115 secrets that can't be said
Painting Weirong returned to China, and no one told him.
She went back to B University as soon as possible.
She knew that Jing Rong and the others should be very worried about her, and maybe they were all angry and sad about her death. She should have told Jing Rong that she was okay first.
But she subconsciously wanted to go back to B University first, and was the first to tell Gu Yunxiu that she was fine.
Painting a micro-appearance is not without suspicion.
The first time, she didn't think much of it.
That was an earthquake in country R, and it happened to be the first time Gu Yunxiu fell ill after returning from country M, followed by the later YDNX volcanic eruption, Gu Yunxiu fainted in the bathroom again!
The first time she could still believe that it was just a coincidence, but the second time, she couldn't say it with the word coincidence.
Also, especially since she had heard so much from Liujing's mouth.
She firmly believed that Gu Yunxiu's realm would not be low, so these should all have something to do with him, and it was not a coincidence at all.
During this time, she also already knew what had happened to the country of R, which was almost completely destroyed.
Apparently this is more than one level higher than previous earthquakes and volcanic eruptions.
Hua Weirong was very worried, if Gu Yunxiu's illness was really related to these, then this time, how serious his illness would be!
After so many years of cultivation, Hua Weirong felt for the first time what it means to be anxious.
When she returned to B University, she went straight to the apartment building.
When they arrived in the grove, the Nightmare Beast came out, as if it were a guard in the grove.
The heart of the painter suddenly moved.
Immediately after, she grabbed the ice salamander's neck and pulled it up, her eyes were extremely cold, "Ice salamander, do you know Gu Yunxiu?" ”
The ice salamander's expression couldn't see the change, but as the owner of the ice salamander that he had recognized, Hua Weirong still clearly felt the ice salamander's frightened mood.
The painting was immediately clear, and sure enough, the ice salamander knew who Gu Yunxiu was.
Looking at the Nightmare Beast in the grove again, thinking of what the Nightmare Beast had done, she was even more convinced that the Nightmare Beast must have known who Gu Yunxiu was, so he hid it from her!
Maybe...... Maybe the painting demon also knows Gu Yunxiu.
The face of the painter is extremely ugly.
Everything she hadn't noticed before, and she didn't think there was anything abnormal, suddenly became clear at this moment.
After the Nightmare Beast was captured by her, although she was respectful, she didn't have much awe, and she and the Nightmare Beast were a cooperative relationship.
But after only a few days, the Nightmare Beast actually hid, and when she didn't see her, she still looked sneaky, as if she was avoiding someone.
Thinking about the painting demon again, when she took Gu Yunxiu to Xiyuan County, and when she threw Du Yuan'er to the painting demon, the painting demon's performance seemed to be a little restrained, and throughout the whole process, she didn't see the painting demon and Gu Yunxiu looking at each other.
The painting demon seemed to be deliberately avoiding Gu Yunxiu's eyes.
At that time, Hua Weirong took Gu Yunxiu to the mountains and forests to see the spirit gathering array she had placed, the little green and black pupils that had not left the spirit gathering array were gone, she waited for a long time, until she left with Gu Yunxiu, and the little green and black pupils did not appear!
……
At the time, she didn't think there was anything wrong, but now that she thinks about it, there are loopholes everywhere.
Also, how could she have thought that these demons and monsters, which ordinary people were extremely afraid of, would be so afraid of someone other than her.
No, they are not afraid of her, but they are really afraid of Gu Yunxiu!
Thinking about it like this, Hua Weirong felt that his whole person was not good.
She just glanced at the Nightmare Beast and didn't ask it what the hell was going on.
Hua Weirong went straight into the apartment building.
knocked on Gu Yunxiu's door, but there was no response.
After looking for it, if it was still there, she opened the door with the key.
Inside, it was dark.
It was already dark by this time, otherwise it would be difficult for Nightmare Beasts to appear.
Gu Yunxiu's room was pitch black.
The painting turned on the light.
She began to look for Gu Yunxiu room by room again.
