"I don't know what's wrong with me. If you think I'm wrong, I can't help it. ”

Facing a room full of confused, incomprehensible, sad, and even implicit angry eyes, Ouyang Kang said lightly, "I know that you will scold me for having no conscience and forgetting my roots, but I have really forgotten you." Even if I barely stay, I still won't be close to you. What is the need for such a thing that makes each other miserable? ”

"Well said!" Su Cheng sneered, "It is worthy of the apprentice I taught, he can speak well and speak skillfully." Don't worry, no matter how good you are, we also know that the twisted melon is not sweet, and since you are determined to leave, change your mind and become a new person, then we will not keep you. It's just that you can't take a penny away from this home, and you don't have to come back in the future, whether you live or die, or if you think of the past one day. If you can do it, you go. ”

"Sir!"

Mama He had already exclaimed, but the old lady said, "Kang'er, have you really decided?" Leave your grandmother, your husband, your daughter-in-law, and Little Potato all ruthlessly behind? Just walked away? ”

Ouyang Kang shook his head, but when the old lady was just relieved, he said, "I want to go and see her, Lord Jiashan." ”

In the courtyard, Nianfu had already received the news.

She looked in the mirror and slowly put on a pair of red coral peony tassel earrings.

The little maid Chunmiao who served on the side was so sad that she was about to cry, this pair of earrings was Ouyang Kang's favorite in the past, and he always said that the county lord wore it very beautifully, but now, can he still recognize it?

Hearing that someone was coming in the hall, Nianfu stretched out his hand to put his hand on her and said quietly, "Let's go, help me over." ”

Dou Rongruo saw the curtain of the door lifted, and a pot-bellied woman walked in.

A big red silk and gold tuanmei coat is worn on a shawl that is so black that there is no variegation. The pair of coral earrings under her ears were as red as blood and bright as gold.

It's just that

Her description is really not very good.

His hair is yellow, and he has a lot of unsightly pregnancy spots on his face, and he looks weak and struggling when he walks slowly with his back back.

It's just that when she sat down, the pair of Danfeng eyes, which were very similar to the little brown bear, looked over, and the clarity and calmness there made people feel very comfortable.

After only glancing at Dou Rongruo, Nianfu turned his gaze to Ouyang Kang's face, "You have lost a lot of weight, but you also look more manly." ”

Ouyang Kang paused, and pulled out a bitter and apologetic smile, "I can't remember what you used to look like." ”

"It's okay, I've never been as good-looking as you anyway."

After being silent for a while, Ouyang Kang looked at her stomach and asked, "When will you be born?" ”

"It's almost January or February, but I don't know what solar terms he will catch up. If it's a boy, I just hope it's not in the flower dynasty. ”

After a moment of silence, Ouyang Kang said, "I forgot about you." ”

"I know. ”

"Ouyang Kang." Dou Rongruo couldn't hold back any longer, "You stay, this is your home, with your grandmother, husband, wife, son, and there will be a second one soon, you can't leave them!" ”

"This girl, I heard that you saved my father-in-law, right?" Suddenly, Nianfu spoke before Ouyang Kang spoke.

Dou Rongruo was stunned, Nianfu turned his head to look, and someone was holding a jewelry box. Nian Fu said with a pleasant face, "This is a gift to thank you for saving my husband." ”

She smiled faintly and said, "But we don't need an outsider to talk about our family affairs." Ouyang Kang, tell me your decision. ”

Ouyang Kang was silent and took out something from his sleeve, "I have long thought about it, if I still can't remember the past when I come back, I have to do it." ”

Through the back of the paper, Dou Rongruo clearly saw the three words of the cut knot book.

So, is it to reconcile and leave?

Nianfu took a look and nodded, "Yes, if you really can't think of it, it's not fair to you and me to make do with it." Okay, are you okay? ”

Ouyang Kang shook his head and got up, "You take care." If I have the chance, I will find a way to make up for it. ”

Nianfu picked up the teacup and lowered his eyebrows, "Don't send it." ”

Ouyang Kang glanced back at her again, then turned around and strode away.

