186 Taboo (1)
Deliberately avoiding the staff who sorted out the red carpet show, the two walked along the other side of the gymnasium towards the venue, the cold wind of late autumn blew between them, whether it was Lim Weiran or Kim Taeyeon, they kept a restrained distance from the person next to them.
Entering the password, the heating in the room suddenly poured out, Kim Taeyeon shivered for no reason, looked at Lin Weiran, who was standing by the door waiting for him after entering, and followed him with his head down.
The footsteps of the two echoed in the silent corridor, and Lin Weiran did not show himself lamely like those men who rarely dated, and it didn't seem that she was so embarrassed that she had nothing to say. Kim Taeyeon felt that she didn't know much about him, but she knew a lot, but it was this feeling that made her a little uneasy, because it also meant that this man knew her very well.
The man who wanted to avoid it was actually the one who knew her the most, and listening to the cheers that were getting clearer and clearer on the side of the main hall, Kim Taeyeon lowered her head slightly, and a wry smile appeared on her face.
If the biggest trouble that night brought was this man, it would be better to say that she herself had not thought about the consequences at all. The change from a girl to a woman seems to outsiders to be physiological, but to Kim Taeyeon it is psychological, and such an out-of-the-ordinary move is indeed more effective than a simple ear piercing, but choosing this extreme way only shows that she has indeed crossed the edge of reason at that time.
Now, now that she has grown up, the less she can do beyond reason, the better, after all, she is no longer a girl.
Kim Taeyeon looked up at the man beside her and asked, "Call me over, what's the matter?" ”
Lin Weiran replied with a smile: "There are some questions I want to ask you, and there are also some things I want to talk to you about." ”
"What is this? There are many people, and you are not such a reckless person. ”
"If we are seen, of course, it will be troublesome, but it should not. Remember the places we always came across? There are also here. ”
Hearing this, Kim Taeyeon brushed the hair around her ears, and her movements were a little unnatural.
"A café can also be a place where we come across, just say what you want." She stopped, stood where she was, listened to the slightly dull noise in her ears, and looked at the man in front of her seriously.
Lin Weiran slowly restrained her smile, but it seemed that she still had a smile.
"The question I'm going to ask needs to be understood here."
"What?"
Kim Taeyeon frowned, suddenly angry at his performance like this. She turned her head and chuckled mockingly, and when she looked at Lin Weiran again, she unveiled the taboo between the two that had never been mentioned.
"You and I are not good people anymore, and our relationship has been made clear. Only that once, you shouldn't and can't ask for more. Have you thought about her? Maybe you don't want to, but I get to see her almost every day, so I'll think. ”
Lin Weiran didn't move at all, as if she didn't know who Lu Dao was talking about.
He replied softly, "The guy who says he's not a good guy isn't as bad as he thinks." ”
Kim Taeyeon couldn't understand: "That's why you comfort yourself?" ”
Lin Weiran immediately replied: "In fact, it is also the case. ”
"Facts ......"
Kim Taeyeon muttered in a low voice, not knowing what Lu Dao had in mind, and the mockery grew in his smile. She looked at Lin Weiran's eyes, took a deep breath, and threw out a series of hurtful words to hurt others and herself.
"Since this is the case, what does Representative Lin want me to do? Do you have a lot of feelings in this kind of place? Feeling interesting? The theme song of 'Virtual Idol', this salary is not bad, and I have earned ......"
The more she said, the tighter Lin Weiran's brows wrinkled, and the tighter his brows wrinkled, the more Kim Taeyeon said more. The two were silent for a moment, she brushed the hair from her ears again, stared at Lin Weiran's eyes, and asked sarcastically: "Does Lin Zhuo like me?" That's really my pleasure. But how? I do not like you. It's not like I can't consider it if there's any other reward, but by the way, do you need me to fake an orgasm? ”…,
Lin Weiran was slightly stunned, and her brows were already wrinkled like the bark of an old tree. After a moment of silence, he stretched his brow and reiterated, "I said, that's not a deal. ”
"But all that you're doing now makes me think that's the deal!" Kim Taeyeon immediately retorted, the smile of frivolity and sarcasm on her face disappeared instantly, and she stared at the man in front of her with round eyes, fully displaying her anger.
"What do you want me to do? Come and date you happily, as if there is no one else in this world except you and me? Or do I simply forget who I am and do exactly what you want? That night was just a misstep between you and me, and nothing else. I don't know what feelings you have for me, but I have no feelings for you at all! You shouldn't have any feelings for me! ”
"So what do you want me to do? Is no emotion enough? Lin Weiran asked rhetorically: "Should I just watch you lose your opportunities little by little, watch you get off the stage you like so much, and watch you be kicked out of this circle at my concert?" ”
In the face of Lin Weiran's rhetorical question, Kim Taeyeon had no answer, because she never thought about what Lin Weiran should do...... As long as she thinks about this question, many things that force her to stand in front of Lin Weiran with a firm attitude will disappear.
"There's nothing I can do but that. M's side doesn't agree with my plan to let you come to power at all, and S.M's side hasn't given me a positive response until now, I want to help you in my limited ability, is it such a heinous thing? ”
Kim Taeyeon immediately lowered her gaze, and her right hand went to smooth the sideburns that were not messy again, and the uneasiness hidden in the movements was finally reflected in her expression.
She insisted: "It's not me who you should be helping, and it shouldn't be me who you're looking for today." ”
She hurriedly turned around, but before she could take a step, someone grabbed her arm, she instinctively looked up, and hurriedly avoided Lin Weiran's eyes.
"As I said, I brought you here today because I have a question for you."
