"Yingzi, it's rare that you can talk to me so much, don't worry, I will gradually adjust my mentality and not disappoint you and Lingyan!"

Shao Yingying's arrival suddenly made up for the regret that she could not say goodbye to her due to illness, and the lingering tangled and stirring feelings in her heart for many days were released.

Since learning that he might be suffering from an incurable disease, Wu Xiaojun has rarely had contact with others, and has never responded to any paging from others except for the phone calls of his hometown, let alone taking the initiative to publicize his illness to anyone, and is almost in a state of self-isolation.

Shao Yingying went to Nanji to study for a master's degree, one for three years, the chance to meet is very small, pitiful, if she continues to study, a doctorate, stay to study or something, or go to work in a field far away from thousands of mountains and thousands of miles, ten or eight years, or even longer to meet, it is very likely, in short, once this golden phoenix flies out, the possibility of coming back is almost zero.

At the beginning, in order to make up for the lack of courage to express his heart to Luo Xiao in high school, he confessed to his face that he was hazy with her, had a secret love for a year, buried in the bottom of his heart, and left regrets, and ignited the impulse and rhapsody of pursuit with the introverted, quiet, calm, profound, and mysterious Shao Yingying in his heart of Aiwu and Wu, Qin Meixiang doubted her relationship with Shao Yingying at that time.

Next, inadvertently helped her mother find her biological daughter Luo Xiao, who had been separated for more than 20 years, fulfilled the dream of reuniting mother and daughter, and formed an indissoluble bond with the Luo family and Shao Yingying.

However, Feng Weiwei, Bai Lingyan and others entered their lives, which made Shao Yingying very disappointed, after graduation, although the two places were separated, the feelings for her never disappeared from the depths of her heart, and she was often missed.

Looking back at the road she has walked in the past, Shao Yingying's indifference, intelligence, kindness and never abandonment, invisibly accompanied, influenced, and changed her life, this change and influence, for herself is not so much a painful torture again and again, but another invisible whipping and encouragement, let yourself experience the hardships of life in pain and happiness, the warmth and coldness of the world, in the entanglement of endless death, in the scars more and more frustration more and more courageous, more frustration stronger, so that a simple heart becomes resolute, strong, persistent and brave.

At this time, Bai Lingyan walked back from outside with sweat on her face, panting, and when she entered the door, she saw Shao Yingying holding the child gently shaking in the house, coaxing her back and forth, and said, "Wenwen, be hungry, make trouble with Auntie, let Auntie rest!" Hurriedly reached out and took it.

Bai Lingyan sat on the stool, fed the child, and said to the two, "Rifopin is rarely used, except for the epidemic prevention station and large hospitals, there are generally no small hospitals and pharmacies, and the people in the pharmacy have been looking for a long time before they found a bottle, which is enough to take for a few days, otherwise, they have to go to the city to buy it, and it will be delayed for two days!" ”

"Sister-in-law, look at your urgency, it's actually not a day or two!" Shao Yingying said with a chuckle.

"I didn't mean that, what I wanted to say was that serving the army is blessed, which is a good sign!" Bai Lingyan shook her head and said happily.

"Isn't it just buying a bottle of medicine, as for such an exaggeration, you're becoming more and more superstitious!" Wu Xiaojun said meaninglessly.

"What's the matter, as long as I don't run in vain, I'm already hungry, let's hurry up and eat!" Shao Yingying looked at the two of them with a little different opinions, smiled slightly, and said roundly.

Shao Yingying originally planned to go back early the next morning, because Bai Lingyan received a call from the hospital in the branch, the old dean retired, and Zhu Baoming, the vice president who had just returned from the Sudan Project Department, took over, and tomorrow morning the hospital held a meeting of cadres and workers of the whole hospital, and the company announced the appointment decision to go to the hospital for a meeting.

Although Wu Xiaojun did not have any hope that rifampicin would work, he still took it as requested by the two ladies that night.

At night, Bai Lingyan and Shao Yingying were like best friends who hadn't seen each other for many years, they were very excited, chatting quietly until late, Wu Xiaojun was lying on the small bed outside, listening to the excited voices of the two from time to time, tossing and turning and couldn't sleep, repeatedly thinking about a question that had haunted their hearts for many days, and finally made up their minds.

The next day, Bai Lingyan went to the street to buy breakfast for the two, explained to Shao Yingying, and went to the hospital for a meeting.

Shao Yingying looked at Wu Xiaojun with dark circles under his eyes, without any energy, and asked with concern, "What's the matter, did you have insomnia last night?" ”

Wu Xiaojun frowned secretly, his expression became a little solemn, and he said with a melancholy face, "It's not just last night's insomnia, since I got sick, I have thought about a lot of problems, and I often have insomnia, and this time has become more and more aggravated!" ”

Shao Yingying felt that it was the normal psychological reaction of the patient, who had a disease of numbness, and could still be happy all day long, and said disapprerovingly, "You, you are too preoccupied, and you can't get over it yourself." Lingyan's sister-in-law is more optimistic than you, who can not have a major illness and a small disaster, and treat the disease! ”