Dou Rongruo hurriedly chased after him, "Ouyang Kang, you can't ......"

Burst!

A snow-stained black mud ball was thrown over and smashed on the hem of Ouyang Kang's clothes.

It was a little brown bear, staring at his father with anger and hurt on his face, tears rolling in his eyes.

Ouyang Kang glanced at him and continued to stride forward without stopping.

The little brown bear deflated his mouth, suddenly cried loudly, turned his head and ran back to the room, and in the open door curtain, Dou Rongruo saw that the county lord's face was even paler, but he never looked at it, and only tried hard to reach out and comfort the child.

"Don't cry, don't cry......"

Dou Rongruo couldn't stand it anymore, and grabbed Ouyang Kang angrily, "Why do you want to do this?" Why do you want to hurt them like this? Go back, go back and apologize to them! ”

Ouyang Kang dragged her out with his backhand, pursed his lips tightly, and didn't say a word.

It wasn't until he left the broken garden and returned to the car that he asked, "Is it useful to apologize?" Will an apology keep the hurt from happening? If I can't think of her, just live like that, is this good for her? ”

Dou Rongruo bit her lip, but in the end, tears couldn't help but fall, "I don't know." But I won't marry you, I can't marry you! ”

Ouyang Kang took a slight breath, "Miss Dou, please remember clearly, it's not that I have to marry you, it's your stepfather who wants you to marry me." ”

He paused for a moment, then added, "Also, please don't comment on what you don't know. Because you're not the person, how do you know how they feel? ”

Dou Rongruo's heart was completely messed up.

But she instinctively knew that she shouldn't intervene in such a home. Because she couldn't forget the feeling of the dirty snow ball hitting the corner of Ouyang Kang's robe, and the angry expression that made such a little child.

He may not understand it yet, but he simply accuses his father of not being like a father. But Dou Rongruo can't explain that she doesn't understand it, she is an adult, she can't deceive herself.

Back on the boat, Peng Zishou had already arrived.

Dou Rongruo did not hesitate for a moment, and said to his father-in-law, who had always loved him, "I'm sorry, I can't do it." I will never marry Ouyang Kang. ”

Peng Zishou looked at her obviously crying, her slightly red and swollen eyes, and asked in a deep voice, "Ah Ruo, do you know how many brothers we have lost in order to kill that Min Ye?" ”

Dou Rongruo said urgently, "Father-in-law, I know that you took your brothers to help the court kill Min Ye to find a way out for us in the future, but such a way out may not be stabilized in the form of marriage." For example, we can ......"

"Marry you to the emperor? Or ask the emperor to assign you a high-ranking official husband at will? ”

As soon as Peng Zishou said this, Dou Rongruo covered his mouth in shock.

I saw a deep pain in my father-in-law's eyes, "In the past, in the Great Zhou Dynasty, our Cao Gang had never cooperated with the imperial court. As a result, one time at a time, it's all betrayal after taking advantage of it. Is this the stupidity of our Cao Gang, or is the people of the court too smart? I'm telling you, it's neither. It's just that we don't have too deep ties with the imperial court, so every time we are used, people will throw us away like rags. You should be able to understand this point if you were a former official lady, right? ”

If Dou Rong is speechless, the bird is hidden, isn't this a normal means in the government?

Peng Zishou looked at her, "You know what? At the earliest, the king of Qi came to ask me for help on the condition of marrying you as a side concubine. But I hesitated, because I knew what his intentions were. And know what you will face once his wish is granted. And I promised your parents to take good care of you and take care of you like your own father. If you were my daughter, would I be willing to send you down that road? ”

He shook his head to himself, "Just then, he appeared. To be honest, my father-in-law didn't think Ouyang Kang was the best choice. But with the lord of Jiashan County, he is the best bond between us and the Great Liang Dynasty. He has a wife and children, but he can't return to them, and the court will always remember that he owes them to them. And such a man, staying by your side and staying in our Cao Gang, is not only the Cao Gang, but also the best talisman in your life. Do you understand? ”

"But ......" Dou Rongruo still shook her head, she couldn't ask for it, it would really hurt his wife and children too much to have such a man.

