Fanwai 4 Entangled fates (fate, Zuo Wei, the third doppelganger)
Fanwai 4 fate, Zuo Wei, the third doppelganger.
I am fate, no name, it is fate, just like my companion Moon God, she is the Moon God, we don't need any surname and name to interpret our sense of existence, the two most primitive lives born in this universe also mean that the most powerful forces are concentrated in us, and with a gesture, we can make the star field annihilated, and let the creatures in the world go to extinction.
But.... We are opposites, and the more time goes on, the clearer our positions become.
Her belief is balance, almost equal to justice, weighing and regulating all aspects of injustice, but my destiny is to make the lives of all living beings different, so that the gap between them is very different, the gods and Buddhas in the sky and the dogs on the earth are in my hands, this kind of injustice makes the contradiction between the two of us more and more acute.
It's just that we didn't think so at first, and we were still able to drink tea and drink as companions.
As if that day, I sat with her in Kunlun in the Central Celestial Empire, this is her place, her hobbies have always been close to the side of living beings, and people also seem gentle, not like him, except for countless entangled threads of fate in his heart and hands, there is nothing else, empty and vast than the universe.
"You've spent all your years just taking care of this place?" I looked at the scene in front of me, and it was beautiful, but there was always a strange feeling, like... It's a little colder.
In particular, there is a tree by the lake, which is going to bloom or not.... It's weird.
What's even stranger is that I can't see through the fate of this tree.
Subconsciously, I looked at the moon god in front of me.
The moon god smiled at me and said, "I want to make this world a better place in life.... Otherwise I don't know what the point of being here is."
Her smile was so satisfying, as if she had lost the hollowness of her heart and found her own happiness.
At that moment, I was a little uncomfortable, it was a somewhat uncomfortable feeling, as if someone who was supposed to be like him had already strode forward, and I was still there.
But calmness is my eternal character, so I said, "Moon God, don't forget, people like us can't be affectionate, otherwise the power of reason in our hands will be out of control." ”
Strength moves with the heart, if the heart is disturbed, where should the strength follow?
The moon god was stunned, half loud, but laughed, as if to make fun of me, and said, "Do you think this is love? You haven't seen the real love in the world - I wish to win the heart of one person, and the white head will not be separated.... That's the real love, I'm like this. It's a smile and a generous."
After a pause, she looked away and said slowly: "People like us can't grasp their own destiny the most, how can we have love in this life?" ”
"There shouldn't be, there can't be, and there won't be...."
I didn't say much at the time, but I remembered what she said, and sneered at it, "Emotions are a burden, what's the use"
She seemed to disagree, but she didn't argue with me, as if we each understood that the other's path was contrary to our own, and one day, we would fall out.
But for now, she was still smiling.
"Fate... You can control all the destinies of the world, but you can't control your own, maybe one day, you will sink into it, unable to extricate yourself"
I thought she was joking, and I laughed, the only time I laughed in the countless years since I was born, and I saw the boy standing in front of the house in the distance.
What is it called? Original snow dust?
He looked this way, not at me, not at the trees, not at this beautiful scenery, and there was no world in his eyes that a man dreamed of, let alone an ambition for power, and some, just a back.
The back of a woman.
At that moment, my smile grew stronger.
At this point, I have already begun to plan.
Because the Heavenly Dao has already ordered me to get rid of the Moon God!
That war still began, the wind and fire, the lives of the creatures in the world passed in the palm of our hands, she hurt, so scruples, I felt numb, so unscrupulous.
This is the biggest difference between us, not the difference in the Dao, but the fate is ruthless, and the Dao of Heaven relies on my side, so I am more and more ruthless.
The battle is endless, but it is not the most critical battle between me and her.
Our campaign .... In the soul doppelganger!
Tiandao told me that she had turned into three soul clones, intending to get rid of the current predicament and change the situation in the future, and for the moon god, I don't have the exact power to destroy her, because we are people of the same class, but the other party can't, at most we can only trap her.
However, if she had turned into a soul clone, the difficulty would have been reduced a lot, although at the time I wondered why she would choose this way....