This time, she didn't have to look for long, Gu Yunxiu was in his bedroom, lying on the bed, his face was pale, and his forehead was covered with cold sweat.
I don't know why, the moment I saw Gu Yunxiu, I drew Weirong's heart and pinched it fiercely.
He was like this, which reminded her of a word to describe witheredness.
Although Hua Weirong had long known that Gu Yunxiu's body was not good, and he would become like this one day, it was still difficult for Hua Weirong to accept it when he really saw him like this.
Thin and haggard, it makes people feel distressed!
Hua Weirong lifted the quilt, Gu Yunxiu was covered in sweat, almost even the quilt and sheets were drenched.
"Gu Yunxiu, Gu Yunxiu?" Hua Weirong couldn't help but exclaim.
After screaming a few times, Gu Yunxiu still didn't respond.
Painting Weirong took a deep breath, and she hugged Gu Yunxiu again.
The bathroom has a bathtub and is filled with warm water.
She carried Gu Yunxiu to the bathtub.
Well, it's the first time she's been so close to a man!
Put Gu Yunxiu in the bathtub, the water temperature is constant, let him soak for a while.
Hua Weirong came back and changed all the bedding on the bed, took it out of the cabinet and laid it out cleanly.
Gu Yunxiu was originally wearing a shirt and trousers, and it could be seen that he didn't even have time to change his clothes before he collapsed on the bed.
Unbuttoned his shirt one by one, looking at Gu Yunxiu's flawless body, he felt his heart beat faster for no reason.
It's not that she hasn't seen a man's body, but no one has a man's body like Gu Yunxiu makes her feel perfect.
Take off his shirt and then his pants.
The face of the painter was slowly dyed with a layer of smoky color.
After hesitating for a moment, making sure that Gu Yunxiu was completely unconscious and had no intention of waking up, she slowly stretched out her hand down......
But just as she opened the zipper of his trousers, suddenly, her wrist was grasped.
The person who held her slender wrist had a lot of strength.
As soon as Hua Weirong raised his head, he met Gu Yunxiu's clear eyes.
Immediately afterwards, her face, which was originally only slightly red, completely exploded.
"That...... I...... I see you're sweating all over, and I'm ......" I don't know what to say.
Gu Yunxiu's eyes were very clear and focused, there was no superfluous expression on his face, his eyes were like a black hole, and he sucked the whole body and mind of the painting into it.
But in the next second, just when she was at a loss, Gu Yunxiu slowly closed her eyes again, and her expression softened.
Hua Weirong was stunned for a moment, and then hurriedly checked Gu Yunxiu.
The results of this inspection made her a little crying and laughing, and Gu Yunxiu fell asleep!
He actually fell asleep!
I was unconscious, but now I'm asleep.
Although both look the same, the situation inside the body is still different. The reason why Hua Weirong judged that Gu Yunxiu was asleep this time and not in a coma was very simple because Gu Yunxiu's heartbeat, breathing, expression, and muscles were all relaxed, instead of being tense like before, as if he was bound by something!
The painting paused and continued the unfinished work.
Well, for the first time, she felt that such a job was so testing.
……
After a lot of effort, Hua Weirong finally finished taking a bath for Gu Yunxiu.
Said to be a bath, in fact, it was just a flush, she could scrub his upper body and even his legs with her hands without psychological barriers, but she had no way to face the intimate parts.
In the end, I had to rinse and rinse hastily.
Then it's a matter of dressing him.
Gu Yunxiu was as if he hadn't slept for months, completely sleepy to the point that he wouldn't wake up no matter how much she tossed it!
After taking a shower and getting dressed, he put him on the bed.
For the first time, Hua Weirong was glad that her strength was so great, otherwise it would be difficult for a normal girl to hug such a big adult man.
After putting Gu Yunxiu down, Hua Weirong returned to his apartment.
She's going to have to wash up too!
After washing up and changing clothes, he came back and found that Gu Yunxiu was still asleep, with no signs of waking up at all.
She turned off the lights and went back to her apartment.
