179 went on the road alone

Liu Dongshan seemed to know that she was leaving, and for several nights, Li Banxia did not find a chance.

And the final result was that Li Banxia always fell asleep before him.

The more Li Banxia thought about it, the more he felt that this was not a solution, and in the end he had to take a dangerous move, and if he couldn't move at night, he would leave during the day.

Taking advantage of Liu Dongshan's arrival in the bamboo forest, Li Banxia quickly packed his bags and hid them in the cracks in the stones behind the house. As soon as she had the chance, she took her things and left.

Two more days passed, and in these two days, Liu Dongshan not only increased his vigilance at night, but also did not take it lightly during the day. Even the matter of sitting in the bamboo forest every day is saved, almost wherever Li Banxia goes, his eyes follow. Everywhere you go, you have to ask a question first. Li Banxia didn't want to lie to him, and he didn't want to find an excuse to leave, just wait for himself to get into a loophole.

In this way, at least the guilt is lighter, and don't lie to him again when you leave. This sounds awkward, but Li Banxia really thinks so. Or perhaps, she herself is reluctant to go. It's just that it is imperative for her to go to the border city, and she has to go two days in the morning and two days in the evening.

It wasn't until three days later that Li Banxia finally found an opportunity.

"Banxia, my mother is going to dig the ground, you carry a bag of rice from the hall to Aunt Xianglong's house, our family has no rice to eat at night~~" Ma put the broken straw hat on his head, tied the hat rope, and shouted to Li Banxia in the house while playing.

Li Banxia said that she heard it, and after Ma left, she went to the hall. I took out the rice that dried yesterday and planned to send it to Aunt Xianglong's house to dig them out.

This ancient is not as modern as the modern one, there is no rice milling machine, and it is all used to make rice artificially. Li Banxia had been to Ma a few times before, and he already knew how to operate.

As soon as she came out with the rice, she saw Liu Dongshan standing at the door of the kitchen, looking at her.

Li Banxia lowered his head. She knew it was a good opportunity, and if she wanted to go, it couldn't be better. If she can't make it today, she doesn't know when.

She had been at home for a few days, and even Ma was wondering what she was doing if she didn't go to the medicine store and had to stay at home. Li Banxia also thought about going back to the medicine house in the middle, because in this way, it would be much easier for her to leave if she wanted to.

Liu Dongshan went against her will for the first time, not only did he not let her go to the medicine store in the past few days, but he almost didn't let her go anywhere. Li Banxia was helpless. But it's not easy to protest with him openly.

She knew what he was worried about, and it was precisely because of this that Li Banxia couldn't bear to go against his will. If you can. She really wanted to stay in Dayang Village for the rest of her life, and she didn't go anywhere, just stayed by his family's side. She has never been a person with "ambitions in all directions", and she has a soft spot for this landscape.

However, no~~ Where is the long-term solution to guard him like this? Can Liu Dongshan really be willing to be lame for the rest of his life? Can she watch her injured leg and be indifferent and not want to do anything about it? Every time Li Banxia had the mind of retreating. She told herself that her determination to leave was reinforced.

Unexpectedly, Liu Dongshan's persistence broke her determination again and again, making her irrepressibly want to stay. It was also at this moment that Li Banxia knew. How difficult it is to part. Even if it's not permanent, it's upsetting and sad enough.

"Xianggong—"

"You're going to Umi?" Liu Dongshan stood at the door of the kitchen, not moving. Probably he also knew that if she wanted to leave this time, he really couldn't stop her.

As for why he didn't say it explicitly, only he knew it in his own heart. What he was worried about, and what he was afraid of piercing, only he could understand.

"Yes. My mother told me to go, and if I don't go at night, I won't be able to open the pot. "The weather wasn't so good some time ago. The rice was not dried, and this drag dragged on to this day.

“…… Come back early......" Liu Dongshan's eyelids drooped, and the words he said lost his confidence, and Li Banxia almost didn't hear it.

"Okay."

"You promised?" Liu Dongshan raised his head suddenly, and his dark eyes lit up a little.

"Hmm."

"Then you go quickly, I'll cook lunch, I'll wait for you to come back...... Eat together. Liu Dongshan said, happily returning to the house. As soon as he had breakfast, he was thinking about getting her something delicious.

Li Banxia looked at the door where Liu Dongshan was standing and was stunned for a few seconds, then turned to pick up the rice on the ground and went to Aunt Xianglong's house.

Aunt Xianglong is a warm-hearted person, and she is very enthusiastic when she arrives at home. Li Banxia brought her children to eat her birthday wine a few days ago, and when she heard that she was here to cook rice, he led her into the small shed at the back, and took out the sieve at home to help Li Banxia in the small shed.

