But she could only pretend to be one man in her heart, and she was sure that she would not fall in love with another man.

So in the face of Prince Wu Zan's show of love, she has always turned a blind eye, until Vivian was born, she never imagined that Prince Wu Zan would announce to the people of country Z that Vivian was her daughter.

And three days after Vivien's birth, she canonized the princess.

This is unprecedented in the Z royal family.

Because the division and canonization of the Z royal family are particularly strict, many princes and princesses will not really get the title until they reach adulthood.

It's unprecedented for someone like Vivien to be canonized just after birth.

The old king, who had not died of illness at the time, also objected, but Wu Zan insisted on canonizing Vivien, in order to appease Wu Zan and let him inherit the throne.

The old king reluctantly agreed to his request.

For Wu Zan, the position of king is not uncommon at all, and he likes to live freely and freely the most.

But his status dictates that he must take on these missions.

Coupled with his cousin Helian Feng's unsparing efforts to help him, he overcame public opinion and stabilized his regime, and he walked step by step to the pinnacle of power.

But every time he was in front of Yan Lili, he never felt that he was the supreme ruler of a country.

He just wants to be the most ordinary man, to take care of a woman he loves deeply, and to be able to live an ordinary and warm life.

"Lily, are you still unable to forget those things from the past?"

Wu Zan looked at Yan Lili's painful expression, and knew that she must have remembered those black memories again.

"I really don't mind that, and I don't care who Vivien's biological father is?"

"In my heart, Vivian is my Wu Zan's biological daughter, I will treat her like a treasure, and she will definitely become the most favored princess of country Z, shining like a brilliant ruby."

"Can you believe me when I say that?"

Looking at Wu Zan's sincere words, Yan Lili really didn't know what kind of words to use to reject Wu Zan's affection.

"Wu Zan, don't you say it again?"

"I know you're good to me, I know it, but I really can't accept you."

"I am not qualified to be the queen of a country, I really am not qualified, I hope you can find a girl who is suitable for you, become your queen, I will bless you."

Yan Lili twisted her head to the other side as she spoke, she didn't want Wu Zan to see the tear stains crisscrossing her face.

Even if she knew in her heart, it was impossible for her to return to Jingran's side in her life.

But she will not go against her original intention and marry another man.

After Wu Zan listened to Yan Lili's words, the love he had been holding back suddenly erupted at this moment.

He was so annoyed and mad that he didn't even know what to do to make the woman in front of him fall in love with him and believe in his sincerity.

Could he be that he would cut out his heart and present it to her?

He is the king of a country, he can command thousands of troops, he can strategize, and he can control the economic lifeline of a country, but he can't handle a woman.

This is the greatest irony of life for Wu Zan.

The longing that had been hidden in his heart for the past few years had turned into an angry aura at this moment.

He grabbed Yan Lili's shoulders as soon as he could, with infinite longing in his eyes.

"Lily, I hope you can tell me in person that you are willing to accept me and accept the one I have given you."

Vivian saw her father suddenly angry on the side, and the little girl was frightened, and she ran over and hugged Wu Zan's thigh.

"Father, what's wrong with you? Let go of your mother! ”

Wu Zan had lost his mind a little, and he couldn't listen to anyone's persuasion at all.

Vivien's small body couldn't stop any of Wu Zan's movements at all.

Yan Lili knew that the last time the two of them had a violent quarrel over this topic, Wu Zan was so angry that she threw her sleeves and left her residence.

After that, I didn't set foot in the Rose Garden for more than a year.

But this time he was completely angry, and it hurt and hurt to grab her shoulder.

And it was the first time she saw Wu Zan so angry that the green tendons on his neck bulged out, which showed what state he was in now.

Yan Lili was afraid that Vivian would be injured by mistake, so she shouted for the maid to take Princess Vivien down.

The maids were also frightened when they saw this scene, and when they heard Yan Lili's order, they slowly approached and picked up Vivian.

"Princess Vivien, please leave with the slave!"

Vivien knew that her mother was afraid that she would be hurt, and she immediately burst into tears, crying and shouting, "Father, I hate you, why are you so cruel to your mother? ”

"I don't like you anymore, I don't like you anymore."

Yan Lili glared at the maid again, and the maid hugged Vivien and withdrew.

Vivien's crying continued, Wu Zan's eyes were scarlet, and he kept pushing Yan Lili down the wall.

"Wu Zan, are you going to kill me?"

Yan Lili knew that it was useless for her to say anything now, even if Wu Zan really killed her in a fit of anger today, she would have no regrets.

After all, her life was saved by Wu Zan, allowing her to survive for more than four years.

But he will never understand, what kind of life she has lived every day for more than four years?

She misses Jingran, her family and friends in country C, and she also lives in deep self-blame and remorse.

Every nightmare, she would wake up crying.

Because she would often think of the scenes where the bastards had done her up and down, and this psychological shadow made her unable to dissipate.

She even takes a shower 2-3 times a day, and every time she rubs her whole body red, every day for more than four years.

If Wu Zan really killed her today, then it would also be a relief for her, a relief.

Thinking of this, Yan Lili slowly closed her eyes, leaned her head against the wall, and made an expression of giving up resistance.

Wu Zan pinched her neck with one hand, but he didn't use force, just used this posture to vent his inner dissatisfaction.

"What's your attitude?"

"Would you rather die than marry me?"

"Lily, am I just disgusting you?"

Wu Zan said these words angrily, he is a very simple person, he has always pursued the creed of rope sawing wood and water dropping stones.

But why did he pay so much, but he couldn't melt this woman's cold heart?

He couldn't figure it out, couldn't figure it out at all.

"You answer me? You speak! ”

"What the hell do you want me to do? You can give me a chance to really get into your heart. ”

When Yan Lili heard this, she didn't say a word, just tilted her head slightly, signaling that Prince Wu Zan could start.

"You're so bent on dying?"