Hua Weirong finally had time to call Jing Rong.
Of course, the mobile phone is not her original mobile phone, but the mobile phone has long been lost, and she uses the landline phone in the apartment.
The phone rang just once, and it was connected.
"Jing Rong." She said two words.
There was silence on the other end of the phone for a moment, and then she heard the sound of tables and chairs falling to the ground and teacups shattering.
Jing Rong's voice was tired and trembling, "Rongrong...... Tolerance? Is that you, Rongrong? You ......"
"I'm fine, I'm in the apartment."
"You wait, you wait, I'll go now!" Jing Rong's voice was extremely hoarse, and he was so tired that it was distressing.
Hua Weirong sighed and sat in place, thinking about how to talk to Jing Rong later.
Fifteen minutes later, Jing Rong arrived.
As soon as the apartment door opened, Hua Weirong saw Jing Rong standing at the door.
Jing Rong looked at her gaze, and there was almost a fire, and the fire almost burned her whole person to ashes.
As for Jing Rong himself, his beard is unshaven and his eyes are thick, announcing that he has not slept for I don't know how many days, his hair is completely out of shape, and his stubble is very long...... The whole person looks like it can be described as down-and-out.
Hua Weirong felt that his throat was a little stalky, and he didn't know what to say for a while.
It's a subtle feeling that someone is so worried about her.
In the cultivation realm, there is no true affection, only interests and exploitation.
Taking a deep breath, a smile slowly pulled out of her slightly flattering face, she opened her mouth, and was about to say something, but then, Jing Rong actually stepped forward and hugged her tightly in doubt!
His arms are firm and warm, and his arms are strong.
He held him with so much strength that it seemed like he was going to rub her whole body into his chest!
Hua Weirong wanted to push him away, but finally stopped and let him hold him like this.
Jing Rong is like a drowning person, grabbing the life-saving driftwood, and refusing to let go.
This hug lasted for a long time before Jing Rong slowly let go of his hand.
His gaze is very calm, and under the silence is the hidden waves, and after the surging emotions, all that is left is the calm of the turbulent tide!
"I'm going to freshen up first." After Jing Rong finished speaking, he directly crossed over from Hua Weirong's side and entered the apartment.
There was originally a room in the apartment, and there were clothes and everything. This was prepared by Jing Rong when it was renovated.
It's just that he never had the opportunity to live here.
Today, he had the opportunity to live here for the first time.
Although the room was small, there was nothing in it except a bed and a cupboard, and it was much simpler than where he lived, but his mood was soaring.
As long as he is here, even if it is sleeping on the sofa, it is a kind of happiness. , Hua Weirong sat on the sofa and waited for Jing Rong to clean up.
In about ten minutes, Jing Rong had already cleaned up.
Clothes were changed, bathed, beard shaved.
Aside from his bloodshot eyes and obvious dark circles, he looked no different than usual.
"Rongrong, how did you escape?" Jing Rong asked directly.
Hua Weirong sighed, "Someone to help me." ”
Jing Rong nodded and didn't ask any more.
Hua Weirong asked, "What about Chu Ling?" Did something happen to him? ”
Jing Rong shook his head, "Chu Ling is fine, when the FS Mountain volcano erupted, he contacted the domestic side as soon as possible and used an emergency helicopter. It's just that they lingered at FS Mountain for a long time, but they couldn't find you, and finally the superiors gave an order, and they had to leave. ”
Hua Weirong snorted, "That's right." ”
“…… Brother Yu, is there an accident? Jing Rong pondered for a moment and asked.
At the mention of Geyu, the heart of painting Weirong sank.
She struggled to keep her expression constant, "Hmm. Geyu ...... He's dead. ”
died, or died tragically, and Hua Weirong felt that he would probably never forget Geyu's death.
Jing Rong pursed her lips, and finally didn't know how to comfort Hua Weirong.
His lips pursed tightly, and Jing Rong sighed, "Don't be too sad. Country R has already been buried for Geyu. ”
Hua Weirong nodded, she also knew that the entire R country had already been buried for Ge Yu, what else could she do?
