Chapter 1255: I Feel Pretty Good
But she's still lying there like that!
There was no reaction, as if I was asleep!
But he knew that she wasn't asleep, she just didn't want to wake up!
Her little face is not like before, and it doesn't look like there is any moisture at all!
Yan Qing also undressed and sat in the bathtub with her, letting her lie half in his arms.
Although she is very thin now and does not wake up, her body is unusually soft!
Her hair is no longer as shiny as before, it's a little messy, and every day, I have to help her comb it!
"Chu Chu, wake up quickly, otherwise one day you will wake up and you will be frightened by yourself!" He closed his eyes: "You can't get old any longer!" ”
He didn't think she was old, but he was afraid that she would freak out herself!
He kissed her little face and muttered in his voice: "Little girl, is it good...... You wake up, and we'll grow old together! ”
Chu Chu, you know what? In the past, you always talked a lot, sometimes I worked, in fact, it was a little noisy, and it always made me a little unintentional to work, but now, you don't quarrel, I occasionally deal with business, and when I suddenly lift up, I think about it, I haven't heard your voice for a long time!
Can you say a word to me?
Just open your eyes and look at me!
You don't know, it's all around here, it's so quiet, it's so quiet that it scares me!
I can't sleep at night because I'm afraid you'll leave me at any moment!
I don't dare to let Nono sleep with you, for fear that she will hurt you......
Are you okay when you wake up, I promise, I only have you as a baby, and Nuo Nuo can let Long Ze and An An recuperate...... I'll only raise you one!
As soon as you wake up......
Yan Qing's big hand gently stroked her fine curly hair, and her hair was a little broken in some places because of the lack of nutrition......
Yan Qing pursed her lips and stroked her gently......
He lowered his head and bit her little ear, and his voice was so soft that he could barely hear it: "Do you think that if you are like this, I can't touch you?" ”
"No matter what you become, I'll still be able to do it!"
He began to kiss her, and his voice slowly warmed up, and so did his breathing, a little hot against her neck......
When she belonged to him, Yan Qing burst into tears......
It's not about feelings, it's about ......
"Chu Chu, we are still husband and wife!" He kissed her on the lips, "I still feel it!" ”
This feeling that no one can give me!
Except for you!
Except for Long Chuchu!
The man in his arms shook and his body rose and fell with his ups and downs......
This affair did not last long, and he did not get the slightest satisfaction!
Just crying......
When he was done, he carried her back to the bedroom.
Under the dim yellow light, she lay quietly, without a wisp!
Yanqing carefully wiped her body and carefully put on pajamas for her!
Although she is asleep, he always helps her change into pajamas at night and comfortable home clothes during the day!
He didn't want to be a patient, so he insisted on doing it every day......
When he helped her get dressed, he put on his yukata and lay down beside her, his big hands holding her small hands and warming her......
He kissed the corner of her lips and hugged her in his arms: "Good night, baby!" ”
He closed his eyes and slept!
That night, he fell asleep......
He dreamed!
She leaned on his arms like this when she dreamed that six-year-old Chu Chu pestered him to wait for her, and when she was ten years old, they spent a night in the car in New York......
And the first night when she was eighteen years old, she boldly ran to New York, he thought she was Jinhuan, but that rainy night, he finally understood that she was still alive......
That night, she belonged to him!
This dream is very beautiful, and he has dreamed of them all over again.
In the dream, the most is that her delicate voice called him again and again...... Speak clearly, speak clearly!
When the words come clearly...... Chu Chu is no longer around!
He thought it was a dream, and reached out to stroke the pillow to measure, it was a little warm!
He was startled, and immediately lifted the quilt and ran outside!
Chu Chu was not in the living room, Yan Qing almost ran to Nuo Nuo's room, which was next door to Chu Chu's previous room, and Chu Chu's room had never been used again!
This proves Chu Chu's position in Long Ze's heart!
Yan Qing pushed open the door and saw Xiao Nuo sleeping on the small bed, and the person he wanted to see was also there!
