589 Don't be afraid, you still have me~

"Prick up your ears and listen to me, our master is ......"

"Shut up!" The little young master finally spoke, and with a cold eye, he immediately forced the arrogant subordinate to retreat.

"Stand down, next time you talk more, just slap your mouth."

“…… Be. Just one sentence frightened him into a cold sweat, and he obediently retreated, not daring to say more.

The young master looked around at the people, then at the people leading to the backyard, and turned his head to leave.

"Huh? I said, why did they just leave? "I'd like to hear what they are afraid of." The thunder was loud and the rain was small, and the real people ran away. ”

"Forget it, a child, what's going on with him."

"It's also like messing with children." Everyone you say a word, I say a word, and after a while, I forget about this little episode.

Li Banxia woke up from a long slumber, opened his eyes, and looked at the surrounding room. She was already in the Miaoshou Renxin Hall, and she suddenly fell ill, and they must be very worried. The hand was pressed into the quilt, and there was something on the quilt that was gently pressed, as if holding his hand.

Because of the cold, while her body was wrapped tightly, she accompanied her through the difficulties in this way, this is the silent concern of this man, right?

Li Banxia sighed, feeling worse and worse for his body.

What to do? In a trance, there was a feeling that she couldn't stay with Dongshan for long......

The worse the body, the more panic in the heart. Maybe it's because I'm a doctor, I've seen a lot of birth, old age, sickness and death. She respects life and cherishes it. But I am not so afraid that death is really coming.

There is always a death. Lived all these years. After going through all these things, what else can't you see and be afraid of? It's easy to say, but when you actually experience it, it still makes people feel scared from the heart.

More important than fear is reluctance. If she died, what would they do? She believes that there is no woman who loves Dongshan and that home more than her. Although Higashiyama seems to be mature, he has always taken care of others. In fact, he also needs to be cared for. He will take care of others, but not himself. He feels sorry for others, but he doesn't know that he feels sorry for himself.

Li Banxia and Liu Dongshan are together, and others think that Liu Dongshan takes care of Li Banxia like a child, but as everyone knows, it is Li Banxia, the "child", who has been taking good care of Liu Dongshan.

Liu Dongshan is a serious and hard-working person, after becoming an inkstone carver, he often works day and night, forgetting to sleep and eat.

Ma and Liu Shenjiang went to bed early, and sometimes asked their son to go to bed early, and Liu Dongshan agreed. I often forget the hour.

is only Li Banxia, using her stubborn stupid methods. Every time, Liu Dongshan would reluctantly go back to rest. Because she doesn't sleep, Li Banxia will accompany him by the side. She didn't rush him, just sat next to him, propped her head, looked at him quite interestingly, and occasionally met someone she didn't understand, and asked him for advice.

Such a serious and studious good baby, so that Liu Dongshan couldn't see a trace of the information that she urged him to sleep. But because he saw Li Banxia's accidental half yawn, he covered his mouth as soon as he said it, and raised his hand again and again to surrender.

If one day she is gone, I don't know if Dongshan will sleep well. Also, don't get up so early in the morning, it's cold, get up so early and have nothing to do, how warm is the bed.

When eating, eat an extra bowl. Don't silently withhold your own food and meat just because she joked once, saying that she didn't like him to have a long beer belly and eat less. This is unfounded, she's talking nonsense, if you take it seriously, you're a complete fool.

If you have time, you will play with the children, and the children without a mother are very pitiful, you are a father, not only to do a good job of your father's part, but also to do my part well.

As for marrying a wife, although I would also like you to marry another one, I'm afraid that woman will treat you badly, so forget it. And the bed I slept in, I don't want others to sleep, the position in your arms is mine, and others are not allowed to hold you.

After getting married, I want to hear you in many things, although most of the time you listen to me, thank you for being so tolerant of me. One last time, forgive me for my willfulness.

Li Banxia thought about it a lot, and in the end, he even cried a little. She admits that she is a little pessimistic, but when a person is vulnerable, he will inevitably think more.

The most important thing is to take care of your waist. How can anyone be as unconscious as you, isn't there a saying that once you are bitten by a snake, you will be afraid of the well rope for ten years? Obviously, I fell on my waist once, and I didn't know how to be afraid, and I fell so hard, and I didn't know how to recuperate well afterwards, which was really infuriating.

If there is a next time, I will not care about you, let you go to pain. In this way, you know how powerful you are, and you know how to protect your fragile waist!

Li Banxia looked at Liu Dongshan, who was lying next to her bed, and the angry cheeks that pouted because of the thought of being angry were all broken when she saw Liu Dongshan's tired face.

