Fanwai 47 Self-esteem (2nd Update)
Yunyan looked at him dumbfounded, her lips trembled, and it took a long time for her to burst out with a sentence, "It turns out that in your eyes, I am such an unbearable woman?" ”
Li Yan didn't speak, turned around and left, walked two steps, and found that his daughter-in-law was still standing in a daze, didn't follow, returned and grabbed her hand, and took her to the house.
"Hey, are you talking a little heavier?" Li Man looked at him cautiously, he didn't expect him to be so ruthless, and ordinary thin-skinned girls couldn't stand it.
Li Yan glanced at her and snorted lightly, "She's not you." ”
Li Man was stunned for a moment, but his heart was sweet, thinking about it, he really hadn't really been fierce to her.
In the courtyard, Li Mo took a deep look at Yunyan, and also felt that this girl's motives were impure at the beginning, and now she is a little hypocritical, and the second brother said that, this is his business, and it is inconvenient for him, who is the eldest brother, to interfere, so he called Li Hua and went back to the house together.
Under the eaves, Xiao Wu raised his eyebrows lightly, and happily followed his brothers into the kitchen together.
Outside, only Li Xiangyu and Yunyan remained.
I wanted to turn around and leave, but seeing that Yunyan was like losing her soul, Li Xiangyu was not at ease, so she stepped forward and grabbed her arm.
"Okay, the second child doesn't like what he says, but he is indeed right, you said that you are a girl's family, and everyone tells you that he has a wife and children, and he has rejected you, what are you still doing here? Isn't this troublemaking? ”
Yunyan's eyes moved, and tears fell.
Li Xiangyu sighed lightly, "Okay, now that the words are open, you also know his heart, don't go on the pole in the future." Let's stay for now, take care of your body, and talk about the rest. ”
"Thank you, auntie, I think I'm better going." Yunyan seemed to have made up her mind to leave, gently pushed Li Xiangyu's hand away, turned around and walked outside the courtyard, but when she just opened the courtyard door, the whole person was dizzy, and she sat on the ground while holding on to the wall.
Li Xiangyu hurriedly went over to support her, seeing her pale face and cold sweat on her forehead, she couldn't help frowning, "I said that you can't walk if you are not in good health now, you don't believe it." ”
"Me." Yunyan struggled to get up, and wanted to go out, as if decided, even if he climbed, he would climb out of the Li family.
Li Xiangyu was also a little angry at this time, and her voice became louder, "You girl, why are you so stubborn?" What would you think if you climbed out of our yard and people saw it? Besides, if you and the second child can't be husband and wife, do you have to become enemies? Could it be that the second child said that, and you still don't give up? ”
"Me? I didn't. Yunyan turned around and replied aggrievedly.
Li Xiangyu snorted, "If you don't have a ghost in your heart, what are you doing in a hurry?" If you really want to leave in a hurry, then don't toss around here, go back to the house to rest, take care of your body, and go as far as you can. ”
Yunyan leaned against the wall, listening to this, his heart became more and more aggrieved and sad.
In the kitchen, several people also heard the words outside clearly, but the men didn't say anything, Li Man had to speak first, "I think my aunt's words are good, in this situation, Miss Yunyan can't go alone at all, if she really lets her go like this, if something goes wrong halfway, my family is afraid that we will not go away in conscience." ”
"Well, you can do whatever you want." Li Mo knew what she meant, so he nodded.
Li Man looked at Li Yan again, smiled helplessly, but it was not easy to say anything, turned around and went out.
Yunyan leaned against the courtyard wall, sobbing lowly, and on the side, Li Xiangyu looked at her helplessly.
Li Man approached and patted Yunyan's back gently, "Miss Yun, don't be annoyed, Li Yan's words are a little ugly, he didn't sleep well at night, this is a bit angry when he gets up, you finally walked so far, come to see us, you can't just go back sick like this." Let's go, go back to the house and eat. ”
Yunyan only clasped the wall with both hands, and kept shaking his head at her, "No." ”
"Do you want Li Yan to come over and call you to stay in person?" Li Yan raised his eyes and looked at Yunyan carefully, this girl was very strong in her bones.
"He won't." Yunyan smiled bitterly like self-deprecation.
