It was as if at some moment, the shelves full of rose petals began to fall like a sudden rain.

Shu E suddenly remembered the days before the Emperor's birthday, the Qianyuan Festival, and the Queen Mother often ordered herself to copy Buddhist scriptures in the Anqing Palace. There is a book called "Vima Sutra" that tells the story of a celestial maiden scattering flowers.

The sutra says: Maha is widely said to be sick with his body. The Buddha told Manjushri: "You ask questions. "There is a woman in the room of Shi Weimo, scattering all the Bodhisattvas with smallpox, all of them have fallen, and the eldest disciple will not fall, and the goddess said that the end of the habit is not over, so the flower is gone.

It tells the story of the Buddha who knew that his disciple Vimajie was sick, so he sent all the disciples to greet him, and concluded that Vimajie would take the opportunity to preach the scriptures and explain the scriptures, so he sent the Heavenly Maiden Hundred Flowers and Fairies to test the disciples' practice.

The Heavenly Maiden carried a basket of flowers, and saw that Vimojie was lecturing with all the disciples, and was about to disperse the basket of flowers, saying: "The practice is not finished, and the flowers are solid; Those who have exhausted their habits will not be able to spend themselves. ”

The petals reached the Bodhisattva's body, and sure enough, they fell off the clothes. The flowers on Vimalaya's body are not falling.

The disciples went and asked Sariputta how they could get rid of the flowers. Sariputta said, "This flower is not as good as the Dharma."

Shu E only vaguely understood the meaning of the Buddhist scriptures at this time.

The petals of the flower fall when they are clothed on the bodhisattva's body, but they do not fall on the body of Vimalaya. In fact, the petals are the same petals, and there is no difference. There is a difference, it is the place where the petals fall, the heart under the crown of Chu Chu's clothes.

In the eyes of the Bodhisattva, there is no difference in everything, no birth, no death, no joy and no sorrow; Vimalaya, on the other hand, still has a heart of separation, joy, anger and sorrow, and is afraid of life and death.

But how can ordinary people not be afraid of life and death?

Those petals in the dream, one petal fell on the body, but they all became lingering, and even turned into a deep imprint of bright red, forever and ever, all growing on the placket of the clothes.

Shu E couldn't help but shudder in her heart, the person who stained the petals in her dream was herself, or Huifeng?

The person who has such a thorough understanding of life and death, and has such a profound obsession with life and evil death, is it Huifeng or himself?

If it's really Huifeng, if it's really Huifeng......

The petals fall on the body and turn into drops of bright red blood on the dress. Such a striking bright red, such a clear obsession.

Sure enough, Hua Fu was right, Hui Feng died in vain.

In front of me, there seemed to be a moment of confusion. My eyes, which had been sore for days, were as uncomfortable as fire.

There seems to be a cool phoenix blowing. The petals fell more and more, and some of them fell whole. Even the flower vine trellises were shaken by such a powerful fall.

Shu E's heart moved slightly, and she walked over again. Hua Fu was also busy keeping up, but she didn't have time to support Shu'e.

Shu E walked too fast, her clothes swayed gently, and her lotus steps were light, like a fairy Lingbo, rushing forward. With the rain-like falling flowers around her, it really seems that she is not in the world. Hua Fu looked at Shu E's back and couldn't help but be stunned.

However, Shu E let out a low shout of "Chinese Medical Officer", which made Hua Fu sober up instantly.

A person walked out from behind the flower stand, with a long body and a snow-blue jacket, who was Hua Dongyang, the imperial doctor of the Hanlin Medical Hospital.

Shu E suddenly felt as if she had just woken up from a dream, and the falling Ying like a goddess scattering flowers was like a dream, and once the dream was shattered, everything gradually calmed down. Only a few fallen flowers fluttering in the air after the most lush, like sheared butterfly wings, slowly falling.

Shu E raised her arm slightly, staring at a petal that fell on it, this huge farewell where even Rose Flower was so generous to her confidant to death, but it turned out to be such an incredible beginning and ending.

Shu E just looked at the snow-white sleeves of her arms, the petals that were faintly flushed like a girl's shame, and said softly: "What is it for?" "It's not that I'm not surprised, it's not that I'm not angry, but I'm afraid that if I speak out loud, I'll take the petals of the last flower and fall to the ground and die. It's like, an oversight, Huifeng, is gone.

"It's me."

Not far behind him, Waff said.

Shu E turned her head and shouted in a low voice: "Sun Niangzi! ”

"The people have gone, and they keep these flowers, and in vain they will make the lady sad." Waffle stepped forward and said.

Shu E's eyes were full of sadness and surprise, and she whispered: "But this is the proof of her life in the palace, and it is a little thought she left." ”

"Proof of her life in the palace?" Hua Fu stretched out his finger and pointed to the remaining flowers on the vine and scattered on the ground, looked at Shu E and said, "Is this what Madame said?" Does Madame know that all the things that Hui Feng used in the flower phase were burned because they were unknown? She died, there was no more things, and the original position was also topped by the new maid, and the whole palace was as if there had never been such a person. She came out to pick these roses even with injuries and illnesses, not because she liked them much, but just to give Yang Jieyuyue luster and beauty. What did she have to do with these flowers? ”

Tears finally fell.

Ever since I heard Hua Dongyang say that Geng Zhengfeng had read those medical books, since I heard the news that Hui Feng had left the palace, and since I knew the news of Hui Feng's death, my eyes have been hurting. It hurts like a burn, but no tears have flowed.

"However, even these flowers are gone, where will her soul go, and where will I go to pay respects?" Shu E sighed with tears in her eyes.

"When a man is dead, why should the lady cling to those false claims?" Hua Dongyang said softly.

Shu E raised her head and said, "No, you don't know what to do. She's really......" said and looked at Sun Niangzi again, "She's really back." Just now, I dreamed of her just now. I told you, didn't I? ”

Shu E shook her head and cried: "I hurt her, I hurt her." I didn't have time to save Xiaoyingzi before, and it can be said that it happened suddenly, and I was defenseless; But this time, this time, the Chinese medical officer had already told me. It's me who gives up on myself, it's me who delays her...... I'm willing to die to repent, but ...... But if I kill myself, and I die myself, I will be liberated in my heart, and I will come to him again...... Where are the people in their Cao mansion, but where are you......"

Shu E felt a pain in her heart, it turned out that I still couldn't let him go like this. At the beginning, he stayed away from Cao's Mansion and let him be willing, and the reason was Rannuo. The liberation in his mouth is not also for the sake of not thinking about him like this anymore.

Hua Fu saw Shu E crying, and she couldn't bear it for a long time. At this moment, seeing that she was already a little crumbling, she was even more worried. However, she just gritted her teeth and pretended not to hear.

Shu E only felt that her body was very heavy and difficult to support, but looking at the piece of spirit on her sleeve, it was always difficult to let go, so she slowly knelt on the ground. The green skirt is like a lotus flower, spreading among the falling flowers.

"I killed her, but you are not guilty. Naturally, I can't get away with it for myself, but I've hurt you. If I die of sickness, I will be gone. But how can I fail to live up to your hearts when you keep watch over me and serve me day and night......"