"The government of country R sent away some people in advance, but even if they tried, they only sent out 50,000 people. On top of that, the main territory of country R is now divided into 12 islands, each of which is very, very small, and because of the radiation from the explosion of the FS mountain nuclear reactor, almost the entire territory of R is covered by radiation contamination, and some of the islands are barren, and the others are not much better. Jing Rong said in a low voice.
The painting fell silent.
Jing Rong also sighed, "Although I have always wanted to let the R country perish, but when it comes to this day, I still feel very uncomfortable in my heart." After all, not everyone in country R is a bad person, after all, there are many innocent people among them. ”
Hua Weirong had no idea what he was supposed to say.
It's too late to say anything.
The decision she made in a fit of anger ruined hundreds of millions of lives, and if she regretted it or not, things would not change.
It's just that as soon as these are mentioned, the painting Weirong can't help but sound again.
Hundreds of millions of living beings, how many sins, but they are all burdened by Liujing!
The painting sighed slightly, and it was impossible to comment on what was right and which was wrong.
"Bang bang bang!"
There was a knock on the door, breaking the silence between the two men in the room.
"I'll go." Jing Rong stood up as he spoke.
When he opened the door, looking at the people outside the door, Jing Rong's face immediately became ugly, "It's so late, is there something wrong?" ”
"Are you awake?" At this moment, Hua Weirong also came over, and when she looked at Gu Yunxiu, she couldn't help but think of the scene she saw in the bathroom...... It's still a little awkward, and I can't look at it directly.
Gu Yunxiu looked at the painting and smiled lightly, "You helped me take a bath just now, did you ever see the things in my pocket?" ”
"No, what?" The painting is slightly incomprehensible.
"Oh, maybe I misplaced it." Gu Yunxiu said indifferently.
The painting glanced at him suspiciously.
The other person present, Jing Rong, seemed to have been struck by lightning.
What came back to his mind over and over again was the sentence that Gu Yunxiu had just said, "You helped me take a bath just now!" ”
If Hua Weirong didn't answer later, he could still deceive himself and say that Gu Yunxiu was lying, but Hua Weirong actually answered! That meaning couldn't be more obvious, Gu Yunxiu was telling the truth!
Jing Rong's already bloodshot eyes became even more scarlet at this moment.
Gu Yunxiu looked at him again and smiled faintly, "It's so late, Mr. Jing should go back, it's too late to go home, someone will be worried." ”
Jing Rong glanced at Gu Yunxiu coldly, "I have my own sense of proportion, Mr. Gu didn't sleep so late, but he came to knock on his student's door, is this what a teacher should do?" ”
Gu Yunxiu looked surprised, "Why shouldn't it?" ”
"You-" Jing Rong was so angry that he couldn't speak, he had already seen that this Gu Yunxiu was not a good thing, but he didn't expect that he would really dare to attack Rong Rong.
Jing Rong paused and smiled coldly, "I don't know how long Professor Gu is?" My family is still small, and it is indeed inappropriate for you to disturb so late. ”
The word longevity made Gu Yunxiu's whole person stiff.
Jing Rong was just to disgust Gu Yunxiu, but he didn't expect that he really poked Gu Yunxiu's sore feet.
High longevity? Hehe, his age can not be described by the word longevity.
Gu Yunxiu was silent for a moment before he said slowly, "I'm a little older than her." ”
"How much is a point, please?" Jing Rong chased after him.
"She knows it." Gu Yunxiu replied calmly.
Jing Rong looked at Hua Weirong, "Rong Rong do you know?" ”
The corners of Hua Weirong's mouth twitched, and he nodded reluctantly, and said vaguely, "Hmm." ”
Then she looked at Jing Rong again, "You go back and rest first, you shouldn't have rested well in these days." ”
Jing Rong's heart twitched, but he still nodded.
He knows better than anyone else that only she can decide on Rongrong's affairs.
