Chapter 213: Enlightenment
"Sister, sister's hot water has been prepared, come and wash it." It was Liu Er shouting next door.
Belch...... Nian Fu blinked, withdrew his hand, and glared at Ouyang Kang sharply, "I'll settle this account with you later!" ”
I can't even kiss it, my first brother or something is too unpleasant! Angrily, she stretched out her thumb and wiped her lips with her backhand, she wore a new cloak and walked away majestically.
But the shape was too obvious, and when she turned around, Liu Er asked suspiciously, "Sister, what's wrong with your mouth?" ”
"I just accidentally bit it." Nianfu pretended to say calmly, but the roots of his ears turned suspiciously red.
Fortunately, the wine was still there, and Liu Er didn't pay attention to it, so she confused Nian Fumeng. When she got into the quilt and touched her lips again, the girl felt ashamed and annoyed, but her heart was a little sweet.
I know that I want to kiss myself, that gentleman, has he finally opened his mind?
Yes, the gentleman has enlightened. It's just that this trick suddenly opened a little big, which made the gentleman startled, and he couldn't come back to his senses for a long time.
Nianfu has been gone for a long time, but Ouyang Kang is still standing there, like a worm trapped by spider silk, replaying the small action she just touched her lips with her thumb over and over again in her mind, and she can't stop.
Nianfu didn't know what to say, when she drank too much, she rubbed her hair on Mu Shaoqin's body, fluffy and fluffy, not good-looking, but there was a strange laziness and cuteness.
Her eyes were brighter and moister than usual, and her cheeks, which were as attractive as ripe red apples against the red cloak.
But all this is just a fuse. In the end, it was the action of wiping the blood on her lower lip with her thumb.
Ouyang Kang couldn't describe it, he only knew that when Nianfu did this action, his only thought was to pounce on it and take another bite.
What's wrong with him? Is he sick? Why would your face burn so hot? For what reason, the heat flow of the whole body surged uncontrollably to the lower abdomen, and it was shameful to have ...... That reaction?
Ouyang Kang couldn't accept himself like this.
He has always been a good boy who grew up by the rules, although at the age of thirteen or fourteen, when he was even more ignorant, he was called by Mama He arranged by the old lady. I whispered something to him. But Mama He was also ordered by the old lady to warn him very sternly that this kind of thing must not be thought about before getting married. Mama He said. I think about this kind of thing too much. It's not just hurting. will die young.
Ouyang Kang was frightened, he didn't want to die early. So he's been very careful to control himself and not pay attention to things that might cause those reactions. It's been a long time. People have developed an indifferent temperament, and they look very lightly at women.
When he came to the capital and entered the Guozijian, sometimes he heard Guan Yaozu and them make jokes about the maids at home, and he always smiled lightly.
Guan Gongzi once half-jokingly said that a beautiful person like him is indeed a woman who doesn't look like an ordinary woman, so he is not interested.
But Ouyang Kang felt that this was not the reason. In his cognition, he has always felt that this kind of thing should only happen after getting married. And the only purpose of this kind of thing is to reproduce children and grandchildren, and continue the bloodline. If it was just for pleasure, he didn't know what the meaning of the Dao was, so he naturally wouldn't be interested.
But just now, his thoughts all along were suddenly not so firm.
It suddenly occurred to him that this kind of thing did seem to be likeable. Even if it's not for the sake of having children, he wants to kiss and hug Nianfu, and be closer to her.
But isn't this unreasonable? They haven't gotten married, even if they will get married in the future, but is it right to do these things now?
Ouyang Kang was conflicted.
He was sure that he liked Nianfu, first of all, because of the illness on the way to Beijing, Nianfu saw his body, and he began to feel that he had a responsibility and obligation to this girl.
Although in the later relationship, the relationship between the two people is no longer a simple responsibility and obligation, but also a kind of mutual support, mutual warmth and thoughtfulness, but Ouyang Kang still feels that it has nothing to do with that aspect at all.
However, just now, or even earlier, this emotion has changed imperceptibly before he is aware of it. And Nianfu's inadvertent little action just now seemed to suddenly open a window and pushed Ouyang Kang into a new and unfamiliar realm.
He suddenly discovers that his feelings for this girl are far more complex and more complex than he himself imagined.
It is not only the responsibility and obligation, nor the courage and determination to accompany each other all the way and fight for the other party, but also mixed with a very wonderful, heart-pounding, uncontrollable desire to get close, want to be close.
It's like everyone knows that drinking too much will hurt your body, but you can't help but try the taste of that drunk Fang Xiu again and again.
Ouyang Kang didn't know if he was degenerate, shameless, and not gentlemanly enough, but all he was thinking about now was how to catch Nianfu in his arms, and he couldn't wait to put it in his pocket, so he hugged it, kissed it, and watched it.
There are too many things, he seems to know the Dao, and he doesn't seem to know what the Dao should do, but he just wants to be tied to her, glued together, preferably together, and never have to be separated.
What's wrong with him? How could he be so weird?
