911 bleak goodbye
Bai Lingyan thought so in her heart, she always felt that Zheng Yuetong was a little weird, and her face couldn't help but become gloomy, "Sister Yuetong, thank you for your concern for my family's army, although I don't know what kind of hardships you have, but resignation is not a joke, I advise you to be cautious." ”
Zheng Yuetong saw the change in Bai Lingyanbai's expression, smiled bitterly and said, "Xiaobai, to tell you something, I have been entangled for a long time for this, and I am even more reluctant to leave you, society is complicated, reality is cruel, I have no other choice, otherwise it will bring greater pain and harm to others." Leaving may be my new life, and the future will be brighter. ”
Bai Lingyan saw that Zheng Yuetong had something to say, and her attitude was so resolute, everyone had their own ambitions, she didn't persuade any further, and changed the topic to talk about Wu Xiaojun's condition, and learned that Wu Xiaojun had a brain injury and a broken rib, and her heart was extremely uncomfortable, and she couldn't help but burst into tears, crying silently, "It's really a good person who has no good reward, God doesn't have long eyes, and this kind of bad luck fell on Xiaojun, so that he suffered so much physical and mental torture, if I could bear this crime for him, how good it would be!" ”
"Sister Yuetong, Xiaojun's personality is too strong, and he is impulsive when he encounters problems, and I am not less worried about him, but the country is easy to change, and his temperament is difficult to change, and no one can control him, not to mention that what he did this time is a good deed to save people, and the price he paid is worth it, I agree with him in my heart, so don't feel sorry for him. It's getting late, go back! Bai Lingyan said softly.
Zheng Yuetong choked up and said, "Xiaobai, I have a friend with Xiaojun, and I am about to leave, I don't know when we can see each other, let me accompany him, besides, I can't bear to see you alone by his side." ”
Bai Lingyan was just about to say something, the pager suddenly rang, and she hurried back not long after she went out, and said to Zheng Yuetong with a somewhat embarrassed face, "Sister Yuetong, I'm really sorry, the child is crying very much at Sister Feng's, I have to rush over, please help me take care of Xiaojun." ”
Zheng Yuetong nodded and said, "It's okay, you can go with confidence, be careful on the road!" ”
At this time, it was already more than eleven o'clock at night, after Bai Lingyan left, only the sleeping Wu Xiaojun and Zheng Yuetong were left, and there was no sound in the ward, which made Zheng Yuetong feel a kind of suffocation, looking at Wu Xiaojun lying on the hospital bed wrapped in bandages under the light, his brows were tightly locked, his eyes were closed, his face was pale, his expression was a little distorted, his breathing was heavy and weak, the drips in the hanging bottle fell drop by drop, lonely, along the transparent infusion tube into Wu Xiaojun's veins, and suddenly felt an unprecedented desolation, tears rolled down his cheeks.
Zheng Yuetong lay on the side of the bed, recalling the things that the two of them met to the point of gluttony, it was so clear, so real, especially in the deep-sea hotel, at night, he couldn't even convince himself, with a pounding heartbeat, and approached his room shyly, the two were lying on the same bed, and he actually deceived himself into drawing a line in the middle, at that time he tossed and turned until dawn but did not cross the line, until the third day, the two finally completed the breakthrough of the bottom line between men and women, and walked into each other's mental space. After that, when he was at his most dangerous, difficult, lonely, and helpless, he always appeared unexpectedly, saved himself from danger, and brought great pleasure.
The cruel reality, I have to bury it in my heart, for the sake of my beloved, in order to not be hurt more by each other, I have to endure the pain of cutting love, choose to escape, choose to leave, choose to bury those indelible memories of the past deep in my heart.
Zheng Yuetong suppressed the pain in her heart, couldn't help but caress Wu Xiaojun's well-defined face, and muttered to herself, "Obviously everything is fine, why did it suddenly become like this, I still have a lot to say to you, wake up quickly, even if you can look at me, I will feel better, when will I wake up!" The man on the bed did not reply, his eyes were full of remorse, pity, distress, chagrin, all kinds of emotions were intertwined, he sighed, put his face to his face, and the tears flowed downward.