No matter how Gu Yunxiu is, it will not affect Rong Rong's decision, the key is what Rong Rong thinks in his heart.
Jing Rong wasn't worried that Gu Yunxiu would force Rong Rong or what, he was only worried that Rong Rong had this Gu Yunxiu in his heart from the beginning!
Clenching his fists, Jing Rong tried to maintain his pride and self-confidence, "Well, I'll go back first, don't be too late, I'll come back to you tomorrow." ”
"Okay." The painting nodded slightly.
Jing Rong gave Gu Yunxiu one last glance and turned to leave.
Jing Rong left, and the noble and indifferent expression on Gu Yunxiu's face changed instantly.
There was also grievance in his eyes, and his voice was more like a child coquettish.
Originally, his voice was very good, and his tone changed like this, but it was really ...... Temptation to sin.
"Rongrong, where have you been, why did you come back?"
Gu Yunxiu's voice was full of accusations.
Hua Weirong pursed his lips, "You...... What the hell is going on? ”
Gu Yunxiu glared at Hua Weirong, ignored her, and walked into her apartment, "Didn't you see it all, you still need to ask me." ”
Hua Weirong's hand closed the door for a moment, and then he said slowly, "Gu Yunxiu, who are you?" ”
Gu Yunxiu turned his head, looked at Hua Weirong with a cool gaze, and the aggrieved expression on his face gradually relaxed, and finally became silent.
Hua Weirong's heart chuckled, and she slowly closed the door and walked over.
She and Gu Yunxiu sat opposite each other on the sofa, looking at each other, but they were speechless.
"Gu Yunxiu, can't you tell me? Who are you? ”
Gu Yunxiu bit his lip and raised his head for a long time, "Rongrong, I don't want to tell you." ”
"Why?" Painting a slight smile's heart.
Gu Yunxiu hesitated for a moment before he said again, "Rongrong, I really don't want to tell you, you know, maybe it's not a good thing." ”
Hua Weirong suddenly sneered, "Do you want to say that it's for my good not to tell me?" I hate things that do things that keep me in the dark under the pretense of being good for me! ”
Gu Yunxiu's face turned slightly pale, "That's not the case." ”
"What the hell is that, tell me?" The painting is a little aggressive.
Gu Yunxiu's eyes were a little dim, "Rongrong, I can't tell you now." ”
Looking at Gu Yunxiu like this, Hua Weirong suddenly became angry.
She stood up with a stagger, walked to the door, and opened the apartment door.
"Gu Yunxiu, you can choose to tell me, or leave." Hua Weirong said directly.
She's really fed up with being kept in the dark, she has her own judgment, and she's not a person who doesn't distinguish between right and wrong, what can't she be told?
Gu Yunxiu's eyes were full of injury.
Painting Weirong's heart was also throbbing, but he was unmoved.
"Gu Yunxiu, if you don't tell me, it's for my good. Sorry, I don't feel it. You have the right not to tell me, and I have the right to choose to keep my distance from you. In the future, don't come to me again, we just don't know anyone. Hua Weirong said stiffly.
She could guess that Gu Yunxiu should have some kind of trouble, so she couldn't tell her his identity.
However, she was really fed up with being kept in the dark.
Liujing said that he liked her, so he bore the sin of the destruction of the entire country of R for her.
She couldn't save it, and she couldn't move the sin that belonged to her from Liujing's body to herself.
She was upset.
Why does she say she likes her if she is unhappy?
The two of them are two completely unrelated people, Liujing is still from somewhere else, how can he like her, like a woman he has never met?
Now, Gu Yunxiu is the same.
I didn't tell her anything, I just said it was for her good.
Even if it's really for her good, she'd rather know the truth!
