Chapter 163: When to Return (2)
And Emperor E is that gap, when he saw Li Yu secretly find the lady, he knew that Lu Dao couldn't wait any longer, so he was desperate to encroach on her, even if she begged bitterly, just like Man'er's complaint that evening, his gentle touch, gentle possession, he should compensate, and who should he compensate to?
Do the Lady deserve their imaginary hatred?
The result is not, he made up a more beautiful statement, and tactfully told Emperor E what happened, Emperor E's black and white personality both comforted him and saddened, and the ridicule of being a woman in her eyes stabbed him fiercely.
He can't say it's all for you, good apprentice.
He left the pipa to Emperor E, and made up his mind to find the lady of the kiln, whether it was compensation or starting over.
Suddenly I wanted to open it, no one said it, after the mistakes of the previous few years, he missed happiness, no one said it, he is not qualified to have.
The person in the Buddhist sect didn't know if he let go of him, but he was so selfish, he let go, or he wanted to let go, thinking about him was too tired, and he would rather guard the small workshop, play the piano and listen to music.
He left the pipa to Emperor E, first, to give her a thoughtful picture, because what the pipa represented, Emperor E didn't know the way, he knew the way.
Second, he let go of a heavy guilt, the memory cannot be erased, and he can choose to add a new memory.
When he found the lady, she lived alone in a hut deep in the mountains, cold and snowy, with all the facilities inside, it could be seen that they were all newly added, and her stomach was slightly bulging, and he was a little stunned and surprised.
He naturally lived with her, and she was probably willing to do so, although she could see that he had something in his heart, but she didn't ask, he didn't say.
Her indisputability made him feel slightly guilty, in fact, she was just trying to survive, whether it was comfort or poverty.
The two of them lived a small life like an ordinary husband and wife, until the birth of the child, he named it "Yin Nuo", he owed Man'er a promise, and gave this promise to another woman, which was the only thing he could give, to repay or comfort himself and the lady.
When he got the news from his friends in the rivers and lakes and learned that Emperor E did not marry Li Yu smoothly, but Li Daitao became a person without identity, he suddenly had the feeling that Emperor Zhang of Man'er was at a loss and lost the person he trusted and relied on the most.
He settled down and set off to rush there, and the lady just said "be careful in everything" and did not stop her, she had no selfish desire for Emperor E in her heart, and everyone had those few envy, why not allow her to have it?
But when he arrived, he saw his favorite pearl lying in a pool of blood, and beside her was a handsome man, he knew, it was the second son of the Zhao family, brave and good at fighting, smart and merry, quite a bit of his taste back then.
And Li Yu stood on the city wall and watched all this coldly, he suddenly felt a burst of anger, he asked Emperor E, do you regret it?
Emperor E did not hesitate to say no, she would not easily fall in love with someone in her heart, once she fell in love, it would be a catastrophe.
But how much had she gone through to be able to lie in another man's arms so easily and smile at him.
He tried his best to grab Emperor E's body, she had really swallowed her breath, he wandered hopelessly and helplessly, and unconsciously walked to Man'er.
It should be Wuyi Shitai, she found a Miao Jiang person, Miao Jiang is good at using Gu poison, they put a small insect into Emperor E's forehead, and it disappeared after a while.
Miao Jiangren said, this is called Life and Death Gu, life and death are flesh and bones, as long as she no longer falls in love with the same person as before she died, she can live for more than 20 years, until the worm inside dies.
He also said that the toxicity in her body was too great, and she didn't know if it would affect the growth of the insects, so she could only temporarily press it with a silver needle, and everything depended on creation.
The word creation is too unfair to Yin Wei and Emperor E.
Creation is the will of heaven, and the will of heaven is to resign itself to fate, they don't believe it, but they can't fight, so Yin Wei lived in seclusion in the mountains and forests, so Emperor E was half dead.
Yin Wei said to Mrs. Wuyi that he was married and had a well-behaved son.
Wuyi Shi said "Amitabha" lightly and turned away, he looked at her back countless times, not once so gloomy, or delusional.
It's just that he doesn't know what to do, and without his gaze in the future, she has walked countless times and turned countless times, but she is no longer frank and open.
He didn't know what to do, after Wuyi Shitai went back, he destroyed all the peonies in the flower room, and the peonies inside were as bright as ever, and they were just right, but the peonies that no one appreciated, bloomed in the inopportune season, no matter how delicate and lovely, they were monsters.
It turned out that she had never let go, she had never been purified, she had never hated him, she had been waiting for him to say sorry to her, and then take her back into the world.
It's a pity that she can't wait any longer, and time finally consumes all his patience, even with her youth.
Maybe he will owe a little more in the midnight dream, maybe he will secretly hide a little affection for her in the deepest corner of his heart, but she can no longer stand in the sunshine in the light, turn around and smile, because the person who pushed her into the empty door completely closed the door for her.
She left a trace of her sleeve, waiting for him to think clearly and pull her out of the sun, take her to the hot sun, and talk about happy things, but how could someone who should have been in the dream really appear?
Qingxing and Xiaoduo stayed, he took Emperor E back, and recognized him as a righteous daughter, he originally regarded Emperor E as the daughter of the two of them, but it was just a name, he was for Man'er to raise Emperor E, and also for Wuyi Shitai to take in Emperor E.
Because he is eager to be reborn, he can't wait to take all the people and things with him, get away from her, and start a beautiful memory again, a kind memory that will laugh when he thinks about it.
