Section 903 Piercing the face
Suddenly, Lin Binglan saw her sister standing beside her in the mirror, and her sister looked at herself in the mirror with relief. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
Lin Jingxue smiled: "What a beautiful bride." ”
Lin Binglan said angrily: "Sister, what are you talking about, the eight characters haven't been skimmed yet." ”
Lin Jingxue smiled: "Come, put on your shoes too." Saying that, the whole person squatted down and helped Lin Jingxue put on her shoes.
Lin Binglan didn't want to trouble her sister, but now that she was wearing a wedding dress, there was no way to put on her shoes by herself, looking at her sister bending over and seriously helping her put on her shoes, Lin Binglan was moved again, and her heart burst with enthusiasm, and she had an urge to say, "Sister, I love you, I will always love you." ”
The sisters said such sensual words, especially since both of them belong to the kind of people who don't express their love in their hearts, but at this moment, this sentence is so refreshing.
Lin Jingxue raised her head and smiled slightly at Lin Binglan.
I don't know why Lin Jingxue's gentle eyes made Lin Binglan feel guilty and self-blame, she only felt that she was the most despicable and shameless woman in the world, and her sister was so good to her, but she was behind her sister's back and had a relationship with her lover.
The happy and happy smile on Lin Binglan's face immediately disappeared, but it was replaced by a sad and self-blaming face.
Lin Binglan's heart was turbulent, she wanted to confess to her sister and confess everything she had done, but she was afraid, afraid that her sister's concern would be immediately cut off because of her confession, and she only felt that this was something more terrifying than facing death.
Lin Jingxue noticed it and asked softly, "What's wrong?" ”
This concern made Lin Binglan unable to control it anymore, tears welled up from her eyes, and Lin Jingxue immediately felt distressed: "Why should I be happy but cry instead." ”
"Sister...... I...... I'm going to tell you something. Lin Binglan's voice immediately choked.
Lin Jingxue seemed to feel what Lin Binglan was going to say, she felt Lin Binglan's fear, stood up and took her hand, and held her hand tightly, but Lin Binglan's hand was still trembling, her body was still trembling, she looked at Lin Binglan with a smile on her face, and encouraged her to say it, as long as she confessed and was honest with herself, she was not deceived herself.
Lin Binglan shouted out the secret hidden in her heart heartbreakingly: "Sister, Enyi is Qi Buyang's child!" ”
At the moment of shouting, Lin Binglan only felt that the whole world was dark, everything collapsed, she closed her eyes, she didn't have the courage to see what her sister's expression was at the moment, but her closed eyes couldn't stop the surging tears, and there were two more tears on her cheeks in an instant.
In silence, Lin Binglan felt that every second was so long, and suddenly felt a pair of gentle hands fall on her face, gently wiping away the tears on her face, these hands were a hundred times more gentle than Qi Buyang, and the gentleness melted her whole heart instantly.
Lin Binglan wanted to open her eyes, but she didn't have the courage, she gasped and sobbed, her body and mind trembled......
Lin Jingxue has been holding Lin Binglan's hand tightly, and she has not relaxed in the slightest from the moment she held it, she tried her best to comfort Lin Binglan's excited emotions, but Lin Binglan felt that she had committed an unforgivable crime, and she was always worried and afraid.
Lin Jingxue simply hugged Lin Binglan tightly again, wrapped Lin Binglan's entire head in her arms, and said extremely sadly in her ear: "You have always been as strong as a man in my heart, and seeing you shed tears is the most distressing thing in this world." ”
"Sister......" Lin Binglan cried even more, blaming herself, guilty, moved, and shocked...... All emotions turned into this howling and crying.
"Sister, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I really don't want to be like this, I've always wanted to leave him, I've always wanted to break off relations with him, but I can't do it, I'm so selfish, so despicable and shameless, I love him very much, I can't live without him, sister, without him, I really can't afford to live, I only love this man in this life......"
Lin Jingxue said calmly and gently: "You are my favorite sister, no matter what you want, I will let you." ”
When Lin Binglan heard this, she suddenly stopped crying, and she no longer trembled, but wanted to stand motionless with the wood, her sister's words made Lin Binglan very surprised, there is such a great sister in the world, in comparison, she is so despicable and dirty, yes, Lin Binglan feels that she is so dirty, dirty is not worthy of being Lin Jingxue's sister, from childhood to adulthood, only this sister can make her feel inferior, and sometimes she is so strong that she doesn't want to lose to her sister, but at this moment, Lin Binglan felt that she would never be able to surpass her sister in her life.
Lin Binglan suddenly pushed Lin Jingxue away angrily, and shouted at Lin Binglan angrily: "Why are you so great? I don't need you to let me, Qi Buyang originally belonged to you, I will leave him, leave him forever, I won't let him see me in this life! ”
Compared with Lin Binglan's emotional and angry anger, Lin Jingxue was very calm, looked at Lin Binglan with a smile and gentleness, and said softly: "Didn't you just say that you can't live without him?" ”
Lin Binglan said categorically: "Then I won't live!" ”
Lin Jingxue asked softly, "What about Enyi?" Can you give up on her? ”
Lin Binglan, who asked in one sentence, was speechless.
