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I want to cry, but I can't. (Please search, the novel is better and faster!)

I want to scream, but I can't call it.

The silent pain comes from the helplessness of the heart, not admitting defeat and not wanting to lose, the fingers are slammed into the palm, the reality is like eighteen layers of hell, when you stay in the first layer, you feel that you are extremely painful and can't hold on, but when you see the second layer, you will feel that the pain of the first layer is sometimes not painful.

How high does it stand to see how much scenery there is, and it is not so much trouble to be in a small maintenance department, who is it, will it be quietly shrunk in the corner after having such an anti-heaven artifact as the system?

When you play, you have to abide by the rules on the field, and when the power shamelessly oppresses you, you either bear it or resist. It is true that Wang Suo's actions this time are too shameless and out of everyone's bottom line, but if you think about what Xu Bin got because of this, who is it, will you not be tempted? Even if it's a little troublesome, I have no worries for the rest of my life, but I'm just a stinky boy from the countryside, don't you accept it? If you don't submit, you won't even be able to go home, and there are ways to make you a prisoner, and it's hard for you not to give in.

For a moment, Xu Bin was stunned by the thought that popped up in his mind.

"Big deal, kill them, it's a hundred."

After being startled, Xu Bin immediately pressed this idea in the depths of his heart, killing is still too far away, he said that he was addicted to it, he really wanted to kill, he asked himself if he didn't have the courage, at least now he is still forced to have the courage.

Xu Bin went through all the people he knew, the best is Meng Shiyan and his father and Boss Niu, now these two have chosen to be silent, they are looking for each other they don't know, isn't it boring to find themselves, what if they find Meng Shiyan, even if she is willing to help, go home and make a big fuss, Xu Bin doesn't believe that she can really fall out with her family for herself, the relationship between the two sides has not yet reached that point, it is estimated that even if she wants to sell No. 7 at a low price, no one dares to take over, as soon as these forces let out their words, the big man is not interested in this small place, The little people should be afraid of them and dare not fight with them, seeing that this number seven is like something in their pocket, how can they think about how to be aggrieved, how can they think about how they are unwilling, and they admit defeat like this? Months of hard work in vain? Yes, he can afford to spend a few months, and he can afford to lose at his age, but once he loses this time, what will happen to something similar in the future? Do you continue to admit defeat?

What to do?

Xu Bin didn't want to go home, he was afraid that his current state would scare Zhong Yu, and he also believed that the other party would not force him so early, and he still had the patience to give himself a little time to think about it.

Take out your mobile phone, turn on the fingerprint recognition, in the ** state of WeChat-message, there are two messages, I wanted to call Brother Han and Brother Meng to sit down and discuss countermeasures, he clicked on the message, two voice messages from the micro-friend who had been chatting for a few months, and listened to it in his ear.

"Are you busy? I'm in a bad mood, talk to me? ”

The second message, which almost never comes without a response, follows: "Busy and take some time, I'm drunk, in Jingyue Mountain, you come and pick me up." ”

All along, from the tone and content of the other party's speech, Xu Bin has treated the other party as a canary, the kind of woman who will not run around for life and enjoy card consumption all day long, there is nothing to look down on, everyone has the way to choose their own life, and it is also a kind of ability to make themselves more comfortable in life.

Depressed and didn't know what to do, Xu Bin, who was completely powerless, thought about it and raised his hand to stop a taxi, there was no nonsense, two hundred yuan was patted in front: "Go to Jingyue Mountain and find someone." ”

This price, the meter is enough to reach back and forth and turn around, the driver is naturally happy to pull the guests with a smile, it is not easy to pull a generous high roller, whether it is from the stability of the driving degree and the attitude of the driver himself, are far more than usual.

"I'm coming." A voice message passed, and the opposite side replied in less than a minute: "Mountain top, gazebo." ”

If it was before today, even before the coercion and temptation of Wang Suo and others, Xu Bin would not have done such a crazy thing, yes, after chatting for a few months, the two sides can be said to be good friends who talk about everything, but they are basically completely strangers to each other, Xu Bin doesn't even know what the other party's name is, and he ran all the way to the top of the mountain to find someone, thinking about it, it's really bold enough, what if this is an immortal-human jump?

