Chapter 301: This and That
My heart instantly tightened.
He didn't shout, he was always light-hearted, but this suppressed voice sounded painful!
My hands clenched the curtain tightly, and my body trembled.
Even an outsider like me has an empathetic experience, no wonder Dr. Ge asked him just now.
Xiao Ning
I stayed behind the curtain, and after watching the process of Dr. Ge applying the needle to him, I finally understood why the dumb palace maid begged me not to reveal that she had brought me here.
Among the people in the Zihuan Palace, she is the one who really cares about him and remembers him, and I believe that what she cares about is not the punishment after the leakage at all, but the fear that he will be sad.
He deliberately tried to hide it from me, not to let me know, maybe because he knew that I would stop it, and he couldn't bear to see it
The room was silent again, and I couldn't remember a word I had thought of at this time, I just hesitated whether I should leave quietly and not let him know that I had been here.
My heart moved at will, and I moved slightly in the direction of the exit of the inner room, hidden behind the curtain.
At this moment, the figure leaning on the couch suddenly collapsed!
I panicked and ran out from behind the curtain and straight to where he was.
Xiao Ning curled up in pain, and his lips were bitten by him.
I stepped forward to support him and shouted anxiously, "How are you?" “
He raised his head and looked at me, his face was pale from blood loss, but his bitten lips were stained red with blood, one white and one red was shocking, it was a bewitching and bewitching beauty that was rare in his life!
His entire back was wet with cold sweat. When I touched his body, the sweat on my forehead dripped down my hands.
The whole person seemed to have been fished out of the water.
He wanted to smile at me, the corners of his mouth barely moved, and he said in a dumb voice: "Xiao Ling'er, why are you here?" “
Even though it hurt like that, his eyes were still as gentle and focused as usual when he looked at me. "You're here to see me?"
I'd love to say that it's actually second to me.
The biggest selfishness is because the banquet was changed to Zihuan Palace. I came to ask him to be accommodating, and if necessary, stop the princess from embarrassing Jing Lan, let alone the people around Jing Lan.
I planned it when I heard the news in the morning!
But at this moment, looking at his deep eyes and listening to his soft words, my heart was sour. The lie blurted out: "Yes, I came to see you." ”
"I deliberately looked at you, I haven't seen you in days."
A faint smile appeared on the corner of his lips, but his tone was cold: "Xiao Ling'er can lie, the palace is really a place to eat people." “
I was worried and mixed with indescribable sadness, and I bowed my head and said nothing.
Xiao Ning raised his hand to prop up my chin. Said gently: "It's for a foreign doctor to intercede with me, isn't it?" “
I can't say anything I deny, and my feelings are surging. I whispered, "Not exactly. ”
"I promised you."
Xiao Ning reluctantly smiled and said, "That's not all." “
As soon as he finished speaking, his body curled up again, and the pain was flooding. He turned his back and pressed his hand between his chest and abdomen, leaving only a lonely back for me.
Looking at him like this, I suddenly lost my strength, slowly squatted down, and climbed on the edge of the bed with my hands.
More than half an hour passed, and the room was still quiet without a sound. Ever since I stayed in this room, Xiao Ning never let out a single moan, even if the cold sweat on his back betrayed his forbearance a little bit.
Before I knew it, my tears fell, and he slowly turned his head to look at me. "Why are you crying?"
He whispered, "Is my tone too heavy?" Sorry, I just had a bad relationship. “
I couldn't hold back my tears any longer, and I buried my face in the crook of my arm and sobbed. "Why do you want to apologize, what do you want me to do", "What can you do to make you feel better, what can make me feel better, I just know that you will definitely agree, in fact, I know"
Xiao Ning turned around, lowered his head and patted me on the back and said, "Don't cry, don't cry." ”
"I'm going to feel sorry for you crying like this."
He looked at me quietly for a moment before saying, "You don't have to worry, I'm just afraid that there will be a cat on the side of Qingsi Palace, so I ordered the banquet to be put under my nose." ”
"It's going to be better in the Zihuan Palace." "Xiao Ning, I'm not worthy of you, like this, I'm a person who doesn't even know tomorrow, it's not worth it" "It's worth it or not, only I have the final say." “
"Get up and speak, it's cold on the ground." Xiao Ning raised his hand to pull me up, but when he moved, he gasped and said helplessly, "I don't have much strength now." ”
"You're worried that she's embarrassing your friend, and I'm worried that it will make you sad, Xiao Ling'er, even if you don't come, I'll do my best."
It's not the first time I've come to Zihuan Palace, especially the scenery near Xiao Ning's residence has been seen a few times, and it's a little familiar.
In the imperial city, Zihuan Palace is not the largest one, and the scale is not comparable to the vacant Xuanwei Palace where someone once lived.
