He hugged her tightly from behind, very deliberately, his hands were very gently crossed and overlapped on Tong Mo's lower abdomen, and suddenly he only felt that her lower abdomen was warm, and a hot spring slowly flowed through the place where she often hurts.

She drank some wine tonight, although it was not much, but it was probably the joint effect of the past few days, at this moment her head was faintly painful, and her body was a little weak, just like last night, she did not struggle or make the slightest response, just let him hold it, and leaned on him lazily like this.

His hand kept wandering over her lower abdomen, rubbing back and forth, that area seemed to be on fire, very hot, very hot, that high heat seemed to remind her of something, and his lips fell on her ear and neck, kissing back and forth, making her itch but unable to laugh.

"Why don't you tell me, stupid girl?" Tong Mo thought that he would kiss her like last night, just like I love you, but I didn't want him to say this sentence suddenly, when he heard this, Tong Mo was stunned, what was he talking about?

"Why do you have to suffer so much for a single person?" Just when Tong Mo was at a loss, he said this sentence again, which completely made Tong Mo stunned, and he didn't know what he was talking about at the moment.

Now Tong Mo felt that her body was like made of cotton, so soft under his palm, as long as he used a little force, he could crush her, and under his palm he forced her to turn around, his hands fell on her arms, looking at him with his head down, his eyes were full of pain and regret, these emotions were obvious, Tong Mo could see that she really could see them.

"The after-effects of that miscarriage were left behind, so why don't you tell me? Why should a person bear this? Xiang Nan Zhilu said that when he said this, it would only cause hatred accumulated in her heart, but there was no way, he couldn't pretend to be stupid now that he knew Lu Dao.

Hearing these words, Tong Mo's pupils grew, and he looked at Xiang Nan in disbelief, Xiang Nan pursed the corners of his mouth tightly, and said, "I have seen Yan Jinmin today, he has already told me everything, and ...... I also know what happened on that rainy night, that rainy night when you were kicked out......"

Seriously, Xiang Nan really felt that he didn't have the courage to say it, and when he knew all this, his heart was like it was about to crack, and the pain turned into a snowball, crushing back and forth on his heart and rolling bigger and bigger, and after reaching a certain volume, his heart was in pain, dripping blood, feeling sorry for her, hating himself for her.

And after hearing these words, Tong Mo couldn't help but burst into tears, and felt even more ridiculous, she laughed out coldly and self-deprecating with tears, her weak body didn't know what was poured into it, and suddenly she had strength, and she pushed away Xiang Nan violently, the self-deprecating smile became stronger and stronger, but the tears were also flowing more and more urgently.

It's been five years, and her sequelae have been five years, and the person who once played her husband, who should have been her closest pillow person, is so an afterthought.

"Tell you what to do?" Tong Mo said this sentence with tears in her eyes, and her already numb heart suddenly ached again at this moment, "I deserve it, don't I?" It's me who shouldn't have been so despicable to give you the next medicine, it was I who hurt your Nuo'er, and it was I who had your child when I was least pregnant, so I should have lost that child, and I deserve to pay for my mistakes, what do I tell you to do? Do you deserve to laugh at me? As he spoke, the pain was about to come out again.

"No, it's not!" Hearing Tong Mo say this, Xiang Nan felt more and more heartache, "Xinxin, it's not like this, it's too late for me to feel distressed, how can I think you deserve it?" ”

"Ha Lu Ha." Hearing this sarcastic laughter, the laughter became louder and more sad, and the tears were cold at this moment, "Really? Of course you would say that now, would you think that way if you used to? Even if I could, I don't need your hateful heartache to torture me and torture yourself. ”

Hearing this, Xiang Nan was speechless, couldn't say anything, and couldn't argue: "Xinxin, I know that whatever I say now is hypocritical in your opinion, then I won't say it, the hurt you suffered before, I will make up for the damage I once gave you, I will definitely make you happy, and I will never let you cry again in the future......"

"Lu Zhannan, don't tell me any promises from you, I don't want to hear this, let the past pass, I don't want to mention it again, I'm too tired and have a headache now, I want to sleep, I just want to sleep well." Tong Mo is weak, those hatreds have just been put down and now they are brought up again, she is really tired, she can't hate if she can't move, she really doesn't want to mention those in the past, no one should mention it to her again.

"Okay, if you don't want to mention it, I won't mention it, never mention it, those past have let it pass, okay?" Xiang Nan said this in a very apologetic tone.

