ask you, have you thought about the future?" Hu Meiyin smiled when she saw her, and struck while the iron was hot.
Wang Xixi restrained his smile, "I want to be admitted to the university first, let's see." The future is uncertain. ”
"Will you wait for him?"
"I don't know what to do." She wondered if he would come back, "If I really like him that much, I'll wait." ”
If he really liked her that much, he would have come back.
"Sissy, from a friend's point of view, I would advise you not to wait, because a girl's youth is precious, and," she bit her lip and paused for a moment before saying, "Gu Ao seems to be a good boy now, but the world is very big and there are many temptations. Sissy, in order to save you from being hurt, I would rather you close your heart and not wait. ”
Hu Meiyin's words have been lingering in Wang Xixi's ears.
In order to avoid injury, so choose to close. It's the best way to avoid injury, and at the same time block out the warmth.
The weather is getting cooler.
Li Jing received a call from the man one night.
"Jing'er," his voice grew older, "it's your mother's day in a few days, so come with me to see her." ”
"Okay." Li Jing threw out such a word very facelessly, as if saying a few more words would kill her.
The man was silent, apparently not knowing what to say.
"Jing'er." He screamed again.
Li Jing's heart suddenly panicked, "See you again." ”
She didn't know why she hung up the phone in such a hurry, maybe she was afraid of hearing what he said that touched him, she had already decided to ignore him, but every time she heard his voice, the bits and pieces of her previous family life would still appear in front of her eyes, and the heart that had finally hardened would soften.
It was raining that day, and the autumn rain hit the car window without hesitation, and Li Jing sat quietly in the car.
The man played the steering wheel in silence.
There were just two of them in the car.
The humid air outside the window seemed to have soaked into the car, and Li Jing couldn't see the man's side face clearly.
"Do you go to see her often?" She asked him with her face out of the car.
"Well, I go to see it a few times a year." The man's voice was the same as usual, as if he was answering a simple everyday question like have you eaten.
Li Jing turned her head and stared at his resolute face, Dad likes Mom. That's why he was able to mention her so casually as if it were commonplace.
Li Jing took a nap halfway, and when she woke up, the car had already arrived in a rural area.
The ground was dry, and it seemed that it was only raining in the city.
The sky was overcast, and she followed the man, holding a bouquet of lilies in her arms. He said that when his mother was alive, once they passed by the door of the flower shop, she stood in front of the flower shop and stared at the bouquet of lilies for a long time, he didn't bring any money at the time, and said that he would buy it next time.
And then there is no next time.
It was the guilt of his life.
So before coming, he took Li Jing to the flower shop to buy a bouquet of lilies, which is also the flower he brings every time he comes.
Before getting on the car, the lilies were stained with raindrops, which made them more delicate and delicate, and the fragrance came to the nose.
Li Jing sniffed the fragrance of the lily vigorously, and her heart was beating fast.
The mother who has never met before......
She hadn't slept well all night last night and had been thinking about what to say to her mom all night.
Under the Nine Springs, she shouldn't know what her daughter has become.
So when Li Jing put the lily in front of the tombstone, the first thing she said was: "Mom, I'm here, do you remember me?" ”
The picture on the tombstone has turned yellow, and the young woman has a delicate face, and her slightly green smile is frozen forever.
Li Jing looked at the photo, "Mom, my eyes look very similar to yours." ”
"I'm only coming to see you now, you won't blame me."
The man stood beside Li Jing, his eyebrows and eyes were infinitely gentle, "Zhen'er, I took Jing'er to see you." Remember, you still came up with the name. ”
"It was Jing'er talking to you just now. In the past, I always felt that Jing'er was still young, and I was exhausted by that woman. I didn't bring her to see you. You don't blame me, do you? ”
"What kind of person is Mom?" Li Jing turned her face to look at the man.
The man raised his head and looked at the dark clouds pressing on the horizon, so dark that it made people breathless and depressed.
The corners of his lips rose in an imperceptible arc, "She's a very gentle person." ”
The autumn wind hit, and the man's neatly combed hair was lifted.
Li Jing saw a few strands of white hair mixed in it, and her heart softened suddenly.