Heavenly Dao is omniscient, it told me that her second soul doppelganger was on an inconspicuous little planet, and at that time, she and I were involved in each other, and we couldn't get out, so...
I've also separated a soul clone.
As soon as the soul clone leaves the body, it is independent and not controlled by **, but my purpose is just to interfere with the doppelganger of the moon god, and the others... I didn't think much of it.
The war ended with my victory, and the moon god was **, and then her soul clone was dead after all,
The dust should have settled.
Soon after, I went to collect my soul clone, after all, it is my power, less than one-half, and at least one-third of the soul body, how can I abandon him.
At that time, he was on the verge of dying, sitting alone in a wheelchair, dying, but with a bitter smile, looking at the plum blossoms flying in the sky...
I stood behind him and watched him slowly die.
The body of a person who is free from disease and pain, but the soul is tossed and turned, like a fish whipped on an iron plate, overturned and tormented.
- I devoured him.
What's his name? Xiao Cheng....
He doesn't have many memories, some are easily faded, some are full, all of them are her, like a tarsal sword, occupying his entire soul, and he never forgets it under the devouring of my subject, so stubborn that I want to destroy him!
In the end, for the sake of strength, I still accepted it, even those memories, thinking that I would be able to solve these fearless emotions again in the future.
Time is terrible, and one day it can be forgotten.
But I don't know, time is so terrible, let some should have forgotten, day and night more and more profound, my temperament is also unconsciously changed in my own feelings, I like to look at plum blossoms, often see God, like those musical instruments, fingers do not feel moved, whenever this like spreads out, there is her in front of me.
Weak, but she lives a strong love and hate, and she also lives a life of forbearance.
Day and night, as soon as I closed my eyes, I remembered that she bit her lip and asked me to marry someone else's face expressionlessly, me? Is that me?
That's Xiao Cheng?
Or me?
I can't tell the difference!
It's so painful! I suddenly thought of the expression on that day when the moon god knew about Yuan Xuechen's betrayal.
Love and hate, but I can't hate, I can't love, and I can't toss and turn.
In the end, I would rather sink into the sea of misery.
I don't want to be like her..... But there is no way.
As the moon god said before, fate, the most unbearable thing is one's own fate.
There is a third doppelganger of the moon god, and with some hatred, I desperately desire the hope of destroying the moon god once and for all, perhaps this will remove the shackles in my heart a little.
So I have already laid a net, designed a man and a woman, and let their soon-to-be-born daughter go to ruin in the future....
Later, I couldn't wait to go to a small boundary to collect my results, and it was not long after Zuo Wei died on Earth, but I thought that time had passed for a long, long time, so long that I thought I was old...
Unexpectedly, I saw a tree that looked like it.
I lost my mind for a moment, and then I heard a voice.
Crisp, pleasant sound.
Turning her head, she saw a little girl walking briskly, with a small bell tied to her ponytail, walking towards him step by step, thinking that she could not see herself, however, she opened her eyes wide, and asked him, "Brother?" Who are you? ”
Who are you?
Looking at these eyes, I was inexplicably sleepy for a moment, and after a half-sound, I said lightly: "My name is Xiao Cheng"
She was stunned for a moment, then narrowed her eyes and laughed....
A smile seems to be prosperous, and it makes me feel certain inexplicably.
I took her, and after her life was dying, I took her as I wished.
I'm familiar with this kind of thing, but it doesn't match my previous intention, which is to destroy her soul completely!
Instead of taking her away ....
At that time, Xu was stunned, and Xu was demonic.
I want to get out of this situation and she is the only antidote.
As I walked, I looked back at the tree, which was full of greenery, but it had never bloomed.
I still remember that the moon god said that it is called and Tilian, and the affectionate flowers bloom and wither mercilessly.
This third doppelganger of the moon god may be like her, like the second doppelganger, Zuo Wei, and then let me no longer suffer in my heart, or let me be free from this.
It doesn't matter if I love her or not.
She grew up, and her face became more and more like her, but she was not, but I was still with her, and after getting her, I came to that place on earth alone.
Things are not people, but what I see in front of me is still the past.
