Chapter 654: Facing Reality
Xu Rongrong and Zhan Yiyang waited downstairs for a while, Ye Zi'an was pulled down from upstairs for Ji Fanyi, Xu Rongrong looked up, his heart was so frightened, he stood up from the sand, Ji Fanyi looked like this, it was a little difficult to walk, why did he still run down from the upstairs?
Xu Rongrong's heart hung in the air, and he sweated for Ye Zi'an's body, and if it went on like this, how could Ye Zi'an's body eat. _> Yawen_> Bar ''ยท. `๏ฝ=๏ฝ``๏ฝ `๏ฝ-๏ผ`๏ผ=๏ฝ๏ฝ๏ฝ
At that time, Xu Rongrong had an idea, it would definitely not work if it went on like this, he must persuade Ye Zi'an to live with everyone, even if he is unwilling, he must be willing, it is really scary to go on like this.
"Zhan Yiyang, what are you doing here? Don't tell me you came to me because you lost your business? Ji Fanyi's uninhibited face when he came downstairs made Xu Rongrong think about Ji Fanyi when he was young for a while, and stood in the same place.
Ye Zi'an didn't feel embarrassed, and this is not the first time this kind of thing has happened, so she didn't take this matter as a thing for a long time, but looked at Xu Rongrong and Zhan Yiyang opposite and said, "He's always been like this, don't mind, it'll be fine in a while." โ
"What are you apologizing?" Ji Fanyi glanced back at Ye Zi'an, Ye Zi'an suddenly fell silent, didn't say anything, just looked at Ji Fanyi, probably felt that there was nothing to say.
Xu Rongrong glanced at Zhan Yiyang, didn't say anything, but sat down with Zhan Yiyang.
The maid brought the tea, and Zhan Yiyang looked at the tea and said, "I don't drink these, you bring the clean tea set, and I will make the tea." โ
The servant glanced at Ye Zi'an, Ye Zi'an nodded, and the servant complied.
Ye Zian pulled Ji Fanyi and asked him to sit down first, and then sat down as well, and then said to Ji Fanyi: "Come and see you from afar, you are so kind to others, how old are you, you can't be a little serious, and you are not afraid to give people jokes." โ
When he said this to Ye Zi'an, Ji Fanyi didn't react for a long time, but then asked Ye Zi'an: "Are we really old?" โ
Ye Zi'an looked at Ji Fanyi and didn't react for a while, looking at Ji Fanyi's ignorant eyes, he couldn't say a word.
"Do you think I'm lying to you?" Ye Zi'an sometimes really doesn't know what to say, he always does this over and over again, so that as long as Ji Fanyi sleeps, she is scared, either worried that Ji Fanyi will wake up and don't know her, or worried that when Ji Fanyi is young, the things he does will make people simply ignore it. ้ _ๆ_8__> ='ยท.
Ye Zi'an is able to adapt, and sometimes he can't answer a question, which is always the same, and he is so patient.
Ye Zi'an thinks that she will also have times when she is lazy, and there will also be times when she doesn't know how to face it.
Ji Fanyi said for a long time: "But why don't I have any impression at all, Yezi-"
"Hmm." Ye Zi'an reluctantly agreed, looking at Ji Fanyi, he barely wanted to laugh, but he couldn't laugh anyway.
"Am I sick, sick and I don't even know myself?" When Ji Fanyi asked this, Xu Rongrong cried, turned around and lay on Zhan Yiyang's arms, and cried into Zhan Yiyang's arms.
Ye Zi'an's tears instantly slipped out of his eyes, and he said to Ji Fanyi: "No, you are not sick." โ
"Then why are you crying?" Although Ji Fanyi's sudden quietness was very quiet, it was very distressing.
Xu Rongrong couldn't stand it and cried very much, Zhan Yiyang patted it, and said in Xu Rongrong's ear: Don't cry, he has nothing to do, he just forgot something. โ
Hearing Zhan Yiyang say, Ji Fanyi turned around to look at Zhan Yiyang, looked at Zhan Yiyang and asked him, "What did you say?" โ
Zhan Yiyang looked up at Ji Fanyi, he was different from Ye Zi'an, he told Ji Fanyi directly: "You are sick, it is Alzheimer's disease, now you are in your seventies, you are still dreaming of your youth, floating, forgetting your favorite and most important person." โ
Ji Fanyi didn't say a word, just turned his eyes in his eyes twice, and finally blinked twice.
"How long?" Ji Fanyi finally chose to believe Zhan Yiyang's words, and when he asked such words, Ye Zi'an's face was already full of tears.
Ye Zi'an is already very strong, she is not afraid that Ji Fanyi will not remember anything to mess with her, and she will toss her up and down the stairs, she is afraid that Ji Fanyi will suddenly understand, and then said very serious words, asking him how long he has been sick, she can't answer whether it has been ten or twenty years, in short, it has been a long time. >> Essay8__ > ='=.'y=a=ยท
Ye Zi'an was even more scared, Ji Fanyi suddenly said sorry words to her, dragging her down, which made her desperate and helpless.
She can suffer by herself, but she can't stand Ji Fanyi's pain alone, holding her helpless, which makes her feel that the world is too cruel.
"It's been a long time." After Zhan Yiyang finished speaking, he looked at Ye Zi'an, who was already crying very badly, Ji Fanyi turned to look at Ye Zi'an behind him, looked at Ye Zi'an's crying face full of tears, and actually smiled: "I don't believe I will have this disease, God will really joke with me Ji Fanyi, I thought I had a birthday today, you deliberately fixed me, I didn't expectโโ"
"I'm sorry, I can't do what I promised you, but I'm dragging you down." Ji Fanyi said and reached over to hold Ye Zi'an's hand, Ye Zi'an shook his head, looking at Ji Fanyi and couldn't help crying.
