Chapter 354: Catharsis
ββ¦β¦ Say, "Can I forget him?" You say, why did he forget about me and like someone else? I chased him from my past life to this life, but he fell in love with someone else......"
As she cried and asked, he couldn't help answering:
"Don't forget! It's impossible to forget! β
"He won't forget you! Li Dun can't forget you! β
"Huang Yuan likes others because he is not Li Dun at all! Huang Yuan is not Li Dun! No one can go through those who like another woman afterwards! No! If he had, he wouldn't deserve it! Huang Yuan is not Li Dun, I am Li Dun! β
Lin Chun finally shouted.
As a teenager, he couldn't imagine that outcome.
Du Juan was puzzled, like all men and women who became naΓ―ve and ridiculous after falling out of love, and confirmed suspiciously: "He is not Li Dun?" β
Lin Chun intercepted: "No! I am! β
The cuckoo nodded stupidly and said, "Yes! Isn't he right......"
It was as if this was the first time I had thought about it.
Lin Chun's tears came down and he muttered, "I am!" I couldn't let go of you since I was a child, so I am! β
Even if it's not, he has to replace Li Dun himself!
He had never been so determined, and with fear, for fear that she would not believeβ
Cuckoo has such a bizarre experience, will she recognize the wrong person?
He didn't dare to think, he didn't want to think, he didn't want to think!
He finally understood that the cuckoo had neglected him-
It's not that he's not good enough, it's because her heart has long been occupied.
He remembered that autumn day, on the river beach, facing the mountains and the sky, the little cuckoo, who was just over two years old, called out loudly, "Whereareyou?
Strangely, he had forgotten all about the events of his two-year-old age. This is the only thing, like a wood carving. He engraved it in the depths of his memory. I remember it so clearly, except for the strange language of the little cuckoo. Also because that day Huang Xiaobao pushed the cuckoo into the water, and then the cuckoo and Huang Que'er pressed Xiaobao on the river beach and beat it hard, and then Huang Damiang drove their sisters down the river, life and death are unknown, and the whole village searched for it in the middle of the night to find it.
Thinking of this, I remembered everything later.
The things she taught him, her extraordinary intelligence and breadth of knowledge......
She really carries the memories of her past life, so she has known many things since she was a child.
What a fish girl, it's all fake!
Lin Chun hugged the cuckoo tightly in fear. I'm afraid she'll scatter with the wind.
Scattered here is said to be the place where she appeared back then!
He repeatedly said in her ear that he was Li Dun, but he was not angry and failed to remember the events of his previous life. In the future, he will think hard, every day, and one day he will be able to remember......
The cuckoo listened quietly, as if he believed it.
However, she cried again: "She asked me if I really loved him, since I loved him." Why force him; He also asked me if I had thought about him...... I didn't think about him, I didn't love him...... Hahaha......"
If it is really a last resort, what about taking a concubine!
However, the truth and falsehood of feelings, the echo of the heart. Is it as simple as taking a concubine?
These words, if others heard them, they would definitely be confused, but Lin Chun understood.
He had to emphasize again: Huang Yuan is not Li Dun. That's why he's like this.
He said it several times, and even he believed it.
He felt. It is impossible for Li Dun to fall in love with Zan Shisha after experiencing the same relationship as Du Juan. Even if you are reincarnated and reborn, you shouldn't. This kind of love should continue from generation to generation; should be like him, from the first time he saw the cuckoo, he decided that she was the lover of this life!
He repeated this, and gradually the cuckoo fell silent.
Maybe she was tired of crying, maybe she was done with catharsis, and her eyes began to fog.
Lin Chun put his arm around her and let her lean into his arms to resist the cold of the night.
At some point, the cuckoo fell asleep.
Lin Chun stared at her sleeping face, without any sleepiness.
Seeing her like this, the pain in his heart was no less than hers.
Knowing this, would he have stopped Zhan Shisha from eloping in the first place?
He was a little unsure.
It was already the middle of the night, in the depths of this mountain wilderness, two people sat on the edge of the cliff, as if sitting at the intersection of the past life and the present life, looking at the red dust on both sides, and interpreting the emotions of life.
When the sky was hazy and the birds chirped at the first sound in the woods, the cuckoo woke up.
She struggled to open her red, swollen eyes from crying, and looked at the teenager who was staring down at her.
Looking at it in a daze, as if remembering what happened last night, she laboriously opened her somewhat dry lips: "You sat all night?" β
Lin Chun nodded and said, "Hmm! β
The cuckoo's eyes were red, and he said softly, "Let me get up." β
Lin Chun tried to move and gently helped her up.
The cuckoo moved to the side and sat down, looking down at the cliff.
Lin Chun stared at her closely, observing her expression.
The cuckoo looked back, grinned at her, and said softly, "Don't worry. I'm not going to jump off a cliff. Last night...... It's the onset of the disease. People get out of control sometimes, don't they! β
Lin Chun nodded vigorously and said, "Yes!" β
The last time he learned the news that Du Juan was going to marry Huang Yuan, didn't he run around in the mountains for most of the night, and he didn't stop exhausted until dawn.
Seeing his relieved appearance, the cuckoo felt a pain in his heart.
She looked at him and asked self-deprecatingly, "I've been two lives combinedβ" she snapped her fingers and silently calculatedβ"Forty years old." Don't you think it's strange to face me? According to the custom of my previous life, you should call me Auntie. β
Lin Chun's expression froze, and his face fell.
