78. Chapter 078: The Night of Farewell
Wandering, I saw Wei Yinuo come out of the restaurant after the childlike heart is like a walking corpse, wandering aimlessly on the street, people come and go on the street, the loneliness in the heart is hidden in this downtown area, and it is also wantonly magnified, so many people, so many places, but there is no place to place.
Stop and go along the way, stop and go, there is no purpose at all, looking at these hurried crowds on the street, I can't help but feel envious, as well as those men and women in love, if no one hugs each other and kisses me and me, I can't help but feel more and more sad at this time, so many people pass by her, but no shoulder will stay for her and rely on her.
Once the stars held the moon, now she is alone, from heaven to hell, she has tasted the most sour bitterness in this world, but sadly, whether it was before or now, she seems to live so purposelessly.
Since the day she was born, she has been different from others, she lacks nothing, everything is superior, everything is so easy, flowers, applause, praise, and now, although the Tong family is in decline, she still holds the title of the president's wife, there is no shortage of food and clothing, and she still wants something.
It's really no different from the walking dead, and suddenly envy Cheng Cheng, although her family background is not good, but she lives a very fulfilling life, and uses her hard-earned money to supplement her family, which is a small achievement, a simple satisfaction.
And what about her? What is it to live for? There was no answer at this moment.
Just like yesterday, she impulsively filed for divorce with Lu Zhannan, but she insisted that she wanted to leave the house, but she didn't think about it at all, how would she survive if she really went out of the house? Now everything about her, whether emotional, material, or spiritual, comes entirely from that man, if she really loses him, loses everything he gives herself, then what else does she have?
Now she is just a student, she has no financial resources at all, and those scholarships alone are not even enough for tuition, and what ability does she have besides having a good voice? How is she going to support herself? Do you want to go to bars everywhere and sing songs?
No wonder Lu Zhannan made fun of her, in fact, she was too naΓ―ve!
Suddenly, I felt that it was too useless, and Childlike was never a self-indulgent person, but at this moment, I had to bow my head to reality and admit my mistakes, and took off the vain princess coat, leaving only this stinky skin bag useless!
Thinking wildly, the sky was getting dark, and there was a muffled air flow back and forth in the air, windless, very dull, and such a sky became more and more irritating.
The pedestrians on the road began to slowly decrease, the street lights were turned on, and her lonely shadow became longer and longer, she didn't eat much this day, and she was very hungry at this time, so where are you going next? Go home?
Just as he was thinking about it, the mobile phone in his pocket rang, and the childlike heart took it out to look, and two familiar words appeared on the screen - pumpkin.
Seeing this call, the dull mood turned out to be like a gust of wind blowing, which cooled a little.
"Hey."
"Where?" The tone on the other end of the line was very bad.
"Come out and buy something, and I'll be back right away." After saying that, he hung up the phone, looked at the time and couldn't help but startle himself, it was already half past eight in the evening, could he feel so hungry?
Whether it was out of concern or other reasons, Lu Zhannan was very grateful and moved to come to this call, in order not to make Lu Zhannan suspicious, he went to the supermarket to buy some things first, and almost forgot that school was going to start tomorrow, and he should prepare something.
When I got home, it was already more than nine o'clock in the evening, the light in the living room was dim, and under the uncertain light, Lu Zhannan was very lazily leaning on the couch, with a cigarette in his hand, the smoke was lightly around him, and the light attached to the metaphor gave birth to a kind of haze, but that kind of hazy handsome with a kind of seduction, but also with a kind of seduction, handsome seduction.
Tong Xin was stunned for a moment, but was attracted to the sight, and then coughed out of the thick tobacco smell, hearing this cough, Lu Zhannan flicked the cigarette butt, and then strangled the spark on the cigarette butt with his backhand.
Lu Zhannan doesn't have the habit of smoking, let alone smoking in the living room, and today the living room is so smoky, she doesn't know what Lu Dao is for? I just vaguely felt that he was in a bad mood.
"Why did you come back so late?" He didn't look at the childlike innocence squarely, but just asked coldly.
"There is a traffic jam on the road, and it takes a little time." Tong Xin prevaricated, of course, he knew very well in his heart that he wouldn't believe it at all, so he hurriedly changed the topic, "What about Xiaochen?" Slept? β
"Hmm." Lu Zhannan lightly agreed.