Li Man gave Li Xiangyu a look, "Auntie, you go to breakfast first." ”
"Hmm." Li Xiangyu glanced at Yunyan again, sighed, and went back to the house.
At this time, Li Man also took a deep breath, leaned against the wall, and snorted helplessly and angrily.
"Yunyan girl, you must think I'm a bully, right?"
"Huh?" Yunyan looked up in surprise and looked at her blankly.
The corners of Li Man's lips curled, and he laughed sarcastically, "Otherwise, how dare you be so presumptuous in my house?" ”
Yunyan trembled, and his body seemed to be unstable and about to fall, "You, what do you mean by this?" ”
Li Man looked at her deeply, word by word, "Li Yan is my man." ”
"......" Yunyan's expression was suffocated, and she lowered her head, not daring to look at her eyes.
Li Man continued, "I think your act of bowing your head is not shame, but unwillingness. ”
"I didn't." Yunyan suddenly raised her head, and her eager negative attitude betrayed her heart.
Li Man shrugged his eyebrows, "Actually, I also think I'm quite good-natured, you came all the way here just to provoke my man." And I'm still here, bothering to keep you, huh. ”
Yunyan bit her lip, where did she look like she wanted to keep someone, it was obvious that she was here to stimulate her.
"However, I do mean well, really, if you hit Li Yan with your idea, it is really a big mistake, he will not like you, it's not that you're bad, but he already has me by his side, do you understand?"
"You?" Yun Yan's eyes showed anger, "I know that the person he loves is you." You don't need to tell me again. ”
"You don't understand when you look at it. Let me tell you, first of all, Li Yan is not the kind of man who sees things differently, his feelings for me are definitely deeper than you can imagine, I can tell you without shame, even if I am gone, there will never be a second woman in this world who can replace me in his heart, understand? So, if I were you, I'd rather find a man who loves you wholeheartedly than a man who has another woman in his heart. ”
Yunyan's lips were white, in front of Li Man, she didn't have the right to speak at all, and she had already lost to her in terms of identity, didn't she? She was his wife, and she was nothing.
"And." Li Man saw the unwillingness in her eyes clearly, so what she said was also very direct, "I said that Li Yan is my man, and I will never let him have a second woman by his side." ”
"You?" At this time, Yunyan was not only surprised, but also felt that Li Man was a little too confident?
This man's three wives and four concubines are too normal, even his father, in addition to his mother, has had several concubines, and his mother not only did not complain about this, but also tried her best to envelop them.
"It's not a good thing for women to be jealous." She seems to have finally grasped the weakness that can be used to attack Li Man.
However, when Li Man heard this, he smiled indifferently, "Others, I don't know, but my man, heh, if this kind of thing happens, if I don't show some jealousy, he will be unhappy." ”
The corner of Yunyan's mouth twitched, and she intuitively felt that Li Man, this woman, was too arrogant, but she had to bow her head under the eaves, and she also knew that it was not good to have a hard encounter with Li Man, so she didn't make a sound.
"Okay, I've said everything I need to say, if you insist on leaving, I feel that I have gone too far." Li Man stared at her very directly.
Yunyan looked embarrassed, bit her lip and said nothing, looking very hesitant.
Li Man sighed lightly and stretched out his hand to support her, "Let's go, it's actually easy for a girl's family to leave home for love and travel so far away." ”
If it weren't for the man she had her eye on as her own, she would have almost praised her for this crazy behavior.
When it comes to this, Yunyan has no other way, just like Li Man said, it would be hypocritical to consume it any longer, so he obediently followed Li Man and returned to the kitchen together.
In the kitchen, a few people sat around the table, and the meal was not served.
Li Man helped Yunyan sit down, and then helped his family serve dinner.
After Yunyan sat down, she didn't dare to raise her head, she was not a thick-skinned woman, and this behavior was the most daring thing she had done in her life.
However, she didn't expect this to be the result, she didn't dare to imagine that after he got better, she left the Li family, where would she go?
A breakfast that passed quickly.
Yunyan consciously returned to the room, afraid of hindering the eyes of others.