Tong Mo wanted to laugh, what she wanted to express was not this meaning at all, but she was powerless to explain anything, he could think whatever he wanted, seeing that Tong Mo was silent, Xiang Nan hurriedly asked: "You have a headache, don't you?" Then I won't make a noise with you, you go wash it and I'll boil you some hot water. ”

Said to the south to turn against the guest to boil water for Tong Mo, seeing this Tong Mo helpless sigh, now he is used to such a cheap flattery, in the past she would use the sharpest words and actions to drive him away, in order to drive him away will even abuse herself, but this time she is really powerless to drive away, no one knows that after confronting him with a hard and ruthless attitude before, she is like going through a big battle, although every time it is a victory, But no one could see the embarrassment behind her victory, and this time she could drive him away like that, afraid that she would collapse after driving him away like that.

Tong Mo glanced at Xiang Nan lazily, he was busy working for her at the moment, Tong Mo didn't care about it, dragged his tired body and turned around into the bathroom, turned the faucet to the maximum, and the water column hit Tong Mo's body hard, it was very comfortable at that moment, really comfortable.

Tong Mo took a bath this time very quickly, it only took ten minutes, after washing a simple wipe, wrapped in a bathrobe and walked out, at this moment Xiangnan has prepared warm water for her, but when he saw her like this, his brows immediately wrinkled, and he said reproachfully: "Look at you, you don't wipe your hair, what should I do if I catch a cold?" ”

Saying that, he hurriedly went to the bathroom to get a clean towel out, Tong Mo only felt that his movements were so fast that he brought out a gust of wind, which blew cool on her, and then his waist tightened, and his feet off the ground were completely hugged by him like this, and she couldn't struggle, so he lazily let him hold him on the sofa in the living room, he sat down and let her sit on his lap, and hugged her waist, like holding a child.

"Here, drink some water first." Xiang Nan handed the prepared water to Tong Mo's hand, but he didn't feed it to her, and what about him? He took a towel and wiped her hair, and the drops of water in her hair fell down her face, mixed with the warm water, and flowed into her mouth, which was saltier than tears.

Tong Mo's hand kept holding the cup handed over to Xiang Nan, and the movement froze there, but Xiang Nan's action of wiping her hair never stopped, very serious, in fact, this is not the first time he has wiped her hair, but he would always help her wipe her hair like this when she was a child, she felt so happy at that time, so what about this moment? How was he helping her wipe her feelings?

A burst of bitterness came up again and put down the cup in his hand, and suddenly moved with Xiang Nan's hand, the towel in his hand fell to the ground, and Tong Mo said lightly: "I have a headache, don't wipe it anymore." ”

"Okay, I'll take you to bed now." Hearing her say this, Xiang Nan hurriedly said this, and then got up and picked up Tong Mo, carried her all the way to the bedroom and put her on the bed, the bath towel wrapped in her body slipped down her silky skin, and her unclothed body was held in his arms, and after putting her on the bed, Xiang Nan hurriedly asked, "Do you still have a headache?" ”

"Hmm......" Tong Mo closed her eyes and responded lazily.

After hearing this, Xiang Nan half-knelt at the head of her bed, stretched out his hand to touch her forehead and gently pressed it for her, the force was neither light nor heavy, just right, this seems to be his unique strength, this kind of strength will make Tong Mo very comfortable, Tong Mo has been closing his eyes, and he has been massaging her for a long time......

Does it really make her feel like she's back to when she was a child, breathing in his swaddling clothes, growing up in his swaddling clothes, this feeling is really familiar, really good for her to sink in, sink?

No, she hates the word, and she hates the feeling even more!

"Lu Zhannan." Thinking of this, Tong Mo opened her eyes, and what appeared in her eyes was his reflection.

"Huh?" Xiang Nan was slightly stunned, but the movements in his hand never stopped, and he responded slowly.

"I want to sleep......" Tong Mo said lazily, she had to stop his movements, she had to stop the feeling that she was sinking, she really couldn't continue, and it would be an abyss for anyone to continue on, and that abyss was too terrible.

"Okay, then you can sleep." Xiang Nan naturally understood her intentions, he stopped his movements and got out of bed, and covered Tong Mo with a quilt again, and at this moment, Tong Mo had already closed his eyes again, and he couldn't look at the man anymore, and he couldn't touch that kind of eyes again, once he was deeply trapped, he really couldn't come back.

Tong Mo closed her eyes, feeling that the surroundings were very quiet, quiet as if she was alone, but there was obviously him in her room, why couldn't she hear any of his sound? But you can't hear any of his sounds, but you feel his presence so strongly?