Chapter 912: Bitterness
Since their reunion six years ago, Shui Qingshuang and Chen Zhongyue have not been separated. Although the total amount of time they have spent together is only a little more than seven years, the woman still knows her husband very well. After all, at this age, nothing can escape her eyes that can see the world.
Shui Qingshuang also understands that the most important thing between husband and wife is mutual trust and understanding. Because of this, there have been more than 20 years of silent waiting without regrets, and now we have the day and night to get along with each other.
In the past six years, the two people are still like more than 20 years ago, with each other in love and respect. As early as four years ago, Shui Qingshuang saw that Chen Zhongyue was hiding something from Lin Fei.
But since the day the two reunited, she didn't take the initiative to ask questions about Lin Fei's parents, nor did she ask Chen Zhongyue the real reason why she was guarding the tomb here. For some things, she hoped that Chen Zhongyue would be able to say it in person, rather than asking her.
Because Shui Qingshuang knew that as long as there was something that could be said between two people, Chen Zhongyue would inevitably sue her. Whoever doesn't say it, naturally has his reason, or the time has not come, or there is something else hidden......
Over the years, no matter how windy or rainy, what Chen Zhongyue had to do every day was to go to Lin Fei's parents' cemetery and sit there for a while.
Shui Qingshuang saw it in his eyes and remembered it in his heart. She was thoughtful and intelligent, and she could feel that there was not only Chen Zhongyue's deep affection for this pair of heroic spirits, but also other reasons. And the latter is probably the real reason for him to stay here.
Chen Zhongyue's expression after coming back today was different from before, and for this, Shui Qingshuang had already captured it in his eyes. However, as usual, she did not take the initiative to ask, but waited for the man to decide whether to say or not to say it.
Shui Qingshuang continued to knead the dough in her hand, and did not look up, but just called softly, "Zhongyue ......"
Chen Zhongyue hesitated for a moment, and hurriedly said, "Qingshuang, do you have anything to say?" â
"It's nothing." Shui Qingshuang still didn't look up, and said lightly: "The children are coming over today, and I have an indescribable feeling in my heart. It's a little sour, but it's more sweet. I think General Yang and Mrs. Liu will be very happy to see these children in the spirit of heaven, what do you say? â
"Yes...... Chen Zhongyue nodded lightly, "The general and his wife would never have imagined that they would have so many daughters-in-law and so many grandchildren. Speaking of this, a smile appeared on his face, "I really can't figure out where Lin Fei, a stinky boy, got such a big attraction and married so many good girls." â
"At first, I couldn't understand it, but I just thought that since they could be together, there would be a reason for them. This is true of all things, and the existence of zĂ i is reasonable.
When my daughter arrived at the Peony Hall, she told me a lot of things that happened between them, so that I had a better understanding of each of them, Ruoyun, Xia Lan, Ding Lu, and several other lovely girls.
Later, Miss Ruoyun took me abroad, and I had the privilege of attending their wedding. In that unusual wedding, I met Lin Fei's brothers and friends, and met the parents of those girls. Let me get to know Lin Fei more deeply and get to know the girls. I was also deeply touched by the sincerity, true affection, and true love between them.
I think this may be a doomed thing, and it can be regarded as a reward for Lin Fei's child, and even more so for General Yang and Mrs. Liu. â
Shui Qingshuang turned her face to look at Chen Zhongyue, and said with a light smile: "Zhongyue, Lin Fei can come to this day and live a happy life, you have paid the most." â
"No, no, no......" Chen Zhongyue waved her hand again and again, frowning, and her face was full of shame, "Over the years, in my heart, I have always believed that you have paid the most, and you have suffered the greatest grievances. In this life, or even several lifetimes, I can't make up for what I owe you. â
"I don't think so, I'm just doing what a wife should do." Shui Qingshuang smiled bitterly, "If you want to fulfill your wife's obligations, I have never done it, and let our daughter suffer for so many years......"
"Don't talk about it!" Chen Zhongyue immediately interrupted Shui Qingshuang's words, "You shouldn't be blamed for this, I also have an unshirkable responsibility." â
"It has nothing to do with you......" Shui Qingshuang shook her head.
Chen Zhongyue's eyebrows tightened, "This definitely has something to do with me, why do I have too many ......"
"Needless to say." Shui Qingshuang turned her head to Chen Zhongyue, "Zhongyue, I understand that you have a hard time, you listen to me finish speaking, okay?" â
"Okay." Chen Zhongyue nodded in response.
Shui Qingshuang took a little water, gently patted it on the smooth dough, then covered the basin and walked to the basin to wash your hands. and Chen Zhongyue came out of the kitchen one after another, and the two of them came to the restaurant.
After sitting down at the dining table, Shui Qingshuang poured two cups of tea, handed one to Chen Zhongyue, took a sip of one cup, and said eloquently.
"From the day we got married, until now, there has been no conflict, you have taken good care of me and loved me in every way. You left back then to repay your kindness, not to deliberately abandon our mother and daughter.
All of this shows that you never take your own affairs seriously, and you can put yourself in the shoes of others, think about others, and do things for yourself before others. These embody your "benevolence".
When General Yang and Mrs. Liu were in trouble, you could take action in time, give up a comfortable life, and be willing to live in seclusion and live a hard life that ordinary people can't imagine, which reflects your "righteousness" again.
I didn't see it before, just for the past six years, you have to go to see General Yang and Mrs. Liu every day, year after year, day after day, without interruption. At their graves, you are in awe and humble obedience. On weekdays, although you are my husband, you always respect me like a guest, which reflects your "courtesy".
Back then, in an isolated place, you and Lin Fei depended on each other, you taught him martial arts, trained him to be sensible, and passed on his survival skills. Lin Fei will be able to succeed when he grows up, and he will be able to see a leaf and know autumn, and the road is not far away. This reflects your "wisdom" from the side.
In order to fulfill your promise, you trained Lin Fei to become a talent, and then came here to guard the tomb of Zhongliang. This is a reflection of your "faith".
To be able to marry you in this life, to be the wife of a good man like you, I don't have any grievances at all, I am happy, sincerely happy!
As your wife, I am willing to live and die with you, and I can even cut out my heart to show you. I know that you are the same, and you can talk to me about it. Right? â