……
The excitement in the venue can be felt from the screams mixed in the headphones, and the camera is instructed to adjust the position on the spot, and after five seconds, the director gently presses the switch button.
After three minutes, the images on the countless screens changed abruptly, and the camera looked down from a very high position to see the entire venue......
"Twenty-four meters rocker, how can an advertising company in Shinhan have this?" Even the director who started it sighed, because this rocker arm is not one of those 'little guys' in the TV station.
There was a chuckle in the broadcast truck, and one person echoed: "Who knows, maybe there is no place to use the money." This thing is troublesome to transport, troublesome to install, and troublesome to disassemble. It's okay to use it outdoors, but who knows that they got it indoors? …… However, it's still quite cool to use. ”
Another person joked: "Then it's cool again?" ”
Without waiting for others to say anything, the director had already pressed the switch button, and the picture on the electronic wall in the car was suddenly raised, with the lights on the scene, the scene was like a person standing on the top of the mountain, looking down on the lights of thousands of homes under the mountain. The image lasted for a full three seconds before it was switched back, and then switched back and forth between more than a dozen cameras on the scene.
"Senior, is there anyone using the broadcast studio in the venue?"
"Huh?"
"Look, it shows that the audio is turned on here."
Because the MKMF award ceremony will be broadcast in real time in China, Japan and South Korea, and the signal distribution will be handled in a unified manner, the broadcast room in the venue should be unused. Now the system prompts the connection signal of the broadcast in the venue to cut in, which will naturally arouse the vigilance of the technical personnel.
"Don't worry about it, just let him not affect our broadcast signal." …,
The director's command made the technician blink, but he reacted quickly and didn't ask questions, but directly set it up in the system.
……
When the door was closed, the blazing cheers of the scene fell into his ears and became low. This broadcast studio on the top floor of the gymnasium is the 'good place' chosen by Lin Weiran, not only is there no one to disturb here, but the effect of watching the stage is also the best.
Walking to the side facing the gymnasium and opening the pleated curtain, the lights on the scene were refracted in, Lin Weiran did not turn on the lights, did not even glance at the gorgeous scene outside the window, but walked to the workbench and turned on the computer.
A small screen slides down the head of the room, and the projector on the long table for the conference is up and running.
Looking at the focused Lin Weiran preparing in an orderly manner, Kim Taeyeon lowered her head, trying to suppress the strangeness in her heart. The sound of his fingers tapping on the keyboard was clearly reflected in his ears, and Kim Taeyeon suddenly felt sullen.
She walked to the window, looked at the colorful field through the floor-to-ceiling window, and was silent.
The window in the studio is not set up in the auditorium, but stands in the two large audience sections, as if suspended in the air.
For the first time in her life, Kim Taeyeon looked at the stage that carried all her dreams from such an angle.
"What is the stage?"
Hearing the question, Kim Taeyeon turned around, and the curtain at the other end of the room was flowing with light and shadow outside the window, and I don't know which singer's singing was echoing in the room. Lin Weiran stood up, walked to her side and looked at the stage outside the window, and said suspiciously: "I have always wanted to know the way, but I have never known the way." So many people have worked so hard to build it, and so many people have longed for it. ”
Kim Taeyeon looked out the window again, looked at the center of the stage, and asked, "That's what you want to ask me?" ”
"Yes."
"What do you want to know about this?"
"I can do more if I know what it means, and if you want to hear it, I can tell you."
"It only makes sense to the people standing on it, and when a show is over, it's over, and I don't understand the emptiness that the seniors said about the past. But after going up, I realized that when I got off the stage, I would really feel empty. ”
Kim Taeyeon looked at Lin Weiran and whispered, "Can you imagine? It doesn't matter what kind of work you do, what kind of background you come from, whether you have the strength or not. The moment you stand on it, you are the best, and the one who is in the limelight will shine and make you feel unparalleled fulfillment. For me standing on the stage, there is a life to consider, a reality to worry about, and a life to think about, but for me standing on the stage, all of this is not worth mentioning. ”
She turned her head to look at the stage, and after a moment whispered, "It can make me better." ”
PS, this chapter is very difficult to write, and it took a long day to write it, but it feels like it's still written.
Regarding the plot, I believe that this book has not disappointed everyone so far, so it will not be in the future. As for Yuna's problem, I already have the setting and plot, and even the timeline has been confirmed, so you don't have to worry.
As for the character of the protagonist, I think everyone should also be used to the kind of protagonist who is good, female characters like the protagonist, such a good girl, and the protagonist is so good...... Although everyone generally likes this kind, I think that since it's open, don't be critical of the protagonist's good character. Because once a man with a girlfriend has an ambiguous relationship with other people, it is a manifestation of irresponsibility, and as a man, no matter how wooden, he is very sensitive to ambiguous emotions, because men are natural hunters.
Satisfying a moral need while letting a man be a hunter, and then helplessly, this kind of writing will make me suspicious of the characters in it, for Lim Weiran, for Kim Tae-yeon, and even for Lim Yoon-a. I already have their personalities set up, and their stories develop according to their own starting points, and if I force myself to change all this, the book will not taste right.
Wrote 60W words.,The head is still begging for everyone's trust.,This book is mainly to practice plot mastery and rhythm and scene choreography.,Of course, it's based on my characters.。
After the most,Or thank you for everyone's rewards、Recommendation、Collection、Evaluation, etc.,In addition, continue to ask for recommendations and collections,If nothing else, it will be on the shelves in February,I implore you to support the first order under 24 hours,Because the head of this book is very few official recommendations,Only two,The results are not good,If the first order is good, the official recommendation may increase a few,At that time, please help a lot。