Chapter 0197: Parting
If there is the most fascinating thing about her, it is her big eyes that can talk, long eyelashes with a pair of dark washed lead pupils like black gems, slightly upturned corners of the eyes are particularly playful and cute, slender and curved eyebrows with a proud and cute little nose, the exquisite and lovely nose bridge is straight, the skin up and down the body is snow-white and delicate, and the charming carcass is soft and smooth.
And the long flowing hair is soft and casual behind him. Although she is already twenty years old, her delicate body is still not fully developed, but it is already quite bumpy, and as time goes by, I don't know how beautiful and charming she will be in the future.
Qin Yue said happily to her mother:
"Mom, I'm going to be out of the house for a while."
Although Qin's mother didn't know why, she was naturally happy to see her daughter who was in a better mood, and she nodded and said:
"Okay, let's have some fun and come back early in the evening."
Qin Yue nodded, picked up his bag and mobile phone, turned around and left the bedroom like a flying swallow:
"I know the truth, I'll be back in the evening, see you again!"
Looking at Qin Yue's disappearing back, Qin's mother was a little dazed, what the hell is going on? I was still sad and bleak just now, and now it's raining and the sky is clear? Is it true that young girls are so fickle these days? Mother Qin remembered that she was not like this when she was younger.
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Su Luoying lay quietly in Zhao Xuan's arms, she felt so comfortable, she hadn't felt so relieved for a long time, after separating from Zhao Xuan, her life seemed to have become a rootless Ping, everything was not in decline, and her heart was empty. But now she is very happy, just because the man in front of her said that his only concern is her, just such a simple sentence, it makes her full of happiness, in fact, she doesn't want much, this sentence is enough to make her very happy, her happiness is so much!
I only heard the bad news yesterday, and today he was released, is this a dream? If this is really just a dream, Su Luoying hopes that this dream can go on forever and never wake up, but why does his face look so real, and the smile on his face is so gentle? His warm body temperature was so close to him, was it really a dream? Su Luoying hugged Zhao Xuan's waist tightly, never wanting to let go anymore.
Zhao Xuan looked at the innocent girl in his arms, his heart rippled, Su Luoying is undoubtedly a very beautiful girl, and she can be regarded as a school flower in the whole school, she not only has a beautiful appearance, but also has a rare purity in today's society, this pure taste on her body is not deliberately pretended, but a taste from the bones, she is an extremely simple girl, but also a girl with a pure heart, girls like her are rare to the limit, Zhao Xuan has the ability to sense the emotions of the people around her, but so far, has a tranquil, leisurely and pure state of mind, only Su Luoying.
Cheng Xuexuan may be somewhat similar to Su Luoying in terms of characteristics, but Cheng Xuexuan has hatred in her heart after all, and she is even more unwilling, how can she be completely simple and kind after experiencing social suffering? Her heart is more resolute, tenacious, energetic and unyielding! So she has always worked very hard and hard, because she knows that in this world, only her own strength can bring security to her life, and she also hopes to use her strength to avenge her father!
Maybe it's better to describe Su Luoying with "demure like a delicate flower shining on water", she is indeed such a beauty, holding such a beautiful girl in her arms, Zhao Xuan doesn't have the slightest impulse, he is very strange, and he doesn't understand what to do, he just feels that holding Su Luoying like this is already a great happiness, kissing her lips is even happier, as for anything else, he didn't think about it at all. This is very different from his view of women, if it was him before, the woman was in his arms, beautiful and delicious, and he had to eat a bite of anything, but why did he not have this impulse today?
But after thinking about it, Zhao Xuan didn't think there was anything to lose, there would be many women who slept with him, but there were not many people who would make him happy when he held it like this.
After a long time, Su Luoying said softly:
"Xuan, Sister Xuexuan and I went to see you yesterday, but they didn't let you ......"
Zhao Xuan was moved, he knew that the girl in front of him always appeared when he needed her the most, always when he was injured and needed comfort, and also thought that she would go to him yesterday, but when he learned that all this was true, he was still excited.
"Sakura-chan, thank you for caring about me so much."
Su Luoying shook her head slightly:
"I love you, and I will do whatever I do for you." Su Luoying's words are confessions, and the confession is so crisp and straightforward, there is lingering and attachment in her eyes, and there is more deep love in her heart. From her small hand around her waist, Zhao Xuan could feel her soft but fiery heart.
Looking at Su Luoying, who was looking at him affectionately, a long-lost emotion suddenly appeared in Zhao Xuan's heart, which made him dazed and made him a little flustered, because he had already lost this feeling, and he didn't want to think about it......
Zhao Xuan said slowly:
"Sakura-chan, it's time for me to leave right away."
Su Luoying looked at Zhao Xuan, and her face changed:
"It's time to go, what do you mean?"