But Peng Changshou said, "If you really don't want to marry him, your father-in-law can't force it, but I will let your sister marry him." But Ah Ruo, my father-in-law is here to tell the truth, the Dou family's business is ruined, and you can't go back to being the official lady you used to be. Except for Ouyang Kang, you have been in the rivers and lakes like this, where is the chance to marry such a serious scholar? ”

Dou Rongruo opened his mouth, and suddenly found that he couldn't say anything.

The situation of the Dou family, she really knows better than anyone else.

Back then, because of her fiancée, the three girls of the Mu family were shamelessly forcibly occupied into the palace by the emperor, and her little uncle left a book and ran away in anger, not knowing her life and death.

And her great-grandfather was to death. vomited blood one by one, forcing the Dou family to bear it all the time, and reversed.

The gun shoots the first bird.

Although the Dou family, who was the first to rebel, led a large number of people to rebel, their family was also the first to suffer the most tragic blow. It's just that after just three years, the Dou family is all over.

Dou Rongruo's parents had to live incognito and take their daughter to a low-key life. However, the Great Zhou Dynasty at that time did not let them go, but persecuted all the descendants of the Dou family more cruelly.

On his deathbed, the father and mother of the Dou family entrusted their only daughter to Peng Zishou, a former friend in the rivers and lakes.

At that time, Dou Rongruo was already seven or eight years old, although the long-term life of exile made her unable to grow up like a real daughter, but some things from famous families were engraved in the blood and bones and inherited.

Dou Rongruo still remembers how unsuitable he was to these vulgar men and the unrefined life when he first arrived in the Cao Gang. But she forced herself to endure it, and when she grew up, it was not without a good young man who expressed his affection for her. But she didn't want to, and Peng Zishou never forced her.

Because he understands that in her bones, she still yearns for it, and she is more suitable for living the kind of life she used to have.

But a girl who has entered the rivers and lakes has lost the protection of her father, brother and family, how can she go back?

When she was a child, Dou Rongruo also complained in her heart, why didn't her father entrust her to others?

But when she grew up, she understood her parents' hard work. In such troubled times, if a girl is in an ordinary family, how can she be guaranteed to grow up safely?

If Dou Rong has a brother, I believe that his parents will never make such an arrangement. Because of brothers, there is hope for fame and revival of the family business. It's a pity that Dou Rongruo didn't.

Therefore, for her, the safest arrangement is to be sheltered by the rivers and lakes, marry Tian Shelang with a solid family in the future, and spend her life in peace and stability, which is a good ending.

But the world is changeable, and Peng Zishou didn't expect that King Qi would ask for him one day. And when Ouyang Kang appeared, it made him feel that this was the best destination for a righteous girl.

If he was a less selfish father, he didn't really feel sorry for Dou Rongruo, and he could marry her to King Qi, or other powerful people, or refuse by Dou Rongruo's temperament.

But he really treats this girl as his daughter, so he wants to give her the best home.

"Who is Ouyang Kang, I believe you already know it very well. It doesn't matter if he really has amnesia or fake amnesia, you can't go wrong by marrying him. Ah Ruo, this matter should be regarded as a fool of the father-in-law, let me make a decision for you. ”

The next day, the matter of the Cao Gang leader entering the Hajj caused a sensation in the entire capital.

This is the first time that the people of the rivers and lakes have climbed to the height of the temple. And another sensational thing is that the original Jiashan County horse has amnesia, and it is said that he can't remember anything after falling into the water.

According to the gossip that circulated, the county horse and the county lord of Jiashan reconciled and divorced, and the leader of the Cao Gang wanted to marry his righteous daughter Dou to him.

And this Dou family is not small, her family is the family of the famous Mu San girl who rebelled against her fiancé.

This kind of gossip really makes people don't know what to say.

Some people say that the Mu family owes the Dou family a daughter-in-law, and indirectly caused the family to be ruined, and now it is fair to compensate her son-in-law.

