Su Lan's wedding was in a snowy winter.

Ah Zhong didn't have the money to buy Su Lan a new wedding dress, and it was winter again, so both parties were not small, so everything was simple. But the snow was so heavy that day that the whole village was covered in snow, and it was not very quiet for a wedding, like a white fire burning every corner.

Wang Xixi came with Song Senran. She wanted to bring Song Senran to Su Lan and tell her that this was her new boyfriend.

Just a few days ago, she just told Zheng Zhongqin and Lao Wang about her and Song Senran, Zheng Zhongqin's happy mouth couldn't close, "Okay, good, Song Senran is a good boy, we all watched grow up, we will definitely be good to you and will not disappoint you." ”

Song Senran's parents were also very happy after learning about it, of course, this was what he told Wang Xixi.

In such a dull life, she slammed into Wang Xixi's heart steadily, and she was addicted to it and couldn't extricate herself.

There were not many people at the wedding, Su Lan had almost no relatives here, Gu Ao was not there, Hu Meiyin was not there, and only Wang Xixi was there. Most of the rest are the man's family.

They put the photos of the two old people on the table so that they could witness today's wedding, and the four black and white photos were placed side by side, and they toasted tea one by one, as if the old people had never left.

Wang Xixi remembered that on the first night of the wedding, she helped her aunt pack up her dowry, and saw Su Can's diary and the photo torn in half. They accidentally fell out while moving something.

"Auntie," Wang Xixi didn't know how to speak, "Do you want to take these away too?" "After getting married, Su Lan is going to live with Ah Zhong.

Su Lan carefully picked up the diary and the photo, gently put it on her chest, closed her eyes, and looked very reverent, she has maintained this appearance for a long time, like those pastors who communicate with God, Wang Xixi didn't dare to disturb her, just stood aside and watched, cautiously.

"You take it, Xixi," Su Lan's words surprised Wang Xixi, "If you meet Meiyin, give it to her, this is originally a relic of her parents." ”

"Auntie, do you still like Meiyin and her father?" This question was held in Wang Xixi's heart for a long time, just like when Su Lan asked her about Gu Ao, she also asked her tentatively.

"I love him, and always will be." Su Lan saw a puzzled look on Wang Xixi's face, "But from now on, I'm going to live my own life, I will put him in a corner of my heart, maybe when I'm very old, sitting in the courtyard and basking in the sun, I will take these thoughts out and bask in the sun." ”

Wang Xixi nodded as if he didn't understand.

"Then do you still like Gu Ao?" Su Lan asked her.

"I ......" Wang Xixi couldn't answer neatly that he didn't like it, did he really like it, so why would he still remember the way he wore white canvas shoes, and why would he still not forget the clean smell of his body fragrance mixed with soap?

Su Lan's face softened, "Xixi, do you like the boy you brought?" ”

Wang Xixi was silent, she had no way to answer, maybe it was just a habit, or maybe she really felt lonely and wanted to find someone to accompany her, and it just so happened that Song Senran had always been the one who accompanied her?

"So, you understand me, don't you?" Su Lan touched Wang Xixi's head, "Maybe the best ending is to forget about the people you love in the rivers and lakes, and get along with the people who love you." ”

Wang Xixi was particularly sad by Su Lan's words.

"Alright, help me pack my things." She rubbed Wang Xixi's hair.

This action, this action of rubbing her hair, no one has done this for a long time, and there was once a person who would always gently rub her hair when she was helpless.

What Wang Xixi didn't know was that Song Senran was standing outside the door, he originally wanted to ask her to go out for a walk, but overheard their conversation, his eyes darkened, and he returned to the next room alone.

The wedding was a success, and by the afternoon, the guests had dispersed. Wang Xixi and Song Senran also got up to say goodbye. They had to catch the last train of the day.

When he was at the entrance of the village, Wang Xixi met Hu Meiyin.

She would almost have recognized her, if it weren't for the unchanging eyes full of uninhibited and arrogant eyes.

Hu Meiyin cut her hair, her short broken hair dyed a warm yellow by the setting sun, and she stood facing in their direction, not as surprised to see them. She's even thinner than before. The whole person feels like only bones are left.

Wang Xixi walked up to her and opened her mouth: "Meiyin? ”

"Sissy." She opened her mouth to speak, not knowing what she was talking about, but her voice was a little hoarse.

After a long silence, they looked into each other's eyes, surprised, uninhibited, sad, vicissitudes.

Song Senran broke the silence: "Let's go back first, and then talk about what you have to say." ”

In a café in the city, the light is soft and dim, Hu Meiyin's beauty is more and more prominent, and the lines of her body are a beautiful mess in the light.

"Since they've all arrived, why don't you go to the wedding?" Wang Xixi stared at Hu Meiyin, who was sitting opposite.

"The wedding was a good day, she was so happy, and my going would only make her feel even worse." Hu Meiyin shook the coffee cup in her hand.

Wang Xixi thought that she must have something unspeakable, and when she walked to the entrance of the village, she must still have thought about going to the wedding, but why didn't she go? "Where have you been all these years?" It should be that she is really not doing well.

"Actually, I didn't do anything." Hu Meiyin smiled, her smile was old and fragile. Wang Xixi remembered that there was a photo of Hu Meiyin in the photos Gu Ao had taken before, at that time, her smile was young and bright, and the years were really not a good thing.

"I'm having a terrible time." She opened her mouth to speak, no longer smiling, "When I first started out, I thought there would always be a career for me to support myself, so I went to Beijing. ”

Wang Xixi was shocked, "I have been going to school in Beijing. ”

"I know," Hu Meiyin glanced at her, "I thought that when I settled down a little, I would go to you." Go see your old classmate. ”

"But it's not as easy as I thought it would be." She took a sip of her coffee, the bitter taste spreading through her mouth, just like all these years of wandering.

"Sissy, you know my character, flattering those I can't do, and I don't want to be wronged, I don't want to accept some people who don't want to accept for so many more bills a month, and I can't stand the harassment of my boss. So when I first started, I was always changing jobs. ”

Hu Meiyin slowly opened the conversation.