Chapter 36: The Taste of Tears
At this time, Xiang Shao was answering the phone in the office, and his mother on the other end of the phone asked him to go home, and he was patiently explaining to her that he had a tricky matter to deal with, and it would take at least a while before he could go back. I can't make sense with my mother, I'm two big heads, annoying, where can he think that there are a few friends waiting for him outside.
In the end, Jiang Yu asked the manager to invite him out. Everyone sat for a while, and it was past twelve o'clock, and a few young ladies who thought they were ladies were going home. This time, Jia Qian was sent by Jiang Yu, and Xiang Shao was too lazy to move in his base camp, which made Jia Qian a little reluctant.
Jia Qian originally took it for granted that Xiang Shaohui would send her back, because they danced so tacitly just now, and the two of them were so compatible, he must have looked at her differently, and he should send her home gentlemanly. But it's just a dance, if Xiang Shao dances a dance, he has to be interesting to a woman, then he has long been the first love in the world.
Wait for Mori to get back to his room after dealing with a few friends. Sansa had already fallen asleep in her bed. She really didn't ask for leave tonight, she didn't have Yuan Yuan's phone number, even if she didn't want to call, the last thing was to call the director's office to ask for leave. After taking leave, she didn't want to do anything, and after washing up, she lay on the bed and straightened her body, and then fell asleep.
Sitting on the edge of the bed, Sen looked at Sanshan's sleeping real face and felt that the fake patterns of those women were annoying. Suddenly, he saw tears spilling down Sanshan's closed eyes. Sen couldn't help but reach out to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes for her, but the tears burned his hands. He put his tear-stained hand in his mouth, and it was bitter. It turns out that tears are salty, bitter when you eat them, and distressed in your heart.
He didn't know what she was crying for, but if he could, he wouldn't let her cry again. Because he really can't stand such distress. It was the first time he had felt pity for a woman, but he hadn't found it in his own heart.
Sen gently got on the bed and reached out to hold Shanshan to his chest, as if in this way, Shanshan would not be sad and cry, as if in this way, he could transfer his strength to her and give her warm comfort. And he himself fell asleep to the sound of Sanshan's soft breathing.
In the morning, Sansa wakes up in Sen's arms and is a little embarrassed to see Sen who has woken up and is smiling at her.
"Good morning."
"Good morning." What a wonderful morning it is, with such a smile waking up for you. Shanshan suddenly felt that everything yesterday was like a cloud of smoke, and there was really no point in dwelling on it any longer. After a night of precipitation, she seems to have the courage to face everything in reality.
She quickly got out of bed and ran into the bathroom to freshen up. Soon appeared neatly and cleanly in front of Mori. She went to the kitchen again to prepare breakfast, and after breakfast, she had to go to school. The day has begun, and it's a new day.
Sen felt that Sansa was smiling differently today, as if something had changed. He didn't know what to do, Shanshan had grown a lot after yesterday's setbacks. Not only is she no longer afraid of setbacks and failures, but she has learned to face them head-on, because those setbacks and failures are the stepping stones that help her grow.
When Shanshan appeared in Teacher Qiu's class, the students' expressions were much richer when they saw her. Some are disdainful, some are sympathetic, and some are guilty. Sansa ignored all of them and walked straight to her place.
In this chess class, Shanshan took it very seriously, only to realize that Lu Dao's original chess skills are broad and profound, containing thousands of years of wisdom of the Chinese nation. Playing chess is the same as being a person, chess has chess products, and people have their character. And the first rule of chess: no regrets in chess. Just like life, there are no regrets in life, once a person takes a step, he can't start over, and he can't regret it again.
Teacher Qiu seems to be introverted and cowardly, and he is not popular, but in fact, he knows the true meaning of life, which really makes Shanshan admire.
So when everyone was lazy and thinking about this and that, only Shanshan was the only one who understood and felt deeply.
Finally class is over. Sansa gathered her class notes in her seat.
Yuan Yuan, you push me, I push you, and walked over to Shanshan. They reached out and pushed Yunyun in front of Sanshan.
"Sanshan, the ...... I'm so sorry that I shouldn't have been disappointed in you yesterday, and I shouldn't have stopped talking to you. It's all my fault, it's all for making you so sad. Yun Yun stumbled, but expressed sincere apologies.
"Yes, Shanshan, when something like that happened, we were all confused by this accident and didn't react for a while, please forgive us." With the words of Yun Yun earlier, Yuan Yuan added.
"Yes, yes, Sanshan, no matter what happens, we're good friends." Coco, who was standing in the back, nodded affirmatively.
Sansa was touched by their friendship. Although although she blamed them for not helping her speak when it happened yesterday, but then she thought about it, how could she ask a friend who has not been friends for a few days to stick a knife in your ribs, and people are already worthy of you if they don't have two knives. She didn't blame them since.
She thought that because of this, she would completely lose Yuan Yuan's friendship with them. From then on, in the training class, she had to rely on her strong willpower to fight against everyone's exclusion, sarcasm and neglect, so she was pessimistic and lonely, and even almost lost her fighting spirit.
She never expected that she still had their friendship, and when God slapped her on the left cheek, he gave her another sweet date, which was undeniably so sweet that she couldn't help but thank God for his kindness.
Seeing that Shanshan hadn't spoken for a long time, Yuan Yuan and the others thought that Shanshan was still blaming them, "Shanshan, don't blame us, we are already very guilty in our hearts." ”
Seeing that they had misunderstood, Shanshan said apologetically, "I don't blame you, I just thought you ignored me, and I don't know how to face you." Seeing that you have not alienated me, I am glad that I don't know what to say. Sansa looked at a few of her good friends sincerely.
"Really? We've been good friends since then, haven't we? Coco said happily, "Our friendship won't be easily ruined by those people." Shanshan, we know that you have suffering, and like each of us, you have your own suffering. Coco said with certainty.
That happened yesterday afternoon, and during the evening tasting class, Sansa didn't show up. The more Yuan Yuan thought about it, the more guilty he felt. When we went back, everyone summed it up and felt that Shanshan was no wonder about this, she must have a hard time. This is the mentality of a good friend, and everything can be found as a reason to understand.
Just think of the famous prostitute La Traviata in "La Traviata", moved by the tears of a young Armand, for his resolute abandonment of the luxurious life in Paris and seclusion in the countryside. It is conceivable that tears can sometimes penetrate through the palms of the hands and into the bottom of the heart.