Looking at the place where she used to stand under the tree, subconsciously, I covered my chest, and a pain called betrayal penetrated my heart more intensely than ever.
Betrayal, this time I really betrayed him! That belongs to a part of Xiao Cheng, and it is going crazy to fight back!
To be cocooned and self-bound, it is really to be cocooned and self-bound.
Fate, you will not be able to help yourself.
The words of the moon god were like a curse, and they pained me.
Luna, you still won....
From the time I let Xiao Cheng come to Zuo Wei's side, I had already lost.
The third doppelganger, I have always called her, I don't want to call her Zuo Wei, I can't tell what I think, obviously I wanted her to be a stand-in at the beginning, as an antidote, but I was afraid that this name would produce a painful sense of betrayal.
She is really very different from her, gentle and delicate, occasionally a little elf eccentric, with her can feel the stability of your heart, but there is not much throbbing feeling.
She knows everything, because I didn't deliberately hide her, not to mention that she is not an ordinary person, and the third doppelganger of the moon god can't stay out of it after all.
I don't know when she knew everything, including Xiao Cheng and Zuo Wei, but I remember that one day, she pressed against my chest and asked softly, "Can you call me Zuo Wei?" ”
My heart shook and I fell silent.
Cold tears slipped down my chest...
I can't tell what it was like.
She never cried in front of me, and that was the only time.
It was also after that time that I remembered that her name was also Zuo Wei.
At that moment, I had an epiphany in my heart.
went to the small place under Baiyun Peak, and sure enough, I saw a little girl, that little girl, obviously she looked similar, but it was... People who are in the opposite direction.
I recognized her at a glance.
She is Zuo Wei.
Zuo Wei, who died because of love and hate, was reborn again, living as tenaciously and happily as he was.
I looked at her, for a long time, maybe it was half a year? A year? I can't remember.
Until that day.
And the lotus blossomed, I stood outside the fence, looking at the purple lotus flower flying in the sky, watching her grieve to death.... Just for a woman who is not her biological mother,
Are there love flowers blooming?
I'm on the outside and she's on the inside.
Is this sentient?
I watched it for a long time, so long that I didn't know how much time had passed, but I only knew that I saw her as soon as I turned around.
The third doppelganger, she stood behind me, and it was about a long time.
In the eye to eye, Zuo Wei was not far in front of us.
And there's a soul under that tree that sees the three of us clearly, perhaps... I have already seen through the involvement between us.
Afterward....
Everything is off track, I'm not like me, she's not like her, Zuo Wei is still Zuo Wei, Zuo Jinxuan is not Zuo Jinxuan....
Later, I had a child with her, and I didn't say anything at the time, but she said, "Let him go... Go to her, lest you be implicated by us in the future... And don't let him know of our existence... So that there is no concern."
I was shocked and looked at her.
At that time, I had already sensed the thoughts of the Heavenly Dao, to destroy the Moon God first, then to destroy fate, and then completely destroy the universe.
I had nowhere to go, but I still began to plan a way out.
will do everything possible to keep her and the child safe and sound.
The goal of the Heavenly Dao is me, and it will not involve them at first.
didn't know that she already knew this, and even made such a decision.
Is that... Her children.
How painful and resolute does a gentle and well-behaved person like her have to be to make such a resolute decision?
She only had a pale face, hugged me, and said softly: "Death and life together, this life will never be abandoned"
When I was stabbed in the heart by Zuo Wei with the Divine Sword, I knew that my plan had come to an end, Zuo Wei would not know this, and I could be liberated forever.
Seeing her face fade more and more in front of me, I closed my eyes, wanting to cry but couldn't.
I forgot that fate is without tears.
When he was emotional, he couldn't ask for it, and he was trapped by love in this life, but he couldn't get rid of it.
Like the god of the moon.
Unless you die.
In a trance, it gradually became clear to me that there was another person in my mind, and she was as always, cautiously close to my chest, and whispered, "Never leave me."
In a trance, I seemed to hug her and whispered a word.
"I love you.... Zuo Wei".
Fate is extraordinary, the end! (To be continued.)