Gu Yunxiu slowly stood up, with affection and reluctance in his eyes, "Rongrong, I really can't tell you." Can you give me a little more time? When you reach your level, I will naturally tell you everything. ”
Hua Weirong took a deep breath, closed his eyes, and stretched out his hand to point to the door, "You go." I don't want to hear it. Realm improvement or something, it's completely unnecessary for me, and this is probably my final destination. I'm afraid I won't be able to reach higher heights even if I spend my whole life. It's good for me to be a normal person. ”
Gu Yunxiu's brows furrowed slightly, "Rongrong, do you really think so?" ”
"Yes and no, yes and no? In short, I have nothing to do with you, and you don't need to think about anything about me. We return to the bridge and the road to the road. See you later, it's a strange road. I know that your identity is mysterious and may be very noble, so since you don't want to tell me, I'll take a detour when I see you later. "Draw a slight smile on the airway.
She never imagined that she would have such an emotional out-of-control day.
Gu Yunxiu sighed deeply, walked up to her, rubbed her hair, and said in a low and hoarse voice, "Rongrong, I'm sorry, I can't tell you." ”
Before Gu Yunxiu could say anything, he directly pushed him out of the door, and at the same time closed the door directly and locked it.
After doing all this smoothly, the painting was leaning back against the door, and his mind was a little messy.
She didn't believe that Gu Yunxiu would harm her, but she knew that he had something to hide from her, and it was still a big deal, but he refused to tell her alive or dead, which made her feel very, very uncomfortable in her heart.
Gu Yunxiu refused to tell her, and listening to his tone, it shouldn't be a good thing.
Hua Weirong has never been afraid of difficulties or dangers, she expects Gu Yunxiu to tell her what happened and what she is hiding, but Gu Yunxiu refuses!
Hua Weirong took a deep breath, perhaps, he shouldn't have asked so much.
She had to admit that she was forcing Gu Yunxiu to tell the truth.
She also wanted to see how much weight she had in Gu Yunxiu's heart!
However, after she said something like that, Gu Yunxiu still chose not to say it.
It's really disappointing to draw a micro face, maybe ...... Maybe I really shouldn't have said it.
With a wry smile, Hua Weirong knew that his choice was right.
Even from Liujing, I know that the flying immortals after the Mahayana period are not the end of the cultivators. But she's not motivated right now!
In his previous life, he embarked on the path of cultivation entirely because he wanted to avenge his family.
First, she wanted to avenge her family and embarked on the path of cultivation, but in the process of cultivation, she provoked Jiuhua Sect again, and her goal after that was to destroy Jiuhua Sect.
Moreover, in order not to be bullied, she constantly improved her strength, and eventually even cultivated to the Mahayana stage!
Finally stopped bullying anyone, finally able to do whatever he wanted, and finally ...... There is no goal.
Imagine how your Mahayana self is different from your current self?
In a way, exactly the same.
Because they don't have a goal to move forward, they don't have the motivation to move forward, and they don't know what they're going to do next.
Painting Nian Lin Chengxia and his wife, she has given them enough to live, and there is no shortage of money or anything.
Du Wuxi, she had already given him the most basic path of cultivation, and even led him to the path of cultivation, as long as he continued to cultivate according to what he had taught, there would be no mistake, and his medical realm could be further improved.
Geyu ...... Ge Yu died, and she also avenged him, and used the entire R country to bury him, which is also a matter.
As for Jing Rong, she didn't know what Jing Rong needed or wanted, and he didn't seem to lack anything, so he wasn't his responsibility.
Painting demons, she can unlock the soul lock under the painting demon, so painting demons is not a problem.
Painter, she used to obsessively want to destroy the painter to avenge herself and her mother Wei Rongjin, but now, killing the painter is not a matter of her fingers? Not worth mentioning at all.
What else?
She has no purpose and no meaning in living in this world, so is it necessary to live again?
No one knows, at this moment, I suddenly feel that my whole person is completely meaningless!
She slowly crouched down.
She thought she was the strongest, but at this moment, she felt extremely weak.
She knew something was wrong with her state of mind, but she couldn't find what the problem was.
The question in her heart, is it because of Liujing, or because of Gu Yunxiu?
Liujing helped her fight her sins, and she has always been haunted by it.
Geyu died, and although she avenged him, she still couldn't let go of his death.