"Oh." The childlike heart responded very mechanically, and then carried the things he bought into the bedroom to tidy up, and after the orderliness was done, he slowly walked out of the room, he was still in that position, and he didn't move.
"Have you eaten?" Tong Xin was just about to politely ask him why he didn't go to rest, but he asked first.
Speaking of this, the child couldn't help but touch her stomach, which was already shriveled, and although she wanted to lie and say that she had eaten, she was indeed very hungry, so she didn't lie: "Not yet." β
"There's still a kitchen, go warm it up yourself."
"Okay." After saying that, Tong Xin hurriedly turned around and went into the kitchen, there is indeed one in the refrigerator, and there are a lot of them, she is not at home, naturally Lu Zhannan cooks it himself, if it is only him and the little guy, he will naturally not do so much, so it is not good enough for him.
It's just that it's really awkward for them to speak politely and restrainedly like strangers between their husband and wife, when can they be like a normal couple? Will there be a day?
After heating up the food, Tong Xin went to the small restaurant and gobbled it up by herself, and didn't dare to look up to see what Lu Zhannan was doing at the moment, was she really hungry or did the food Lu Zhannan cook taste too delicious? How can leftovers be so fragrant?
After eating very quickly, I washed all the dishes and chopsticks before returning to the living room.
"School starts tomorrow?"
"Huh?" Hearing this, the child's heart was stunned, she almost forgot about this matter, he still remembered, I have to say that this man is indeed very careful, careful so that you can't think of it.
"Yes, school starts tomorrow." Childlike replied lightly.
"Let's live on campus." Lu Zhannan was neither light nor heavy, and said it tepidly.
Live?
This question has been thought about by Tong Xin for a long time, she herself has already decided to live in the school, but this sentence came out of his mouth but it was so unpleasant, she and him, there was no intersection, the previous two years, the two of them have seen each other a handful of times, not to mention that she will live in the school in the future, so how long will it take for them to meet again?
Besides, in the previous two years, Lu Zhannan never asked her whether she lived in the school, but this time he offered to ask her to live in the school. Because Weino is back? So it's easy for them to get along with her?
It doesn't seem to be, if it was really for Wei Yinuo, then he could divorce her and marry her in the open, but the fact is that she wants to divorce, and he refuses.
What's that for? Tong Xin felt that she was becoming more and more unable to figure out this man......
"Okay." Whatever he was for, since she had decided to live on campus herself, and he had asked her to live on campus, there was nothing to hesitate about, "Then I'll go pack my luggage." β
After saying that, the childlike heart turned around and went upstairs, this is the first time the childlike heart lives in the school, there are a lot of things to prepare, clothes, daily necessities, plus some usual cosmetics, enough to fill the three suitcases, dragging these heavy boxes The childlike heart suddenly felt sad, and there was a feeling of being kicked out of the house.
After finishing the luggage, it was almost eleven o'clock in the evening, and the childlike heart drilled the bathroom again, and washed for a long time, as if he was going to go far away, as if he would never come back, and looked at it with nostalgia, thinking that the next time he took a bath here was not sure when.
After taking a bath, Tong Xin walked out of the bathroom, but unexpectedly found that the light in the living room was still on, Tong Xin hurriedly walked to the living room, the tall figure did not enter her eyes, he stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, still smoking a cigarette, and the smoke was already more and more choking.
He's really weird tonight.
"Aren't you sleeping yet?" Tong Xin asked, and after asking, he looked at the time, and it was already early in the morning.
Hearing this question, Lu Zhannan turned around slowly, and said lightly: "Soon, go back to the room and wait for me." β
Well?
Did he mean to ask her to go back to her room and wait for her? Did she hear it wrong?
In a trance, Lu Zhannan had already bypassed her body and entered the bathroom, and soon there was an imaginary sound of water in the bathroom, and the childlike innocence that reacted was as happy as being lucky by the emperor, and hurriedly ran to the bedroom, rummaged through the entire wardrobe and found a most sexy pajamas to put on, and then got into the bed.
Childlike is not sure if such a shameless behavior is a kind of seduction?