Some people say, in this case, why don't two daughters serve the same husband? Don't give up the old love.

Some people began to inquire, if the county lord of Jiashan really reconciled and divorced, would he remarry when he turned around? Who will you marry if you remarry? What are the conditions? Hmm, can I sign up?

……

"I don't care what's wrong with your brain, anyway, you give me back, immediately, immediately!"

In the snow, there were two people standing.

One is the legendary amnesiac Jiashan Junma, and the other is his former friend, Guan Yaozu. It was Guan Gongzi who was angry, and it was naturally Ouyang Kang who was scolded.

"I'm sorry, I don't seem to know you well. Even if you were my former friend, why should you order me to do things? ”

"your mother's not very familiar!" Guan Gongzi swung out with an angry punch, Ouyang Kang dodged away, and his face sank, "If you do this again, don't blame me for being polite." ”

"Then you're coming!" Guan Yaozu was born as a military general, and he threw the person to the ground after a few scuffles, but a dagger was also coldly placed on his neck.

"Let it go." Ouyang Kang said coldly, "No matter how fast your fist is, it can't be as fast as a knife." ”

"Lao Tzu just won't let go, what?" Guan Gongzi lifted his collar viciously, not afraid, "I'm going to wake you up this bastard......"

The unfinished words were stirred back by the hot tide on his neck.

Ouyang Kang's gaze was heavy, like a deep well. Guan Yaozu reached out in disbelief to touch the blood in one hand.

He used a knife on himself? Did your best brother knife himself?

Taking advantage of his stunnedness, Ouyang Kang flipped the person over, got out, and said lightly, "This is your own fault, no wonder others." ”

"Bastard!" Guan Yaozu was furious, he pounced on him without fear of death, and then kicked Ouyang Kang down with all his might, stepped on his hand again, kicked his dagger away, picked the person up again, and beat him with a heavy fist.

"This punch is for your daughter-in-law! Are you fucking worthy of her? Your life and death are uncertain outside, she has a big belly at home to watch the children for you, take care of the old man and the husband, you are back now, you are going to marry a young and beautiful chick, is this what people do? ”

"This punch, you fought for your son! Little Potato Boy doesn't know how much he thinks about his father every day, and he still holds your bastard's pillow when he sleeps and doesn't let go, you're good, he won't even hug him when he comes back, is this what a father should do? ”

"This punch is for your unborn child......"

"You're enough!"

Ouyang Kang finally stood up and retreated three or five steps away. wiped the blood from the corners of his mouth and stood up, his eyes were cold, "What I did was not done by people?" But if it weren't for her, I would have taken such an errand? Now all of you blame me, saying that I should not have abandoned my wife and children, but why didn't you marry her? ”

"You!" Guan Yaozu almost choked himself to death in one breath, "Didn't you want to die or marry her in the first place?" How could someone else want to marry you? ”

"Yes, it was you who were willing to do it at the beginning, but now I am reluctant, you came to beat me, why didn't you persuade her? Let her let me go and marry another man to live a good life, can't you? Aren't you unmarried? ”

"Are you talking about people?" Guan Yaozu's throat was about to roar and bleed, "How did you become like this?" ”

Ouyang Kang said angrily, "Although I have forgotten the past, it doesn't mean that I won't think about it. Why don't I ask you, if it weren't for my identity as a horse in Jiashan County, why did I come back from the southwest, all of you have merit, and you can be rewarded according to your merit, but I can only think about it behind closed doors? The messenger who received the steppe khan was also, why did it be someone else's turn to do the scenery, but it was thankless to come to me? ”

He snorted coldly, "Don't think I don't know, after I disappeared, how could anyone have ever looked for me?" Have you seen the posters outside? If someone is worth a thousand taels, I will be worth a hundred taels! At that time, who had spoken a word of justice for me, and who had beaten me up as you had beaten me, and who had put all the blame on me? And all this, why in the end, don't say that you are all blind and can't see anything! ”

Guan Yaozu was dumbfounded, and only said after a while, "But you, you shouldn't treat her like this." Your daughter-in-law is innocent, and you still have children......"

