Chapter 8: Parting is Imminent (1)
After that night's confession, she clearly felt the difference between her and Xuanyuan's miracles, they were no longer a simple master-apprentice relationship, but a wonderful atmosphere swirled between the two of them, and they still got along as usual.
Obviously she confessed first, and it should be the Xuanyuan miracle that is not suitable, but it is she who is wrong for something, whenever the Xuanyuan miracle does a little intimate action, she can't help blushing, and her heart will flutter and beat non-stop, on the other hand, Xuanyuan miracle, just like a person who has nothing to do, is still the same as before.
And under this kind of getting along, they spent another two years happily and worry-free, no one came to disturb them in these two years, even the master who came and went without a trace all day long, he never came to the iceberg in the past two years, and they lived a life without quarrel with the world, just like a little couple.
But there will always be an end to such days, and today is the day when Chao Xiwu turns fifteen, that is, on this day, her father, who has not exchanged any letters for five years, sent a letter to her, asking her to rush back before August 15 to attend the Mid-Autumn Festival.
Chao Xi Wu took the letter and stood in the snow in a daze, she deliberately didn't let herself think about these things in the past five years, she wanted to forget everything outside, she wanted to forget everything in her previous life, she just wanted to do a Chao Xi Dance, a Chao Xi Dance that only belonged to the miracle of Xuanyuan, not the eldest lady of the General's Mansion Chao Xi Wu, but she knew that she couldn't.
She took the letter in her hand and stood in the snow for a whole hour, the fluttering snow falling on the ends of her hair, on her shoulders, penetrating her skin, and freezing her heart.
She didn't know how to tell the master later, she didn't want to say goodbye to the master, and she was reluctant to leave the master, just when she was entangled and in pain, the miracle of Xuanyuan who came down the mountain because of something came back, and as soon as he came in, he saw the morning dance with empty eyes, and walked to her side.
When he walked to her side, he saw the letter in her hand at a glance, because of the problem of perspective, he also saw the words on the letter clearly at a glance, and recalled Chao Xiwu's thoughts, Xuanyuan Miracle seemed to be not caring at all and said, "Are you leaving?" When? ”
Chao Xiwu put away the letter indifferently, looked at the miracle of Xuanyuan, who was still cold and without any expression, and said, "Early tomorrow morning, I will leave." ”
At this time, how much she wanted to say to Xuanyuan's miracle, you can go with me. She didn't dare to speak, and she was afraid to say that she would hear the answer she didn't want to hear, in her previous life, it was also today's day, because of the mission she carried, she embarked on a contrary path to him, and it also made them stand in different worlds from then on.
Xuanyuan Miracle stood beside Chao Xi Wu, turned his head to look at Chao Xi Wu covered in snow, a trace of anger flashed in his eyes, and he quickly disappeared, as if he had never appeared. patted the snow off Chao Xiwu's body, and said with a faint reproach, "Even if you are not afraid of the cold, you shouldn't stand outside." ”
Chao Xiwu also turned his head, and with uneasy eyes, he looked at Xuanyuan's miracle and said, "Master, I... I don't want to leave, I... I'm afraid. ”
She clasped her hands tightly, nervously waiting for the words of Xuanyuan's miracle, as long as he said that he would not let her go, then she would give up everything, no longer pay attention to the fight outside, and live here with him forever.
"You have your mission, and I can't keep you here." The miracle of Xuanyuan broke everything in one sentence.
Chao Xiwu lowered her head in disappointment, closed her sour eyes, and let go of her clenched hand. Yes, she doesn't belong here, she forgot the pain of her previous life, and she forgot how she was killed in her previous life, she never forgot that day, she killed many people on the edge of the cliff of broken intestines, and there was blood everywhere, which was the world made of blood.
In the past five years, whenever she had nightmares, she would dream of that day, she kept killing, kept killing, she couldn't see anything else, there was only one word in her heart, in her mind, and in her eyes.
"Wu'er, the past five years have been for the teacher to watch you grow up, you have an obsession in your heart, and you can't let go. If you don't go down the mountain, it's hard to get rid of the demons in your heart, this is your demonic obstacle, and only you can get rid of them. Xuanyuan explained lightly that he might never say that if he were someone else.
But he didn't know why Lu Dao was reluctant, he was reluctant to look at Wu'er's sad and lost expression, at this time she seemed to be in a desperate situation, so sad. There was a heart-rending pain on his body, and even he could feel it clearly.
Xuanyuan Miraculous took the initiative to stretch out his hands this time, hugged Chao Xiwu into his arms, and patted her back awkwardly. Chao Xiwu hugged his waist tightly and buried his head in his arms, and the tears that were originally forced back into his eyes gushed out because of his simple action.
The five years she endured alone, the pain in the dead of night, everything she carried, the burden that weighed her breathlessly, were all released at this moment.
Xuanyuan Miraculous quickly felt the dampness on his chest, and his clapping hands couldn't help but pause, in his memory, Wu'er was a strong woman, never shouted tired, shouted pain, even if it was practice, he let her stand all day, repeating a move for several hours, she never said anything.
But today she was crying, he could clearly feel her depression, she was trying her best to restrain herself, what was it that made her so painful, let her treat herself like this.
"Master... I... I don't want to cry... Can... But I... I couldn't help it. Chao Xiwu sobbed, she could never be as strong as in front of others, she couldn't help but expose her weakness.
"Dance, it's okay." Xuanyuan didn't know how to comfort her, only two simple words, he wanted to soothe her sadness.
I don't know how long it has been, Chao Xiwu only felt that his voice was crying hoarse, his tears were dry, and his eyes were red and painful. She was still reluctant to leave the arms of Xuanyuan's miracle, so she hugged him helplessly, for fear that as soon as she let go of her hand, he would disappear.
Xuanyuan miraculously hugged her like this, since she didn't let go, then he wouldn't push her away, at this time he just wanted to comfort the little woman in his arms.
"Master, I'm leaving, will you miss me in the future," Chao Xiwu asked expectantly in a hoarse voice.
"Yes." The miracle of Xuanyuan has never been a hypocritical person.
When Chao Xiwu heard this, she was immediately satisfied, and rubbed it affectionately on Xuanyuan's miracle's chest, she just needed such a simple promise, as long as he would miss her, it was enough.