Section 124 Pour out a thousand tears, and be grateful for Fudade
"What a good eyesight, it's just a frightened bird. Once bitten by a snake, he was afraid of the well rope for ten years. I only saw that the honey water you had reconciled was darker than usual, and I knew that there was something different. So I let you keep it yesterday and look at it for a long time. Shu E smiled bitterly.
Ju Dou wept and said: "If it weren't for the blessing of my wife's own blessed star and my prudence, I would have almost made a big mistake." Suddenly he was shocked, "Madam, you have drunk so much ......"
Shu E smiled slightly, "Silly sister, what if I die and leave so many of you behind?" ”
"You...... It's not ...... to drink" Ju Dou was surprised and delighted, ashamed and ashamed.
Shu E nodded, "But you didn't know what to do at the time, so you saved me." ”
Ju Dou shook her head, "I'm a damn person. Madame save me...... Won't you regret it? ”
"How could that be?" Shu E smiled and persuaded, "If I don't save you, I will regret it!" ”
Ju Dou couldn't suppress it anymore, and there was a whining in his throat, but he couldn't hold back the sound, which sounded like the wail of a beast, which was creepy and terrifying.
Shu E heard Ju Dou's cry too sadly, so she wanted to get up and help each other, but Ju Dou hurriedly pressed Shu E on the bed, trembled her lips, and sobbed: "Madame be careful." ”
Shu E didn't understand why, she didn't know how to comfort her, but slowly reached out to wipe Ju Dou's tears. Ju Dou settled down, leaned in Shu E's ear, and said slowly: "Madame treats me like this, and I will die without regrets." Madame knows, what did I stop you from drinking that bowl of poisonous honey water? I want to kill myself, but for what? ”
"The medicine added to this honey water is afraid that it will corrode the skin. The man also told me not to drink it. That person also had to prevent my wife from seeing the clues, so after I was exposed, I committed suicide immediately......" Ju Dou didn't wait for Shu'e to ask her, and told the truth by herself.
Shu E was shocked, only to feel that what came out of Ju Dou's mouth was not Chang Xun's words, but it was like a thunderbolt on a sunny day. I thought that she prevented herself from drinking the bowl of honey water because she couldn't bear to poison herself; I thought that she committed suicide with a hairpin because her conscience found out and she killed herself without land.
Am I thinking too well of people's hearts? The soreness and shock in Shu E's heart were to the extreme.
She didn't let Madame drink the honey water, and she didn't know what she was doing it for. Presumably, it was as simple as not wanting his wife to die. As for myself, in my opinion, I'm afraid it's not as simple as sealing my mouth," Ju Dou calmed down a little and said what he thought, "If I die in Yong'an Hall, that person will go to the Queen Mother to complain, bite back, and say Madam, you intend to murder the Queen Mother, and if I find out, you will kill me." At that time, there will be no proof of death, not only will Yong'an Hall be full of luck, but I am afraid that even the Chinese medical officer will have to lose his life. ”
Ju Dou's low sobbing voice was matched with such a thrilling words, only Shu E's ears roared, and even the left hand, which could not curl up after being injured, was clenched tightly at this moment, only to feel the cold sweat in the palm of the hand, like blood bursting out, until it was about to soak through the wounded cloth.
"I intend to murder the Queen Mother, and I also need to have proof!" Shu E said slowly, "Even if the jade muscle spirit fat powder with incense powder can hurt the queen mother, it can't prove that I am intentional, and the concubines see the queen mother, isn't it ordinary to use spice fat powder?" ”
"If you want to add sin, there is no excuse. What's more, the queen mother's illness, although the concubines don't know the way, the imperial doctor knows the way. If you collude with Huadong Yang, the Queen Mother will probably believe it. ”
Ju Dou broke Shu E's hand little by little, and persuaded in a low voice: "This is just my selfish speculation, not necessarily so." It was also at the moment when my wife rescued me that I suddenly thought of this. ”
Shu E knew that when she was in life and death, what she thought of was often true. She didn't know who was in this deep palace who would have such a deep grudge against herself. It's okay to hurt her, using the lives of her Yong'an Hall and others as a bargaining chip to retaliate against her, the price is too great.
"Sister Judou, you are weak on the outside, but you are actually strong, how can you be that person...... Do it so fieldly? Shu E asked.
"I betrayed you so much at the beginning, just to come to the Sunrise Palace, to have some savings, to support my mother", Ju Dou wept and said, "Although you treat me well, but ...... He is out of the palace at sunset, and you are in Cao Mansion, and you are no more than ...... It's a maid...... Alas...... I know that there is such a big secret as Cao Fu, do you want to be a wife...... How can you tolerate me? If I don't find a backer, I'm afraid I will leave the palace once I ...... There is no place for me! Mrs. is so ruthless, you ...... You don't know the way. ”
"To be a son of man is to stop at filial piety. Your filial piety is commendable, so you must cherish your life and body, in order to get out of the palace and be filial to the front! Shu E remembered that she was "a son who wants to raise but her relatives are not there", and when she thought of her grandfather's old age, she didn't know if there was really a day when she left the palace to reunite, and her heart was stunned and her words were choked.
"After the matter was revealed, he committed suicide in Yong'an Hall, and it was all because of ...... That's all her...... Forcing your mother's life! Ju Dou couldn't cry, and his face showed helplessness. Her family is powerful and powerful, and I ......."
"Madame, I don't ask you to forgive me, and I can't forgive myself myself. I only hope to be a cow and a horse in the future to repay your kindness. That's the last reason I have ever lived......"
Shu E looked at Ju Dou, shook her head, and smiled softly without saying a word.
"What? Does Madame say that my sins are too great? Ju Dou was in a hurry, and shed big tears again.
"I want you to know that there is more to your reason for living than this......" Shu'e's right arm struggled to find something in her left sleeve, "What do you see here?" ”
Ju Dou was surprised and surprised when she saw it, and she only called "madam" and couldn't say any more. It turned out that what Shu E took out was the small piece of cloth that Miao Yan returned to her in Miao Yuan's courtyard that day, which was wrapped in the spirit mirror.
"This thought alone is enough for you to muster up the courage to live well." Shu E said softly: "What's more, you are a gentle and good woman, if you make a mistake, you can't go back and start over." ”
Shu E saw that Ju Dou's eyes were full of tears again, and she didn't want to see her sad anymore, nor did she want to listen to those words of gratitude, so she had to say a question in her heart: "If that person wants to frame and denounce me, the jade muscle spirit fat powder with pollen is enough, why bother to add poison to the honey water I concocted?" Or just poison me, wouldn't it be troublesome? "Shu E just doesn't understand this.
Ju Dou shook his head, "I don't know either." Liao Jingzhi, this woman, has a deep and vicious mind, which is beyond my imagination. ”
Shu E sat up from the bed suddenly, she only heard three words, Liao Jingzhi.