Chapter 11: This Gift Is Not Enough
"Beautiful fart! I don't even look at it! Su Miaoling glared at Lin Fei and said.
"You see, I was about to compliment you on being a lady, but this time it's barbaric again."
"Brother Lin Fei, thank you! Accompany me for my birthday. Su Miaoling became gentle again, "Cheers to our acquaintance for two years, three months and twenty-one days!" After speaking, he picked up the wine glass and drank most of the red wine.
Lin Fei paused, and his heart, which had just calmed down, rippled again. "yes, it's been more than two years,! Happy birthday to my Miaoling, more and more beautiful! Lin Fei raised his head and drank the wine.
"What's your Miaoling, Miss Ben doesn't care! Keep drinking! Su Miaoling dried up the glass of wine she had just poured again, with a smug smile on her face. What girl doesn't want to be beautiful, the main thing is to listen to what her sweetheart says.
"Miaoling, there's something I want to tell you......" Lin Fei looked at Su Miaoling solemnly.
"What's the matter, you want to fall in love with me?" Su Miaoling said naughtily.
"I, I'm getting married!"
"What?!" Su Miaoling, who didn't drink a sip of wine, choked and coughed, and then laughed, "Brother Lin Fei, don't be kidding, today is not April Fool's Day, your jokes are not funny at all." ”
"It's true! Go and register tomorrow morning. ”
Su Miaoling saw that Lin Fei didn't seem to be joking, tears were in her eyes, and she said tremblingly: "The bride is very beautiful, right?" ”
"Yes."
"Have I seen it?"
"Nope."
"You really didn't lie to me?"
"I kid you not."
"Brother Lin Fei, I really bless you!" Su Miaoling couldn't control it anymore and shed tears.
"Actually, since you saved me, I've thought that I'm going to follow you in this life. But I'm well aware that I may not be worthy of you. You may seem like an ordinary person, but I can see that you have a lot of pasts and stories, but you don't want to talk about them.
Sometimes I think stupidly: if one day, I could wake up in the crook of your arm and make you a simple breakfast, and you would sit on one side of the table and I would sit on the other side and watch you eat. Even once...... Once, be your woman for a day, and you will be satisfied in this life. I don't want to be with you for the rest of my life, and I don't expect to be your wife, because that's too luxurious, I just want to be your woman, and I don't care if I don't have a name. As long as I can watch you live happily, and occasionally you can think about me and me once, you will be content. Fame and marriage are just a shackle that the world restricts their emotions, and they are vulnerable in the face of true love, and it is worth it no matter how much you can pay for your beloved.
Brother Lin Fei, you saved my life, you gave me a second life, and gave me hope to live, but it is difficult for me to see that you have come out of the confusion. Although you usually giggle and look cynical, in fact, you are struggling and painful, I can see this. For more than two years, you cared for me and took care of me, but you never touched me. Do you think I'm not good enough......" Su Miaoling said with tears in her eyes.
Lin Fei was already standing behind Su Miaoling at this moment, bending down and spreading his arms to gently hug the woman's trembling body, and put his face against her cheeks. Su Miaoling's body was shocked, she stood up, slowly turned around and tightly hooked Lin Fei's neck, her face was already covered with tears, and she gently pressed her thin cherry lips to Lin Fei's lips, and the two kissed, becoming more and more intense and passionate. Tears flowed in a mess.
When Su Miaoling was a little out of breath, she gently left Lin Fei's lips and lay on Lin Fei's chest gently, her cheeks were red, and a sweet smile appeared on her face like rain hitting pear blossoms.
"Miaoling, I'm not a good man, do I deserve you like this?"
"Don't talk nonsense, you're a good man, the best in the world!"
Lin Fei held Su Miaoling and sat side by side on the sofa: "Miaoling, what you said just now, I understand it in my heart. Here, it can be said that you are the person who knows me in the world. Alas~ Just a few days ago, I always felt that I was not a successful person, let alone a good man. ”
Su Miaoling stretched out her hand to cover Lin Fei's mouth: "Don't say that!" ”
"Miaoling, listen to me." Lin Fei took Su Miaoling's hand down and held it tightly. "In the more than three years since I came back, I have really struggled and suffered. I feel like a failure and can't do anything about a lot of things. In my world, the last thing I want to see is tears, especially the tears of women and children.
The reason I don't want to possess the woman I love or love me is because I'm afraid of losing it, and I can't make any promises. This fear is what keeps me in the whirlpool of struggle. I didn't want to hurt you, but I caused you more hurt and pain. ”
"Until the day before yesterday, I met her by accident, the woman who was going to marry me, and I saw a lot of things in her. Her self-confidence, calmness, forbearance, and strength are like the sun shining into my heart that is so dark that I don't see a trace of light, as a woman, in the most difficult time in life, she chooses to face rather than escape. Although she was helpless, she was able to bear it calmly, and more importantly, she adhered to her ideals and beliefs. In her, I saw new hope, a woman who could face a heavy blow so calmly, but I struggled for more than three years, so I felt that I was really stupid and stupid!
I understand that everyone has ideals, but it will not be smooth sailing in the process of realizing them, and people not only exist for themselves, but also for the better life of the people around them. Whether it is a man or a woman, they must have their own responsibilities and dare to face the reality. ”
Su Miaoling didn't seem to understand it, but she was happy for Lin Fei to get out of the confusion. Gently leaned his head on Lin Fei's shoulder: "Brother Lin, since you are going to get married tomorrow, then you can go back first." ”
Lin Fei pretended to get up, but was grabbed by Su Miaoling, and begged: "Brother Lin Fei, stay with me again, today is my birthday." You haven't given me a gift yet, flowers don't count! ”
Lin Fei smiled and took out the rosewood box in his handbag and handed it to Su Miaoling: "Open it and take a look." ”
Su Miaoling took the box and gently opened it with expectation, flashing a soft green light. Su Miaoling picked up the jade bracelet and put it on her wrist and smiled happily. Raised his hand in front of Lin Fei's eyes and said coquettishly, "Is it good-looking?" ”
"It's good-looking, and the jade beauty is also beautiful!" Lin Fei nodded.
Su Miaoling suddenly pursed her lips and frowned and said, "No, this gift is not enough, you are going to marry another woman tomorrow, and it made me cry for so long today, I want other gifts!" ”
Lin Fei tightened his eyebrows, dusted his hands, and said helplessly: "Miaoling, it's gone, just this one, otherwise I'll prepare for you tomorrow, you can ask for it!" Anything goes! ”