The Li family didn't bother her anymore, Li Man took the child to play in his room after dinner, Li Yan leaned on the side of the bed, squinted, and looked at her for a moment, Li Mo sat on the chair by the window, Li Hua also held the child, and kept teaching him to play rattle, Xiao Wu leaned on the desk, his hands were wrapped, and he looked like a rebellious teenager.
"My sister-in-law has been happy for a long time, big brother, you can pick some of the vegetables in our greenhouse tomorrow morning and send her more." Li Man was playing with her daughter while instructing Li Mo.
Li Mo snorted, "I sent it before yesterday, I'm afraid I haven't finished eating it yet, so I'll go back in two days, just in time for Xiao Nian." ”
"Hmm." Time flies so fast, and it's about to be a new year again, Li Man sighed with emotion, "Uncle, why haven't they come back yet?" ”
"The more you get to the edge of the year, the busier the shop becomes. Less than Chinese New Year's Eve, at least twenty-nine will not be able to return. Li Hua hugged his son, shaking the rattle, and glanced up at Li Man.
Li Man said 'oh', and said, "Our house has to be rearranged, my uncle's family of three will come back for the New Year, I'm afraid the room will not be enough, the old house has not been inhabited for more than half a year, and now it will definitely not be able to live." ”
"It's okay, just squeeze when the time comes." Li Mo said, it's just that one more cloud smoke is not easy to do.
The Chinese New Year is coming soon, and it is even more difficult to let the girl go alone at this time.
However, seeing that his face sank, Li Man thought of another person, that is, Li Shu.
was originally a lively year, without a Li Shu, it is destined to be incomplete.
Fortunately, however, they were able to go to him as soon as the New Year was over.
When she finds him, she must beat him up and ask him if he dares to leave her alone and run away in the future?
The family chatted in the house, and no one mentioned Yunyan.
And Yunyan sat in the room by herself, but she cried sadly for what happened to her.
This is really good, a few days at the end of the year, the weather is fine and warms people from the bottom of their hearts.
The house should be washed and dried, all the things have been done, and the New Year's goods have been prepared, just waiting for the day of family reunion to come soon.
After secretly crying a few times, Yun Yan gradually opened his eyes and began to walk out of the house, and even took the initiative to work on the day of the Chinese New Year's Eve.
She is good at killing chickens and fish, chopping wood, but she is not good at cooking.
Therefore, when Li Man was in charge of the kitchen, Yunyan was a little dumbfounded when he watched from the side.
Obviously, such a white beauty, you can stand by the pot, and the pair of thin white hands hold the spatula and stir-fry in the pot, but she is not unfamiliar at all, and the neat appearance of the work is not lost to those women who revolve around the pot all day long.
But she obviously doesn't like it.
From the first time she saw Li Man, Yunyan felt that she was not like an ordinary woman, at least not like the village women she usually came into contact with.
Her face is too beautiful and her temperament is too pure, but she is very much like a noble official lady.
Yes, Miss Guanguan is a little more noble than the daughter of an ordinary big family.
But she married the Li family and became the co-wife of the Li family's brothers.
This is not surprising to Yunyan, speaking of which, in the small mountain village where she lives, this phenomenon is also very common, but those women are rough and spicy, and none of them are like Li Man.
Even she felt that she was many times stronger than those women.
She was also a lady eunuch, but in the end, she fell, but in the end she lived that kind of life, the self-esteem and stubbornness in her bones could not be changed, so when a matchmaker found her, she didn't have anyone to look at, even if some people's lives were rich enough to make her worry about food and clothing, she didn't want to.
In her selfish heart, she felt that she was different from those village women, even if she was now fallen, she still felt more noble than those people in her bones.
Therefore, after meeting Li Yan, she abandoned her self-esteem for the first time and was willing to be with him.
After hearing that he had a wife and children, she was embarrassed and painful, but after that, she couldn't forget him.
That's why I will secretly follow him again.
I thought that his wife, like the village women she came into contact with on a daily basis, had no appearance or talent, and could do nothing else except work that would make her stupid strength.
So, she was relieved again, she felt that she was different, she would definitely give him a different life, as long as she was given more time, she would definitely make this man fall in love with her.
But who knows, Li Man's appearance has trampled all her arrogant self-esteem under her feet.