Zhao Xuan said softly:
"I've taken a leave of absence, so I won't be in school in my senior year."
Su Luoying's face turned pale, and she said:
"For what. I don't want you to leave! ”
Zhao Xuan avoided Su Luoying's eyes and looked away:
"I'm done with my studies, and it's not interesting to stay in school anymore, so I want to go out and break through."
Su Luoying pursed her lips, and she said softly:
"What are you going to do?"
Zhao Xuan smiled slightly: "I'm going to walk around first, and if I have the opportunity, I will choose to do some small business."
Su Luoying hurriedly said:
"Small business? Xuan, it's not as easy as you imagined to do business outside, and doing business requires capital...... But you're running out of money. ”
Zhao Xuan stretched out his hand, gently stroked Su Luoying's sideburns, and said softly:
"In fact, the tens of thousands of dollars that won the lottery are just a fraction, and the money in my hand is much more than this."
Su Luoying also expressed her worries:
"You don't have any experience at all, and if you want to do business, you're not afraid of losing all your money."
Zhao Xuan smiled and said:
"How can I be, I'm going to go out to work first, get familiar with things in society, wait until I have experience, and then find a way to open up a career......"
Su Luoying looked at Zhao Xuan and said softly:
"But if you want to work part-time, you also need a diploma, what can you do as a music student? Can people take you? It's not good for you to go so rashly......"
Zhao Xuan smiled:
"Don't worry, I still have this self-confidence, by the way, I put 30,000 yuan in your account before leaving, when your pocket money, you don't have to wronged yourself during this time in college, you should eat and drink, and have a good time."
Su Luoying shook her head and said:
"I don't want your money, and I can't ask for your money......"
Zhao Xuan lowered his head slightly, kissed Su Luoying's smooth forehead, and said with a smile:
"Why can't you ask for it? Your life has been so hard, it's time to improve. ”
Su Luoying shook her head, resolutely:
"No, I can't ask for this money, I just want your love, as long as you love me, no matter what kind of life I have, I will live happily and happily...... Xuan, if you really love me, don't give me money, okay? ”
Zhao Xuan stared at Su Luoying's eyes and said softly:
"You really don't want to?"
Su Luoying nodded lightly, and she suddenly smiled coquettishly:
"Can I change something?"
Zhao Xuan gently stroked her sideburns and helped her fix her hair:
"What's that?"
Su Luoying slowly climbed up Zhao Xuan's neck with both hands, she closed her eyes slightly, and said emotionally:
"Change a kiss worth 30,000 yuan, I want to try what a kiss worth 30,000 yuan tastes like."
When Zhao Xuan heard this, he was slightly stunned, his eyes were filled with tenderness, and he said softly:
"How can I refuse your request?" Bow your head and kiss Su Luoying's ruddy lips, his movements are extremely gentle, Su Luoying is also emotional, the two are entangled together, unwilling to part for a long time, in this afternoon living room, the amber-like light makes people have a clear feeling, in this clear light, the eyes of the two are facing each other, and there seems to be a small boat in their eyes across each other's new lakes, leaving a slight ripple in the eyes, and there is no self for a while.
This kiss lasted for an extremely long time, and the two were extremely affectionate, and when they separated, Su Luoying's face was already flushed, and she took a long breath, and then she eased up.
Zhao Xuan gently hugged Su Luoying's small waist, and sat quietly in the living room, if he could, he would rather be eternal at this moment, because at this moment his heart was full of a feeling of tranquility and peace, this feeling made him very comfortable, there was no desire in his heart, only quiet, was this considered a transcendent state?
At this moment, the true qi in Zhao Xuan's body also became very quiet, like stagnant water but not stagnant water, in this extreme quiet, the aura contained in Zhao Xuan's body was extremely fast and rich, and quickly permeated the whole body, making Zhao Xuan's 36,000 pores all over his body unblocked, very comfortable.
Su Luoying said softly:
"Xuan, you have already given me what I want, you can go with confidence, I know that you want to go out of Lu."
Having said that, Su Luoying was still bitter in her heart, as soon as she reconciled with Zhao Xuan, he was about to leave her, and she didn't know how long he would leave, how many stories would happen, how many kind and lovely girls he would know, and whether he would forget himself? Will it be gone forever?
All this is unknown, which makes Su Luoying's heart full of fear and uneasiness, even if the best result is that he finally comes back to find himself, he will also experience a long wait and a long period of loneliness, this kind of waiting and loneliness are what she does not want, and it is not what she expects, but she can only endure it, and can only choose to accept it, because men are going to break through after all, every man has a heart to break through the world, and blind depression can only make them unhappy, Su Luoying does not want Zhao Xuan to become unhappy, So she couldn't stop him.