For the first time, Hua Weirong felt that such a thing as feelings was really a taboo for cultivators. Because feelings are too easy to fetter on, just like Geyu, she avenged him, and it should have ended, but in her heart, she still can't completely let go.
In this way, Geyu will become a fetter in her heart, and it will also become a burden on her state of mind.
Similarly, the flow of a large amount of debts for her is also a burden on her state of mind.
Then, there is Gu Yunxiu......
When there is more and more baggage on her mood, her mood will inevitably decline.
When the mood drops, there is no possibility of progress.
Painting Weirong is a little confused, what is wrong with her?
Hua Weirong wanted to quiet himself, let himself be quiet, and think about what was wrong with him.
Problems that have never been encountered before have all been encountered at this moment.
……
The feeling of being upset is not pleasant.
The next morning, although she tried to be as calm as ever, she knew that she was just deceiving herself. Even if she couldn't see anything on her face, she knew very well what was going on in her heart.
However, the painting decided to start with the first step.
Even if she can't reach the supreme realm of a cultivator, at least she is still an ordinary person, and she can live like an ordinary person!
She wanted to try to be an ordinary person again, and maybe this would be another way out.
Early in the morning, after changing her clothes, she was ready to go to class.
It's been a long time since I missed class.
It's almost time for the winter break for final exams.
Hua Weirong opened the door and saw the person waiting at her door at a glance.
Gu Yunxiu was wearing a pure white sweater, a gray long coat on the outside, and a gray and white scarf around his neck.
"Rongrong." Gu Yunxiu shouted in a low voice.
The whole person stiffened slightly, "Teacher Gu." ”
Gu Yunxiu stretched out his hand to her, and slowly put it down, his eyes looked at Hua Weirong with great seriousness and persistence, "Rongrong, are you still angry?" ”
"I'm not angry. I just think it's better to keep your distance from you. Gu Yunxiu, I thought about it, I can't be a top cultivator, so I just be an ordinary person. There's nothing wrong with that. It's just a hundred years, and it's gone. The painting said lightly.
Gu Yunxiu's face changed slightly, "Rongrong, you ......"
"What do you want to tell me? What do you think I want to know? If what you're saying isn't what I want to know, then don't say it. You heard, I'm doing well and happily now, and I want to live my life like this, and there's nothing wrong with that. Teacher Gu, goodbye. After saying that, Hua Weirong turned around and went downstairs.
Gu Yunxiu watched Hua Weirong walk down the steps step by step, and his heart seemed to be empty.
Should he really tell her everything?
No, no, he had to see again, he couldn't tell her that easily. He can't allow the slightest mistake to happen!
After thinking about it, Gu Yunxiu took a deep breath and regained his cold, unsmiling, and unapproachable appearance.
……
The students in the class were all strange.
Today, the painting micro-appearance in the class, who has been absent from class for many days, and Professor Gu, who has been looking for a substitute teacher for many days, actually left the classroom one after another.
Everyone was surprised, but they didn't think anything was wrong.
It's just that everyone can feel that Professor Gu's mood doesn't seem to be very good, and the whole person has become even colder than before.
In the past, when he was lecturing, he would laugh when he said something ridiculous, and that smile was simply upside down. But in class today, Teacher Gu's voice was very cold, and his expression was also very cold.
And the speed at which he lectures is noticeably much faster than before.
"Teacher Gu, I don't know much here, can you speak more slowly?" A girl raised her hand.
Gu Yunxiu glanced at the girl lightly, "You have to bring your brain to class, and divide half of your time fiddling with the camera into the class, so that you won't be unable to understand." ”
"Poof!"
One of the boys laughed very unkindly.
In the past, some students said this in class, Gu Yunxiu would patiently explain what the students didn't understand, even if he didn't repeat the lecture, he wouldn't have such a bad attitude.
After Gu Yunxiu finished speaking, the girl's face immediately turned red, and then she lay on the table and refused to look up, as if she was said to be crying.
