Chapter 14 27 Years Old: You Go First, Don't Look Back

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Ai Jiatong made an appointment with Tao Lei several times, and this time it finally arrived. Copy URL visit %77%77%77%2e%76%6f%64%74%77%2e%63%6f%6d

"Long time no see." In the café, Ai Jiatong looked at Tao Lei, who he hadn't seen for a long time, and said.

"yes, it's been a long time." Tao Lei couldn't hide his sadness.

The two of them met before Mei knew that Yan Qiukai had an accident, until later every time Ai Jiatong asked Tao Lei, Tao Lei said that he didn't have time and wanted to make it clear on the phone, but Tao Lei didn't even have this time, so that the relationship between the two was still blurred.

"Ah Lei, Akai and I are back together, and we will consider getting married." Ai Jiatong looked at him and said.

"It's only the second sentence that goes straight to the center, don't you have other words to foreshadow?" Tao Lei said with a wry smile.

"I'm sorry."

"We, is it really impossible?" Tao Lei didn't give up and asked again.

"Ah Lei, do you know, I originally asked you to agree to your marriage proposal that day, but fate played this joke on us, and I have no fate with you after all."

"Even if I'm like Akai and have anorexia, you won't look back, right?"

"I have limited ability and can only save one, so, I'm sorry." Ai Jiatong was apologetic.

"During this time, I deliberately avoided you, lied to myself that you were not with Akai, you are still thinking about my marriage proposal, but, after all, you still have to face reality, I lost, I lost in college, I only know now that the stolen happiness will not last long, at that time, if I told you that Akai had a car accident, you probably would not hesitate to run to him as now, in fact, I am sorry for you, it is my selfishness and greed that have separated you for so many years, but I don't regret it, Jiatong, I can be with you, It may have been a nightmare for you, but for me, it was the happiest moment. ”

"It's all over, everything that shouldn't have happened has happened, I don't want to be held accountable for who is right and wrong, I really hate you when you calculate me like that, but, I figured it out, everyone has unscrupulous means for the happiness they want, in the world of love itself is full of calculations, once for Mao Baiye, I also did some ridiculous things, so I understand you, besides, I'm glad that everything is back to the original point, for me, the important thing is the present, the future, the past is a fact we can't recover, There's no point in continuing to think about it, I hope you can also let go of the past and start over. Ai Jiatong said very sincerely.

Tao Lei listened, tears in his eyes, "Jiatong~~"

"Ah Lei, there will always be such a person who will accompany you for a lifetime, but you haven't met her yet, and after you meet her, today's pain is nothing at all."

"Jiatong, do you know how much I love you?" Tao Lei ignored Ai Jiatong's words and asked.

“……”

"If I could, I would like to buy the blue sky all day long, and give it to you all the stars in the sky, as long as you like it, but, it is impossible, just like me and you, from the time I knew that Akai had anorexia, I knew that I had lost completely, that guy will always be one step ahead of me, and he will always know you better than me, but, Jiatong, although it will be unwilling to hand you over to him, it will be very painful, but I don't regret it, because he deserves it, deserves to have such a beautiful you, he loves it much cleaner and purer than me, which is exactly what you want."

“……”

"Jiatong, this time, I really let go, in the future, if you have any problems with him, just come to me, I will always be on your side." Tao Lei promised.

"Ah Lei, thank you." Ai Jiatong said movingly.

"Finally, can I have a request?"

"Huh?"

"It's still the old rule, you go first, don't look back, can you promise me?" Tao Lei held back the tears that were about to come out.

"Well, then, I wish you happiness!"

After Ai Jiatong finished speaking, he stood up, looked carefully at Tao Lei, who was trying to raise his smile, for a few seconds, and then turned around and left.

Tao Lei smiled and looked at the back of Ai Jiatong leaving, and couldn't hold back his tears anymore, and they flowed down in an uproar......

Ai Jiatong's walking posture has not changed from the past to the present, she is still so confident and proud, looking at this back, the memories in her mind that she thought she had forgotten are like missing mouths, constantly pouring out of the things inside......