A sucker...... It's all your fault, you can't take care of yourself, and I'm scared.

If I become useless and afraid of death, I blame you. Li Banxia complained in a small woman's voice. Maybe it's because I've been with Liu Dongshan for a long time, or maybe it's because Liu Dongshan loves her wife too much, Li Banxia, who didn't have any temper, began to look more and more like a woman and a wife.

Especially when she found that an uncle like Liu Dongshan was much funnier than ordinary hairy boys. Liu Dongshan, who didn't have much expression on his face, because of Li Banxia's "nonsense", various expressions began to appear on his face, and sometimes Ma and Liu Shenjiang both shouted What happened to Dongshan?

The children shrank in the corner, put their hands in their mouths, and said in fear: Daddy is terrible.

Thinking of these things, Li Banxia couldn't help laughing again. She could feel that her body was gradually deteriorating, and she even had a sense of powerlessness.

She didn't want to do this, but every time she mentioned her spirit and wanted to make a diagnosis of her illness, her body was like having her own consciousness. A unique set of defenses was established, and no matter what she tried, it was lost in the sea.

Li Banxia has suffered from a lot of diseases, and he has also seen a lot of incurable diseases, and even outsiders say that Dr. Li has the ability to bring the dead back to life. Only her own body made her nowhere to start, and she was suffering physically and mentally.

The body was infected with Li Banxia's anxiety and melancholy, and it trembled unconsciously.

Liu Dongshan lay on the bed, not sleeping peacefully, she moved slightly, and Liu Dongshan woke up immediately.

"Awake?" Liu Dongshan tried his best to suppress his excitement and the panic in his voice that couldn't be hidden, he was afraid that she wouldn't wake up like this. I don't want Banxia to know how worried they are about her, so I can calm my voice and calm down, as if this way I can tell Banxia and tell myself: It's not a big deal, Banxia will recover soon.

"Hmm." Li Banxia didn't know what he was thinking, and responded softly. It's just that there are some problems that they can't escape if they want to.

It's going to be faced, the ending that no one wants to face-

Li Banxia will not compromise, let alone give up like this, but at this moment, she is just a woman, and the fragility in her heart prevails. Especially seeing Liu Dongshan's caring eyes, she left everything behind her, and began to think about that what if, thinking about that terrible ending.

"Why don't you squeak, is there anything uncomfortable in your body?"

Li Banxia shook his head. When she first collapsed, her brain was in a state of dizziness. She was lost in a deep dream, the darkness in the sky, and she could not escape, and there was no way to escape. The body is constantly sinking, like a drowning person, and he can't hold a life-saving straw even if he tries his best.

She's so cold, so cold that she's cold to the bone. The terrible thing is that this kind of cold is in her heart, but her body can't feel any cold. The people next to her couldn't sense her coldness, she curled up tightly, trying to absorb a little warmth, but her body couldn't move.

In that state, it seems that she is the only one left in the whole world......

She understood that she might have been poisoned, a poison she had never heard of. I don't feel any symptoms of poisoning in my body, and there are no toxins wandering around, but this unknown and void is terrifying. She had nothing to do but watch her body collapse.

If this continues, her health is getting worse and worse, and even if she can figure out a way one day, her body can't keep up, and she doesn't have the energy to cope with the long-term preparations that follow.

This is what Li Banxia is most afraid of, when one day, she loses this ability and can't even save herself, then she is really helpless.

She even wondered if the person who poisoned her was afraid that she would be able to cure the poison herself, so he planted this poison on her. The effect of this poison is even more terrible than the poison itself.

What if things really turned out to be as she thought, or maybe more serious than she thought?

Li Banxia, who was in the bed, unconsciously clenched his hand. Hold it tightly until there is no gap, and the palm of the hand is pinched by the newly grown nails.

The body also began to tense, and the whole person was covered with a layer of sadness. Only that look, overflowing with sorrow, was an uncompromising and uncompromising light.

This is Li Banxia's eyes, never give in, even if he is forced to a desperate situation, he never gives up on himself.

However, it is such a pair of eyes that gives people a real shock. Liu Dongshan looked at Li Banxia's look and brightness that had not been revealed for a long time, and his heart trembled with pain.

However, Liu Dongshan didn't do anything, as if he didn't see it. Gently approaching her, he took her little hand from her quilt and placed it in his big warm palm.

"You still have me~" So no matter what time it is, you can say to yourself if there is any pain, I am willing to bear it with you.

Don't say it, it hurts me more...... (To be continued......)