But in the Zihuan Palace, I have still been to very few, maybe after today, I will have fewer opportunities to walk freely, it is better to take this opportunity to walk around at will.
The banquet was set up in the water pavilion, and I walked all the way down the path, at least to familiarize myself with the venue, so that when I came in the evening, I would not be dazzled.
The trees near the water pavilion began to hang lanterns at night, the weather was very good, the breeze was light and cloudy, and the moon hung in the sky, leading the water of the Taiye Pond into the palace garden, and the water pavilion scenery deliberately created must be extraordinarily charming.
Even more touching than the beauty is the face of my beloved.
He disguised himself, he changed his attire, but he never deviated from his roots, and I could always find him at a glance in the crowd.
But Xiao Ning, as soon as I thought of him, I couldn't stop sighing, and my heart began to feel sad again.
I don't want to lose people in this life, but unfortunately, in the end, he may not be the only one who is hurt!
The day before yesterday, in the attic of the library, when the two of them got along, Xiao Chu listened to my plan and disagreed very much, just like the day of the dispute, he wanted me to stay out of the matter.
What he doesn't understand is that my situation now is not what I want to do.
I can't hide from it, not to mention that I wasn't alone when I entered the palace, and the words I said to the little disciples in the same room also included me, and the princess wanted to see me, and it was my master who was implicated for a reason.
The Tai Hospital gave an order, everyone must attend, no absence, can't make it difficult for Dr. Xin, I am a passer-by in the palace, and he will continue to serve in the Tai Hospital.
I think that from the very beginning when I met Xiao Ning in Guanlan, things have slowly changed.
Who am I to blame? Blame the years stolen by that illness, where did the time go?
Is it strange that Xiao Chu resolutely left the Lost Valley back then, for those reasons that make him regret it now?
Or do you blame Xiao Ning, I don't know what to do, and I go deeper?
It seems that everyone has a last resort of one kind or another.
I was silent, walked slowly along the path, and after reading the layout of the palace, I decided to take a shortcut out of the palace, and then turn back to the side gate of the Tai Hospital along the woods by the Taiye Pool.
After walking a few steps, I heard a shout from behind me: "Over there, you wait." ”
I stopped, realized that the other party was calling me, and looked back, it was an aunt in charge of the palace, I don't know which palace it is.
She approached me and frowned, "Don't you do things, hang out and be lazy?" ”
I was stunned for a moment, and suddenly remembered that the clothes on my body were the palace clothes worn by the palace maids, and the hair bun was meticulous, and the dumb palace maids took care of it for me.
"Auntie," I saluted from memory, imitating the palace maid.
"Which palace are you from, why haven't I seen you before?" She questioned.
I deliberately lowered my head, not wanting her to see me closely.
If she is from Zihuan Palace, it is fine, but if she is from Qingsi Palace, my heart is tight, and my hand is slowly clenched into a fist, thinking about how to answer.
It's almost gone, but there is a roadblock, and the luck is not a little bit.
I think of Jing Lan's words, since I was praised by her, I have had such good "luck" more than once.
"Head up." The aunt in charge scolded unhappily, "I didn't learn the etiquette properly, and I didn't listen to the rules, what's your name?!" ”
The sound of hurried footsteps came quickly, and the figure quickly stopped when the aunt in charge stepped forward to raise her hand.
After a gesture, the housekeeper's aunt gave up, and before leaving, she specially instructed the dumb palace maid: "Don't let her serve the four princes closely, so as not to annoy Your Highness." ”
When the aunt in charge walked away, the mute palace maid quickly took my hand and took me to a room in the Zihuan Palace to "tidy up" my appearance
As soon as I returned to the hospital, I met Master Chen and Dr. Xin on the side of the corridor, these two people were chatting happily, and when they saw me coming back with a heavy expression, Master Chen greeted me and said, "Xiaolin, where did you go just now?" ”
"Zihuan Palace." I didn't think about it before I answered.
Master Chen exchanged glances with Doctor Xin, and said in a low voice, "Doctor Fang Cai Dongyuan came to look for you. ”
"Jing Lan?" I replied listlessly, "She told me that once she finished reading the pharmacopoeia you asked me to send, she would return it as much as possible." ”
"Not Dr. Jing." Master Chen replied, "Xiao Lin, when did you meet Doctor Yun from Dongyuan?" ”
"Ah," I looked at Master Chen with wide eyes and disbelief, "Who did you just say?" ”
"Who's coming for me?"
Master Chen looked at me inexplicably, as if he didn't expect me to react so much, he said in a low voice: "It's about the surname Yun, occasionally I hear Dr. Jing call him, in fact, I don't know much about Lao Xin, saying that he is Dr. Jing's assistant, judging by the experience of the two of us."
"His medical skills are far above Jing Lan."