After waiting for a long time in a panic, she finally heard the bathroom door being pushed open, and Tong Xin hurriedly closed her eyes and pretended to be asleep, but in response to his old saying, now she is just trying to get away with it.
Feeling that he had entered the bedroom, the childlike heartbeat began to lose its rhythm, and it was not until he got into bed and lifted the only quilt and lay down beside her that the childlike heart returned to calm and stopped beating.
Soon the quilt was soaked with his body temperature, warm, and the smell of just taking a bath, and she was soon inhaled into her heart and lungs, and then slowly starved of oxygen......
Immediately, his body leaned over, and his huge body easily hugged her, I don't know if it was a coincidence or deliberately, the corners of his hot lips fell impartially on the place where Rong Yin had bitten, and suddenly it seemed to be burned, and his heart was very uncomfortable......
Last night's night can be said to be the happiest night that Childlike has ever had in the past two years, just like going back to when they were children, Lu Zhannan hugged her to sleep, this feeling has disappeared for too long, I have to say that his chest is a kind of poison, so that Childlike Heart can't resist, knowing that getting close will break his bones but still can't help but get closer, stupidly in order to die in his arms after the most can.
With his warm body temperature and that familiar embrace, the childlike heart slept very soundly, and even had a good dream all night, and when he woke up, he only felt like he had been reborn, and he was comfortable, but he was ......
It's just that she was very embarrassed that she was half-lying on Lu Zhannan's body like an octopus, her little head was resting tightly on his shoulder, one leg was directly coiled around his waist, and one hand was even more indecent on his chest.
Tong Xin hurriedly got down from him, and was about to slip away while the party was not aware of it, but at this moment, Lu Zhannan opened his eyes, and suddenly looked at each other, Tong Xin seemed to be a thief, and hurriedly asked, "Awake?" β
"Hmm." Lu Zhannan was not surprised at all, just said lightly, got up and put on a white shirt, tied a tie, and moved neatly, and then asked, "Are things ready?" β
"Hmm." Tong Xin nodded, I prepared for a long time last night, and I thought about a lot of things, and I put everything I thought of, and it shouldn't have been left behind.
"Okay, I'll ask Xiaolin to take you to school in a while." As soon as he had said that, he walked out of the bedroom, and then went to another room, where he could faintly hear him waking up the little one.
In a word, the remaining joy in my heart suddenly disappeared without a trace, and the deep loss in my heart felt like selling him for one night, and then the night passed, he left, she should also go, and they would meet again, the only difference with this dog blood was that he didn't have to pay her.
Lu Zhannan didn't eat breakfast at home, but left with the little guy early, it seemed that he was going to take him out of the house to eat, and only threw a word to Tong Xin, asking her to wait for Lin Wei to pick her up and then she slapped her ass and left.
Lu Zhannan's people were unexpected, and soon Lin Wei drove to the door of the house, and what surprised her was not only Lin for himself, but also Lu Zhannan's assistant Miss Li.
"Mrs. Lu, is there anything else you need my help with?" Miss Li smiled politely.
"No, I've already packed it up, I'll just do it myself." As he spoke, he dragged over one of the largest suitcases, and when she saw this, Miss Li hurriedly took it and explained, "I'd better come." β
After carrying the three suitcases into the car, the car started, and the Lu family villa slowly disappeared from his sight, he always felt that this was not a home, but a cage, and he was reluctant to leave his heart suddenly.
Along the way, the childlike heart seemed to have lost her soul, and Lu Zhannan last night was too abnormal, so he had to make the childlike heart think about it, was that his most affectionate love for her? He's going to abandon himself? He's going to banish her forever?
Thinking about it, Tong Xin suddenly smiled.
It's really funny herself, isn't she the one who took the initiative to file for divorce? Why is it sad to suffer from gains and losses at this moment?
After arriving at the school, Tong Xin further admired Lu Zhannan's thoughts, he had already booked a dormitory with the school, which was the best double dormitory, and her roommate was Cheng Cheng, and Miss Li was even more capable, keeping her things in order, and leaving after everything was cleaned up.
However, the more childlike he is, the more uneasy he feels, why did he suddenly arrange for her so carefully? Suddenly, there was an illusion that Lu Zhannan was going to be lost......