"But there's one thing, you've never thought about me."

"You know that I love freedom, and it is precisely because of this that I will leave home and go to the desert with you, but you are afraid that I will leave, and you actually withhold all my letters to my father and mother...... It's like imprisoning me by your side. ”

"Actually, from the time I married you, I became no longer happy."

"Do you know how much I hope that when I get married, I can get the blessing of my father and mother, and when I get married, my mother can put on a wedding dress for me......"

"But you don't know, you don't understand at all...... Later, it even developed to the point that whenever I went out for a ride during the day, you would send a lot of people to look for me. Do you know how much I need someone to comfort me every time I am disgusted and hurt by your family? Do you need to vent the depression in your heart? ”

"You don't know, you don't know anything. You're just going to tie me to you in more extreme ways and won't let me leave. ”

“…… The moment your loved one hurt me and I jumped off the cliff, I actually felt extremely relaxed, and what I thought in my mind was actually liberating. ”

These words Ruyi has never been said, and has always been hidden in the deepest part of his heart.

In fact, she only now understands that when she was with Lomar, she felt suffocated, depressed, and not happy at all.

But Wu Gaochao respects her, gives her freedom, and makes her very relaxed, so he likes to be with him even more.

"So—"

"Alright, don't say any more."

Before Ruyi could finish speaking, Lomar interrupted her angrily, looking at her with a look of incredulity, it turned out that she had not loved him since so early.

It's not that I don't love it, but I can't afford to love it.

Ha ha......

Lomar laughed self-deprecatingly, it turned out that the real reason for their separation was not his parents or Wu Gaochao.

It's himself!

I remember the first time I saw her, I was attracted by the innocent smile on her face, and I recognized her at a glance.

Later, he also noticed that there was a lot less smile on her face, and he knew what was on her mind. Every time she wrote a letter back home, he would read it, and he knew very well that she longed to go back and wanted to see her relatives.

But he still refused, because he was afraid, afraid that she would not come back if she left, and that her parents would snatch her away.

What she didn't know was that every time he heard her mention how much her parents loved her and how happy their previous lives were, he would be jealous and go crazy with jealousy, which would prevent her from going home even more.

I didn't expect that it was precisely because of these that her heart would be far away from him little by little.

The smile on his face became more and more ugly, and his heart became more and more painful, and it was not until this moment that he realized that he had really lost her.

Looking at her face this time, she still stood firmly in front of the man, afraid that he would hurt him again.

Once, she loved herself like this.

It's a pity -

"Su Jinxiu, even if you don't admit that you are Su Jinxiu, you are! It's my wife who is marrying Lomar Mingmei, and as long as I haven't divorced you for a day, you are my woman. ”

Hearing Lomar's words, the pain in Ruyi's eyes deepened.

It was she who knew this fact, so she couldn't face Wu Gaochao.

After seeing Ruyi's expression, the mockery on Lomar's face became stronger, "Su Jinxiu, I used to love you, but now-for a woman like you, I don't have any attachment to it." ”