I saw that no one answered, but I still didn't give up, so I called again.

Chubby also persuaded me at the time that it was so late now, and it was estimated that her parents were asleep.

I think so. So when the phone rings twice, I'm going to hang up, in case it affects people's rest, it's not good.

But just as I was about to hang up, the phone vibrated and a voice came from the other end of the phone, "Hey, hello, who?" ”

As soon as I heard it, it was Xiao Lu's mother's voice, and I was a little excited for a while, so I hurriedly said to her, "Hey, Auntie." I'm Xu Mo. "The birds are dead.

When her mother heard that it was me, she was very happy, so she said to me: "Oh, it's Xiao Mo, why haven't you come to Auntie's house to play recently." ”

As soon as I heard this, I knew that Xiao Lu had not told me about her, so I hurriedly asked her, "Auntie, what, I called you just to ask why Xiao Lu didn't come to class today?" ”

When her mother heard this, she sighed and said, "Are you asking about this, didn't Lulu tell you, her grandfather is sick, and she and I are now in the hospital with the bed." ”

"Oh." I answered. relieved a lot, and then quickly asked, "Auntie, how is my grandfather's condition?" ”

"Hey, it's not a big deal." Xiao Lu's mother spoke in a very brisk tone, and continued to say to me: "Originally, I said that I would just let Lulu go to school, and I would take care of it here, but she refused to do so, so she had to be here with me." It's useless for me to say anything, no, I just asked the school for a leave. ”

When I heard Xiao Lu's mother's words, I knew that Xiao Lu was avoiding me, so I didn't come to class because her grandfather was sick.

At this time, Xiao Lu's mother asked me, "Momo, you have nothing to do with Lulu, why don't I see her open all day." ”

I hurriedly explained to her, "What kind of auntie, there is a little misunderstanding between the two of us, you give the phone to Xiao Lu." I'll have a couple of words with her. ”

"Hey, okay."

As I spoke, I listened to Xiao Lu and her mother calling Xiao Lu and asking her to answer the phone.

I also heard Xiao Lu ask who was coming, and her mother didn't tell her, saying that she was her friend.

Xiao Lu was not suspicious at that time. Just picked it up, "Hey, hello." ”

I swallowed, and when I heard her voice, I suddenly became a little nervous, and I didn't know what to say for a moment.

Xiao Lu on the other end of the phone was still asking vigorously, "Hey, hello, who is it?" Feed? ”

As soon as she finished asking, she probably reacted suddenly, her tone changed, and she said, "Xu Mo? ”

I licked my lips and said, "Well, it's my ......."

Xiao Lu fell silent when she heard my voice.

I sighed softly and said to her, "Can you find a secluded place, and I'll have a good word with you." ”

She snorted and said that the place she was in was quite secluded now, so that I could talk straight.

I saw so many people in the dormitory, and it was not good to fight here, so I told her to wait a while, and I would go out.

But when I went out, I just rang the lights out, and a ward rounder shouted at me, "Hey, why are you going there!" Don't hear the bell? Believe it or not, you will be deducted! ”

I turned my head to look at him all of a sudden, looked at him coldly, and said, "You can deduct one and try it!" ”

He was probably also frightened by me at the time, so he relented and said, "Then hurry up, the lights are out." ”

I ignored him and went to the staircase, feeling more secluded, so I said to Xiao Lu on the other end of the phone, "Why don't you come to school today?" ”

"My grandfather is sick."

Xiao Lu unsurprisingly moved out with a reasonable reason.

"I think it's to avoid me." I said unhurriedly.

As soon as I said this, Xiao Lu on the other end of the phone was obviously silent, but after a while, she said: "Yes, I admit it, I am here to avoid you, and at the same time to avoid Zhuo Xiaoyu, because I don't know how to face you, let me pretend to be casual to see your happiness, I'm sorry, I can't do it." ”

When I heard her words, I was a little speechless, sighed helplessly, and said to her: "Why don't you believe me, how many times do you want me to tell you, there is nothing between me and Zhuo Xiaoyu, if I have a lie, the sky will thunder!" ”

Hearing me swear, Xiao Lu fell silent for a moment and stopped talking.

I saw that she was loose, so I hurriedly struck while the iron was hot and said: "Do you know how important you are to me, I haven't seen you for more than half a day, my heart is blocked, think about your crying red eyes, my heart is like a knife, you know, you are the person I care about in the world, there is no one, I don't know what will happen to me in the future without you, believe me, no one can replace your position in my heart." ”

I didn't say this to please her, for this world, I still have the only relative left, that is my dad, but I can't see each other a few times a year, and he indirectly led my mother's departure, so I have always been resentful of him, and after he married Xu Yan into the door, my resentment towards him has increased even more.

Maybe as I grow older and experience increases, I will slowly understand my father and accept Xu Yan in the future, but now I am very sure in my heart that at the moment, the person I care about the most is Xiao Lu, no one can replace her, her smile seems to have infinite magic power for me, which makes me want to stop.

Xiao Lu was probably quite moved when she heard this, and sobbed softly, but she was not in a hurry to speak, I felt a sour nose, and said to her a little choked: "Are you going back to school tomorrow, I will explain things clearly to you, as long as you forgive me and let me do anything." ”

Xiao Lu on the other end of the phone was sobbing louder and louder, and I hurriedly coaxed her to stop crying.

In the end, Xiao Lu sobbed for a while, and then the feelings eased up, and said to me: "Xu Mo, I don't know which of your words is true and which is false, I want to think that I have never happened to you like before, but I tried, I'm sorry, I can't do it......"

Her last words made my heart sink again, sinking into the bottomless abyss.

She then cried and said to me: "Xu Mo, if you had confessed everything to me at the beginning, I would have absolutely believed you, but now that you say this to me again, I can't convince myself, since nothing happened, why can you hide it, even if what you say is all the truth, I can't accept it for a while." ”

I swallowed my saliva, nodded, and said in a firm tone: "Okay, I'll give you time, you think clearly, no matter what decision you make, I will understand you, it's my fault, since it's my responsibility, I have to bear it alone, no matter what you decide, I will respect your thoughts, even if you want to break up with me, I will never say a word, but, please don't deprive me of my right to pursue you again." ”

After I finished saying this, Xiao Lu on the other end of the phone was obviously a little excited, and covered her mouth with her hands and let out a whining cry.

I swallowed and whispered at her, "Think for yourself, no matter what, I'll stand there and wait for you." ”

I exhaled and hung up the phone.

After hanging up the phone, tears welled up uncontrollably in my eyes, I clenched my fists tightly, lowered my head, my body shook slightly, and I cried silently.

I know that I did something wrong this time, and I also know that Xiao Lu may have a hard time accepting me anymore, a deep sense of fear envelops me, I am afraid of losing her, afraid that her tenderness no longer belongs to me, afraid that one day we will be so strange that we will just smile and nod when we meet.

The feelings of falling in love with someone at the best age are so pure, so pure that I thought that without you, there would be no whole world.

After a long time, my feelings calmed down, wiped a handful of snot with my hands, then turned around and went into the bathroom, went to wash my face, and went back to the dormitory.

When they went back, they hadn't slept yet, so they asked me how things were going, and I didn't speak, just climbed onto the bed, and looked at the ceiling in a daze without saying a word.