Hongyan, everyone has to learn to grow up
Back at his birthplace, Ah Sheng's mood gradually settled down, he didn't think about many things, and although his language became dull, he tried to greet everyone with a smile on his face.
As the elders got older, they would often get together to chat before and after meals, and Xu's mother would sometimes pull Ah Sheng out together, and she would sit quietly on the sidelines and listen to them chatting about those trivial episodes of life.
As the years go by, adults grow old, and children begin to grow up. These children no longer have the slightest impression of Ah Sheng, they will stand in the courtyard and look at her from afar, smiling shyly and shyly.
There are also timid children, who meet Ah Sheng's gaze, cramped and restless, and their clean and innocent eyes are very much like innocent little animals.
Here, she can do a lot of things to pass the time, grandpa's old rattan chair has not been used all year round, there are already signs of damage, she took a wet towel to wipe it, it was full of dust, tossed clean, and a layer of sweat had already floated on her back.
The flowers and plants on the balcony had already died, so she took out the empty flower pots one by one and stacked them in the corner. Time is powerful.
Instead of watching TV and starting to tidy up her old things, she needs to keep herself busy.
In the utility room, there are several large cardboard boxes, and when Ah Sheng opened them, the dust choked her and suffocated, and two boxes belonged to her brother. There is a rolling hoop inside; Optimus Prime; The mud small objects that I pinched before were dry and cracked, and they broke with a light break. Ah Sheng set it up and didn't dare to touch it again.
The other box was hers, and the objects that had been displayed kept her silent for a long time: kites, folded paper airplanes, skipped elastic rubber bands, and all kinds of candy paper that had been collected.
Ah Sheng took out a music box from the box, and inside was a ballet dancer in a white dress, and if there was a battery, the ballet dancer would be tirelessly spinning to the music.
She didn't put it back again, took it to the living room, put it on the shelf, and thought about it for a long time before remembering that this music box seemed to be given to her by Tao Ran on her birthday.
Tao Ran...... As if familiar in a previous life.
I turned the book I had read again, and there was a musty smell in the book, and when I turned a few pages, I could see a small white bookworm crawling slowly on it. Take them out one by one and expose them to the sun, there are too many books, so the scene of drying books is spectacular.
When a child saw it, he came over curiously, swept around the iron fence, and looked at Ah Sheng expectantly: "Aunt Gu, are there any comic books?" ”
Ah Sheng squatted on the ground and looked for it, raised his eyes and asked him, "Is it okay to write villains?" ”
The child was very happy and said "yes" in a row, so one villain book after another was turned out by Ah Sheng, including "Du Shi Niang", "Red Lady", "somersault clouds", and "How steel is made".
It was a lively morning, and it was Saturday, and the children came running over with beautiful smiles.
Ah Sheng sat on the recliner, flipping through a diary, with the sun dancing happily on his face.
Opening the diary, it is like pulling the end of the yarn, and when pulling, the dime is pulled farther and farther, and those long-term childhood memories instantly rush to my mind.
It was not a diary, but a lyric book, turning the first page, there were three words "Liu Yiyi" written on it, obviously the owner of the lyric book was Yiyi.
I still remember that the lyrics copied by Yiyi herself, when she was a child, she was killed by her baby, and after many years, it was hidden in Ah Sheng's book stack, and it was inevitable that she was a little emotional.
The handwriting is immature and slightly yellowed. One by one, the lyrics were laid out in front of Ah Sheng, "You are chic, I am beautiful", "Return from Shooting", "One, Two, Three, Four Songs", "Waiting for a Thousand Years" and so on.
The page will be pasted with a corresponding star painting according to the lyrics. Flipping down, there is a group photo of the four heavenly kings, they were still very young at that time, with tight facial features, each with its own merits, and they were beautiful men who made people's hearts move.
Ah Sheng's fingers stayed on "The Legend of the New White Lady", Bai Suzhen, Xu Xian and Xiaoqing stood together, smiling with no regrets.
When I was a child, I watched "The Legend of the New White Lady" and felt that Zhao Yazhi was the most beautiful woman in the world, Yiyi always stupidly believed that Xu Xian's actor was a man, until she was in junior high school, Yiyi believed that Ye Tong was a woman, her beautiful belief was destroyed, and she was sad for a long time. I think she's just a man! ”
In Yiyi's eyes, Xu Xian and the White Lady are the earliest version of love she came into contact with, and there is no room for the slightest flaw.
On the evening self-study road, Yiyi and Ah Sheng went home together, and Yiyi asked her: "If one day we can become Bai Suzhen and Xiaoqing, do you want to become a sister or a younger sister?" ”
Ah Sheng thought for a while and said to Yiyi, "Xiaoqing! ”
Yiyi was a little surprised, and did not agree with Ah Sheng's aesthetics: "I thought you would choose Bai Suzhen, Xiaoqing has never gained love in this drama, and in the end she is still alone, how pitiful." ”
Ah Sheng only smiled silently, if you have love, you will definitely reap happiness, compared with Bai Suzhen, Xiaoqing is much more worry-free than her.
Years later, if Yiyi asked Ah Sheng the same question again, she thought her answer would still not change.
Xiaoqing's actor is Chen Meiqi, who once said that any blow will make people painful and sad, but don't let those unhappy feelings stay in your heart for a long time, and make some empty seats to welcome good things.
A woman can say this, Ah Sheng likes it.
When I went out in the afternoon, there was a light rain in the sky, which was still taking shape, but when I walked down a street, the rain became heavier and heavier, and finally it turned into a torrential rain.
Ah Sheng had to stand in front of a bookstore to hide from the rain, and there was one tied to the door