Chapter 67: Her Thoughts
Qi An mechanically ate the breakfast on the table, without any appetite, and had not seen Zhuang Tianling until he got up, and his chest was depressed.
I remember last night he said, "Is there anything you want to ask me?" "But if he really had the heart to explain it to her, he would have said it even if she didn't ask, wouldn't he? Why wait for her to ask him in person.
Is it that she thinks of herself too much, why does everyone hide countless things from her, do they treat her as a fool, or do they treat her as an idiot with no brains? No one around her was willing to tell her the truth.
Since she was a child, she seems to be living in lies, Zixin said that they will be good friends forever, but one day she suddenly cut off contact with herself. Han Shen treats her very well, but there is always something to hide from her, Ye Sheng said to let her sleep quietly, and go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to register for marriage the next day, but the next day, the third day...... Countless mornings when I woke up in a daze and could only look at the empty room. father and mother, including Jin Yan, who met later, Yu Hao is her cousin, but the first time she saw Yu Hao in the mall, she pretended not to know her.
The more I thought about it, the more uncomfortable it became, and my chest became more and more panicked, so I put the sandwich that I had only eaten a few bites back on the plate.
"Xiao Zhou, go to the company!" Zhou Jian was in the villa, indicating that Zhuang Tianling did not go to the company, maybe only work could resolve the unhappiness in her heart.
"Yes." His eyes fell on the barely touched breakfast on the plate, and then he took it back.
Zhou Jian took Qi An to the company before returning to the villa to take care of the seriously injured Iwajo, but just after entering the door, he heard a few screams and angry scolding from upstairs.
"Yan Shao, what happened?"
Zhou Jian, who rushed in after slamming the door open, saw an unknown object flying towards him, and his figure flashed to avoid the danger of being knocked out by it.
The unknown object hit the edge of the door and bounced back, clang!! There was a sound of broken glass behind him, and Zhou Jian was secretly glad that his hands and feet were nimble, otherwise it would either be broken or he would have died.
"Who dressed me up like this? Hiss! ”
couldn't help but hiss and roared, and because of the too much strength, he tore open the wound on his back again, and the blood flowed, and the white sheets under his body were dyed red at once. His anger really can't be calmed, no wonder Gu Qi'an stared at himself with that weird look this morning, how can he see people in the future, he is also dignified, okay?
"It's the president!"
"What...... Is it? ”
Iwaki gritted his teeth, his face distorted, this is pure revenge, it's revenge! He's damaging not only his dignity in Rock City, but also the dignity of his father, okay? If he let his father know that he has become this ghost now, will he just throw himself out of the house? When he recovers from his injuries, he will definitely get back the lost face and dignity, otherwise he will not be surnamed Yan.
Looking at the closed office, Qi An didn't know what was going on with that complicated heart?
Indeed, as she guessed, Zhuang Tianling was not in the company, Iwasaki was injured, and the two important people in the company were not in the company, Yi An was still as usual, going to work when he should go, doing what he had to do, without any impact at all, it seemed that they had long been used to this kind of emergency.
Thinking of this, An An couldn't help frowning, Zhuang Tianling took her back to the villa last night, was it unintentional or intentional? Isn't he afraid that she will choose to call the police when she knows their secret, in his heart, does he trust her, or - test her?
Breathing froze instantly, if it was the latter, then if she accidentally revealed the matter at this time, would she still sit here unharmed?
"Sister An An!" A gentle voice interrupted her meditation, and she saw Mo Jinyan, who was wearing a pink Nizi coat and a black scarf, walking towards her, still holding a small white box in her hand, "This is for you." ”
Qi An's face was stunned, "What?" ”
When I opened the box, I saw a beautiful white mobile phone lying inside, which should be very expensive, how could Jin Yan have the money to buy it?
"Jin Yan, why did you send me for no reason?" The tone couldn't help but be cold.
"Didn't you break your phone yesterday? And I'm the culprit again, thinking of your phone......"
Looking at Sister An An's darkening face, Jin Yan spoke more and more quietly, until he hung his head behind him and lost his voice.
Qi An didn't say a word, put the phone back into the box with a cold face, and then took her slender hand and stuffed it into her hand. "Get this back! I can't take it. ”
Her mobile phone was already in ruins, but she was used to it, so she never changed it. And the phone is put there, and few people call her, what difference does it make if you change it or not?
"Sister An'an, don't you think it's bad?" She had never seen Sister An An's face so cold as today, and her tone was so unfamiliar that she was scared.
"Nope."
Hearing that there was a cry behind her, Qi An's tone couldn't help but soften, annoyed why he treated Jin Yan like this, and said guiltily, "It's very good, and you are also very good, I received your heart, but I really can't accept it." ”
Buying this mobile phone will definitely cost Jin Yan a month's salary, although she didn't say anything about Jin Yan's situation, but she still learned something, if you want this mobile phone, how will Jin Yan live next month.
