What is it like to have your heart torn apart, torn constantly?

What does it feel like to have so much heartache that you can't get enough of it?

It turns out that the heart can be torn apart and turned into pieces, and the pain is so bloody that it is impossible to breathe, and then this pain will gradually fade. But next time, it will happen again!

Ye Miaomiao's words made Si Yechen's heart keep being torn apart and turned into pieces one by one, but he had experienced this feeling many times, but only this time was the most painful and helpless. Until now, he hadn't told Ye Miaomiao that everything was his fault!

The reason why that virus was infected by Ye Miaomiao's mother and son was because of Mo Piaopiao's vicious and sinister little Lori!

If he had paid more attention to Mo Piaopiao earlier, found out how vicious and cruel she was, and not be blinded by Mo Piaopiao, let Ye Miaomiao stay away from Mo Piaopiao, or imprison Mo Piaopiao earlier, how could such a thing happen?

At that time, when he saw her for the first time, his heart was full of hatred and he regarded her as a target for revenge.

At that time, he always thought that Mo Piaopiao was a little Lori with severe autism and harmless to humans and animals.

At that time, the things that happened in the villa had already secretly pointed the finger at Mo Piaopiao. But at that time, he didn't doubt Mo Piaopiao for a long time!

At that time, after a period of time, he began to pay attention to Mo Piaopiao, suspecting that there was a shadow of her in these conspiracies, but he was still hesitant and did not believe that these things were done by Mo Piaopiao. After that, he hesitated and paid too much price, bringing too much damage to Ye Miaomiao, and even almost lost his life several times!

Si Yechen clenched his fists tightly, if he told her now that everything was done behind Mo Piaopiao's evil little Lori, so that Ye Miaomiao's mother and son were infected with a terrifying and deadly virus, how would Ye Miaomiao react?

Will she immediately pick up her son, turn away, and never want to look at him again!

Remorse for life!

Si Yechen was so painful that he couldn't breathe, gasping and letting go of his hand and turning around, staring out the window and closing his eyes in pain.

Ye Miaomiao bent down to pick up her son from the crib, and pressed her son's little face tightly against her face, feeling the tender warmth. What can I do to let my son grow up happily and safely?

Why does fate always give her so much pain and twists and turns?

"Why is this happening? When the hell did I get infected with this terrible virus, I'm sorry son, it's all my mother's bad! ”

Ye Miaomiao's heart was like a knife, and the pain was beyond measure.

This child was unexpected, she didn't think of using the beauty trick on Si Yechen, and there would be this little angel that night. But when she found out that she was pregnant, she also hesitated whether to keep the child, because she had been taking medication for the period before she became pregnant.

The body that has just had a miscarriage has not recovered, and she has been taking medication, Ye Miaomiao was very worried that it would affect the child after she found out that she was pregnant.

She didn't expect to have this child unexpectedly, at that time, she thought that it was impossible to have Si Yechen, there was a deep hatred between the two of them, she shouldn't have given birth to this child for Si Yechen. But Ye Miaomiao finally decided to keep the child, because she felt that this was God's chance to give her another chance to be a mother, and return the little angel she had lost to her.

Now, Ye Miaomiao looked at the child's cute little face painfully, her heart was too soft at that time!

If she could have hardened her heart at that time and didn't want this child, there would be no such pain now, and the child would not have suffered like this. Maybe this little angel was not really given to her by God, but just to make her suffer one more time! ，

Ye Miaomiao's eyes were full of endless darkness and despair, although Yanyu said that those viruses had been completely killed and everything was over, but Ye Miaomiao still didn't dare to believe it completely.

What will happen to those strange and deadly viruses in the future?

Ye Miaomiao didn't want to think about it, she really wanted to believe the words of Yanyu and the others, those terrible viruses had been completely killed. But she couldn't help but think about it, because she knew how difficult these viruses were to kill. Have all the viruses really been killed?

She seemed to have gotten into a dead end, and she kept thinking that there might be a virus hiding in her and her child's veins.

It's not that Ye Miaomiao wants to think like this, but she can't do it without thinking like this, during that time, she faced the shadow of death, and she may lose the pain of losing her child again, and her spirit is tense like a bow with a full string, and she may collapse at any time.

In the heavi, desperate and dark days that have been hidden in her heart, Ye Miaomiao's spirit has actually reached the verge of collapse.

Hopeless again and again, there is no way to kill those viruses, she went from disappointment to despair, from despair to hopelessness!

Now Ye Miaomiao, who is a little mentally abnormal, is paranoid and thinks that there may be a virus hidden in the veins of her and her children. She believes that Yanyu and others have only found a way to suppress the virus, but they have not found a good way to really kill the virus.

The virus is still lurking in her and her children's veins, and it can break out at any time.

This kind of thought made Ye Miaomiao's spirit collapse a little, she stared at the child, and wanted to be able to see directly in her son's veins, whether it was clean.

What kind of way can she really save her little angel?

"Meow, don't worry anymore, I asked my sister, she has explained to me in detail all the treatment processes, those viruses, they were really completely killed by Sister Yanyu. From now on, your mother and child will be safe and sound, and your child will grow up healthy. ”

Ye Miaomiao's gaze was hesitant: "Really?" ”

Si Yechen turned around and reached out to hold Ye Miaomiao, for a moment, he didn't know if he should tell the truth and tell Ye Miaomiao that it was Mo Piaopiao who secretly infected her with this virus.

"Why is this happening? Where the hell did I get this terrible virus? Baby, it's all the mother's fault, it's all the mother's fault! ”

Ye Miaomiao was in pain, why was she infected with this virus? Why is it transmitted to sons?

Si Yechen felt that his mouth was dry, there were too many misunderstandings between them in the past, just because there were many things that they refused to tell each other. As a result, more and more misunderstandings accumulated, leading to repeated separations between the two of them.

He clenched his fists: "Meow Meow, I don't blame you for this, it's all because of me, this virus is Mo Piaopiao secretly playing tricks on you and infecting you!" ”