Wu Xiaojun said with a wry smile, "Yingzi, everyone has their own pain and unspeakable secrets!" Before I got sick, I didn't feel anything, I got sick, I was very entangled in some things, can you do me a favor and solve a big problem? ”

Shao Yingying frowned, staring at Wu Xiaojun's strange expression, not knowing what he was doing, and said in a firm tone, "Brother Xiaojun, whatever you say, as long as I can do it, I will definitely help you, what do you need me to do, just say it!" ”

Wu Xiaojun was cautious, struggling in his mind for a long time, gritting his teeth sideways, and said gloomily, "Hey, Yingzi, how can I say something, I feel difficult to talk about when I think about it, I feel that I am not a person, but the matter has been formed, I want to face it but I can't face it, I don't want to face it but I can't face it, Lingyan can't say it, my family can't say it, and other people can't say it, it's like a boulder that has been crushing me out of breath!" ”

Shao Yingying saw that Wu Xiaojun did have something unspeakable, and said with a hint of trembling, "You and Lingyan's sister-in-law have such a deep relationship, so good, there is nothing between husband and wife that can't be told to her, why do you have to hold it in your heart and feel uncomfortable!" ”

"This matter is indeed a bit ridiculous, and it is too big a blow to her to say it, I dare not say it! I thought about it carefully last night, you are the person I trust the most and have nothing to do with this matter, talk to you, maybe the pressure in my heart will be released! ”

"The more you talk about it, the more mysterious it becomes, I don't understand what the hell is going on, just say it!"

Wu Xiaojun cried and told the story of himself and Qin Meixiang from beginning to end.

Shao Yingying said with regret and sorrow, his heart was particularly shocked and moved, mixed tastes, tears flowed, Qin Meixiang knew about it at the time, so many years have passed, and he has experienced so many bizarre twists and turns, and such a big change has occurred, which is indeed beyond his expectations.

Qin Meixiang has always adhered to the immature love between Wu Xiaojun and Wu Xiaojun, alone without regrets, with hard work to care for the crystallization of the love between the two, the relationship and normal life between Wu Xiaojun and Bai Lingyan have not been disturbed by the problem of the child, she is indeed a strong, tolerant, open-minded woman, few people in the world can do it.

Shao Yingying not only sighed sincerely, "I didn't expect that there are so many unknown stories between you and Mei Xiang, it's incredible!" After experiencing such great setbacks and difficulties, Sister Mei Xiang has persevered, and she has such a great achievement, which is by no means comparable to ordinary people, which is really remarkable and admirable! To say something you don't like to hear, with your current pessimistic appearance, you are too far away from Sister Mei Xiang, not only do I look down on you a little, Sister Mei Xiang wants to know that you are like this, I despise you in my heart, and I look down on you even more! ”

Wu Xiaojun blamed himself and said with annoyance, "Yingzi, I am very incompetent and useless, which makes them very sad and disappointed, and they are sorry for Qin Meixiang, sorry for Lingyan, unforgivable, unforgivable, stupid and dirty things, I don't even have a place to regret and make amends, and it is not an exaggeration to be struck by thunder and thunder!" ”

On the one hand, there is the lover Bai Lingyan and her daughter who have walked together after life and death, and on the other hand, the first love and son who have paid silently for themselves, the palms and backs of the hands are all meat, no one can give it up, the reality is ruthless and cruel, Wu Xiaojun's concerns Bai Lingyan's feelings are inevitable, this matter is like a hot potato, no matter who is very entangled in his heart.

It's so plain that it's nothing, once you encounter the sorrow of losing your soul or the hurdle that you can't get over for a while, you naturally think about these, as he said frankly, father and son are connected, mother and son are by nature, I didn't feel anything before, if it is really an incurable disease, I didn't even see my own son and left, it is cruel in cruelty, regret in regret.

Wu Xiaojun couldn't speak, full of remorse, worried, and suffered a lot of mental torture, unimaginable, I wanted to mock and complain and scold him a few words, but it was difficult to speak, and he comforted with tears in his heart, "Brother Xiaojun, it can't be said right or wrong now, although you and Mei Xiang have children belonging to the two, it's not all your fault, it is caused by special circumstances, even if Sister-in-law Lingyan knows one day, she will understand you and Sister Mei Xiang, you don't need to be too guilty and blame yourself." What's more, Sister Mei Xiang is very tolerant, cultured, and reasonable, and has no intention of disturbing the normal life of you and Lingyan's sister-in-law, you and Lingyan's sister-in-law should treat her like their own sisters and be grateful to her! ”

Hearing Shao Yingying say this, Wu Xiaojun felt great relief and relief in his heart, and suddenly felt much more relaxed, breathed a long sigh of relief, and said sincerely, "Yingzi, you are really my good sister, when I encounter something confused and confused, you always have an invisible key in your hand to open the lock of my heart!" No matter what you say, it always speaks to my heart! ”

Shao Yingying's face suddenly turned red, lowered her head and said weakly, "Whoever says some things is the same, the main thing is that you are acting in your heart!" ”

Wu Xiaojun saw that Shao Yingying was a little unnatural for a while, and didn't want to touch the past between the two, so he hurriedly asked seriously with a difficult look, "Yingzi, the time is not ripe yet, can you keep this secret from Bai Lingyan for me for the time being?" ”