My mind was a mess, and I couldn't figure it out. But the only thing Ouyang Kang was certain of was that his heart for Nian Fu was more determined and burning than before. In front of her, he will definitely not be a gentleman. As long as he has the opportunity, he will definitely want to hold her, hold her, and kiss her.
Oh my God, I must have fallen into evil!
Seeing Ouyang Dashao throw himself on the bed, wrap himself in a thick quilt, and make a strange sound that seemed to be very painful, Wangcai got out from under the bed and tilted his little head in confusion.
Could it be that this owner is actually the same kind as it? Otherwise, why would he suddenly bite someone? It's so strange to bite your lip too. Not...... Are lips delicious? Is there a lot of meat on the legs?
But he bit another owner, does that mean they're actually fighting? But if we start fighting again next time. Who is it going to help?
Pingguo Mansion.
Mu Shaoqin went back a little late, but Mrs. Tan still didn't sleep and greeted her in the snow.
But Mu Shaoqin didn't give her a good face when she saw this, and only said lightly, "You don't have to be like this in the future, go to bed early." ”
Where can Mrs. Tan sleep? In the past, dozens of maids and daughters served her, but now except for Mother Lu, there is not even anyone around her who can be used.
Along with the reduction of the salary, there are various discounts on living benefits. The charcoal fire is not as delicate as before, and the bird's nest cannot be eaten as much as you want. Although compared to the average person, it is already considered a paradise. But what about the past? That is, not so long ago!
Take a sip of the tea that the maid just brought up. Spit it out again, and Mrs. Tan said angrily, "What kind of tattered tea is this, and you can use it to coax me?" ”
The maid was extremely aggrieved. "It's not that the slave doesn't take it. It was the tea leaves that were drunk in the past. Said the treasurer. The rest of the good ones are all grandfathers of the country, and the rest ...... That's all there is to it. ”
A bunch of dogs look down on people! Mrs. Tan wanted to get angry, but in the end she still restrained herself. Only scolded one word, "Get out!" ”
turned around and waited for the others to leave, only then did he look at Lu's mother and said, "Look at it, what kind of bullying people have become!" Will we still have a part in talking in this house in the future? ”
Mother Lu's life has not been good recently, there were so many people in the past, she was basically equivalent to the second wife, and she was served by a bunch of people, where to use her for what work? But now that the staff is short, those rough and clumsy Mrs. Tan are not using it well, so a lot of work has fallen on her head again, I used to do it before, but now I have stopped picking it up again for a few years, and Mother Lu feels all kinds of tired.
And what makes people even more angry is that her son's errand is gone, the family is missing a big source of money, and her son comes to make noise every day, although Lu's mother also thinks that her son is too lazy and not enterprising, but she hates the person who caused them to lose their wealth.
Seeing that there was no one else at this time, he said, "Madame, do you know that Grandpa Guo asked the saint for what the white fox skin was for?" ”
"Didn't you make a cloak for Ryan?"
Mother Lu shook her head, "County Lord, no, our girl doesn't have it there, I heard that it's for the girl in the broken garden." ”
"What? Is he crazy? Mrs. Tan was shocked and angry, if Mu Shaoqin gave the cloak to Ryan, she would be jealous, but she wouldn't be so angry. But if Mu Shaoqin gave the cloak to a strange girl who had nothing to do with it, this problem would be serious.
Mother Lu didn't say much, just waiting for Mrs. Tan to make her own decision.
"What the hell does that girl do, go find out! Don't use the people in the house, I'd rather spend some money and use people from outside. ”
Looking at the gloomy owl on her face, Lu's mother knew that with her move, that girl's good life would come to an end.
She wants to accumulate blessings for her grandson, but if accumulating this blessing will affect her own interests, then what else is she doing?
in the room.
Mu Shaoqin hasn't slept yet, he can't sleep.
Today's act of Nianfu made him miss his wife immensely, and he poured the same cup, and then rolled into his arms, rubbing like a small beast, making him amused and extremely loving.
He even began to think that if Nianfu was his daughter, how good would it be? But that's impossible, right?
If Ryan is not his daughter, but just a fake that the Queen Mother used to comfort him. So, since she can know so many things about Lu Dao, does it mean that his real wife and children are long gone?
Suddenly he was bored in his heart, and pushed the window to let the snowflakes fly into the house and hit him in the face. Mu Shaoqin closed his eyes and let out a deep sigh from the bottom of his heart.
How he wished his eyes could see at the moment, so that he could go and find them himself.
No, it still doesn't.
There is such a terrible curse, in order to make the eldest sister's life better, in order to reassure the emperor, he is destined to be impossible to leave the capital in this life.
Smiling bitterly, more and more snowflakes fell silently on his body, Mu Shaoqin prayed silently, if the gods really know and the sky has eyes, can they bring him real, news about his wife and children in his lifetime?
It's been sixteen years, it's almost sixteen years!
Even if their family had done something wrong in the past, was this punishment enough? God, could you be a little more merciful to their family? Let Ah Shun and his son bring back their news, please.
A line of clear tears fell, rubbed into the man's thin and thin clothes with the wind and snow...... (To be continued......)