Chapter 12: In the Dream of Liujun

Mei'er returned to the room, pushed open the window, the shadows of the trees outside the window were sparse, and the fragrance of flowers was fragrant, because in the snow, the fragrance of flowers had a strong sense of coldness, which penetrated into the heart and spleen, and felt refreshed. Occasionally, the petals of the flowers fall silently in the snow, blending with the snow and creating a colorful mist.

She sat down in front of the window, held her head and looked at the quiet night sky, and couldn't help but sigh softly.

Actually, how I envy my cousin! Envy her for having a complete home, a pair of parents who love her and let her be willful, in fact, my uncle has been very good to me over the years, since I was a child, my uncle has cared for me, and has never lacked anything for me, but why does my heart always feel empty?

When I was a child, my cousin looked at me unpleasantly, and loved to play tricks on me, I felt very sad at that time, and always hid in the dark to cry sadly, especially in the middle of the night, the quilt was soft and warm, but my little heart was cold, often looking at the deep night sky with wide eyes, and letting tears soak the pillow.

Where is my home?

In the past few years, as she grew older, her heart was relieved, and she buried that bitter longing deep in her heart, and no longer felt sorry for herself. Sometimes think about it carefully - if I were replaced, it might be like this, what child in the world is willing to share the love of his parents with others?

I can't blame my cousin for this, I have lived here for many years for no reason, disturbing the peaceful life of their family.

If it weren't for her cousin's words that pierced the sorrow that had been hidden in her heart for many years, she wouldn't have thrown out that slap, and at that moment she felt humiliated, and she just wanted to leave her uncle's house immediately, and from then on, she would wander the heavens and pursue her roots unrestrained.

She closed the window and silently stretched out her hand, a cold snow sword was now in her palm, the clear sword body was like a slightly trembling autumn water, and a thin layer of snow mist was wrapped around the blade, which was given to her by her uncle when she was twelve years old.

On that day, my uncle held the snow sword in both hands and said to her with a solemn face: "This is the sword that your mother used when she was alive, and I will return it to you today." ”

What did my mother use when she died? Does this mean that my mother has long since left me?

That night, she held the snow sword and cried in the room all night.

Mei'er gently rubbed the hilt of the warm jade sword, and a warm stream of heat flowed back and forth in her palm, like a mother's warm embrace.

Since she knew that this sword was left to her by her mother, she often took it out at night and observed it carefully, hoping to capture her mother's former style and smile from this sword, and she was even more eager to absorb some illusory warmth from this cold sword.

Mei'er yawned, she had a lot on her mind in the past few years, and she slept late. But tomorrow is the best time for my cousin, although my cousin's attitude towards herself is still lukewarm, but she still has to get up early to marry her cousin, so she returns the snow sword to her body and goes to bed by herself.

In a daze, she came to the vast wilderness again, the howling wind whirling over the ruins, and she stood there at a loss, the heavens and the earth were desolate, the wind blew her long hair messily, and the ghostly voice sounded softly in her ears again—come back, come back.

She ran back and forth in the wind, chasing the ethereal sound, but no matter how fast she ran, she could never find the source of the sound, and she could only circle around the desolate ruins until she was exhausted and fell to the ground.

Mei'er woke up suddenly, she touched her forehead, and her tentacles were all wet with cold sweat: "I'm having this dream again?" ”

She lifted the quilt, took advantage of the hazy night light outside the window, walked to the table, poured a glass of cold water and drank it all, the cold water woke up her chaotic consciousness, she shook her head in distress, returned to the bed, hugged the futon against the wall, and stared blankly at the distant darkness in front of her—who kept calling me in my dreams?

Come back, right? Come back, where to go back?

This dream had been played out every few days in her sleep since she was seven years old, and the voice had taken root in her head, and she closed her eyes, and her mind was disturbed, and the call of this dream, which I had heard in reality, was the voice that sounded in my ears when the woman in the stone played the magical song in that canyon.

Since she was sensible, she has been eager to know about the past of her parents, but every time she asks her uncle about it, her uncle always looks gloomy, shakes his head and says, "I don't know the Tao either!" ”

Three years ago, she decided to go out alone, firstly because her young heart had a fanaticism for exploring the outside world, and secondly, to solve the doubts in her heart, she could not live in confusion for the rest of her life.

Mei'er sighed quietly, she fell in love with sighing in the past three years, her heart was hidden very deeply, in the eyes of the palace people, Miss Biao was very quiet, she didn't like to talk, she didn't like to get angry, she was always soft, so that people looked at it and rejoiced.

The night was quiet, so quiet that one wanted to melt herself into the darkness and fall into a deep sleep, but she remembered the silent and desolate ruins, the dreamy handsome man, and his bright eyes, which were still as peaceful as water when Tarzan collapsed before her eyes. When she thinks of him, her face will heat and her heart will involuntarily beat faster.

She took out the jade pendant, the pale yellow dragon-shaped jade pendant, flashing in her palm with a round and soft faint brilliance, it has been hanging on the tip of her heart for the past three years, and has never left.

She gently put the jade pendant on her warm lips, and the fluorescence of the jade pendant jumped in her shy and confused eyes, It's been three years, where are you?

You said that after you left the canyon, you would take me to the heavenly realm to play around, have you forgotten this?

It's been three years, why don't you come to me?

That year, he smiled at her in the wind and said, "This is a very dangerous place, a girl, it's better not to come here." ”

She shook her head stubbornly: "Then what are you doing here?" ”

He raised his eyes and looked into the distance and said, "I have my mission, and I must come." ”

She followed his gaze to look at the vast wilderness ahead, and at the age of seventeen, she smiled in the wind: "I also have my mission, and I must come." ”

"Are you afraid?"

"Don't be afraid!"

"Okay, then you come with me!"

Hot teardrops slid down Mei'er's slightly cool face and splashed silently on the jade pendant: "Who are you?" Will we ever see each other again?"

It turned out that it was so natural, she kept that person in her heart, and since then there has been one more him in her dreams, but where is he?