"Xiaojun, knowing you is the happiest and happiest thing in my life, and it is the happiest thing, your handsomeness makes me worship, your masculinity makes me feel physically and mentally satisfied, your gentleness and intimacy make me feel down-to-earth and safe, your wit and courage, fearlessness and rebirth let me get out of danger and be reborn, if it weren't for you and me going to the deep sea together, there would be no scenery and glory in front of the mayor, if it wasn't for you to save me from that demon cave, I would have entered hell on earth, and I was ruined by Wu Jushu and others, and my body was incomplete, and my spirit collapsed, If it weren't for your timely appearance, I would have lost my precious life in my dying, and I would never see the beautiful sunshine again, I owe you too much, too much, and I can't repay you for your dedication to me in this life and this life, but all this will turn into painful memories, I want to leave, but I can't hear you at all, even a faint voice, I can only look at you lying on the sickbed quietly, and say goodbye to you silently. Xiaojun, you're tired, I'm tired, my heart hurts, it hurts! Can you hear me, can you open your eyes and look at me again! ”
Zheng Yuetong chattered with tears in her eyes, venting her incomparable pain and sorrow in her heart, I don't know how long it took, I felt Wu Xiaojun's face move, so that she suddenly saw new hope, hurriedly raised her head, found that his eyes were open, and she was happy in her heart, gently wiped the tears on her face, and said tenderly, "You are awake!" ”
Wu Xiaojun found Zheng Yuetong sitting beside him, the tears in his eyes were still flashing, revealing a lot of helplessness and sadness, knowing what she was thinking at this moment, trying to raise her head, how could the whole body be very heavy, and I felt that I didn't have any strength, so I had to stare at her sad face, and asked weakly, "Why are you here?" ”
Being able to hear Wu Xiaojun speak with his own ears before leaving, it is the greatest psychological comfort for Zheng Yuetong, he was in a trance for a while, and he was so excited that he burst into tears, knowing that Wu Xiaojun's condition and injury were very serious, seeing that he wanted to sit up, he was very panicked, revealing an irrepressible love, got up and put his hand on his shoulder, adjusted his posture a little, choked and said, "I am very happy to hear your voice, I heard that you were injured in the storm, I am so anxious, come and see you!" ”
Wu Xiaojun blinked his empty eyes, and said in a hoarse voice, "You didn't attend the emergency meeting on flood control in the district that day, District Mayor Sun and District Mayor Yang were very annoyed, and they wanted to report to you in the whole district, and Director Ning and I would worry about you." I am very happy to see you, I haven't seen you for a while, and I don't give me a call to say, what are you busy with? ”
At that time, Zheng Yuetong was not in Pingxi at all, she had already decided to resign, and it no longer meant anything to her whether she was notified or not, looking at Wu Xiaojun like this, she didn't want him to worry about herself anymore, she hesitated, but still didn't reveal anything, and said perfunctorily with a wry smile, "There are a lot of things in the unit, and you are too busy to make a mistake, don't blame me!" The moment I learned that you had an accident, my heart was about to collapse, I had done so little to you before, and I felt very guilty. ”
Wu Xiaojun looked at Zheng Yuetong's sad face, very haggard face, as if he had suddenly changed as a person, his delicate face lost his former moisturizing and sweet beauty, and his aura eyes also dimmed a lot, like a hibiscus that had experienced wind and rain and was about to wither, as if it had been washed by the wind and rain, he was very pitiful, and said weakly, "There are so many troubles in the unit, don't blame yourself too much, don't make yourself too tired, this is also to blame for my too little care and love for you, and I can't solve your worries and problems in time, I'm sorry for letting you bear so much pressure, and when I get better, I will cherish it. ”
I haven't heard such kind and gentle words for a long time, like the most beautiful melody, the slightest drift into Zheng Yuetong's ears, making her feel very warm, but this can't blame him, everything is Zheng Yuetong's doing, for a long time she was very conflicted, should she tell him her troubles and worries, should she continue to maintain the frequent contacts with him in the past, and finally, in order not to add trouble and danger to him, she must maintain restraint, can no longer be alone with him, deliberately snub him, avoid him, He didn't even answer his phone.
Once upon a time, Zheng Yuetong really wanted to have a sunny day, the two went to an empty and uninhabited place, vented their inner depression to their heart's content, and made up for the blow and damage to Wu Xiaojun's heart.
Farewell today, I don't know what year and month I can hear this very magnetic voice, Zheng Yuetong is very sad in her heart, her tears keep rolling in her eyes, but she endured it and didn't fall out, her soft hands gently stroked his face, and after a long time she trembled and said, "Well, we cherish each other!" I especially need you who are ambitious, high-spirited, and vibrant. You must know that there are many people around you who need your care, care and love, and you can't be too selfish in the future, for the people who care about and love you, for the people who need your care and love, you can't be too impulsive when you encounter things, let alone ignore anything, and work hard at every turn, your peace and happiness is the best love for everyone. ”
Wu Xiaojun sighed very melancholy, "Hey, eat a trench and grow wise, walk around from the ghost gate, I feel that life is very precious, I want to live well, and there will never be anything that makes you and everyone worry about it again!" As he spoke, his voice became very weak, and sweat broke out on his forehead.
Zheng Yuetong smiled happily and quietly, "You can think so, no matter where you go, no matter where you are, I am also relieved, and I will be happy for you." Don't think about anything during this time, treat the disease with peace of mind, recover your body as soon as possible, I'll go out for a while and ask the nurse to change the fluids! Say less and take a break! ”
Zheng Yuetong certainly has a lot to say in her heart, these are enough for her, it is a hundred times better than leaving with regret, looking at Wu Xiaojun's body is extremely weak, she can't bear to let him endure the pain and continue to hold on, forcing the severe pain in her heart, interrupting Wu Xiaojun's words, and when she called the nurse over, Wu Xiaojun had already closed his eyes, and there was a weak sound of sleep in his snort.
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