"If you still call me Sister An'an, just listen to me and return it."
Jin Yan's hands holding the box gradually clenched, and his lips under the slightly hanging head were clenched, "I know." "Sister An definitely doesn't like this, she blames her, and every time it's self-defeating.
Seeing Jin Yan's injured expression, her heart twitched, was Jin Yan sincere to herself, would she misunderstand her?
"Jin Yan, can I ask you a question?"
She didn't want to ruin the relationship between the two because of her wild conjectures, if this question had been held in her heart, she didn't know if she would like it as much as ever when facing Jin Yan in the future.
Yes? What does Sister An have to ask her? Mo Jinyan instantly raised her red eyes to look at her, only to see her with a serious face, and she was uneasy a few times.
"It's just that once we went to the mall to buy shoes and saw you Yu Hao, why did you pretend not to know him at that time?" Qi An didn't know how to phrase it, so he had to say it.
"Sister An An," Jin Yan didn't expect her to mention this matter, it seems that her careful thoughts were discovered by Sister An An.
Qi An took her to the side of the sofa and sat down, "I want to hear the truth from you, can I?" ”
The sound of the elevator door opening sounded, and neither of the people in the office noticed it, and the legs of the people inside who were trying to step out were abruptly stopped by their conversation.
Jin Yan clutched his knees tightly with both hands, and glanced at Sister An An who was looking at him beside him nervously, "Here's how it goes......"
It turns out that Jin Yan and Yu Hao depend on each other, growing up together since childhood, Yu Hao likes her things to be known by Jin Yan, often heard him say that she doesn't like to communicate with others, doesn't like to make friends, always likes to come alone, and lives in a small apartment in a relatively remote location.
He had a crush on her for three years, but he didn't dare to say it until the day she resigned, but he didn't want to be rejected, and he could only drink to kill his sorrows when he returned home, and Jin Yan, who felt sorry for his cousin, was very curious about what kind of person she was, and deserved to be treated so affectionately by his cousin, and later learned from Yu Hao that she might go to Yi'an to work, so she also came to Yi'an to apply, and when she first saw herself, she inexplicably wanted to be friends with herself.
Later, in order to help their cousin, when they went to the mall to buy shoes, Yu Hao happened to be inspecting the goods in the mall, so he quietly sent a text message to ask him to come upstairs, deliberately creating that "chance encounter", but no one expected that Zhuang Tianling suddenly appeared behind, so Yu Hao's plan to invite her to dinner was disrupted.
"My cousin said that you already have someone in your heart, and told me not to mix and pull the thread blindly, but I have seen him staring at your photo in a daze several times, and I feel distressed. Yesterday, I wanted him to confess to you again, but I didn't know that it was still a step too late, and you were already with the president. ”
Thinking of her cousin's expression at the end of the curtain every day, she was very heartbroken, "My cousin was sad last night, I only saw it when my aunt and uncle died. ”
After listening to Jin Yan's words, Qi An was silent, he didn't expect Yu Hao to be like this to him, recalling the three years he spent in Han's family, every time he went out to socialize, he would block wine for himself, and even if he offended the customer, he didn't allow the customer to toast her. Because not long after she first arrived at Han's work, she once went out to meet a client, she drank and vomited some blood, and he sent her to the hospital. For more than 1,000 days in three years, he often protected himself from staying up late and working overtime. That time in the dark night did not hesitate to risk saving herself, she owed him, I'm afraid she won't be able to pay it off in this life.
Gu Qi'an, how can you let such a person protect and love.
"Love is a thing, you can't help yourself. If I could, I wouldn't want to love, and if I could—I wouldn't love again in this life. ”
She has always had Ye Sheng in her heart, because in this world, he is the first one who can make her feel warm and love.
However, now, she found that her heart was gradually occupied by another person, its vacillation, its betrayal, and she did not know what to do? That kind of contradiction and pain, like a sharp thorn, turned her heart upside down.
This sentence made the figure in the elevator stiffen, and a touch of pain flashed in his eyes, but it was more cold, and the elevator door slowly closed, as if none of this had happened.
Jin Yan looked at her with a little helpless and a little lonely smile on her face, and listened to those words, feeling a little distressed.
"However, if you don't want to love, you don't love. Love, it is like an invisible wind, as long as there is a gap, it will take advantage of the void and erode your whole without you knowing. ”
Even if it hurts, it hurts willingly.
"Jinyan, I'm sorry, I misunderstood you." I apologized to Jin Yan for my crankiness this morning, "Thank you for being my good friend." ”
Friends don't care how much, as long as that person can treat himself with sincerity, don't dislike your shortcomings, cry with you, and laugh. She will cherish Jinyan, a rare good friend.