Chu Chu sat in a wheelchair with a haggard expression, not much different from when she was lying down!
She sat quietly in her wheelchair and looked at little Nono quietly!
Yan Qing blinked, feeling a little hot in his eyes!
He stretched out his hand and wiped it, and then called out in a hoarse voice: "Chu Chu! ”
She seemed to hear it, and as if she hadn't heard it, her body trembled slightly!
By the time she raised her eyes to look at him, it was already a minute later!
Looking at each other, she looked at him and spoke very slowly: "Yanqing." ”
Her voice was hoarse and barely able to make a sound......
Yan Qing subconsciously frowned...... He stood there for a long time, just looking at her like that!
Her appearance has changed a lot from before, and she is not the kind of person who ages naturally, because Wen Anan is also in her early forties now, but she is still beautiful!
And Chu Chu is like a withered rose!
Lost moisture, lost color...... The whole person is in disarray!
But so what, she is still his Chuchu, his little good ......
As long as it's still that person, as long as that person is still called Long Chuchu, it's still his wife!
Wife......
Yan Qing raised his eyes, and it took a long time before he walked towards her!
She didn't move!
Her expression was also unfamiliar to him......
Strange faces, unfamiliar looks...... He told himself, don't scare her!
Finally walked to her side, Yan Qing slowly squatted down, and slowly half-knelt in front of her!
Chu Chu pursed her lips, her lips were still pale, without a trace of blood!
Yan Qing gently hugged her waist and buried his head in her arms......
She didn't move, she didn't refuse, she just felt that for a while, her clothes were a little wet, and it was hot and cold...... It's a little uncomfortable, but it's her heart that's even more uncomfortable!
His body, even trembling!
Chu Chu pursed her lips, her hand slowly stroked his black hair, her eyesight was not very good, but she still saw that there were already a few gray hairs in his hair......
Uncle Yan......
She stroked her face with her other hand and smiled softly, in the future, she could no longer call him Uncle Yan, she looked even older than him!
She looked in the mirror, she was about fifty years old now, but she was only in her thirties!
She wept!
She wanted to say to him coquettishly, Yanqing, didn't I come back well?
Look at me, wake up, look at me, how smart I am this time!
Our daughter is back...... We'll ...... later. It's time to be together!
But she couldn't say it, because it couldn't be......
Her hand gently stroked his hair, stroking it again and again!
Yan Qing didn't move, he maintained this position for a long, long time......
The sunlight in the early morning was shining into the room......
Only then did she speak hoarsely: 'Yanqing, shall we separate?' ’
His body froze, but he didn't make a sound!
Yan Qing spoke softly, "Nuno is hungry!" ”
He raised his eyes, and he had returned to normal, as if the gaffe had never existed!
Chu Chu also followed his gaze and saw that Nuo Nuo had woken up, and he was opening his black eyes, and his two little hands were twisted together......
That look, indescribably cute!
Her heart softened a little, and she watched Yanqing skillfully make milk and change diapers for Xiao Nuno.
"How often did you take care of her during this time?" Her voice was still the same as that coming from her trachea, and it sounded laborious!
But Yan Qing still understood, glanced at her, and then lowered his eyes: "These days, it has always been Nuo Nuo who An An has taken care of!" ”
Chu Chu heard what he meant, and he didn't make a sound!
And he went on to say, "It's when you were a kid before, I would have done this!" ”
Chu Chu looked at him, and when he turned sideways to feed Nuno the milk, her hand slowly climbed up to her face......
When she was a child...... Uncle Yan!
smiled bitterly and quietly watched him hug Nuno!
She thought to herself, she doesn't regret it!
At least, she could still see......
In fact, she didn't want him to see her like this, but when he found her, she had no way to avoid it!
She must be ugly like this!
Yan Qing raised her eyes and looked at her hand on her face, looked at it quietly for a few seconds, and when she lowered it again, it had already fallen on Xiao Nuo Nuo's tender little face, but the words were said to her: "Last night, I slept with you in my arms."