Lin Jingxue said with a smile: "Binglan, I already knew about the matter between you and Buyang. ”
Lin Binglan's eyes widened, and she said with a look of surprise and astonishment: "I already knew!" ”
"You...... When did you find out? ”
Lin Jingxue said calmly: "Do you think that not long after you gave birth to Enyi, how could I suddenly find you, at that time I knew everything, Buyang called me and told me in person, he confessed to me, he told me that you gave birth to a daughter for him, he wants to take care of your mother and daughter, he wants to take on the responsibility he should bear." ”
Lin Binglan asked, "Then why were you able to pretend to be so calm when you saw me in the hospital, as if nothing had happened?" ”
Lin Jingxue smiled: "To be honest, I was shocked when Buyang called to say everything!" Angry! Sad! I hate him, and I hate you. But when I calmed down, while I hated him, I felt that this man was not hopeless. Before I entered the ward, I was a little apprehensive that I would not be able to control my own sadness and anger, that I would accuse you, that I would scold you, that I would break off my sisterhood with you, that I would ...... In short, I don't know what I will do, but when I see you, I don't hate you at all, I don't get angry with you at all, lying on the hospital bed is a mother, a woman who has endured countless hardships and pains alone, and my beloved sister, Binglan, I really don't hate you at that moment, on the contrary, I feel sorry for you, and then when I see Enyi, I think you are so amazing, and my sister is so amazing as always. ”
Lin Binglan trembled and said, "You already know, why are you still so gentle with me......"
In fact, Lin Jingxue had already explained this question just now, only to hear Lin Jingxue continue to say calmly: "At that time, I was already planning to withdraw from this relationship, you gave birth to a child, the two of you have gone through so much, no matter what aspect you have, you should all go together, although Bu Yang didn't say it directly, he asked me to decide, but I know that he also meant this in his heart, since he called me to tell me everything, he has already made this decision." ”
Lin Binglan asked: "Now that you know, why do you two still collude to hide it from me?" ”
Lin Jingxue said: "This is my idea, I think even if I withdraw from this relationship, you will not marry Buyang, you will feel guilty, you will feel sorry for me, you will not allow yourself to do that, you will ......" Lin Jingxue said suddenly stopped and smiled.
My sister knows herself so well, she did this kind of betrayal of her, but she still thinks about herself so much, thinks so thoughtfully, she only feels that no matter what she does in her life, she can't repay her sister's love for herself, and at this moment she feels that this kind of sisterhood has even surpassed her and Qi Buyang's feelings, making this love that she thinks will never be forgotten seems so pale.
Lin Jingxue continued: "At that time, I planned to hide it from you first, and then find a reason to separate from Buyang, so that if you marry Buyang again, you won't feel sorry for me." ”
Lin Binglan said resolutely: "No! I'll feel sorry for you for the rest of my life! I will never forgive myself for the rest of my life! I won't marry Qi Buyang either! ”
Lin Jingxue smiled: "Binglan, you just told me that you won't be able to live without Qi Buyang, I can't get a good one without him, in fact, I don't think I love him so much, you love him more than me." ”
Lin Binglan said coldly: "I don't believe it! You don't have to lie to me, the first time you and Qi Buyang separated, I have never seen you so heartbroken in this life, I have been with you for more than 30 years, you can't fool me, and later you and Qi Buyang reunited and got back together, I can see that you are so happy. ”
Lin Jingxue said softly: "Maybe it's because I've never fallen in love with other men in my life, I've only loved him, and I don't have any experience in falling in love with men, so I feel that he is unique, so I will be unforgettable, maybe when I fall in love with other men, I will feel that falling in love with someone is like this, and he is not unique and irreplaceable." ”
"Sister! You don't have to make up some words to lie to me, I know that you love him, love him deeply, you will never fall in love with other men again in your life, you don't have to feel sorry for me, I owe you enough, you don't let me pay it off for the rest of my life, everything is what I deserve, everything I deserve! You scold me, hit me, scold me, beat me hard, so that I will feel better! ”
Lin Binglan was extremely emotional when she spoke, and she took Lin Jingxue's hand and kept hitting her face, beating her harder and harder.
Lin Jingxue couldn't break free at all, seeing Lin Binglan abuse herself like this, in a hurry, she angrily slapped Lin Binglan herself.
The sound of "pop" was like a thunderbolt on a sunny day, making both of them motionless and calming down, Lin Binglan looked at Lin Jingxue in amazement but relieved, but her sister's slap made her feel much more comfortable.
Lin Jingxue suddenly roared angrily: "You are my own sister, I should do anything to you, what else do you want!" What is owed! ”
Lin Binglan lowered her head and said timidly: "I owe you, I should pay you back." ”
With a "snap", Lin Jingxue suddenly slapped Lin Binglan again, Lin Binglan raised her head and smiled: "Sister, that's it, I should be beaten, it's not enough to be relieved." ”
Lin Jingxue snorted coldly: "Do you still want us to be sisters in this life, if you say this kind of thing again, I will immediately cut off the sisterhood with you!" ”
Lin Binglan trembled lightly: "Sister, I will be your sister in the next life, and I will want it in the next life, but I don't think I deserve it." ”