Now his love is not so much, he wants to drink, wants to release, wants to use decadence and avoidance to declare his helplessness and incompetence, thinks about it for a long time, it seems that in addition to compromise, there is only one way left to play with others, in order to give himself confidence, in order to sue himself You can't die with the protection of the system, he needs a real catharsis, in order to tell himself, even if you fall, you can't compromise and admit defeat, it's not a matter of money, it's once compromised, In this life, you will choose to compromise where you shouldn't.

Sometimes, it is necessary to learn to compromise to deal with problems, but in some specific things, no compromise can be made in any case, even if it is a matter of principle, it is also the bottom line of life.

The tourists in Jingyue Mountain are thinning out, the wind is blowing, and the people who are stranded on the mountain have chosen to leave, for fear that a torrential rain will come and become a soup chicken, and there will be no shop in front of the village on the mountain. There are not many attractions here, and taxis can also go directly to the halfway up the mountain, and the area above the halfway up the mountain is a good place for people to escape the summer heat.

Xu Bin walked briskly on the stone steps, the irregular position and regular distance of the stones embedded in the soil ensured the stone steps to go up the mountain, after countless times of trampling has already been as if it was growing here, and sporadic tourists staggered by, after ten minutes to climb the peak of Jingyue Mountain, which is only 100 meters high, several pavilions with a few gentle slopes, has become a place for people to linger and eat.

Xu Bin raised his eyes and looked around, looking for the image he had sketched out in his mind, delicate, beautiful, at least with the quality of being a canary on the outside.

There was no one on the top of the mountain at this time, and in the dangerous area outside the railing in the distance, a gray-white windbreaker, slender calf crystal shoes, and big earrings were like markers, which made Xu Bin recognize her at a glance as the famous sister of the rivers and lakes in the provincial capital, and the sister Luo she had seen with Zhong Yu in the bar.

No way?

Xu Bin looked around, took out his mobile phone, and sent out a voice message, and then saw the eldest sister lazily pick up the mobile phone and take a look, ignoring the wine bottle on the ground, turning her head sharply, looking at Xu Bin with a pair of drunken eyes, the corners of her mouth raised an understatement smile, and hooked her fingers: "Yo, I thought it was a bitter young man who died at home with a face full of pimples?" Not bad, not bad, quite delicate, quite well-behaved. ”

Xu Bin scratched his head and walked over nervously.

"You know me?" Luo Yan rolled his eyelids lazily, no matter how he looked at it from top to bottom, this was a stunner who bewitched the world for the sake of disaster, and he couldn't be associated with the identity of the famous eldest sister on the rivers and lakes.

"Can I say I don't know you? I didn't expect that the bitter and deep boudoir-resentment-woman I had been talking about for several months turned out to be you, so many times I stimulated you with words, you don't want to take revenge now, right? Xu Bin deeply sighed for the coincidence of this world, thinking about his current situation, it doesn't matter, he sat down directly next to Luo Yan, unscrewed the cap of Xiao Erguotou, and took a big sip, and suddenly felt that it was quite enjoyable to do so, blowing the cold wind and looking at the corner of the city under the mountain, his mind was calm, and he was not afraid of the so-called identity gap.

"What if you don't know it?" Luo Yan muttered, continued to look at the scenery in the distance, not so delicate as in the micro-letter, like chatterbox, but sat there silently, drank a small bottle of more than two taels of two pots, and squinted at Xu Bin with a wine hiccup: "What, did my image disappoint you?" ”

Xu Bin shook his head with a wry smile and drank the wine in a big gulp, and now he only had one thing left to vent his bitterness and depression.

"I'm tired."

After a long time, Luo Yan sighed.

"I'm more tired."

Xu Bin is not convinced at all, no matter how tired she is, she can still have the trouble she encounters, which is difficult to solve?

"Then drink the bar, drink too much, say it, and you won't be tired."

Reopened a bottle and collided with Xu Bin, Luo Yan let out a giggle and drank liquor in the cold wind.

A bottle of wine in the stomach, a cigarette smoking, in reality completely strangers to each other but very familiar with each other's personalities, deep down in the heart did not regard each other as strangers who need to be guarded against, more than two months, chatted a lot, it can be said that each other's feelings, thoughts, values, outlook on life are very well understood, each has its own troubles that are difficult to solve, drinking and drinking, spitting out, quite a bit of madness drunk and poetry, each of them swaying their temperament.

It was dark, but the wine was drunk, and all the nonsense and drunken words were sincere, and they all spit it out.

There are screams, helpless bitter smiles, heartwarming self-mockery, and weak spitting......

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