The clouds want to dress and the flowers want to look, and the spring breeze blows Revlon. Huanon.
Xiaoduo said, this is the name that Emperor Ehuang gave himself, and Emperor Zhou Ehuang can be called by anyone, but there is only one Huanong, no prominent identity, no noble background, who cares who you are?
Emperor Zhou E became the queen of the Southern Tang Dynasty, and she was the mother of the world in the gorgeous palace.
Yin Huanong became Yin Wei's righteous daughter, teasing Yin Nuo in the warm thatched house.
She couldn't remember who she was, she didn't know who Lu Dao Yin Wei was, and she didn't know the origin of the kiln girl, she only knew that Lu Dao was very good to her.
She would throw Yin Nuo high in the air, and then take it smoothly in the frightened eyes of the lady.
When she was chopping wood with Yin Wei, she secretly left the mountain and wanted to go farther to the world, but before she was halfway there, she was intercepted by Yin Wei and ruthlessly scolded her for messing around.
She would secretly tickle Yin Nuo when Yin Wei was hurriedly hugging him, making him blow his beard and stare at him, and the lady smiled helplessly on the side.
If he had known that Lu Dao was destined, and if he had known that Lu Dao's happy time was so short, Yin Wei would definitely not have decided to return to Nantang so easily.
The days without quarrel with the world are not boring, but he can't rest assured that the pipa that Emperor E has lost, if the pipa falls into the hands of others, the consequences will be unimaginable.
The past has long since dissipated, and the brother who betrayed him finally tasted betrayal, and when he heard that he had died a particularly miserable death, he was pushed down from the castle tower and strangled his neck with a wire, and his head and neck were separated from flesh and blood.
It's good if he takes the pipa back, it's best to return it to Mrs. Wuyi, her love, he admitted.
When the layers of years took away the loneliness without leaving a trace, and Emperor E was also very comfortable, she no longer tried to sneak out of the city, because sometimes Yin Wei did not come in time to stop her, so she turned back by herself, sat in front of the door and window, looked at the snow, looked at many dry branches, covered with snow, and then broken, and there were finches that were not afraid of cold to come to wake up the spring......
But it backfired, if Yin Wei could control the situation, he would have gotten the country a long time ago.
So Hua Nong entered the palace, so Emperor E went home, so Yin Nuo died, and the lady left.
Yin Weizhi said, this time it will not be just talking, and all this is not just like a nightmare, waking up safe and sound.
If he hadn't wanted to change Emperor E's life back then, if he hadn't been so guarded against the appearance of the lady back then, if he had been the owner of a teaching workshop in peace, and if he hadn't rescued Emperor E, would everything be different today.
Emperor E became a veritable queen, although he knew that it was not easy for her, and she knew that she was also painful, but he blamed her for not being obedient for anything, not because she secretly ran out of the snow mountain, wanting to see the outside world of flowers and flowers like angry eyes, but cold despair.
How could she understand that a man who could not get happiness suddenly came to happiness, he hesitated for a long time before he was ashamed to grasp it, and then watched it leave, it was not torture, it was sadness.
It's like a person who has been holding on to money for a long time to buy the candy he wants, but he accidentally didn't hold it steady, and the candy fell to the ground and was covered with dirt.
So when she came to pay tribute to Yin Nuo with the glory of her body and the queen's guard of honor, he finally cut off their relationship, master and apprentice, father and daughter......
She has her way, he has his bridge, he can't protect himself, how can he protect her?
He is sorry for too many people, Man'er, Niangniang, but the person he is most worthy of his heart is his apprentice Emperor E.
He couldn't tell why he loved her so much, maybe it was her cunning intelligence, like him when he was young, maybe it was the sadness in her eyes, and it was like him who had nothing.
Yin Nuo died, and the lady was gone.
He couldn't keep her, and he didn't know how to keep her, he put down his dignity to look for her, and he had already reduced himself to the dust, so when she cleaned up in front of him, he couldn't say a word.
The only thing he kept her back then was the child, and now that the child is gone, he can't kill Emperor E to take revenge, even if he doesn't want to admit it, but he must know that if Emperor E didn't summon him into the palace, the lady wouldn't take the child in and never go back.
His silence undoubtedly dealt the lady a fatal blow, and he abandoned her once more.
He can't keep happiness, this is fate.
When she walked in front of him with the child of Emperor E covered in dust, just like the time when she couldn't go back, she was embarrassed but noble, and the child cried in her arms.
Emperor E owes her a child, so she took away Emperor E's child, isn't it a good thing? Emperor E is destined to have no children, and the lady and the emperor are also entangled, she can't be willing to take revenge, she can only make the emperor suffer, in fact, the lady and the child are gone, and the emperor may not be in pain, so he pretended to be benevolent and acquiesced to her and the child.
After all, dust to dust, earth to earth, Emperor E is the queen, he is still Yin Wei, he knows that Emperor E will never come back, Yin Wei will not go back, and the man'er in Buddhism can no longer see his guilt.
Back in the deep mountains, the same cabin, the same warm sun and warm snow, untouchable dreams, the only difference is that there is no little girl who sits at the door all day and basks in the sun, and her smart eyes are shining with cunning joy.
It is rumored that many people in the rivers and lakes saw a young couple in and out of the deep mountains on the border of the Great Song Dynasty, which was covered with snow, leading a big fat boy with a tiger head and a tiger brain, and the family was happy......