Chapter Ninety-Five: Scattered with the Wind......

He's dead?

Why did he die? How can a good person die? At this moment, Zhao Izuxi's brain was blank, and these two sentences kept echoing, he still remembered the distressing picture, she stood at the end of the corridor, smoking with her back against the corner of the wall, showing some tiredness and weakness, the smoke made her slightly mysterious, her eyes were a little unreasonably cold, and when she saw him coming, she tried to straighten up and squeeze out a smile at him.

Zhao Izumi still remembers that she said that when she earns enough money, she will go back to her hometown in Shanxi, open a small jewelry store, find a simple and honest man, husband and children, and live a dull life. Some time ago, he heard Huang Mao call and say that in a few days, she would be going home.

But what can you do to die?

Zhao Izumi couldn't understand, couldn't figure it out, couldn't figure it out, thought of the grievances suffered by this poor woman who supported the whole family with her body, thought of her taking her first time to go shopping and invited herself to eat Pizza Hut, thinking of her stubbornness and not letting herself pay, Zhao Izumi burst out of his eyes with two lines of tears, he was so stupid and crying, he couldn't cry and couldn't cry, the whole room was extremely depressed, Xu Lin and Erfat, who didn't know what happened to Lu Dao, looked dazed and panicked.

Dead, really dead.

At noon, there was a dead silence in the morgue of the hospital of the Shaanxi Armed Police Corps, occasionally someone kept sobbing in a low voice, even if it was daytime, it also made people feel eerie and creepy, except for the staff of the hospital, no one wanted to come here, yes, Zhao Izumi did not want to come here, but this was the second time he came, the first time was in the dilapidated Qilian County Hospital, he took Xiao Ping'an back to Phoenix Village for burial.

There was a morgue in the middle of the empty room of the morgue, and the sixteenth lay there quietly, covered with a sheet as white as snow, Zhao Izumi was depressed, and walked there step by step, as if every step would take a century, and there seemed to be hundreds of kilograms of iron balls hanging on his feet, and he couldn't lift it, this road was too far, from one world to another, but Zhao Izumi still walked in front of her.

Stretching out her hand, Zhao Izumi pulled away the white cloth covering her face, no heavy makeup, simple, except for the pale face, she seemed to sleep quietly with her eyes closed, no disturbance in this world could not disturb her, Zhao Izumi couldn't help touching her face, as if he wanted to tell her, don't sleep, I'm coming to see you. But she couldn't open her eyes, Zhao Izushi knew that she was lost, she couldn't find her way home, otherwise she would definitely open her eyes.

Xu Lin, Er Fat, Han Sanqiang, Huang Mao stood next to Zhao Izui, Huang Mao's eyes were red, and he couldn't stop wiping his tears, only he knew that she loved this man deeply, and she knew that it was impossible but she insisted on leaving a pure white place in her heart for her, she said that she knew that her body was dirty, and she also knew that she was not possible with him, she was more beautiful and extravagant to look at him, she felt that she was already happy to meet him in this life, as if these grievances suffered in the first half of her life were not worth mentioning to her at all.

Han Sanqiang's eyes were slightly red, and he had secretly wiped his tears several times, this was the first time he cried for outsiders. Xu Lin had seen too many life and death, and the depression in the room was breathless, and he couldn't help but pat Zhao Izushi on the shoulder and said, "This may be the best ending for her."

Zhao Izumi didn't look back or speak, just smiled at her, he knew that she was also smiling at him, he didn't hate anyone, just hated himself a little.

Er Fat didn't smile anymore, his face was heavy, and he sighed fiercely, he just remembered that on the night of the landscape situation, she was the only one who rushed out of the hall when Zhao Izumi was at the end of the corridor.

I don't know how long it took, no one looked at the time, Zhao Izumi couldn't bear to let her catch a cold, hesitated for an unknown amount of time, and then re-covered the white cloth on her face, Zhao Izumi smiled stupidly, "You sleep first, I will come to see you, if you are afraid, you will give me a dream, don't be afraid, there is me"

Huang Mao cried more and more sadly, and Han Sanqiang's tears couldn't stop flowing.