"Hello, my name is Ai Jiatong and I'm from T City."

"What do you say your name is?"

"My name is Ai Jiatong."

"Are you Ai Jiatong from 'Legg' High School in T City?"

"Do you know Ai Jiatong?"

"Ah Qiang is also from the 'Leg' Academy, you should know Ai Jiatong better."

"Flowers with beauties, talents with beauties, Tao Lei with Ai Jiatong, we are just right."

"The flowers are delicate and beautiful enough, but it's a pity that I'm allergic to the flowers you are holding."

"Alas, I can't imagine that you would rather be a third party than my girlfriend."

"It turned out to be true, it seems that the man really has a girlfriend."

"Whose third party is Ai Jiatong?"

“……”

"Accept me."

"Count you ruthless!"

"Akai is in there, and you're stealing love like this?"

"What the hell do you want to do?"

"Ai Jiatong, do you hate me so much?"

"Each other, each other."

"I don't hate you."

"Ai Jiatong, what if, I say, I like you?"

"Don't ...... No kidding, who doesn't know you hate me!! ”

"Haven't you heard that the more you hate it, the more you like it?"

"Come less, I'm with Akai now, and your cousin has also given up Akai, you are a boy, is it necessary to do this kind of girl-like thing?"

"Every time you buy so much food, you rob the store."

"You also had a good time eating during the robbery."

"Anyway, I didn't rob it, and the police didn't arrest me, hey, don't patronize it, don't make mistakes in your grades, otherwise I won't be able to deal with the professor."

"What do you mean, I recorded it for you for six days, which time was wrong?"

"Just kidding, today is the last time I recorded it, and I want it to end perfectly."

"I miss Yan Qiukai very much."

"I really miss him, I miss him so much, I miss ......"

"Tell me, how can I forget someone? I'm really miserable, I don't want to let go, I don't want to, I miss him very much, why, why do this to me? Why?? Woowoo woo ......"

"It will pass, it will pass, Jiatong, you are not alone, you ...... And me, I'll make you forget about him, will, I promise!! ”

"Now, I finally know what I've lost." Ai Jiatong said in a trembling voice, and then said with a crying voice, "Woo woo, it's the whole world, he is my whole world, I thought he was not the most important in my life, but no, he is the most important, if he is willing to come back, I am willing to listen to him for everything, even if he gives up everything to Shanghai, I am too self-righteous, I think he will never leave me, but I was wrong, I bet wrong, woo woo, what should I do?!! ”

"Can't you really forget?"

"How did you forget? I always remember him, so many years, too many memories, once, he said that he gave me his entire youth, why don't I, my entire girlhood is only one man, Tao Lei, you tell me, in the best years of the memory, how to forget? Ai Jiatong said this, stopped, and looked up at him, "You are so smart, can you tell me, how can you forget?" ”

"Memories are beautiful?"

“……”

"It's so beautiful, you met and loved each other in the purest years, and you have been entangled for so many years, since this is the case, why forget it?"

"Don't forget, when you think about it, you will think of him, and when you think that you lost him because of your self-righteousness, I will want to die in pain, I have lost him, the memories are too tormenting, if you don't forget, I will go crazy!!" Ai Jiatong was so anxious that she cried.

"He's not your destination, you should go on a trip, no matter how reluctant you are, you still have to find your way back, Ai Jiatong, don't be stupid, where did your reason go?"

"Ai Jiatong, what are your dreams?"

"No, what about you?"

"I wanted to be a pilot, but my family was against it."

"Oh."

"Is it okay to ask you a question?"

"Hmm."

"If I don't have a girlfriend, can I chase you?"

"Jiatong, you."

"Don't be sad, people who don't know still think I'm going to have surgery."

"What nonsense."

"My dear Young Master Tao, don't be depressed, don't you have you by my side, what can I do, huh?"

"What's wrong? Well? ”

"You can talk."

"That's it."

"You, you two, you two."

"Bastard, you're doing such a nasty thing, you."

"I didn't mean to, I, Jiatong was drugged, I, I can't help it, I."

"How can you do this to me? How can it be? ”

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"

"I'll take care of it."

