Chapter Eighty-Six: Feng Fei Feng

The man opened his eyes suddenly, felt uncomfortable, slid back the wooden chair he was carrying, and stood up suddenly, "Emperor." ”

It turns out that you are also afraid that this is a dream.

Seeing the person in front of him, the man's eyes lit up, and his heavy pupils shone in the soaked sunlight, and he immediately breathed a sigh of relief.

Emperor E smiled, and when the man saw that Emperor E was not wearing shoes on his feet, he immediately frowned, picked him up and left, his tone was full of helplessness and indulgence, "How old are you, why don't you wear shoes?" ”

Emperor E didn't mind, and hugged his neck generously, "The little woman is eighteen years old." ”

The man was stunned, a little distracted, Emperor E naturally knew the way, and when he left, he also had such a conversation.

"How old are you, why don't you wear shoes?"

"The little girl is seventeen years old."

Three months have passed, and Emperor E has wanted to say many times, I don't wear shoes because I left my heart on you, and you are putting shoes on me, just like Mr. Yin's birthday, just like the nine songs and dances, just like you walked towards me with shoes from the night.

Emperor E was placed on the couch, and the man squatted down, picked up a shoe as chic and fluent, and stared at the shoes for a long time before slowly putting them on for her, without saying a word or asking a word.

Emperor E looked at the squatting person seriously, and said, "Chongguang, if I really die, what should you do?" ”

The man was stunned and didn't look up, "Don't talk nonsense, it's really childish to say something unlucky." ”

Emperor E was stunned, it turned out that she was all childish, she was obviously a year older than him.

Emperor E swallowed the thoughts that came to him and said to himself.

"For three months, I was wandering between life and death for the first month, I couldn't wake up, I couldn't hear anything, and when I had a trace of consciousness, it was also in severe pain, and then I was swallowed up by endless darkness, and then I fell asleep.

In the second month, I became conscious, and I wanted to open my eyes, but I couldn't. I could hear people talking, but no one was calling my name, and I was thinking, why didn't you wake me up? I've slept for so long.

Someone stuck a needle in my body, it hurt and it hurt, gave me medicine, it was bitter, there was no sugar.

When I was in the third month, I woke up and realized that you weren't there. I couldn't see anything, they trapped me in one place, and they didn't say anything, except that the man who hurt me that day saved me. ”

Emperor E said slowly, and the man listened quietly, maintaining a kneeling posture on one knee, and the sorrow between his eyebrows was not tightened.

After a long time, the man pursed his lips and said dryly: "Emperor E, I will be good to you, I will only love you alone, can you, can you wait for me?" Wait for me to send the country to you. ”

The glamour that rose from Emperor E finally disappeared in the bright daylight, and the smile on the corner of his mouth didn't have time to put away, and hung stiffly on his pale face.

He didn't say that he would marry her, he didn't say that he wanted to win the heart of one person, the promise that the white head would not be separated, and he didn't repeat the promise that he would only take a scoop of water for three thousand weak water.

And he said, Can you wait for me? With your youth, your depth, and your love, wait for me to get the country and send it to you, and at that time, I will have you and the country.

In more than 100 days and nights, she thought about the people who thought about it every day, and thought about the scene of seeing each other silently countless times, but she never thought that she would run back with all her might, knowing how difficult the road in front of the road was, and she did not hesitate to put out the moths to the fire.

But he has divided his heart into two halves, half to Jiangshan Ruhua, and half to Ah Qiangrushe.

No, maybe it's always been two halves, he has never given up the picturesque country, nor has he given up Ah Qiang like her, but at that time it was more open, because she could justifiably stand side by side with him, stand in the middle of the world, and talk about husband and wife.

But now it's different, he's still him, but she's no longer the emperor of the Zhou family, he can't give up the low-hanging fruit for her, he can't justifiably let her stand in front of the world and say: "This is my wife." ”

Seeing that there was no response for a long time, the man raised his head, his eyes were full of guilt, and with a strong sense of love, he didn't dare but forced himself to stare at the woman in front of him.

I only felt distressed and pity, and stretched out my hand to touch the stunning little face. Emperor E tilted his head and dodged.

The outstretched hand froze there, but the guilt and overwhelming sadness in his eyes could not be hidden.

Emperor E swallowed the blood that surged up in his throat, his voice trembled slightly, and there was a hint of hope in his eyes, "Chongguang, if you become an emperor one day, will you make me the queen?" ”

As long as he says "yes", she will be willing to accompany him to grow old, not for the glory of the mother of a country, but just for the day when he intends to put her on an equal footing with him, caring for love, and respect.

She needed the respect he could give her that no one else could match, and when she mentioned her, he would say, "Oh, this is his wife." Instead of mentioning her, "Look, this is his concubine." "She is the peerless Emperor Zhou E, she is not a humble concubine who is willing to be an anonymous family.

Even if it's not true, even if he can't do it after the worst of the time, after many years of smoke, he said to her apologetically, "I've put in a lot of effort, I'm sorry Ah Qiang, I couldn't make you a queen." She would also purse her lips and smile, "It's okay, from the moment you promised, I was already a queen." ”

But the truth is always the opposite, and his dry voice weighed down Emperor E's heart more and more, like a very large and heavy stone, and fell into the abyss, and below the abyss was an unfathomable black pool, without a single ripple, and swallowed everything calmly and terrifyingly.