Walking out of the room, Zhao Izusi's eyes stared at a man sitting in the corridor with his head buried deep in his knees and crying, Zhao Izusi's whole person instantly became more and more gloomy, holding a resentment in his chest, resentment that could not be vented, with a gloomy face, Zhao Izumi walked quickly towards the man.

The man seemed to be able to feel Zhao Izui's anger, raised his head slightly, the whole person was wilting like a deflated balloon, his eyes were red and swollen, and there were tears on his face, Zhao Izumi grabbed his neck and raised a punch to hit him in the face, the man was directly hit by this punch and flew out of the hallway, and fell heavily in the corridor, which shows how heavy this punch is.

The man lay on the ground and cried loudly like a dead dog, a little Sisdy, Zhao Izumi pulled his clothes, pulled him up stiffly, and yelled, "Qin Ying, do you know how much she pays for you, do you know how much she pays for your family, if it weren't for you, if it weren't for your family, would she be a young lady, you don't know how much she knows for your family."

The man just cried, but he didn't talk back or fight back. This man is the younger brother of No. 16, Qin Ying, and the initiator of No. 16's suicide, if it weren't for her, the day after tomorrow, No. 16 would take the train back to Shanxi, and completely say goodbye to the city, and completely say goodbye to the first half of her life, but unfortunately, she can't go back.

Zhao Izumi knocked him over with another punch, kicked him hard, and continued to yell, "Do you know that she will return to Pingyao the day after tomorrow, she no longer has to be poked and scolded in the back, she no longer has to make money that makes her feel disgusting, grass mud horse, you know no, you know how to say no"

Zhao Izumi kicked Qin Ying who was huddled on the ground fiercely, as if he was going to beat him to death, Qin Ying let Zhao Izumi kick him, he knew that he had made an irreparable mistake, if it weren't for him, his sister wouldn't have died, he shouldn't have insulted her, laughed at her, ridiculed her, didn't everything she had was for him, if it weren't for him to spend money on school, if it weren't for the elderly parents at home, could she be crushed by the burden of life, and embark on this road that no one else wants to take.

"Woo woo, sister, woo woo, sister, I was wrong, sister" Qin Ying shouted a little crazy.

Zhao Izumi was still kicking, Xu Lin was afraid that something would happen, so he motioned to Han Sanqiang and Huang Mao to hold Zhao Izui, Han Sanqiang and Huang Mao hugged Zhao Izumi who was still struggling, and shouted, "Brother Zhao, you will kill him, you will kill him"

"I'm going to kill this beast, what's the use of him alive" Zhao Izumi said incoherently, and after saying the most, he opened Han Sanqiang and Huang Mao violently, but he didn't rush towards Qin Ying, just slammed his fist against the wall, and kept hitting the wall with his head.

His whole person has been depressed to the extreme, dead, dead, just dead, and there will be no more Sixteenth.

The small bamboo stick barbecue restaurant outside the door of Hepingli Community, Zhao Izumi drank the liquor one by one, Xu Lin knew that Zhao Izumi was very depressed and needed to be thoroughly indulged, so he asked people to send a box of Moutai, Zhao Izumi two fat Xu Lin Han Sanqiang Huang Mao, five people around a table, except for Xu Lin and two fat are more restrained, the rest are used to liquor, Zhao Izumi drank too much, the more he drank, the more he woke up, there was no drunkenness, Han Sanqiang and Huang Mao drank in a daze.

Huang Mao drank and nagged at Zhao Izumi in a daze, "From the first day she came to the landscape to the last day, did I accompany her to the last part of the road." She is a good woman, a good woman who can marry her husband and children, a good woman who can marry her home as a daughter-in-law, how happy she would be if she married. We were eating and drinking together the night before, and she said that it was a farewell drink, and that we might never see each other again, and even if we saw each other, we both knew that the Tao would run away, and this memory would eventually be covered up, and no one wanted to mention it. When she drank too much, she also secretly told me that she kept a photo of you on her phone, and when she went back later, she would secretly look at you when she missed you. She knows that in fact, your heart is more entangled than hers, so she doesn't want to disturb your life, and she won't call you anymore. She said that being able to think about someone in her heart is actually happy, and it is better than not having someone she likes. She told me a lot of things about you, she said that the first time I saw you, you were like a bun, and when I met the young ladies, I didn't know where to put them, as if it was a crime to look at their breasts and legs, just like a monk who abstained from sex, she smiled happily when she said this, I had never seen her smile so happily, smile so warmly, I knew that she wanted to get drunk, wanted to get drunk completely. She also told me that she would open a small shop when she returned to her hometown, and give birth to a cute child, if there was a boy, the nickname would also be called Ming, so that she could call you every day and never forget you, isn't it stupid. ”

