Chapter 38: Hug Me, Okay
Erin paused, poured a cup of green tea and handed it to Lin Fei, and continued: "I think as long as people are alive, they should learn knowledge. There's not an old saying here, 'Live and learn', I think that's very good. A person, no matter how smart he is, will be incomparably empty and thin if he is not filled with knowledge. In addition to enriching a person, knowledge can also make a person thick and profound.
For a person, knowledge is a key to open the door of wisdom, a light in the dark night, and a guide on the way to the lost.
And the new knowledge that interests me, in one sentence of yours, can be described as a rain in a long drought, an old acquaintance I met in a foreign country. I'm going to take it well.
A person can refuse high-ranking officials, fine clothes and food, gold and silver treasures, BMW incense cars, but the most important thing to refuse is knowledge!
A man can not have a handsome appearance and a majestic body, and a woman can not have a beautiful and graceful posture like a flower, but the only indispensable thing is profound knowledge! ”
After Erin said these words, she smiled at Lin Fei, picked up the teacup, and sipped the fragrant tea in the cup.
Lin Fei held the water, stared at this woman, his eyes were full of reverence, and said softly: "Irene, you are such an amazing woman!" ”
"Really?" Erin smiled faintly, and looked at Lin Fei's eyes with deep bright eyes.
"Really!" Lin Fei nodded.
"Then what do you think is so great about me as a woman?" Erin smiled slightly.
"You're perfect!" Lin Fei thought for a long time and finally said such a sentence.
"Hehe~" Erin smiled and said lightly: "Perfect? Why didn't I feel it? At least a perfect woman should have a perfect love, right? ”
"Ugh! - Lin Fei's heart shook slightly, "Erin, I understand what you mean. ”
"Lin Fei, do you think I'm a woman who is not worthy of love until now?" Erin slowly stood up, a hint of helplessness in her eyes.
"Erin, you have always been a woman I care about very much, and the reason why I rejected you in the first place was because I cared about you.
At that time, I didn't know where I would die tomorrow, and I didn't want to leave unfulfilled promises to the women I cared about, leaving regrets that would be separated forever.
I don't really love any of the women I'm with, I just use them as a tool to vent when my body needs them. Those women didn't have any feelings for me. When they have demanded their physical and material needs, even if they step on my corpse, they will not feel any compassion at all, except for a trace of terror. Because there is no love between us at all.
You, on the other hand, are different from them. Lin Fei stared at Erin with clear eyes, and his words revealed helplessness and sincerity.
"So, you've always loved me?" There was a bright light in Erin's eyes.
"Let's just say that, although I said that I saved you, but if it weren't for your wisdom, I'm afraid I would have died with you. And during the time I lived with you in Miami, I really learned a lot of things from you, such as the languages of more than two dozen countries. Lin Fei smiled slightly.
"Lin Fei, now that you're back and living a normal life, isn't it time to think about things with me?"
"Hmm~, Erin, it's impossible between us." Lin Fei lowered his head and said softly.
"Why? Did you lie to me with those words just now?! Irene burst into tears.
"Erin, I really didn't lie to you!" Lin Fei tightened his sword eyebrows.
"Oh! I see, it's our age gap. A man would not accept a woman who was almost ten years older than her. Erin suddenly smiled slightly, and her words revealed infinite sadness.
"Nope! No! Erin, you're not right, I've never thought about age! I don't care at all! Lin Fei's eyes were extremely sincere.
"Then give me a reason?" Erin said calmly.
"Because I have a wife." Lin Fei said softly.
Erin was stunned slightly, then slumped on the sofa, tears streaming down her face.
Lin Fei slowly sat beside Erin, and his heart ached. I want to say something comforting, but I don't know what to say.
After a long time, Erin stopped crying, gently wiped away the tears on her face, stretched out her wet fingers with tear stains and gently touched Lin Fei's face, and smiled bitterly: "Lin Fei, for the love you once had, hug me, okay?" ”
Lin Fei tightly hugged the woman with pear blossoms and rain into his arms, stroked the fragrant blonde hair, and said softly: "Erin, I'm sorry! ”
Erin was tightly tied to Lin Fei's arms, sobbing and saying, "Lin Fei, what is the last thing a woman wants to hear from a man, do you know?" ”
Lin Fei's throat moved, and he whispered, "I don't know!" ”
"I'm sorry!" Erin said flatly.
Lin Fei's heart was like a knife at the moment......
Erin stood in front of the bright window, looking out. said lightly: "Lin Fei, thank you for letting me know that you have loved me!" I haven't waited in vain all these years! ”
Lin Fei looked at the woman's back, exhaled deeply and said, "Erin, I hope you can be happy!" ”
"Thank you!"
"Is there anything else you need?"
"There was just now, but not now. You go to work! ”
"Well, no matter what you need me, just say it, I will help you."
"Yes."
Out of Erin's office, Lin Fei walked straight down the stairs downstairs, and every step seemed extremely heavy......
Outside the square in front of Jingfeng Building, Lin Fei had a cigarette in his mouth and leaned on the lamp pole. The strong midday sun forced him to squint and put his hands in his pockets. Let the soot fall on the placket of the garment.
With pedestrians and vehicles coming and going on the highway, no one would notice this lost young man at all.
……
"Help! Grab the money! Kill! An exclamation made Lin Fei open his eyes suddenly and stand up. Years of experience led him to focus on the direction of the sound coming from him for the first time.
On the other side of the road, about three hundred meters away, is a commercial bank. A middle-aged woman was squatting on the ground holding a man crying and shouting, and a patch of blood flowed from under the man's body. Some passers-by around frowned and pointed, and two bank security guards stood majestically inside the door where the security net had just fallen, staring nervously outside. About a hundred meters away from the bank, two masked men carrying a black leather bag were running towards a van that started slowly.
Lin Fei spit out his cigarette, dusted off the ashes on his body, and walked like a van.