"I'm sorry."

I'm sorry, you can't be my queen, my queen should be the eldest daughter of the Zhou Mansion, but you are no longer her.

Emperor E swallowed his saliva, endured the blood that kept pouring up, and moved his lips, but he didn't know what to say.

It is her wishful thinking, and she is also the one who is willing to eat, and she is infatuated and wrong, and finally becomes a broken heart.

"Is the country important to you?" I regretted asking this sentence to Emperor E, and I didn't know why I still asked it, if it wasn't important, how could I be careful?

"I have been smarter and smarter than the prince since I was a child, although he has the mind to govern the country, but he has no room for people, and the queen mother is biased towards him, if it weren't for the beginning of my sensibility, I put away all the edges, and sent my love to the landscape, I would have died young with a few royal brothers.

My father has always refused to allow me to participate in politics, just so that one day, I can wait for an opportunity to change the day and hand over the country to me. ”

Emperor E's already pale face, his lips did not have the slightest blood, he pursed his dry lips tightly, and did not say a word.

"My marriage with you was decided by my father and Zhou Xiang a long time ago, and I knew that my future wife was a talented woman with a reputation for rivers and mountains, Emperor Zhou E."

Emperor E's eyes moved, and he looked at the kneeling person in front of him with a pale face, sad and desperate, and explained thoroughly.

He can say everything so that Emperor E no longer has to worry about who is his wife. He told her very clearly that he was going to marry the eldest daughter of the Zhou Mansion, not necessarily her.

No matter how ingenious the encounter was back then, how profound his entry into the play was, and how affectionate his commitment was, it wasn't for her, as long as it was the daughter of the Zhou family, anyone could do it, in this scene, the worst crying was always herself.

He completely cut off the last string of Emperor E, even if the first beauty of the most beautiful time, the most beautiful time, the most glorious years, could not withstand his few words, he completely threw her into the abyss, together with her dignity, in his picturesque blueprint, irreplaceable.

Why should he be convinced that he will love himself? Why is it that in Concubine Ning's matter, she didn't get rid of it as soon as possible, but was out of control? So everyone is a bystander, he is crying affectionately like a clown, and the person next to him is laughing at himself for being too deep in the play.

"Emperor E, I really like you, what you said, 'I wish to win the heart of one person, and the white head is not separated' I thought I could give it to you, at first I didn't know what to say, you have been missing for three months, but I don't think about you all the time, Emperor E, I love you, are you willing to stay by my side? Waiting for me ......"

"When you sit in the world, I am just a touch of achievement on your gorgeous country, Chongguang, you never understand that I love you and you love me differently.

I don't need to wait for other people's alms to thirst for true love, don't you ever see it, I love you again with dignity, dignity for me, is my supreme faith, higher than my life. ”

Empress E stretched out her hand, but never touched her infatuated eyes, and the despair in her eyes revealed how ridiculous she was now.

The man's eyes suddenly turned gray, looking at the face that used to be beautiful with a smile and a smile, it had gradually faded away, what was ripping his heart and liver, did he do something wrong? Is it wrong to persist for so many years?

He can't give her the 'one couple for a lifetime' she wants, but he can give her a lifetime of love and cherishment, just like the emperor cherishes Concubine Ning.

She's not Empress E anymore, she's still her Ah Qiang. He will carefully hold her in the palm of his hand as usual, play the piano and sing, write lyrics and poems, and have a good marriage.

When he reigns in the world, he will allow her to be picturesque.

"Chongguang, I wish you well, and it will be indefinite."

Emperor E stood up suddenly, opened his mouth, endured the blood in his mouth, gritted his teeth and said these words, and looked at him with a dry wry smile on his mouth, with a desperate blessing to him.

The man's eyes showed a little panic, he stood up nervously, looked at her, and held her shoulder nervously, "Where are you going, and you are leaving?" ”

"Do you still need two emperors for Chongguang? There is no such person as Emperor E in the world, only the daughter of the Zhou family is your wife, I stay, if one day the matter is revealed, not to say that I, the Emperor E, will smear you, how to explain your crime of deceiving the world? ”

Emperor E looked at him sincerely, and then saw that he was speechless, so he lowered his eyes, and he was dead.

"I'll be incognito for you, I'll ......"

"I don't want to, Emperor E, taken from the ancient tribe of Xiangjun's small characters, a drop of dry tears from the bamboo, and a hundred heavy clothes with red glow. This is my most proud of the future, either forever, or forever remembered, I am the Emperor, I can not be the daughter of the Zhou family, but I can't bend my waist to seek perfection. ”

Emperor E looked at the man fixedly, and refused to back down a step, did she want her to compromise and be small in the face of the world?

The man looked at her helplessly but sadly, the strength in his hand never let go, but he was shocked by the perseverance in the woman's eyes, he had never seen her like this, he always thought she was gentle and affectionate, she was cautious, she was thoughtful and generous, she was delicate and thoughtful, and he never saw the scarlet firmness in her eyes.