said that the yellow hair cried again, "But the little Wang Ba calf ran to the mountains and rivers, he scolded her, he scolded his sister for being a prostitute, he scolded her for being shameless, he put all the money in his pocket on her face, he said she was ashamed, he said he was dirty." All this money is earned by letting those dirty men ride on her every night, and she is also dirty, but if she doesn't make money, his tuition fees, his parents' medical expenses, who will give these, who will give these. Isn't this world dirty? What about her? She just stood there, letting him scold, letting him insult, she just laughed and wept, the crowd around her pointed, she didn't do anything"

"I know that she is very uncomfortable, and when he leaves, I hold her, I say you can cry if you want to cry, cry loudly if you want to cry, I know that you are wronged, but she just shed tears. I'm afraid she's suffocating, I'm going to call you, and she said she doesn't want you to see her embarrassed. Brother Zhao, what do you say you are for? Why did she kill herself? She is only twenty-six years old, woo woo, Brother Zhao, I feel uncomfortable, I told her, when you leave, I will also leave, but she is gone, and she has gone too far" Huang Mao was crying in pain.

Zhao Izumi poured a big gulp of liquor, letting the alcohol roll in his throat and stomach, he wouldn't cry anymore, he had always been a pure man in her heart, he could stand in front of her and say that there was nothing wrong with anything, and he could laugh and scold when he was beaten to the ground, he wouldn't cry, and she didn't want to cry herself.

But why is it so uncomfortable in my heart?

He clearly remembered that night, she smiled and asked her, Zhao Izuxi, do you remember my name?

Zhao Izumi knew that she didn't want to remember that she was only called the sixteenth, she was not called the sixteenth, her name was Qin Ran, the rising Ran.

On the weekend, the sixteenth was cremated in the Sanzhao funeral home, Zhao Izumi Xu Lin Erfa Han Sanqiang Huang Mao came to see her off for a ride, several sisters who had a better relationship with her here came, as well as Lao He and Uncle Yu, when they saw Zhao Izu, they just nodded and said hello, Shanshui Qing had a homicide case, and it had been closed for rectification, but Zhao Izumi knew that it would not be long before it would reopen here, and another group of people who didn't know whether it was a girl or a woman would be added again, but there was no more No. 16 here, even Huang Mao, have already chosen to leave, Zhao Izushi introduced him to MUSE as a bartender, although he did not earn as much as the landscape, but Huang Mao said that the money was at ease.

It didn't take long for the corpse of No. 16 to be left with only a pile of ashes, Qin Ying held the ashes, still crying sadly, Zhao Izumi was no longer angry, maybe it was really as Xu Lin said, death was No. 16, no, it was Xiao Ran's best destination.

People come and go, there is too much sorrow here, people in the mountains and rivers have left, Zhao Izumi didn't want to go in such a hurry, he took the urn, held it in his arms, and muttered to himself, "Xiao Ran, you are so kind, you will definitely vote for a good family in the next life, you don't have to starve, you don't have to be looked down upon, you won't face this dirty world, grow up quietly, and live a dull life."

Return the urn to Qin Ying, and say a few words, Qin Ying took the urn and got on the train to the train station, he wanted to take his sister back to his hometown, Zhao Izumi knew that he would eventually be condemned by his conscience in this life, no matter what, Qin Ran could not be resurrected.

Looking at the taxi that stirred up a cloud of dust in the distance, Zhao Izumi seemed to be able to see Qin Ran smiling happily and waving to him to say goodbye, her smile was still so warm and warm, as if it could melt the snow in winter.

The little grass of No. 16 just scattered with the wind and drifted to the distance that belonged to her.

Zhao Izumi didn't know how many people in this world had dreams of coming from small places to big cities, but in the end they died nameless.