The days have entered the countdown stage, and from the twenty-fifth day of the lunar month, Wang Xixi began to break his fingers.

She watched the people coming in and out of the downstairs, but the busyness had nothing to do with her, and her parents told her to stay in the house and read books on the grounds that she was busy with her high school studies.

She also consciously flipped through the mathematics and physics in the first book of high school, in fact, it was mainly physics, and she wanted to defeat this physics as a monster like she did in junior high school.

Mom and Dad are busy buying New Year's goods these days, and every night when they come out to eat, Xixi can see the new goods in the corner of the living room, melon seeds, sugar, fruits...... She would come out after dinner every time to secretly deduct a little food from the plastic bag, while her parents were either busy cooking in the kitchen or settling accounts in the bedroom.

On the twenty-ninth day of the lunar month, the things that should be purchased by their family are almost done, Wang Xixi still sees the crowded crowds and vehicles on the road downstairs, many people in the corridor are coming back today, the neighbor's brother who goes to college, and the sister who has worked, they should all come back.

The atmosphere of the New Year is getting stronger and stronger, Wang Xixi's heart is becoming more and more excited, the Spring Festival is the only festival that can make her excited, and even the electric shock to the heart from her birthday is not as good as the Spring Festival.

Wang Xixi lay in front of the table, her eyes staring at the dim lamp tube, she has a habit, at the end of each year, she always has to write some year-end summary, looking back on what happened this year, but there are too many things that happened in 2005, she has to take it slowly.

Her eyes adjusted to the light of the lamp, and she was able to see the filament inside.

Gu Ao, Li Jing, Song Senran, Hu Meiyin, Jia Xiaoliang, Car Accident, Milk Tea, New Year's Day, Juliet, Eason Chan, Ramen, Basketball,......

The eyelids subconsciously closed, and the inside of the eyes was red, sour and swollen, and sure enough, the human eye still couldn't see the bright light directly.

She took a sip of water, flipped through the slightly yellowed diary, and began to review what had happened this year from the beginning:

The biggest thing that has happened this year is you, Gu Ao.

You just broke into my world like this, like the white robe of many years ago, like all the boys who should be secretly loved, excellent, with a clean smile, like a god on high.

I find that I seem to like you, I care about your every word, who you smile at, I will be happy because of your words, and I will be annoyed by a neglected look.

But what I didn't expect was that later, you, the immortal, actually went down to earth for me, everything felt like a dream, and the beauty made me a little cautious.

I still remember that our first kiss was the mint flavor of toothpaste.

But I'm not happy when I talk about this, what the hell is going on between you and Hu Meiyin?

I'm really scared, she's so beautiful, she's so good to stand next to you, unlike me, standing in front of you like an ugly duckling.

I'm afraid she'll snatch you away from me, and you think I'm thinking too much.

Proud, hehe, please allow me to call you that, I think it is closer to you, since I can't call you in front of you, then let me call you that in my diary.

Proud, you must remember what you said, when I had a fever, you said that you would not leave me unless I didn't want you.

You must remember.

Like this, it's really not easy to say clearly, you said that we are obviously two strangers, how can we be attracted to each other and become lovers, especially how can you like me, I am still very curious about this question.

Do you know that Li Jing likes Song Senran, but do you know that Song Senran likes me, I have always been afraid that you would think too much, so I didn't dare to tell you, I also know that you will eventually know Song Senran one day, and you can't blame me for not telling you at that time.

I don't know what's going on with Lu Dao, but in the past six months, Li Jing has changed little by little, becoming more - how to say - more girly and wilder.

I think it might have something to do with her family, she told me about her family when she was eleven, and her mother said she wasn't her child, but I think it might be to be angry with her dad, who cheated on her.

Alas, I always feel that there is something wrong between her and Song Senran.

She and I both hid things from each other.

……

Wang Xixi babbled in the diary, she wrote Li Jing's love, Song Senran's mystery, and Jia Xiaoliang's bitter love, it seems that everyone's love is not smooth, and hers is not so smooth, and she vaguely feels that there is a bigger storm behind, because this road is too smooth, and Hu Meiyin does not seem to appear out of thin air.

She didn't even notice that she called Gu Ao you in her diary, as if she was talking to Gu Ao, not to Bai Pao.

"Gu Ao, my life has begun to become colorful because of you, and it is no longer the gray life of the previous three points and one line, I say from the bottom of my heart, thank you, we must go to the bottom, otherwise I will really die of sadness."

Wang Xixi wrote in the last sentence of her diary that at the thought of them separating, she never saw his beautiful eyes, gentle side face, sour nose, and tears wet her eyes.

Tuk tuk, the knock on the door sounded at the right time, and Zheng Zhongqin's voice sounded outside: "Xixi, go to bed early, you will be busy tomorrow." ”

She collected her tears, what are you crying about, to cherish the present, now they still have each other.

"Well, Mom, I know it." She cleared her somewhat sticky throat and responded to Zheng Zhongqin outside the door.

In the dream, it was a hazy, white figure, white robe, Gu Ao, she was a little unclear, and when she woke up in the morning, the pillow towel was wet, and her eyes were full of tears.

What the hell did she dream about, she wiped her eyes, knocked her head, and couldn't remember whether she was alive or dead.

She gave up.

Today is the Chinese New Year's Eve, the Spring Festival Gala! When she thought of the Spring Festival Gala, she came to the spirit, the Spring Festival Gala is the most exciting for her, for her, there is a Spring Festival Gala called Chinese New Year's Eve, the countdown is the most exciting!