Chapter 342: Honest and Heart-to-Heart
Shao Yingying pulled Bai Lingyan under a nearby plane tree, looked at Bai Lingyan with both eyes and said, "Sister Lingyan, I also heard some about you and Xiaojun when I was at school, I understand your complicated feelings very well, as for what identity and role you and Xiaojun are, it doesn't matter what the identity and role of you and Xiaojun are, what matters is how the two of you get rid of the emotional crisis brought to you by the contradiction between love and career, how to get rid of this adversity and whirlpool, pain and troubles on the road of life, and let your mood return to calm." ”
Bai Lingyan seemed to have met a confidant, and the suppressed feelings in her heart were released at once, and she said with tears streaming down her face, "Yingzi, for so many years, it has been too difficult for me and Xiaojun to go all the way, too difficult, but I didn't expect to get deep pain in exchange." The thought of being separated under the pressure of my family, or even never seeing each other again, filled me with infinite fear of the future, and my heart was like a knife, my heart ached, and I was even so sad that I felt like I was going to suffocate. This love is so precious to me, I always feel that the place with him is always so good, and the place he has walked through is always so good! I was lonely without him, and a strong sense of emptiness gripped my soul tightly, and I would endure the double torture of loneliness and emotional loneliness. I will wander in the silent night like a lonely ghost. I was afraid of the night, I was afraid of nightmares, I couldn't sleep all night, how many times I woke up crying from my dreams, I was so wronged but I had nowhere to confide, I hated my parents, I was afraid to see their fierce and vicious faces, and my rebellious psychology forced me to run away from them, away from them, and I never thought about whether it was right or wrong to do so, and what the result would be. I am unwilling to let the unforgettable love that I have built up so hard not end here, and I am even more worried about whether I can find someone who truly understands me and loves me in the future. I'm very confused and worried right now, can you help me, what should I do? ”
Shao Yingying was very sympathetic and said unabashedly, "Sister Lingyan, although I have never really fallen in love, and I can't taste the real taste of loving and being loved, I can understand your current mood from several painful failed loves." To tell you the truth, Xiaojun has pursued me before, at first I didn't understand, I was afraid of him, I was worried that he was a very frivolous person, and avoided him everywhere to show him face, which made him embarrassed and closed-minded. Later, with the enthusiastic help of him and Mei Xiang, my mother found her biological daughter and first love husband, who had been separated for more than 20 years, and uncovered their bumpy life experiences. When I learned that his pursuit of me was based on his ignorant crush on my sister Luo Xiao, in order to fulfill a wish that I did not have the courage to achieve, I retreated again, and the little favor I had just established for him suddenly plummeted. The accident at Mei Xiang's house and her sudden disappearance hit him hard in his soul and fell into the loneliness and melancholy of a broken love. At that time, I wanted to muster up the courage to stand up, but my sister Luo Xiao, who had already developed love for Xiaojun, tried her best to stop me, and my mother also persuaded me to give up from the perspective of future employment and geography, so Xiaojun and Luo Xiao fell in love, and the love was very deep, and I silently blessed them in my heart. It should be said that Xiaojun's love is too bizarre and unpeaceful. Luo Xiao's accident made him afraid and desperate for love, and I also hinted to him and expressed that the bottom line of not being able to fall in love with my sisters prompted him to deliberately avoid this issue, so we have always been a brother and sister relationship. ”
Bai Lingyan said with a sour face, "Yingzi, I know what you said, Xiaojun has never hidden it from me, and I am grateful for you to say it in person today." Since Xinning and I have known each other and worked together for a long time, we have always been a mutual trust and calm classmate relationship, every time he is frustrated and suffered, he will not shy away from confiding in me, I am in sympathy to help him solve his doubts and open the knot. Luo Xiao's incident hit his soul too hard, almost to the verge of collapse, I was not in a good mood at the time, unconsciously getting closer and closer, slowly I found myself in love and couldn't extricate myself, I was ecstatic and crazy about belated love. But I was strongly opposed by my family, I did not retreat, I persevered to the end, my family could not accept it, provided that the army must be in Pingxi or the Northern League, at first I thought that what my mother said was false, who knew that it had not changed later, and it was particularly firm, so there was a complicated situation later. I was so angry that I fell out with my family and didn't want to stay, but when I was particularly helpless, I saw hope again when I was so helpless, and I had a strong urge to follow him here. ”
Shao Yingying said worriedly, "Yes, it's time for the story to come to an end." Xiaojun does have something to be sorry for you, and what he has done is a bit excessive, it is out of sincerity and true love for you. Uncle and aunt oppose you because of their distress and love for you, and they also have their difficulties. You have your worries and grievances, and you have to do it as a last resort. In the face of difficult decisions, it is most important to keep a cool head, not to run away. Aren't your uncles and aunts worried when you come here, can the problem be solved, and won't you and Xiaojun feel pain in your hearts? ”