Xu Rongrong also lay in Zhan Yiyang's arms and cried, remembering many of the original things and still couldn't help but feel sad.
Ye Zi'an cried for a while, and Ji Fanyi looked at Zhan Yiyang: "My illness is very serious?" โ
Zhan Yiyang didn't answer the question, but began to boil water.
Ji Fanyi patted Ye Zi'an and told her not to cry first, but he was not willing to let go of Ye Zi'an's hand, but kept holding Ye Zi'an's hand.
Ji Fanyi was very awake at this time, he had accepted that he was old and sick, although all this seemed to be a dream, but he preferred to believe that he was experiencing a very unfair thing, rather than a dream.
He also admitted that he was sad, but he had no choice, in the face of God's hatefulness, he could only accept it, and he had no power to change anything.
Zhan Yiyang took something out, it was a small ginseng, and then put it in the water and boiled it.
Ji Fanyi looked at Zhan Yiyang for a while, "You really have leisure." โ
"You're just too rare to have this kind of leisure, if you had been like me earlier, maybe you wouldn't be like you are now.
I've been smart all my life, how can I be embarrassed now? โ
When Zhan Yiyang said this, Xu Rongrong pulled it, Ji Fanyi smiled inadvertently, as if he was still a lot more sober, and he actually had the experience of being bitten by a snake at Zhan Yiyang's place that year.
"I've been getting carried away for so many years, and when I am now, it's too late, I just don't worry about Yezi, you are a Chinese medicine doctor, can't you save me? Even if it's a few more days to live, it's good, don't let Ye Zi be alone in this world. โ
Hearing Ji Fanyi say this, Ye Zi'an suddenly said to him, "Fanyi." โ
"I remembered a little, it looks like I had been bitten by a snake somewhere, but it's vague." Ji Fanyi said this, Ye Zi'an held his hand hard, and Xu Rongrong was also shocked.
"Shining Sun." Xu Rongrong took Zhan Yiyang's hand and looked at him, Zhan Yiyang said: "It's hard to say this kind of thing, maybe he'll be fine, maybe the king of Hades won't like him like this, and it's possible to live two more years." โ
After Zhan Yiyang finished speaking, he continued to cook ginseng, Ji Fanyi glanced at Ye Zi'an beside him, "I want to go out for a walk with Zhan Yiyang, you and Rongrong cook ginseng here." โ
Although Ji Fanyi was a little reluctant, he still let go of Ye Zi'an's hand.
"Then be careful." Ye Zi'an was very uneasy, so he explained a lot, Ji Fanyi looked at Ye Zi'an, suddenly pulled Ye Zi'an over, and kissed Ye Zi'an on the top of his head, although he was already a little old, Ye Zi'an still felt it, and throbbed gently.
"Be careful." Ye Zi'an couldn't help but admonish, Ji Fanyi said, "Got it." โ
After saying that, Ji Fanyi got up and stood up, Zhan Yiyang immediately got up and stood up, took the crutch in his hand, and said as he walked outside, "You also have one." โ
Ji Fanyi turned to look at Ye Zi'an, Ye Zi'an hurriedly found the crutches and handed them to Ji Fanyi, Ji Fanyi took it in his hand and looked at it, and then glanced at what Zhan Yiyang was in his hand: "Did you give it to me, or did I give it to you?" โ
"Neither." Zhan Yiyang said and walked outside, Ji Fanyi then followed, and asked Zhan Yiyang while going outside: "Who sent that?" โ
"This is what my daughter-in-law gave me, and I don't know about you." Zhan Yiyang said that he had already walked outside, and Ji Fanyi also understood what was going on.
He was reluctant to use the crutches, and asked Zhan Yiyang while watching: "Is my daughter beautiful?" โ
Zhan Yiyang walked to the corner of a courtyard and looked back at Ji Fanyi, "What do you think?" โ
Ji Fanyi thought for a while: "I only remember that I married Ye Zi, she had a big belly, and I don't remember anything else." โ
"What does this have to do with your question?" Ji Fanyi's face sank, Zhan Yiyang's words were so unpleasant, always so annoying, he was sick, he was still the same undesirable look, it was really annoying, why didn't God let him get sick too, but it was him?
Ji Fanyi snorted coldly, picked up the crutches and looked at it carefully, it was really a good thing, it must have cost a lot of money, but Ji Fanyi asked very unconvinced: "Why did my daughter become your daughter-in-law, and besides, just buy me one, I'm a patient, what's wrong with you?" Are you a patient too? โ
Ji Fanyi couldn't understand it, Zhan Yiyang was always against him, why buy one for Zhan Yiyang.
Zhan Yiyang didn't pay attention to Ji Fanyi's stubble, but said to Ji Fanyi: "The doctor said that you don't have much time, and you should know that you should know that you will gasp for breath when you come out, and you should know that your physical condition is not good." โ
Zhan Yiyang felt that it was time for him to explain things clearly when Ji Fanyi was sober, and not to say anything when he was confused.
Ji Fanyi stood there for a long time before he couldn't help but chuckle, smiled and faced the fence behind him, holding the cane in his hand and retreating on the fence: "I haven't done a lot of things, I haven't-"
Is life going to pass with such regrets?
Ji Fanyi stood there silent, thinking about those snuggling figures, thinking about that warm face, he really wanted to stop here and never leave, so that he could guard the leaves forever.
It's a pity that the autumn wind is very bleak, and he can't soothe the helplessness in his heart.
"Tell me about the things that have happened over the years, so that I can also experience the vicissitudes of the years, don't let me remember nothing." Ji Fanyi turned to look at Zhan Yiyang, that body was uninhibited, it had never changed, he was still him, nothing had changed.