It takes a lot of time to make rice, and it would have taken more than an hour to complete, but because of Aunt Xianglong's help, it was done in half an hour.

Aunt Xianglong left Li Banxia to drink a cup of tea at home, and the two of them had a homely affair for a while. Originally, Aunt Xianglong wanted to leave Li Banxia to eat at home, but Li Banxia refused, saying that the family was still waiting for her rice to go to the pot, and Aunt Xianglong couldn't say anything, so she sent her out.

After Li Banxia left, Liu Dongshan's excitement did not last long before it dimmed. As time passed, Liu Dongshan looked out of the house frequently, because he didn't dare to guarantee that Banxia would miss this rare opportunity after his "urgent staring" in the past few days.

With what he knew about her, once she wanted to do something, no one else could stop her. Even if she can stop her for a while, she will still do what she wants after all.

He also knew that this was not a long-term solution, but he really didn't know any other good way to work other than this stupid method.

He hadn't slept well for six nights in a row, and he was afraid that when he woke up, she would be gone. I only dare to take time to sleep for a while when everyone in the family is there, or when my mother asks Banxia to accompany her to do something. He also knew that she was trying to get up every night, but luckily he noticed it earlier and cut off her thoughts.

In the past two days, she has slept very soundly, sleeping until dawn one night. But Liu Dongshan did not relax because of this, thinking that she had broken off the idea of going to the border city. On the contrary, he was more and more worried that his actions would only force her to change the departure time to daytime, and then he would be even more helpless.

Every time she left his sight, he had to make sure she would come back before he could be reassured. And in the past few days, she really hasn't caught any opportunities, but today is different.

Aunt Xianglong's house is still some distance from here, and it takes a lot of time for her to make rice, and there is no one to follow her, so she can leave at any time if she wants to.

After another half an hour, she still didn't see her come back, and Liu Dongshan barely had the courage to look at the door of his house.

The only reason for her peace of mind: she had promised that she would come back to have lunch with him, and she had always counted her words, and she had not seen her deal with him.

"Xianggong, I'm back—"

She's back—

Looking at the pale green that walked in front of the door, Liu Dongshan couldn't wait to throw off his crutches and run towards her. Li Banxia saw his movements, hurriedly put down the rice he was carrying on his back and ran towards him, hugging him.

"Xianggong, be careful, don't fall." Li Banxia glanced at him, and he didn't rest much if he wasn't happy, so he always walked around on the ground. Since the last time she helped her collect dew, Liu Dongshan has become less and less conscious of hurting her legs, although this is good, it is easy to have accidents.

Liu Dongshan nodded again and again.

Well, as long as she's back, anything.

Maybe it was because he was too happy, or maybe it was because his highly nervous mood suddenly relaxed, Liu Dongshan's guard relaxed a lot.

After lunch, when the whole family was napping, he actually fell asleep in bed.

Li Banxia leaned into his arms, stared at his exhausted sleepy eyes, and sighed softly.

He was so tired, he barely had a good night's sleep these days.

He had such a deep affection for her, how would he feel if he woke up and learned that she had already set off for the border city?

That's right, if she's going to go, now is the best chance.

When she came out of Aunt Xianglong's house, she also thought about leaving, but because she promised him, she stayed. She brought back the rice and had lunch with him, and both of them were well fed. After dinner, she accompanied him to sit in the bamboo forest, and waited until he was almost asleep before returning to the house.

If a few days ago, Li Banxia would be reluctant and hesitant when he thought of going to this matter, then this time, Li Banxia was more determined.

Although the parting was bitter, she was not afraid. As long as they haven't parted, they can be happy together. When she comes back, she can be happily together, why bother with the troubles and pains after she leaves? God doesn't live alone for the sake of self-trouble.

This time, she chose not to do anything because she couldn't bear to leave him and didn't dare to endure the pain of parting. So can they really be happy and have no regrets in the second half of their lives?

The answer, of course, is no.

So she has to go, and she has to go.

Since things can't be changed, it's better to face them happily and easily than to face them negatively, so many things may become much easier.

raised his head from Liu Dongshan's arms, covered him with the quilt, stared at him for a few seconds, and looked at him like this. Liu Dongshan has always slept lightly, and she didn't even dare to kiss him, for fear of waking him up. Li Banxia hooked the corners of his mouth and raised a smile, as if he was laughing at what he was thinking about at this time.

He quietly walked out of the room, and as he passed the room of the three children, he glanced inside. Looking at the closed door of Ma's room next door, he stood silent for a long time, left a letter on the table, and resolutely turned around and walked out of the door.

Taking out the package prepared in the morning from the crack in the stone behind the house, while everyone was taking a nap at noon, Li Banxia left this place that she had never left since she came-