"I know." Ouyang Kang glanced at him, "So I came out of that house and didn't take anything." I'll leave everything to her. Of course, if she doesn't want it, she can leave with everything she wants, and I won't force it. My grandmother, my husband, my son I will raise myself. You can tell her that. It's just the identity of the Jiashan County Horse, which I don't want anymore. If I don't move, I don't dare to ask for it anymore. ”

Seeing what Guan Yaozu wanted to say, he suddenly evoked a sarcastic expression and asked him, "Right now, I came back alive, so you can accuse me as much as you want, but what if I die in the river?" ”

Guan Yaozu was speechless.

Ouyang Kang straightened his clothes and walked away in great strides. There were only two lines of resolute footprints left on the snow, so deep and so heavy.

The cold wind blows the corners of the robe, and what is cooler than the wind is the hearts of the people.

Only the corners of the eyes are uncomfortably sour. Guan Yaozu wanted to scream, wanted to ask, whose fault is it for everything now?

The only thing that can answer him is the endless vastness and the hunting of the wind.

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In the palace.

In front of the warm smoked cage, Queen Wang was patient, coaxing her son to drink sweet rock sugar bird's nest, but King Rui was tired of eating it, and he was disgusted with all kinds of dislikes, so he drank half a cup for a long time, and he refused to drink it.

Seeing this, the confidant eunuch stepped forward and replied, "Niangniang, there is news here." ”

Ordered someone to take her son down to play, and then the queen asked, "What?" ”

The eunuch said, "Even if Jiashan Junma pretends to have amnesia, he obviously doesn't want to be Ouyang Kang again." ”

After hearing what happened to him, Queen Wang was a little surprised, "Did he really use a knife against Guan Yaozu?" ”

"Yes. Still above the neck, I heard that Guan Gongzi shed a lot of blood, and the doctor said that if it deviates a few points, people may not be able to save it. ”

Queen Wang nodded silently, "Since he is so determined, he must be determined to take refuge in King Qi, right?" Coupled with the power of the Cao Gang, there will be no title of Jiashan Junma in the future, but the future is immeasurable. ”

A few adults outside said the same. I heard that the Cao Gang will marry his righteous daughter to him, and the wedding will be in these few days, even if he is not an official, just being the head of the rivers and lakes should not be underestimated. ”

"So, he must not be allowed to do it."

"That's what the adults mean."

Queen Wang thought about it, and suddenly a smile floated, "There is such a big thing in the Jiashan County Lord's family, and as a cousin-in-law, this palace can't just ignore it." Ordered someone to prepare some supplements, and the palace wanted to send a person to greet the lord of Jiashan County. Of course, there is also the girl from the Cao Gang, whose surname is Dou, isn't it? It's really pitiful, how did a good young lady fall into the rivers and lakes? This palace can't manage political affairs, but I still want women who feel sorry for this world. ”

※

The cold snowfield was full of blind, lifeless white. Occasionally, a small animal that had just come out to look for food had just emerged from the snow when it was shot by a sudden bow and arrow.

But before the hunters could excitedly surround him, he smelled a strong stench.

"It's a weasel, it's really unlucky!"

The sloppy men all stopped, covered their noses, frowned and complained.

"How many days have I spent in the mountain nest, and I can't catch anything, when will I be able to eat a full meal?"

"What's the use of guarding all those gold, silver, and jewelry, if you can't eat or drink? I'd rather get a roast chicken now. ”

……

Ji Longfeng looked at his subordinates with dishes on their faces, and it was rare that he didn't make a sound.

What else can be said? I've been trapped here for a few days, and what I should say has long been exhausted, and I can still boost some morale at first, but I always draw bread to satisfy hunger, who can stand it?

He was ruthless and made a decision, "Come two people and contact Chai Rong." ”

Wangcai: The author said that she would try to write the ending in her mind, well, it should be these days.

Potato Boy: What about pinching? Is it all me? Can it be directly eighteen years later?

Wangcai: What do you want to do, compete to recruit relatives?

Potato Boy: You can have this!

Wang Tsai: ...... RS