Chapter 624: Leaving This World
Xia Lan frowned slightly, and said with a forced smile: "Husband, let's not talk about these sad topics, okay?" ”
"Okay." Lin Fei let go of Xia Lan, "You eat quickly, it's not good for your appetite if it's cold." ”
"Well, you can sit down first." Xia Lan nodded and picked up her cup, "I'll make you a cup of tea." ”
"No, I'm not thirsty." Lin Fei leaned over lightly and sat on Xia Lan's desk, "I watched you eat." ”
Xia Lan pursed her lips and smiled, sat on the chair, looked at the food in the lunch box, and lost her appetite even more. However, she felt that it was a pity for Lang to lose it, so she gently blew her bangs and simply picked up the chopsticks and ate them.
Lin Fei stared quietly, he could see that Xia Lan at this time was already difficult to swallow these meals, and felt very sorry for the woman in his heart, a good meal was actually disturbed by his words, he swallowed his throat, and whispered: "Little wife, is your food here fragrant?" I want to try it too. ”
Xia Lan swallowed the white rice in her mouth, raised her eyes to look at Lin Fei, and said with a light smile: "Did you say this on purpose because I didn't have an appetite?" ”
"No," Lin Fei shook his head, "I just want to taste it." ”
"Open your mouth." Xia Lan picked up a piece of shredded meat and sent it to Lin Fei's mouth.
Lin Fei chewed it, swallowed it directly, and said with a smile: "Yes, little wife, feed my husband a little more rice." ”
"I hate it, I want it all." Xia Lan handed the chopsticks to Lin Fei, pursed her lips and said coquettishly, "You eat it yourself, and you're not a three-year-old child, so I'm too lazy to feed you!" ”
"Okay, good ......" Lin Fei took the chopsticks with a smile, picked up two shredded meat and a piece of green vegetables and sent them to Xia Lan, "You are too lazy to feed me, I like to feed you, come, open your mouth." ”
"Don't eat it!" Xia Lan pursed her lips and twisted her head to the side.
"I warn you!" Lin Fei frowned and said, "If you don't obey, I'm going to take forcible measures." ”
"How dare you ......"
Xia Lan stared at the apricot eyes and turned her face, as soon as she spoke, Lin Fei accurately threw the shredded meat and green vegetables into her sandalwood mouth, and then smiled hehehe: "Fooled......"
"You know how to bully me." Xia Lan chewed the dishes in her mouth, said vaguely, stood up and raised her hand to grab the chopsticks in Lin Fei's hand, "Give me the chopsticks." ”
Lin Fei didn't return the chopsticks to Xia Lan, put away his smile and said, "If you can't eat it, don't force yourself, I'll eat it for you, so as not to lose it." ”
"Well, you can eat...... Xia Lan nodded, sat down on the chair, took out a tissue and wiped the corners of her mouth, "I really don't have an appetite." ”
Lin Fei swallowed these meals in a few bites, put the empty lunch box on the desk, and picked up the napkin that Xia Lan had just used.
"Oops......" Xia Lan frowned and grabbed Lin Fei's wrist, "It's not that there are no tissues, don't use it." ”
"It's okay, I'm used to it." Lin Fei smiled, broke Xia Lan's fingers, and wiped the corners of his mouth with a tissue.
"I can't help it." Xia Lan glanced at Lin Fei and complained in a low voice: "What's wrong with us, we will fall in love with a stinky man like you!" Hey......"
Lin Fei stared at Xia Lan and whispered, "Xia Lan, do you regret it?" ”
"Regret what?" Xia Lan frowned slightly and asked softly.
Lin Fei thought about it and said word by word: "I regret being with me." ”
Xia Lan saw that Lin Fei didn't look like he was joking, and suddenly became nervous, "What's wrong with you today?" Why are you asking me all of a sudden? ”
"Nothing?" Lin Fei shook his head and smiled faintly, "I just want to ask." ”
"Husband, are you angry because of what I just said." Xia Lan hurriedly stood up and grabbed Lin Fei's hand, "Am I joking?" ”
"Xia Lan, I know you're joking." Lin Fei looked at Xia Lan's eyes and said solemnly: "I'm a man, you are a woman, even if you're not joking, I'm not qualified to be angry with any of you." ”
"Husband, what's wrong with you?" Xia Lan frowned and plunged into Lin Fei's arms, "I don't allow you to say that!" I sue you, since I followed you, I didn't think about regretting it! Never dreamed of it! ”
Lin Fei swallowed his throat, frowned and smiled bitterly, "Xia Lan, what would happen to you if I said I wanted to leave you?" I'm not joking now, and you don't have to say that you castrated me, with your ability, you can't take advantage of me at all. ”
Xia Lan's body trembled suddenly, slowly left Lin Fei's chest, took a few steps backwards with difficulty, leaned against the Wen Jiàn cabinet behind her, frowned and stared at Lin Fei, and said with a cold smile: "I don't know, why did you say such a thing today, let me think about it and then answer you, okay?" ”
"Okay." Lin Fei nodded and looked at Xia Lan quietly.
Xia Lan lowered her head and pondered for a moment, her eyes moistened, "Lin Fei, did Sister Ruoyun say something to you?" ”
"It has nothing to do with her." Lin Fei said lightly, "I want to ask myself." ”
"Impossible!" Xia Lan suddenly raised her voice and yelled at Lin Fei, trembling her thin lips and said, "You are not a merciless person, no, you are not a ......"
Lin Fei pursed his lips and smiled, "What if I'm that kind of person?" ”
"No......" Xia Lan shook her head vigorously and shouted loudly again: "You're not!" ”
Lin Fei suppressed his smile, his face looked very calm, "Don't say what kind of person I am, you haven't answered my question yet." ”
Xia Lan wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and smiled at Lin Fei, "Okay, I tell you, when I became your woman, I was already satisfied."
For this life, even if I die right now, I don't have much regret. If there is a little regret, it is to be ashamed of my parents.
I wouldn't care that much, though. Without you, I would be dead in South America by now. What accompanies my parents now is the same things I used at home. I think they would have survived well without me.
As for this job, I don't even care about it, because I've already seen through it, and it's a fantasy that I want to change so much on my own.
To be honest, one of the important reasons why I am able to live happily and work so hard now is because I regard you as a pillar of my life, even of life. If this pillar is gone, my life and life will have no meaning.
Finally, I answer you unequivocally. By the way, first of all, I am not forced to die. If you really want to leave me, I may choose to ...... Leave this world forever. There will be nothing in this world that is worth my nostalgia for, only too much pain left for me......
I won't hurt you until I go. It's not because I can't beat you, it's because I can't bear it, but it's because I love you......"