Bai Lingyan frowned, and said with annoyance, "My coming here this time has indeed brought a great bad impact on me and Xiaojun, and it has also brought a lot of trouble and pain to our families. After drinking and riding a tiger to wake up from the tiger, my mind was blank and messy, and I didn't know how to end it! Can you help me and sue me what to do? ”
Shao Yingying comforted lightly, "Sister Lingyan, you can feel regret that you have begun to wake up, and you have begun to rethink the direction of the future and the path you want to take, it is not easy and commendable, I am happy for you." To be honest, evasion and procrastination are not solutions and medicines for solving problems, but will only make you both more painful and confused. I think you and Xiaojun should go back as soon as possible, admit your mistakes frankly to your uncle and aunt, explain your thoughts, ask for their understanding, try to simplify the problem, and work together to come up with the best of both worlds, so that you two can be freed from the painful situation. ”
Bai Lingyan said worriedly, "What if my parents still insist on their opinions and insist on us parting?" ”
Shao Yingying said eloquently, "Separation now is not necessarily a bad thing for the two of you, it can make you both calmer and clearer, and it can give each of you enough time and space to rethink the past, present and future, so as to make choices that are conducive to your future and happiness." Sometimes you have to admit that any decision can change your life, and some anxiety is not to worry about, the choice is yours, and the key is how you choose. ”
Bai Lingyan said with relief, "People are confused about things, I really didn't think of these things before, and when I heard you say this, I understand." I'll think about going back tomorrow. ”
Shao Yingying saw that Bai Lingyan's mood was no longer heavy, and continued to say, "If you want to open everything, everything needs hard work and persistence, if you often give up halfway, whether it is in love, things or life, you are a complete failure." There is no distinction between high and low love, there is no difference between winners and losers, and there is no distinction between those who are inseparable from whom. Success may open up the happiness of your life, but failure can make you completely let go and start a new life. It's been a long time for the two of us to come out, and the three of them don't know how anxious they will be, okay, let's go! ”
Bai Lingyan said ashamedly, "Thank you, Yingzi, I think I'm a very stupid person." ”
Shao Yingying smiled and jokingly said, "You're not stupid or stupid, if you hadn't snatched the army from me, we wouldn't have had a chance to meet here." You can treat Xiaojun like this, even if he is not wrong, and you are ashamed of yourself compared to me. Good things are grinding, I sincerely wish you both a long time and happiness! ”
Bai Lingyan cried and left, Wu Xiaojun did not go out, Kang Weidong and Pang Qiaoju were very puzzled at first, after listening to Wu Xiaojun's introduction, they felt sad and helpless for Wu Xiaojun, and said worriedly, "Xiaojun, send her away now, aren't you worried about the separation of the two of you from now on, and this heart-rending love will end?" ”
Wu Xiaojun smiled bitterly, "Procrastination will only make it more painful, and it will not be good for anyone." Things always have a result, whether it is a good result or a bad result, it must always be faced. The two of them haven't come back for so long, they must have talked more speculatively, and I think Lingyan's heart knot will be opened. ”
Pang Qiaoju said with a smile, "If you and Bai Lingyan are destined to be a wordless ending, will you accept Shao Yingying?" ”
Wu Xiaojun said quietly, "Even if I fail to talk to her family this time, I will leave enough time for Bai Lingyan until she has a stable and happy home." Otherwise, I don't think about any personal emotional issues. ”
Pang Qiaoju smiled and said to Kang Weidong, "You see how persistent people are in love and how good they are to Bai Lingyan, how can you be like you who are not at home all day and are lukewarm to others." ”
Kang Weidong said with a smile, "Aren't we the same as others when we fall in love, now that we are married, we have to cool down when we should cool down, and no one can stand it if we maintain that heat all day long." ”
Pang Qiaoju pushed Kang Weidong with her hand, "Look at your virtue, you have no conscience." ”
At this moment, Shao Yingying and Bai Lingyan came over from outside, and said to Wu Xiaojun with a calm face, "Xiaojun, it's all your fault, Sister Lingyan was sad and tearful, so it took me a lot of effort to persuade her to come back, and apologize to her after I go back." My mission is complete, it's up to you to come down! He gave him a look of success.
Wu Xiaojun understood and said sincerely, "Thank you for your hard work, Yingzi, thank you!" ”
Wu Xiaojun and Bai Lingyan sent Shao Yingying to the bus station, and watched her get into the car and leave slowly before returning home. Along the way, Bai Lingyan said with a heavy heart, "Xiaojun, Yingzi and I have talked a lot, and what she said is very reasonable. Now that I've figured it out, it's okay to stay here in a daze, so you can go back with me tomorrow! ”
Wu Xiaojun frowned and said reluctantly, "Tomorrow, it's too soon, I can't bear to let you leave." ”
Bai Lingyan said bitterly, "I don't want to take this step either, but if I don't leave, it's not good for everyone to continue to stay." Let's just decide, go back and talk to my uncle and aunt. ”
Wu Xiaojun thought for a while and said, "You have been here for so long, your family doesn't know what the hurry has become, I don't know how they reacted when we went back rashly, don't even be able to enter the door at that time." In this way, let my father go with us, with the old man present, the scene will not be particularly embarrassing, and there may be room for negotiation. ”