The boy didn't think it was anything, he just thought the girl was too pretentious.
But the girls don't think so: how could Professor Gu become so mean?
No way, it didn't affect the painting.
Soon it was time for the end of class, and Hua Weirong was still the first to leave the classroom.
Gu Yunxiu slowly and methodically packed up all the things on the podium.
Probably because Gu Yunxiu's aura was too strong today, and the classmates who had accumulated a lot of questions didn't dare to come forward to ask.
After Gu Yunxiu finished it, he left the classroom directly.
Painting a microscopic appearance is a person walking around the campus.
I met Le Zhengyu.
When Le Zhengyu saw her, it was like seeing a ghost, and he hurriedly ran over, "Rongrong, I finally saw you!" Tell me where you've been? Why can't I find you every time I look for you? Asked Brother Jing, he didn't say. ”
Hua Weirong shook his head, "I didn't go anywhere, a little thing." ”
Obviously, it seems that the mood of the painting is not very good.
Le Zhengyu couldn't help asking, "What's wrong?" Get up on the wrong side of the bed? ”
Hua Weirong sighed, "Hmm." ”
"Because of what?" Le Zhengyu asked.
Hua Weirong glanced at Le Zhengyu, and suddenly said, "Le Zhengyu, you say, what are you living for?" Why live? ”
"Huh?" Le Zhengyu was shocked.
Although he majored in law, he had read a lot of miscellaneous books, including some books on psychology.
Usually people who suffer from depression are very attached to why they are alive. Normal people tend to occasionally flash such thoughts when they are in a low mood, but they are quickly distracted by other things.
Le Zhengyu looked at Hua Weirong with concern, "Rongrong, what's wrong with you?" ”
Hua Weirong just shook his head, but did not speak.
Le Zhengyu thought about it and decided to explain the painting from the side, "Rongrong, I don't know what happened to you." But from my side, I feel like I'm living to be happy. Whatever makes me happy, I'll do it! ”
"Happy?" The painting frowned slightly.
Happy, what is happy?
Was she happy when she avenged her family? Of course happy. Later, when the Jiuhua Sect was destroyed, was she happy? Happy too. But that happiness always feels like something is missing!
What else is there besides these?
It seems like...... It seems that when she was with Gu Yunxiu before, she also felt happy.
The brow furrowed even tighter.
Gu Yunxiu, why can't you get around him all the time?
After being silent for a while, Hua Weirong said again, "What if I can't be happy all the time?" ”
"Then go out and find something that interests you."
"I don't know what I'm interested in."
"Then ...... Then forget about yourself for a while, read books, and read other people's stories, maybe it will be better. Le Zhengyu was already so anxious that his forehead was sweating. His understanding of psychology is only scratching the surface, should he be given such a difficult task!
He didn't want to mislead the painter.
"Rongrong, what happened to you?" Le Zhengyu couldn't help but ask.
Hua Weirong sighed, "Ge Yu died, he died in front of me, and his death was very miserable." I have seen countless people die, and even I have killed countless people myself, and I cannot count the number of people who have died at my hands. But Geyu's death always comes back to my mind over and over again. It's not that I'm afraid, it's not that I'm afraid to look at it, it's just ...... It's just unacceptable. Geyu died for me, and I should have been the one who died so tragically. ”
Le Zhengyu's eyes were completely wide, and his face was full of incredulity.
For him, Hua Weirong is just a girl less than twenty years old, although she is very powerful, but she is only a girl in the end.
Le Zhengyu can't imagine that painting a small face to kill people still kills countless people!
She said it so easily, and Le Zhengyu was not good.
Hua Weirong chuckled, "Maybe this is the cycle of cause and effect." I never imagined that one day, I would be bothered by something like this. ”
Le Zhengyu didn't know what to say.
Hua Weirong smiled indifferently, "Maybe you're right, it's not a good idea to put everything aside!" ”
------Off topic------
Everyone guessed Gu Yunxiu's identity, so do you know why he didn't tell Rong Rong? Actually, it's easy to guess~