After holding it for a while, he said in a deep voice: "What nonsense! The past life is the past life, and this life is this life! You are now like this, you are fourteen, and you are only fifteen during the New Year. β
The cuckoo was silent, not arguing with him about this, and was not in the mood to argue.
However, she was not in the mood to be sad, as if she had vented last night.
"I don't want to go back. Go back yourself. β
After a moment of silence, she said sullenly.
She regretted it very much: why did she have to worry about this and that, if she turned around and went away and escaped into the mountains, would she not have the pain she has today?
Why didn't she remember to go to Fengwei Mountain at that time?
If she went, she would be able to live there with Qiusheng now.
If she only goes now, it seems that she is hypocritical. The Lin family just helped her build a house.
However, she really didn't want to stay in the village.
She used to be uneventful. Finally lost his normalcy and lost himself.
Lin Chun said: "If you don't want to go back, you won't go back." Let's go to Big Brother's. There are a lot of people in the family who help. It's not bad for the two of us. It's only the fourteenth day of the lunar month today, and it doesn't matter if you come back on the seventeenth day of the lunar month. β
Without bothering to argue, the two got up and ran towards Fengwei Mountain again.
Like the wind, it came out of nowhere, running back and forth around them.
Because the cuckoo was not physically supportive, they did not run fast this time, and only reached the valley of Fengwei Mountain in the evening. Looking at the dense variety of birds hovering over the water, on the island, and in the treetops of the forest, the cuckoo blurted out: "Go back to the Wild Goose Valley!" β
Lin Chun was stunned for a moment, and then said, "Okay." Just call back to Yangu! β
Thinking about it, he said: "Then this water is called 'Hui Yan Lake', and the island in the water is called 'Hui Yan Island', and it is more convenient to have a name." β
The cuckoo nodded, feeling that it was indeed much more convenient.
Back on Yan Island, in front of the cabin, Qiusheng was sitting on a wooden pier, holding a bowl of rice to feed the birds. As he scattered the white-flowered rice on the grass in front of the house, all kinds of birds scrambled to fly and landed on the ground to chirp and peck.
Birds and beasts are far easier to get close to than people. In just one day, he became good friends with them. Of course, it cost him several bowls of rice.
But he was happy.
He saved food to feed his neighbors, and saw them draw near to him without fear. I felt so happy that I was no longer alone.
He was whispering to the birds, when he heard a long howl on the other side.
He hurriedly poured all the rice in the bowl on the ground. Run to the water's edge. Although the distance was very far, he could also see that Chun'er and Du Juan were standing side by side on the other side. I don't know why they're here again, and I can't believe it.
So he propped up the raft and rowed to the other side.
When I was almost there, I asked, "Why are you here again?" β
Lin Chun didn't answer. but he winked at him.
He felt that something was wrong, and saw that the cuckoo's expression was unusual, and although the redness and swelling on his eyes had disappeared, he was still very haggard and embarrassed, and he was sensitive to what was going on, so he stopped asking.
Alas, he himself is sad and frustrated!
At that moment, he took the two of them and walked to the island again.
Qiusheng heard Lin Chun say that the valley was named "Huiyan Valley", the water swinger named it "Huiyan Lake", and the island in the middle of the lake was called "Huiyan Island", and said with a smile: "This name is good." β
As he spoke, he arrived on the island.
The three of them walked to the wooden house in the middle of the island, and saw many birds in front of the door, still carefully searching the grass for the missing grains of rice.
The cuckoo asked Qiusheng in surprise: "Are they not afraid of people?" β
Qiusheng sneered: "I'll feed them ......"
Lin Chunzao saw the rice in Kusama, and said in a lost voice: "You feed the rice to the birds?" β
The more embarrassed Qiu Sheng became, he didn't know what to say.
After a while, he said, "It's funny to look at." β
Lin Chun had nothing to say.
There is no one here, isn't it okay for the eldest brother to tease the birds?
He thought of the fact that Huaihua was banished to the mountains again, and was faintly worried.
But the cuckoo remembered something and asked in surprise: "There are so many birds here, will there be a harvest in the future?" When it grows up, it won't all be eaten by the birds. I'm afraid I can't even grow vegetables! β
The three of them immediately looked at each other and realized that this was indeed a problem.
After thinking about it for a while, Lin Chun said, "It doesn't matter. They should fly away in April every year, and they don't fly back until September or October, and the harm is not much. There are more wild ducks. When the time comes, just feed more dogs and watch it. β
Qiusheng also said: "I'll talk about it then." There's always a way. β
So he put this topic aside and discussed improving the accommodation.
Because he came out in a hurry this time, Lin Chun didn't bring a toolbox. Fortunately, when he left yesterday, he left the eldest brother with a few necessary tools, such as axes and saws, so he could still do some work, and the brothers were busy.
The cuckoo was still carrying his bag, and at that moment he burned a sewing needle with fire, twisted it and made a fishing hook; and cut a bamboo for a fishing rod, and a hemp rope for a fishing line; Then he dug up some earthworms on the spot and sat by the water to fish for dinner.
Probably no one had ever fished in the lake, and the fish was abundant, so the cuckoo threw the homemade fishing hook into the water, and after a while, he felt the line pull hard.
She hurriedly lifted it up, and a half-foot-long fish with fine scales was pulled out of the water and fell to the grass with a "pop".
The cuckoo muttered, "How can it be so easy? Stupid! β
"No one comes to this place, and the fish naturally don't know people's hearts. When they catch more fish in the future, they will become more savvy. β
Lin Chun said and walked over and sat down beside her. (To be continued......)