Take-no-Banwai Seventy-nine Coward

"Azhu, you're perfunctory to me!" When Sun Yayan heard Yan Zhu's words, he only felt a little ridiculous, these days, he desperately wanted to find her and see her.

But she didn't want to meet, she actually made excuses to perfunctory him and rejected him.

"If you like someone, why are you still with that doctor?" Sun Yayan said again with some annoyance: "Don't say these ridiculous things just because you reject me!" ”

"I'm with him, not what you think!" Yan Zhu was a little helpless.

She agreed to date Tang Bowen because she wanted to have a child with him.

She didn't expect much from him, and she didn't think about any future with Tang Bowen. In this relationship, she took it step by step, without any burden at all.

But if you start a relationship with Sun Yayan...... To be honest, she felt heavy at the thought of it.

"What's the difference, Azhu, you say!" Sun Ya frowned angrily, her eyes looked directly at Yan Zhu, and asked in a deep voice: "You can be in a relationship with a man you just met, why can't you be with me who loves each other?" Azhu, I don't understand! ”

"Sun Yayan, I don't need love!" Yan Zhu raised his head, looked directly at Sun Yayan, smiled lightly and said, "I have a good impression of you, and even this good impression can be called like." But...... Sun Yayan, I don't think this favor can actually change my life, or rather, this liking is insignificant to me! ”

Yan Zhu's words are too hurtful.

Sun Yayan was stunned on the spot by what she said.

After a long while, he came back to his senses, looked at Yan Zhu and said bitterly: "I know I didn't treat you well before, Ah Zhu, I'm sorry?" I won't be like this in the future, I believe that we will be as happy as Ming Ming and Leng Rui in the future! ”

After Sun Yayan finished speaking, he added faintly, "Ah Zhu, you shouldn't think like this!" ”

"But actually, that's how I feel!" Yan Zhu lowered his head, hooked his lips and smiled, and said, "Sun Yayan, forget it!" ”

She really doesn't want to talk about a love that suffers from gains and losses. She doesn't want to worry about someone, she doesn't want her emotions to follow one person entirely.

She only hopes that she can be her own master, be able to control her own heart, and be able to control her emotions.

It's good now, she didn't give up on herself and do nothing because she didn't have love. Her life is well organized every day, she lives to the fullest, and she doesn't need to take care of other people's emotions at all.

"Why forget it, I don't want to forget it!" Sun Yayan stretched out her hand and grabbed Yan Zhu's little hand, and asked, "Ah Zhu, what are you thinking, you tell me?" Do you think I'm too preoccupied and I can't give you a sense of security? Shall I change it for the better, Azhu, shall I change it for the better? ”

"Sun Yayan, the problem is not on you, it's on me!" Yan Zhu shook his head and said softly: "So it's useless for you to change!" ”

"Then you change it!" Sun Yayan took a deep breath, "Why do you know that you have a problem, but you refuse to change?" What are you struggling with, you don't hide everything in your heart. You say, you say it, let's solve it together, okay? ”

"Why are you so stubborn that you can't understand me?" Yan Zhu didn't want to talk to Sun Yayan anymore, so he got up from his chair.