"Responsible!?" "Tao Lei, you can't be like this, what should An Li do? What do you want me to do? Even if you are drugged, even if you are gang-raped, I don't want you to be the target!! ”

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"

"Ai Jiatong, you can't do this to me!!"

"Yes, it's all my fault, are you trying to drive me crazy?!!"

"I never thought of driving you crazy, Ai Jiatong, I will never hurt you!"

"I love you!" "It's always just you, no one else, Ai Jiatong, the whole world can see that I love you, only you don't know, or rather, smart as you just pretend not to know anything, obviously feel it!!"

"Tao Lei, do you know what you're talking about?!!

"Of course I know, I've always known, Ai Jiatong, is it so difficult for you to accept that I love you?"

"No, it's not! There has never been anyone else, only you, Ai Jiatong, all the time! ”

"Ai Jiatong, look, you are such a ruthless woman, but." Tao Lei said this, stopped, but Ai Jiatong spoke again, "It's just, I just love you like this, what can I do?" ”

"Why? Why do you want to break it? You know, in that case, we're not even friends. ”

"Is it fair to me?"

“……”

"Ai Jiatong, if I don't say this today, I'll never have a chance, right?"

"You'll never get a chance!"

"Is that all you have to do for a man who has liked you for so long?"

"Why can't I? In the end, where can I compare to Yan Qiukai? What's more, you're already in the past!! ”

"Even then, it can't be you!"

"Why?"

"Of course it's because I don't love you anymore!"

"Vicious woman!"

"If you know! So, you give up. ”

"If you can make me give up with a few words, why should I stay by your side all the time, let you insult and let you be a slave?"

"Hey, what do you mean by that?"

"Like you, falling in love with you, has always filled me with guilt, born to the present, I have never given my heart to anyone, I can't think of the first time I want to make a heart's woman, since it is my brother's girlfriend, Akai feels my feelings for you, so he has always been very scrupulous about me, I don't dare to act rashly, I was already planning to go abroad, but, you broke up, looking at you so painful, I am more painful than you, at that time I decided, I want to be by your side until you see my existence, Ai Jiatong, I've loved you for over three years. ”

"Didn't you have a girlfriend before? How. ”

"The reason why I dated her was because of you, I thought at first I was just curious about you, so I made a girlfriend, but the more this happened, the more clearly I knew that I was in love with you, and many people around me could see that I was in love with you, including her, she couldn't stand it, I couldn't stand it, and as compensation for the breakup, she got the opportunity to get a scholarship to study abroad."

“……”

"Ai Jiatong, I love you no less than Yan Qiukai."

"And then? Am I going to accept you? ”

“……”

"Tao Lei, do you think we can be together?"

"Why not? I don't believe that you don't have feelings for me, you obviously feel my feelings for you but you can still let me stay by your side, that means that you have feelings for me, don't you? If it's just because of the relationship between Yan Qiukai and me, we can't be together, then it's too unfair to me!! ”

"No matter what, I won't accept you, you die."

"Ai Jiatong, you can't do this to me, you can't !!"

"I'm going to make you really fall in love with me."

"I'm not even sure, do you think you can?"

"You don't come to hit my confidence, Ai Jiatong, I don't deny it, I was selfish in helping your sister, but I didn't deliberately let you know, now that you already know, you feel moved, you can be with me, I don't care, I care, it's just that you have always been unwilling to accept me, unwilling to accept my kindness to you."

"Yan Qiukai and me, do you really care?"

"I don't care if it's fake, it's just that when you like someone, you like everything about her, including her perfect or even imperfect, and I'm willing to love along with the imperfect part of you, that's my answer to you."

"Well, let's try it."

"We, really?"

"If you can make me forget Yan Qiukai, I will be very grateful to you."

"Thank you, thank you for giving me the opportunity, I will exchange my greatest sincerity for your sincerity, so that one day you can also like my imperfections."

……

Ai Jiatong really didn't look back, and when she walked out of the café, she couldn't help but shed tears.

"Ah Lei, I'm sorry, and thank you."

Ai Jiatong murmured in her heart.

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